2010_This Life(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

I would never wish or act to change who I am this day!

Nor would I ever change any of the experiences or people I have been blessed with in this life.

I have laughed, cried, couldn't get enough, and wished at times I could die.

Loved so hard I thought I would; tried so hard never accepted when I could not.

Seen more before being a teen then most see their lifetime.

Avoided more mishaps and so many things that could have left me trapped.

Who knows why; for me for you. It doesn't really matter. As you are no judge of me, nor I of you in what you do.

I just know who I have to call out to.


I have to believe! I could go for hours and give you life stories why.

I have to believe! Because it has a far greater peace, then the drama, tears and lies.


I don't know where I am going. I do know where I have been.

Loving every soul time over time again. That will never change although we may never again meet.

You will forever be in my heart and a forever called my friend.

Life happens; For all of us it does. Noting you have to work to hold what is good, this is so true.

Sure I am not fool; I may not care of what was. But I do limit where I now actively become involved.

I am doing the best I can; with all I get to work with.
And I am so very okay with this. Because without all of it, the yesterdays, today's and notions for tomorrow.

I would have missed my blessings, my children, my life and never made it to being me; alwaysmeKelly!

And for this; I thank my maker; the passion of our Christ.

Who knows if it was that movie that forever changed my life.

I can only tell you. Each and everyone of us will find our own time when the peace comes in their life..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zcGJb-mPMmg




With all that I am, All that I was always then, always now, always me  Kelly

2010 Passing Thought(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

Who would have ever thought the things you put far behind you;
You realize were a blessing.

The waking screaming nightmare that woke the entire house.
Was the reality of the demons being set free that once tortured you as a child.

Yet years later you realize the person you were the most comfortable with.
as well as yourself just had too much going on to notice what was trying to be set free.

Thank you for loving me my father; God of the universe. For giving me life.

Good, bad; known and unknown.

There is so much I could write about. Desires of the future; lost loves of the past. Happiness of children; sadness when they are grown and you are all alone.

I can only say the joy comes in the morning. May I always remain strong and keep moving forward. No matter what is in the next dawn.

With all that I am, All that I was always then, always now, always me  Kelly