03.27.2023 March PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Monday March 27th  , 2023

Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com

 

Psalm 62:7 Gods Word Translation Biblegateway.com

⁷ My salvation and my glory depend on God.
God is the rock of my strength, my refuge.

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Blessing Offor - Believe (Lyrics)

 

TobyMac - Lights Shine Bright ft. Hollyn

 

Terrian - Big God (Official Music Video)

 

Tauren Wells, Elevation Worship - Joy In The Morning (Worship Version)

 

TobyMac - The Elements (Official Music Video)

 

This is a Move - Brandon Lake and Tasha Cobbs Leonard | Moment

 

Do It Again - Chris Brown & Brandon Lake | Heaven Come

 

TobyMac - I just need U.

 

Patrick Mayberry - Holy Spirit Come (with lyrics)(2021)

 

 

Luke 4:18-19  God's Word Translation

Luke 4:18-19

¹⁸ “The Spirit of the Lord is with me.
He has anointed me
to tell the Good News to the poor.
He has sent me ^[a]
to announce forgiveness to the prisoners of sin
and the restoring of sight to the blind,
to forgive those who have been shattered by sin,
¹⁹ to announce the year of the Lord’s favor.”

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Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Dear Jesus,

I know I have to believe that is everything is going to go right.  But Jesus is there not something you can do to protect this world and the shattered innocence from the depth of darkness that is boldly proclaiming its blow to our schools, our homes, our everything that once was.    It is bad enough when tragedy wrecks our personal spaces and takes those that we never thought could be possible.   We are not closing our eyes not now and nothing unfortunately surprises me with the sadness that transpires every day all around us.    Father God, I believe in your goodness and your love.   Please wash through this land and wipe away that that is steam-rolling all that was created for good in and with you.

 

You are beyond, beyond being a big God~ there is no doubt about that but each time I see the posts, the news or hear the screams from those I am blessed.   Father it is so much more than sanctifying us, sanctifying me.    You are who you are, and nothing will change that.   Father of all creation please heal the broken and help those that cannot get back up right now.   Please let your light to continue to shine through your chosen.    When the broken pieces don’t fit any more and things are so off balance or completely misplaced.

 

It is written, but until you make it so Jesus, lift me up to be what you need me to be.    Be it leading your word, leading your children, or just face down praying wide open as this soul has been given to be.  All that is may we fight the elements Jesus to find and be in and with you?

 

This is not the place we once knew no matter how hard or painful or even scars so deep at those times we wish could have just bleed out.  Yet, we are left with the layers of smoke, pain and so much hate swirling in this messed up world we now have.   Where those born to be men want to be women and those born as women wanting to be men.   Or even now those that just do not know what they can be or even are in you and do not relate to either.   Satan’s lies are flowing like the lava under the ground we walk on… Yet, I know you Jesus walk on water and all who have faith and believe will be carried when we cannot walk ourselves. 

 

Father as my own are riding those waves and I fight forward every day doing my best yet getting distracted along the way and not being my best self for and with you.

 

I know you were, then and always will be until the ends of time.   Still calming storms, healing the broken, opening the eyes of the lost and discouraged.   Jesus, we need this mountain of evil moved from this place.   Or maybe its just time for you to take your believer’s home.   I don’t know the answer, we are here at the foot of the cross or making our way to find you.   Show up in a big way that we have never seen before.   We need a move to stop the bullies that discard life as it can be.  Discarding all that is pure, all that is good and covering this land in the blood of innocence and those who never had the chance to yet meet you.      My heart aches not only for what was that you allowed me to become stronger and more dependent on and with you.  But for all the unknown babel of evil that is allowed to pour through this nation.   Filling our streets, our homes our dreams with so much inhumane misguided darkness and destroying the very light you put in every soul allowed to come to the here and now.   

 

Forgive me Father for my sins.

Forgive me Father for the sin’s others have held against me, and I hated and wanted to hurt them so badly for the lies and pain they caused to me and those I love.

 

Though I never hold on  to what was: Thank you for that as it is only you that allow me to get back up.

I have that one more layer added to the walls of broken trust, steps of hurt and pain and just unknown of the doubt that managed to creep in this journey.

Even though you love me and my soul well, Jesus.

 

I have to wonder even during prayers of thanks.   What is it all for when we cannot even protect our babies or humanity has been so diluted by the lies and drugs consumed and turning them in to the demons they once read about.

 

Father God, creator of all the heavens and earth.   I lift up our worldly leaders and pray for world peace and unity.    I lift up all those sick, hungry or babies starving and in harm's way.    I pray Lord there is nothing that will ever be better than you; but we know without you what this world is becoming.

 

I cannot judge what I do not understand.  Yet, I can sit and dwell or think about what I must do when the time comes to protect my own.    If you allow it, so it will be.    Your light father God shine bright on this world, reveal yourself to this world and show us the miracle that will be spoke about for billions more years to come Father.

 

We need you now, I need you now to wake us all up.     

We do not know what we do not know.  Show us the way through your will Jesus.   So, we stumble and fall sometimes landing on broken pieces.   It is you Jesus that hold us together telling us to get up child and keep our eyes on you. 

 

Then, now always forever, or never.    Without you none of it matters.    Heal this place we are given called earth and all who dwell in the pits and all who are being pulled in because do not know or have that personal relationship with the son you God called Jesus and allowed to die so we could live!

 

Thank you for all of the memories called yesterdays.   Thank you for all the promise and hope of the unseen called tomorrows.   Thank you for the here and now waiting for us to just talk to an with you every second of every breath you allow these lungs to inhale, exhale and just sometimes pause too long on what we do not understand.

 

Thank you for it all and whatever time you allow me.    Show me what I need to be, do or say to make a difference for your will not that of the noise around me or of my own.  Your will be done.

 

 

 

 

03.21.2023 March PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Tuesday March 21^st  , 2023

 Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com

 

Jeremiah 17:7-8 Gods Word Translation Biblegateway.com

⁷ Blessed is the person who trusts the Lord.
The Lord will be his confidence.
⁸ He will be like a tree that is planted by water.
It will send its roots down to a stream.
It will not be afraid in the heat of summer.
Its leaves will turn green.
It will not be anxious during droughts.
It will not stop producing fruit.

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Tremble - Amanda Cook | Moment

 

TobyMac - The Goodness (1 Hour Loop) ft Blessing Offor

 

Graves into Gardens ft. Brandon Lake - LIve - Elevation Worship

 

Blessed Be Your Name (worship video w/ lyrics) -Chris Tomlin

 

Newsboys-Shine

 

We The Kingdom - Holy Water (Live)

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

It seems to be getting few and far between that I openly just go tap out the things that flow out of this mind maze.  Business in the world that we are blessed with and avoiding being sucked in dwelling on the things I just cannot change.

Not to mention the oh so different day-to-day that takes place.     I did finally just take a day yesterday to regroup.    Finally, just do it!    Nike has nothing on the logo t-shirt I where that says, “Whatever Jesus says just do it”!

 

We take on roles and responsibilities that may encourage, grow, contribute to what makes us look successful or even just works to help us get by.   Mostly because we are qualified and trained up and those, we work for offer some benefit of salary, health, time off and/or all the other perks.  At least I hope when anyone goes looking for  place of employment the weigh the pros and cons before just taking the deal.

 

However, like any other person in this world.  Me uniquely made in the image God called me to be, or become I think back how many times I thought the prayer was enough the signs were plenty or even those moments that I just did it and later felt the impacts or possibilities I just never understood or sometimes had to where later because of the foolish games they turned out to be.

 

Who or what is it that you really fear?    Prayerfully if it is God it is for all the right reasons and not some made up stories that you think he is just looking to beat you up for the mistakes made.   Forgiveness and love is the mold that beauty in the ashes of anything we make it through the other side were created for.  Even when we will never understand the why it happens in the first place to bring us to a place that leaves us so vulnerable, so empty, so broken or alone.

 

 

Live and learn, get knocked down, trip, fall, face plant even.   But always be sure to get back up.    All this stuff, all these people, places and things are temporal steps in the journey we are on.   What is eternal?  What is it that fills you with peace you cannot explain that is there when the world is burning down around you?   What is it that holds you together when all your broken pieces come shattering to the floor when your loved one’s cannot seem to get it or when they did, or do they just keep getting pounded on or taken completely out? What is it when you just don’t fit the mold of the cliques that should not be in the first place, but you feel it when you show up to do what you have been called out to do so?    JESUS! 

 

The goodness of all that God is, was and will be.   If we can just get past ourselves and reacting on feelings.    This world is so selfish, even me at times. I so thank God every day for the ability that I did not get consumed with hate and thinking I deserved anything more than what I get back up to pursued each day I am allowed back up.    Ain’t no doubt about it all the good I am able to see even through the fires, even when sometimes it stays clear as mud sometimes longer and more dangerously than it should ever be.        There is not a place that his Mercy will not wash over those who call upon his precious name and invite the Holy Spirit to come dwell deep within our souls and show us how-to live-in Grace and obedience for and with all that is beautiful and good.    Kindness matters even through the streams and waterfalls of tears in what our day-to-days sometimes see to bring.

 

Precious lives meant to live not walk in the shadows of mistaken identities and the demons that haunt world as we know it.    If only I had the ability to really keep preaching like Paul during the shipwrecks, beatings and thieves of the night or day.  

 

If only instead of lying awake at night praying and knowing I will be okay but concerned about lost loved ones even in those momentary lapses as we sink into what will become; even if we know that everything we are, everything we have is a gift from God and he gives and takes away as he sees fit.    Maybe that is not the part that worries us; maybe it is the fact that evil can be so horrifying we wish no one could ever suffer at the hands of it.

 

So what if we stumble, fall.  Get back up asking for the hand of Jesus to lift you.   Recognize when he carries you on those seconds, moments, of our earthy life that we allow our feelings to dictate what our next actions may or may not be.

 

We are created for so much more.  WE were created in beauty, in love, in peace to be in harmony through all the waves to be ridden like a pro surfer and turning our eyes for  all that we are, all that we can be.   Looking up no matter how dark or clouded the smoke leaves us blinded.   Looking, to, for, and with Lord Jesus.

 

Shine for who you are right here and right now.   Let it go and truly let God shake it out.   I can assure you when you believe and I have to even the least expected blessings will show up to remind you what truly matters.   Love yourself for you are not what others think you can be, should be.  Or even for what you have that they may want or what you want from them.    Love the soul not the temporal things that mask what is or will be.

 

  When you cannot do it alone and none of us are meant to do so.    Call out to Jesus and circle up with his army of angels.

 

As I write some of this as just my mind maze flow today and reminders in my own life for all that is or isn’t.  Thank you Jesus for this new day that you once again have breathed life in me.   May I flicker and light the way and help breathe life into anyone you put in my journey path even if they come for their own wrong reasons.

 

Open our eyes, Lord!

Open our ears, Lord!

Open our hearts, Lord! and allow Jesus to show us his will and way to all that is beauty and everlasting.

Forgive them for they truly do not know who you really are and what they are truly meant to be. 

Heal and protect our land and all the beauty and innocence within.

 

As the seeds of life are planted may all the bold beautiful colors of your will Jesus pop, sprout and brilliantly consume us in all that you have blessed.

 

 

03.13.2023 March PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Monday March 13th , 2023

Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com

 

Romans 8:28 Gods Word Translation Biblegateway.com

Nothing Can Separate Us from God’s Love

²⁸ We know that all things work together for the good of those who love God—those whom he has called according to his plan.

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Romans 8:28 in all English translations

 

Do It Again (by Elevation Worship) | WorshipMob live with Cross Worship & Osby Berry

 

Lecrae - Double R Dreamin (Official Audio) ft. URSTRULYXYZ)

 

The Alan Parsons Project - Games People Play (Lyrics HD)

 

Arms That Hold the Universe

 

So Will I (100 Billion X) [Live from Madison Square Garden] - Hillsong UNITED

 

No Matter What - Jordan St. Cyr (Official Music Video)

 

Cochren & Co. - Running Home (Official Lyric Video)

 

Gratitude (Chosen Performance) - Brandon Lake

 

TobyMac - Everything (Lyric Video)

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Doing anything and everything to get what you want only to discard it and blow it in the wind like ashes in the wind.  We know all things work for the good of those who believe in the good and all good and all pure love comes with the roller coaster rides of what we call life.

 

The inner peace comes for no one other than God and the Holy Spirit of Jesus we all upon to walk us through these mine fields of yes, no, maybe or even those choices that we never gave 2 seconds of thought before we just did.

 

Get up, brush yourself off and give thanks you are granted another opportunity to do it again.

 

I will never have any perfect pieces that fit just where they are supposed to and even if I did; the scars upon this soul long before Christ my King came and redeemed me.   Well, he has taught me how to forgive even what cannot be forgotten. And no matter what as long as we get back up He will never fail us even when it hurts for the good, for the bad or anything in-between.

 

Shaking in the wind or shivering in the warmth of that unquenchable thirst of deep love only that of which comes from the inside out.

 

What is your family business?   Who will you step over or allow to step all over you just to keep what you think if you were to change would leave you in the desert and you do not have confidence enough to walk back out again even though you have done it a billion steps long before here and now!

 

I have to believe no matter at that mountain top or valley deep.   He will see you do it again if you  just believe in you.  

 

Rap, RockNRoll, Country far south or down in Sweet Home Alabama the stories being told always neglect to reflect the games people play just to get what is never enough.

 

On the outside looking in, I wonder what does Jesus really see when he views us with this little planet called earth spinning in the palm of His hand.

 

 

Man it has been a minute since I have made this me to stop and drop some of the pieces of this mind maze to pour out into black and white.     

 

I am blessed don’t misunderstand anything tapped out to say anything different.    Things are just different and started getting that way a couple years ago.    Changed position so spend allot of time using this mind and the cells that are left living up to what I took on.      We now have mom now and I get her on Saturdays and try to spend time with her while keeping up with the mundane day-to-day.    Serving when and where I can and just continuing my journey to really understand what I can learn about that same God holding the universe  holds me no matter what.

 

Some moments of I just cannot do it any more much less the out of no where looking around wondering what is it all for and why do so many have to suffer all the while I am pulling myself back up.

 

The hardest thing that hurts bad, is when you see those you love and want to see them come to know the peace, love and tranquility of all that abundant mercy given allowing you to sleep even in the unknown; well seeing them lost and suffering and not even getting the need to meet Jesus right there where they are, we are, I am.

 

The chills that run up and down my spine as I hear those soft whispers in all that could be all the while the eruption of darkness tries to bury or hide confusing and spinning the elements causing so much for so many.

 

God, I know you are with us. 

There is no other who has or ever will have such control over all that is and we have to know the blessings of all the freedom of will and choice you will not change.   So why can we not stop the hate, death, and destruction.

 

Jesus  

No matter what you always bring me back to you!  Even as one of those days that I am all in or almost ready to lay my head down and suddenly I am at the foot of the cross that was allowed to take your life to breathe that life into me and all I know.

 

I may be always me good, bad, or indifferent.  But you Jesus are always You.   Perfect in every way, moment, space, and time.   Never allowing us to forget where we were but never pulling your hand back to lead us forward.   It is always you who has breathed life into me.   Given me that love that so many times I have wished I never knew what it was like to feel.  Yet, I cannot do anything but love, and try to be and do more than what any existence is in this universe of worldly standards.

 

Life and the people’s choices have a way to make us think there is nothing more than chasing what will soon be gone in the blink of an eye.  Or that we are what we have done.   Those are nothing but lies and foolish games that satan who does not deserve to even have its name called out much less anything but the truth.  He is nothing but the created of lies and is just looking for someone to pull into the sandbox while he toys and plays with us.

 

    I THANK YOU JESUS! 

 

So no matter what any emotions, broken pieces of mine or anyone else’s.  I know who I am in you my Sweet Soul King.   I will never stop believing even if, even when.  And on those days that I sometimes want to just quit.  Father God, thank you for carrying me and revealing so much beauty in the ashes of all we have burnt up along the way.    Lead me and all who I have been blessed to connect.     Your will, Your power ~ My everything!  

 

Thank you Father for all the moments where my energy poured out freely and even for all those days I am just falling short!    Guide us Jesus to the healing we all need.   Let us be the change.   Let all I am allowed through every day allowed back up be pleasing to your will and all you are!     People, places and Things will come and go; but you Jesus always have been and always will be Everything!