Showing posts with label September 2022 PiecesOfMeOverTime (AlwaysMeKelly). Show all posts
Showing posts with label September 2022 PiecesOfMeOverTime (AlwaysMeKelly). Show all posts

Wednesday, September 28, 2022

9.28.2022 September (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Wednesday September 28th , 2022

Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

1 Corinthians 2:14 ESV English Standard Version

14 The natural person does not accept the things of the Spirit of God, for they are folly to him, and he is not able to understand them because they are spiritually discerned.

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1 Corinthians 2:14 in all English translations

 

Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com


TobyMac, Kevin Max, Michael Tait, & dcTalk - Space (Official Lyric Video)

 

Micah Tyler - I See Grace (Official Music Video)

 

Jeremy Camp - Keep Me In The Moment

 

Zach Williams - Heart of God (Official Lyric Video)

 

Danny Gokey - Haven't Seen It Yet

 

Brantley Gilbert - Hard Days (Lyric Video)

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Okay here we are again It has i

What’s up everyone.    Getting up today just trying to chill out while knowing my God is in full control and when our time is up, and He calls any of us home we just go.

 

Here we are with all that surrounds us in a vast blessed world we were given, and we threw all the blessings to the wayside and chased all that filled moments of what we thought was what life should be.

And when the moments of war ravage and rape innocence or evil dwellers creep in like the sheep in wolves clothing and rob hearts, rob bank accounts, and rob life we wonder how that could have been different.

When we believe or want to believe in humanity no matter how burnt we have been while held to the torch of life.     Yet so often we have to come back and realize people without excuse of sin and harm are just people chasing their own demons.

 

Like the storm chasers that are out waiting for Hurricane Ian to land in Florida and report on the devastations about to come especially for those who laughed off the warnings.   Or even perhaps thought they were untouchable.   Even for those who prepared, and it just was never enough.

 

Only God knows and when it is time; nothing will change that.  Yes, I am right in the line of fire on this peninsula that I moved to 20 something years ago and although not far inland but not on the water but close enough in 12-24 hours will be wondering if it is our time.     Picking up and trying to save what cannot be taken with us when we leave, but just remaining what they say hunkered down and stay as close and safe to loved one’s as possible with a plan.

Where would we have gone up the coast where when mother nature's fury spawns it covers all of us.

Fires in California, floods all over the world.   Storms in the night or storms in someone’s day to day life.    What we do in the calm is what matters.

 

Though I am far from perfect in that space.    Still learning, growing, and doing my best to lead by example.    There are still times when the human comes out.  Be it where stress pours out because I have to stay busy or just anger because I forget who I am and what Christ must think when he looks back and says, “oh that one”  She forgot who I am and who she is in me.

Humbled often yet not near enough walking in humility when trying to be saving grace for others. At least not until after the day to day we face.   At which point we all when we believe see Gods Grace!

 

The older you get, you never forget.   In fact, sometimes you yearn  for those days when you paid attention to that adulting 101 class that just seemed to fly by.

Yet always if you know who you are if you really have been blessed to meet Jesus and find who you are within the depths and beyond heart and soul.   You will always remember to whom you belong.   Praying God will keep you in the moments where you feel Him in everything that consumes our days.

 

What really matters that you are chasing?   Can you take it with you through eternity?   I know dumb questions to so many.  Most want what is front of them until something bad is happening or the depression sets in.   The unfortunate part where some leave this earth before ever getting to know the Basic Instructions for life Before Leaving Earth.     Me I cannot remember the exact day I woke up one day and realized I am not who I once was.   I can tell you when I was living the world and when I changed and sought after something better and lasting filling all the voids and even the reasons why.    That day I only wish happen for everyone far sooner than the stuff we put ourselves through.

It can be overwhelming, kind of like a child in the middle of a cold war with all they knew ripped from them; the love of your life gone with no excuse, but they just don’t want you any longer; or that same love never really existed for the compassion and passion soul satisfying reasons you thought; or what about putting all we are in a career and having all the material items in the world, anything we want.  Yet, each day in the depths of our very being left so alone.

 

No matter what we are chasing, what we are running from or what we are hunkered down and ready to withstand.   None of it matters without the spirit of Jesus the one and only creator living within us.   Love, mercy and grace the unseen faith and lighthouse to all the storms that flood through the veins of the very vessel allowed to take one more breath this very moment.  Even at the brink of devastation or extinction.

 

Where would we go, not listening to all those who have the answers and say should.    What would we do, ask the hundreds of thousands living in the woods around your neighborhoods or swallowing that pill or pushing that needle in.   How can we rectify, justify, or recognize what to do for that child thrown away.    The future of our world our children!  What about them, as they are robbed from life, innocence and left for vultures.

 

Maybe it is the great purge taking place with our government bodies lining their pockets and turning their back on moral values and truly helping the future grow forward.   Instead shedding light on the same dirt their opponents in the game of power played with they shine open to reflect the dirty secrets and misery of others first so they can set their place on life’s game of chess until someone comes and knocks them off.

 

Thankful in all that I have seen and experienced and beyond blessed for the reprieve and forgiveness overtime I have been given.    Praying all I am connected, good, bad, known,

or unknown God consumes every single soul in love and life. For love and life!

Thankful he paused and pauses this mind maze.  And without a doubt aligns me and my focus where it needs to be.    Be it work, life or trying to find that balance.

 

We are all broken people!   Never forget that no matter if we are performing or not.    Keep it real deep within that spirit you have been breathed in for another day to choose what you will do, what you will say.  How you will react in the good, in the bad and in all the unknown.

I could be out here writing about all my long-lost loves, or my very own romance of what it would be loved from the outside in.   I could write about all the ups and down of being a parent, how unselfish we have to become when we open our hearts and doors to what is not our responsibility.    I could write about the best romance movies, or what it would look like to in this head of mine if I truly lived life for the flesh and all the temporal seconds that fleet us.

What deep gratification to hear from those years past and it is seeming like yesterday.     What it feels like to be on the other side looking in.  Or truly knowing the blessing is knowing we are gifted with the vessel and ability to choose in all the freedoms Jesus gives while passing through on this journey called life.

I will never say not to love hard, because that is exactly what it is especially when trying to hold what is meant for only moments in time.    Even if we haven’t seen it yet or never will.   

Never look down on anyone that does not fit your circle, your view, your expectations.    In fact, it will be your blessing to give them a helping hand.

We are all guilty be it we know it, see it or not that person in need on the side of the road or before, during or after the storms of life come.

 

Know your boundaries and know why you will or will not!

Live, Love and Laugh and on those in between moments Let it hurt! Let it heal! Let it go!     Need for nothing but the one who sustains the very air in your lungs.     Dive in and feed your soul in truth and light! BibleGateway.com: A searchable online Bible in over 150 versions and 50 languages.

 

No matter what you choose, know without the gift of life from Jesus none of it matters.   Love those you were given while you have them.  Love yourself and lead by example.  Someone is always watching and trust me it is not what you have, that makes you, You!

Until next time I am blessed for another day as you are.  Make it count.   Be the light amongst all the darkness trying to consume every second of any day.

None of us can do it on our own; and though I would not want to ever lose those who I have been given in this life.   But I am beyond blessed to have met Jesus right where I was and allow Him to fill me with all the promises of hope, life, and light.   The peace beyond all that hurts or twists us up is indescribable for all days.

 

Wednesday, September 21, 2022

9.22.2022 September (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

***Music, and/or daily scripture, verses, motivational shares pulled from public domains, and made available for public consumption from public domains such as YouTube and/or BibleGateway, unless otherwise called out work of other Copywrites, Creators, Influences, Artists, or Authors. ***    

Tuesday September 21st , 2022


Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

2 Corinthians 13:14 ESV English Standard Version

14 The grace of the Lord Jesus Christ and the love of God and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with you all.

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2 Corinthians 13:14 in all English translations

 

Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com

 

 

Zach Williams - Heart of God (Official Lyric Video)

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

 

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Love it when Facebook says what's on your mind?



Gosh what is not on my mind these days.



As I watch those, I love struggle to overcome what just about killed them from brokenness to broken hearts.



Putting all they have, and some seems meniscal to others while its everything and others so much. In the end our nothing is everything because we cannot take anything with us when we check out of here.



When I see people so easily caught up for the moment and not living in the moment. Perspective as everyone has a story and everyone is going through something.

Innocence slaughtered never given a chance with instant change what we do not like and never know what respect and accountability is from the inside out. Only the one extreme to the next violating and robbing all that we are created to be.



When I see the two sides of many faces.

Where one many see such awesomeness, gentle, kind spirits and as soon as they walk through the other door when people are not watching they become the unauthorized judge, jury and executioner because somewhere, someone told them they were filled with God privileges and need not expose their own past, or dirt of today.



As I watch children think all they have in life is what they can hold and use in the hands the are attached to the body God allowed to come into this world.



Or how the many will scream they hate this world they have nothing when the simple blessing of a meal, a roof over head, designer clothes and so much more abundantly fall at their feet and they are just burning up in luxury compared to the dirt floor, tin roofs or dumps that so many others are forced to dwell within.



What about the poor me, the victim within the no one really cares when we have not spent the time to invest in our very own beings allowed to breathe one more day.no real relationships with anyone that cares at the age of a child



Those struggling with anxiety and depression being suffocated by such a cruel harsh world or just reality of what everyone screams about but dares to do nothing to be the change.



Yes, depending on the age, it is that lovely transcending of growing up and accepting responsibilities. Where some never do and others way before their time was due.

So, what about the children, what about our future of this world? The damning stench of war and evil pouring so much blood into the dust from which we were all created.



We can all absolutely point fingers; name call and continue to say hateful slanderous things all the while not once even picking up the match to try and be the light a flicker of hope this world so desperately needs.



If you cannot find a good person; Be that one!

If you cannot see the light; Be one!



Stop casting judgement on all the backage everyone is carrying around and try to help the burden of their carrying it. Help them unload it to the hands and feet of the cross and give it all to the one who gave everything so we could live all the while deserving nothing just filled with hope and love that we would turn to all that he created us to be. And love unconditionally and allow Him to guide the truth. Not some fairy tale made up worldly lies that only destroy anything good in the end.

So, it has been a bit since my daily blog, and it just struck me as to what is on my mind do you really want to know.



Nothing is ever going to be free there is a price for everything.

Nothing is ever going to be easy. If you think it, is you will pay tenfold more because it's not worth having, being or doing.



Your nothingness Jesus is my everything. Without the blessings of all you give on loan for any of us to have and be good stewards. May the one blessing be that every single connection has you deep within their hearts, minds and souls and know the truth in love, prosperity and all that endure eternal.

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Tuesday, September 13, 2022

9.13.2022 September (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 ***Music, and/or daily scripture, verses, motivational shares pulled from public domains, and made available for public consumption from public domains such as YouTube and/or BibleGateway, unless otherwise called out work of other Copywrites, Creators, Influences, Artists, or Authors. ***     

Tuesday September 13th, 2022


Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

1 Peter 3:8 (GNT) Good News Translation

8 To conclude: you must all have the same attitude and the same feelings; love one another and be kind and humble with one another.

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1 Peter 3:8 in all English translations


Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com


Thomas Rhett - Blessed (Lyrics)

 

Citizen Soldier - Still Breathing (Official Lyric Video)

 

Zach Williams - Lookin' for You (Official Lyric Video)

 

The Goodness by Toby Mac (Motion/Lyrics)

 

More Like Jesus (Lyric Video) Passion (featuring Kristian Stanfill)




Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Wow

When you continually change what you’re doing for so many people, places and things. After awhile it can get heavy when you just do not have enough of anything left for self-care.


There is few and far between that I would ever change as it would change who I am and how I came to know Jesus.


But even the believer has days where things are just screaming ENOUGH already!


All the while smiling deep within looking at what I have been able to see the other side through on.


This year has been a ride for sure.   Ever since Pops died and Mom came down to live at families.


I get to visit in-between work and my service to the church.


Now brining Mom over here and there to spend the night but never at my opportunity but when family needs to do other things.


And yes, frustrating sometimes as I work 12 hours a day sometimes, I have to squeeze any and all appointments in after work which then get squeezed out.


Leaving me to feel selfish or is it because I work my tail off and pay for a home that I have gotten so my family will have stability and at times I give up more than I have to offer.


Or just once it would be nice to hear and see how grateful those are that live within how blessed they really are.


Ohhhhh,  this is not a gripe session


I get it as I read someone who has a six-month-old with three other kids talking about how some days they just want to quit.


Not knowing what their support system is or if it is just post-partum blues for them.  No matter it is as real for them as it is for me on the days, I have to push things that are scheduled out months.


Maybe the selfishness is kicked in if I think about it because I wonder where my support system at times is.


I have given myself away to so many and the only one’s that come back are those needing, wanting more.



Perhaps the rose-colored glasses needed to come off with those who took advantage and I let them drain the last bit of trust and the way I look at anyone.


Not that I judge, I just do not need to be in awe for anyone for anything that cannot be in awe for their own being and the greater good of any part of their future or that of paying it forward for others.


I am my own worse critic and can absolutely beat the daylights out of myself easily.


Forgetting to forgive my own mistakes as quick as I do others.


Still does not make me want to not get on a ship and just disappear at times into the sunset.


I can say the pressure of getting a 4-point inspection done with a wind mitigation for new homeowners’ insurance is as stressful as opening my homeowners annual renewal bill to see the increase of 43%.


Of course, after a new hot water heater because the other was on its way out and ancient and uncoverable by current laws.   And having an electrician go through this 1990 shack to confirm everything was really up to code. 


Then waiting for the results of what else has changed that I need to be investing in when buying someone else’s place some years back.


Think too much about what we have no control.  Heck yes!   


Feel too much for those disrespectful moments where you would like to teach today’s generation what respect is.  Heck yes!


Get weighted down when you put your car in the shop to check why a tire sensor came on and won’t go off to see that not one, but two tires are pealing apart.     Which thank God I was not out on the highway running 70 and it came apart.


Yet here I am just needing to figure out how to get back to my car to pick it up and move forward with blessed another day.


Maybe this is why I have not been writing.   Because unlike any romance novel life is hard and full of triggers that make or break any given day.


We lift our eyes and our hearts and prayerfully feed our spirit 24/7 but even then, no-where was it ever written to be easy.   And for me well I cannot do this on my own, but I absolutely hate being a complainer.



I so empathize with those going through the continual layer's day after day.  Be it work life balance, finance, relationships which by the way you must have in everything and anything you do to some degree.  As without them well as we see the world churning and burning.   The lack of relationship and communication is nothing but chaos, hurt and pain.


Thank you, Jesus, for allowing me to release some of this mind maze as I try to keep it simple and not pour out just another want to be romance story of life.    The black and white is what it is until it is not. 


Without you I would be beyond lost.      I too would be the nasty mouthed responder when someone asks me for something.   Or even worse self-destructive ticking time bomb just waiting for the wrong trigger to be pushed and take whatever collateral damage is in the way.


I wish I could change the world, Father.  For my own and yes in reality somedays for myself so I didn’t have to see, hear, or experience reality as harsh as it can be. 

Reality as when things were so simple and now constantly ever working through day by day.   Some better some not.  All Blessed.


If only our tomorrows held our every priceless moment in front of us to know just how precious your creation really is, Jesus.


Until that day comes if it ever does.  May I never forget who I am in and with you.  May I never stop praying and shining any bit of light and hope even in all those things that will come to pass.


Thank you then, Thank you now!


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