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Monday, December 26, 2022

12-26-2022 December (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Monday, December 26th, 2022


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Luke 2:28-32 ESV English Standard Version

Luke 2:28-32

English Standard Version

28 he took him up in his arms and blessed God and said,

29 “Lord, now you are letting your servant[a] depart in peace,
    according to your word;
30 for my eyes have seen your salvation

31     that you have prepared in the presence of all peoples,
32 a light for revelation to the Gentiles,

    and for glory to your people Israel.”

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Footnotes

  1. Luke 2:29 Or bondservant

 

 

 

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Matthew West - Forgiveness (Lyric Video)

 

TobyMac - Cornerstone (Lyric Video) ft. Zach Williams

 

Lecrae - Deconstruction (Official Audio)

 

Casting Crowns - Jesus at a Distance (Official Lyric Video)

 

 


Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Merry Christmas everyday not just December 25th.    What a beautiful name Jesus: Thank You! 

It is not without missing those who went way ahead.  Cathy 10 years now; you are never forgotten my friend, my sister through marriage.   Pops, our first year with mom and her first ever truly celebrating Christmas her kids together another year.    The bittersweet times we have shared over time; but change truly eminent.   Thank you for the opportunity allowed to be part of your calling and have the peace even in the overwhelming moments of life, liberty, and the grand pursuit of truly knowing you Jesus!

Old friends resurfacing, loved one’s missing, others lost in the world.  Watching heartstrings dealing with their own knots all tied up without anyway to help.    Then serving to help share your word, your name, and your love to over 900 souls.  Where they learned who you were from even the beginning of time.

As I sit blessed, nothing fancy, but not without.  I pray for the souls of the youth trusting in each other as they make mistakes, and the choices bite hard and leave scars.   Or for those who never knew good from darkness.   Teach them father.   Shine the light boldly on all who participate in negativity, harm.   Your justice Jesus!   You are the judge, Lord; we are just the guides.     For all those suffering, in the dark, in the cold, in the storm, in the hell that they have fallen.   Wrap them up father tightly in your loving arms.   Filling them with direction, with love, with peace so they know how much they mean to you.

 

You know all things.   Good, bad, in different.    We need not point out the flaws.  Leading our brothers and sisters and reminding them not to sin.  But it belongs to you.   No matter how much it hurts.   We give it to your mercy and grace.     We pray, we lift them in in person, and in spirit.  We all get to choose and we all absolutely 210% own what happens next be it we want to or not.

   Forgiveness!  Love and grace!!

From the twinkling stars to the beautiful lights on a tree celebrating a holiday that is for your birth but filled with so much that does not include you.   The reason for the season of life is every second we are allowed to just exhale.    

 

In 2022 there is so many reasons of heartbreak and reasons to not want to go on.  So many reasons we beg for healing and help.  Or we lash out through all the pain we have flowing through every single cell in our bodies from what we did, didn’t do or all of what others have done to us or taken.

 

As this year wraps up Father.   I am a child of God then, now, and always.  I am forgiven and free; as I am not worthy but fight forward to continue to be more like you will, your ways.    The deep yearning of humanity is so different than I ever was in days gone by.   For this I don’t fully understand but I am beyond grateful.

In this crazy world and those days, I feel more human than I should.  May your spirit continue to guide all that I can be.   Thank you for all that has been and all that may be any tomorrow.

Heal this hate Jesus

Stop the wars, allowing true unity in peace.   Removing the madness, the mad men.  Reconcile the broken hearts to you.   Lead us to the cornerstone that is our eternal firm foundation.  From the prison walls, dark damp hollow ground or endless tunnel walls.

 

There is no material things that will ever fill the void or bring the eternal light that carries us through but that of Jesus Christ.  For this I am thankful that I am able to be called upon His will to proclaim even on my worse days.  May your will pour through the airways and light the candle of life everlasting.   What that looks like maybe it is the streets of gold with beautifully jeweled pearly gates maybe it's just the sunrise or sunsets. 

One thing for sure it will all be made new when we all get to heaven with you.

No more looking from the outside in.   We either will be in your grand house, or we will not with hopes and prayers for all those who never got it in time to choose.

If only all the little seeds planted just instantly took growth.  But I get it even what I do not understand why some take kindness for weakness.  Or caring for selfish ambition or opportunity to take advantage of what was meant to beautiful.    One day we will all see.

No matter what we build up in the here and now.  In the blink of an eye, matters not when we are called to be reconciled!

 

Thank you for this year and though it may not be over, maybe it is only you really know.   I am forever grateful for every lesson, message through life I have been given.  Though I am awake or just dreaming with my eyes wide open.  This heart and depth of this soul is yours.   Near or far, filled up or emptied out.   You give and take away.  Strength lacking in the weariness I will never be able to do this on my own and am forever grateful for you.

Thank you!

Thursday, December 22, 2022

12-22-2022 December (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Thursday, December 22nd, 2022

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Luke 2:8-11 ESV English Standard Version

The Shepherds and the Angels

And in the same region there were shepherds out in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. And an angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were filled with great fear. 10 And the angel said to them, “Fear not, for behold, I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all the people. 11 For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Savior, who is Christ the Lord.

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Surrender - Hillsong Worship

 

Child of God - Hillsong Worship

 

So Will I - Hillsong Worship

 

Broken Vessels ~ Hillsong Worship

 

My Will - DC Talk

 

SILENT NIGHT | From Nazareth | Hebrew - Arabic - English

 

 


Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

As I look out my kitchen window and see that one fallen soldier inflatable that just does not seem to be able to make stay tall and firm.    I am reminded just how many fallen soldiers have never gotten back up in this world.  Those I knew well, those that broke my heart from such a great loss and positive impact that was made on everyone they touched just in walking by.   Those who God called home and needed for the spiritual war that is raging for his Angel army.

Celebration yesterday of 10 years gone, to those who are on the edge and if they don’t fight hard with God, calling on Jesus too will be a memory with just the sadness of addictions and struggles that got the best of them.

No matter how many times I go hold that soldier up, for whatever the reason another just keeps going down.

The weariness in our real world, the struggles of the battles against humanity that no one deserves to be consumed by.   I wonder why and how this could be?   The battles rage on, yet we forget the war was already won. 

We must cleanse our souls and rest in Him.

If only we could all have the strength and courage to keep getting back up and leading the way for peace, love, and harmony.

Feeling surrounded we need to pick the battles we will give away our peace and pieces of our lives that we will never get back.    And if, we will choose to fight; will it be knowing we have the Armor of God on.  In and with Jesus Christ?

Not just because today we get up and we say we now have a relationship with him; but, living, walking, talking, and doing our very best walking in faith and obedience.   James 2 ESV English Standard Version

The Sin of Partiality

My brothers,[a] show no partiality as you hold the faith in our Lord Jesus Christ, the Lord of glory. For if a man wearing a gold ring and fine clothing comes into your assembly, and a poor man in shabby clothing also comes in, and if you pay attention to the one who wears the fine clothing and say, “You sit here in a good place,” while you say to the poor man, “You stand over there,” or, “Sit down at my feet,” have you not then made distinctions among yourselves and become judges with evil thoughts? Listen, my beloved brothers, has not God chosen those who are poor in the world to be rich in faith and heirs of the kingdom, which he has promised to those who love him? But you have dishonored the poor man. Are not the rich the ones who oppress you, and the ones who drag you into court? Are they not the ones who blaspheme the honorable name by which you were called?

If you really fulfill the royal law according to the Scripture, “You shall love your neighbor as yourself,” you are doing well. But if you show partiality, you are committing sin and are convicted by the law as transgressors. 10 For whoever keeps the whole law but fails in one point has become guilty of all of it. 11 For he who said, “Do not commit adultery,” also said, “Do not murder.” If you do not commit adultery but do murder, you have become a transgressor of the law. 12 So speak and so act as those who are to be judged under the law of liberty. 13 For judgment is without mercy to one who has shown no mercy. Mercy triumphs over judgment.

Faith Without Works Is Dead

14 What good is it, my brothers, if someone says he has faith but does not have works? Can that faith save him? 15 If a brother or sister is poorly clothed and lacking in daily food, 16 and one of you says to them, “Go in peace, be warmed and filled,” without giving them the things needed for the body, what good[b] is that? 17 So also faith by itself, if it does not have works, is dead.

18 But someone will say, “You have faith and I have works.” Show me your faith apart from your works, and I will show you my faith by my works. 19 You believe that God is one; you do well. Even the demons believe—and shudder! 20 Do you want to be shown, you foolish person, that faith apart from works is useless? 21 Was not Abraham our father justified by works when he offered up his son Isaac on the altar? 22 You see that faith was active along with his works, and faith was completed by his works; 23 and the Scripture was fulfilled that says, “Abraham believed God, and it was counted to him as righteousness”—and he was called a friend of God. 24 You see that a person is justified by works and not by faith alone. 25 And in the same way was not also Rahab the prostitute justified by works when she received the messengers and sent them out by another way? 26 For as the body apart from the spirit is dead, so also faith apart from works is dead.

Footnotes

  1. James 2:1 Or brothers and sisters; also verses 514
  2. James 2:16 Or benefit

 

We think we are in control and although we can dictate control over others for our own selfish consumptions.  Control is just an illusion.  As the only one that truly is in power even if it does not seem he is in our moments allowed to suffer.    Jesus!  There is no other that allows us to truly connect with God the Father.    To be with, to be within we must have that blind faith hope relation with him every second of or desperate lives as we breathe in or out.

 

With all the prophets, all the wisemen, all the seen and unseen miracles we must surrender to the one that bled out and breathed us to life from the very dust we are created.    There will be those that dictate or lead the abilities of sorrow or even great blessings that will allow us to remain so misguided in our sufferings.     Yet we must surrender fully to find the peace that no one can truly explain even in the fire.  

I don’t know how through all my broken pieces and almost should of, would of, could of’s I still managed to be called and a chosen child of the same God that created all the stars or moon and sun in the sky.   How I can look up at the same time my brothers and sisters of another look too.  Yet my life could be so different than any other.

We all bleed he same.  There may have been a different vessel that allowed our entry to this world.  A different circumstance: yet we are here!

Be it we are choosing to be the homeless living off the grid, or circumstances took all we are, and we are starting from nothing again.  Or the superstar celebrity or born into that lap of luxury for what others have done and we are part of the blessed curse.  As we feel no matter how much it never fills us or allows us true life.

 

So many times, looking around and missing that comfort cozy little piece of life.  Constantly making changes thinking this is it and suddenly one day its just not working any longer and we discard the same people, places, and things we thought were giving us the very life we never really wanted.  It only fulfilled the selfish ambitions and conquests that we never really understood were driving us in the first please.

 

I pray in all my redemption that Jesus, you forever remember us and forgive what I  personally could never see that I was doing or was coming my way and I didn’t move out of the way to your safety quickly or long enough.

Thank you for calling me Father your chosen; thanking you for allowing me to see, live, grow to be the child of God that only you truly understand the meaning.   For I will always fall short of your honor, glory, and daily blessings of being allowed to get back up one more day.

Thank you for allowing me to know there is a place and purpose for me in this fallen world.  Thank you for allowing me to continue to fight for all those you tie up in my heart strings.  More than any building, more than any flash, cash or what we can stash.    Not any loneliness or at times the worthlessness that beings of this world project out and sometimes land on us as we continue our own journey.        The storms may come and wash all that could have been away; or the dark souls just trying to fill their gaps may come and harm and even take the very lives you allowed to be.   Yet you Jesus will have always suffered greater for no reason but to give us hope in and for humanity.

 

So, what if we stumble!    With you, in you the mercy in the dirt face down allows us to clearly see what all the static noise and distractions never will.

For the depths of love for all you allow to fill this spirit ~ Bless them!

For all the gifts of relationship you allow to connect ~ Bless them!

Leading us in your harmony that is pure and beyond any reach that only you understand ~ Bless us!

No matter if it is gone North, South, East or West.   You Jesus are everywhere.

For when I go down again in the brokenness I just cannot fix or change for others suffering~ May they truly know they are blessed Jesus!

You know all things

Every single beautiful soul that never found their purpose with you and fed the demons until the demons consumed them ~ bless them even now wherever their souls may be!

May they see you now, as it took me so long, but I finally opened my heart~ May they all do so now!

For all the lonely hearts and broken souls searching; Lord fill them up in your endless abundant grace in salvation for all the eternal redemption and uncountable blessings in love?

May the pictures of all that is beautiful forever fill the spirits that travel this world and shine bright into the eyes of those who seek.

May the darkness that is so lost and consumed by itself be washed away and once again peace and harmony the way you intended grow in abundance.

Heal us Lord

Change us

Fill us up in all you are Jesus with all your amazing grace

You are and always will be in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit! 

You Jesus know all things, all the suffering, all the beauty in the ashes and all the innocence that man will destroy.   Heal this land giving us the courage to fight forward in and with you.

Change us, allowing our will to be yours’

May all you have allowed me to connect with me at some point and time in this journey; smile upon the blessings with the eyes of your heart and love in your soul.

We all lead by example, as there is someone always watching.

May we lead to do more than just go through the motions.  May we lead more than to just want what we want until we get it.  May we live in love and plant and sow all that is beautiful in and with beyond intentions without judgement, yet full protection and guidance.

Thank you

To see

To hear

To speak

May all we do be protected from seeing evil, being evil, hearing evil, speaking evil.

Not just this day but every day we are allowed back up.  And if we cannot; may we cling to you Jesus to lead us out and wash us clean with helping hands to anyone reaching out.

Father of all things, may yours be the hand that helps us stand tall and ties the comfort, protection, and all that brings life in that beautifully wrapped package for each and every soul walking this earth and place it within us every day we are allowed to just breathe in and know you are the reason for all things we have been granted a journey to take.

Hearing all the unspoken hearts, catching all the fallen tears.

Thank you for then, thank you for now and any tomorrow’s

Please keep our soldiers safe, warm, and comforted in you ending all wars and bringing us back home to you.

 

May all find peace now in this season and any given in the known tomorrows  Merry Christmas season and a very blessed New Year

 

 

Thursday, December 15, 2022

12-15-2022 December (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Thursday, December 15, 2022


Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

Luke 1:30-33  ESV English Standard Version

30 And the angel said to her, “Do not be afraid, Mary, for you have found favor with God. 31 And behold, you will conceive in your womb and bear a son, and you shall call his name Jesus. 32 He will be great and will be called the Son of the Most High. And the Lord God will give to him the throne of his father David, 33 and he will reign over the house of Jacob forever, and of his kingdom there will be no end.”

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John Lennon ~ So this is Christmas

 

MercyMe - God With Us (Live Video Montage)

 

Ryan Stevenson - Mercy In the Dirt (with lyrics)(2019)

 

We The Kingdom - Light of the World (Sing Hallelujah)

 

Behold Lyric Video - @PhilWickhamVEVO @AnneWilson

 

Heart Like Heaven - Hillsong Worship

 


Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

We should have it all together by now and looking from the outside in like a giant snow globe crashing to the dirt.

The biggest, brightest smile and continual laughter always making others brighter leaving those false positive sparks until the explosion and another good one is gone.

Because nobody is gonna know~

 

Mercy Jesus, this is not how Christmas is supposed to be.

Where is the love and true depths of joy in those who tangle our heart strings into knots so often?

The year is almost over and man when I thought 2018 was weird in things that were happening, 2019 proceeding to the course into the organized chaos and all that which gave some fulfilling missing piece yet still left in the end so empty with more chipped pieces to wonder what, why and no I don’t ask how because I don’t want to relive anything.

All I wanted was that love from the inside out to be felt outside in.   Within day to day, within relationships, and all those hopeless romantic dreaming eyes wide open moments I have been allowed to breathe in.

 

All those empty spaces, places and even the ones that filled us with so much love and beauty that were shook up and changed.   Sickness, death, sudden tragedy or just self-destruction.

 

The worse part of all that passes, and it does.   Are why the souls that light the way the most along the journey decide they cannot take it anymore and check out before nature runs its course.

 

So many in this journey committing suicide some slow some sudden.   Even thoughts that take out others then themselves.    Yes, too close for comfort in this family bloodline.  From a 70 something year old man that was to be my father, to an aunt and uncle.   To just the news of those bright lights.   Or those along the way that are trying to fill the voids and slowly killing themselves with chasing the world or trying to fit in.

 

Mercy should be so well recognized in this world, yet we are all so ready to point out what seems to be a failure if it doesn’t meet our plans or expectations.   Why do we try and people please so much.  What happened with just kindness without expectations or judgement?   

Jesus you are the reason for every day not just a season.   You are the reason the world exhales.  Yet also the reason for so much hate for all those who do not understand the blessing of the mercy in the dirt we were created.

As I spin this daily web weaved just to do day to day and wonder even if I do not bother anyone why or why not!   With so many known and unknown as I try to find my way back to the foot of the cross just to breathe you in Jesus.

Tragedy of time no different then, no different now~ Jesus “Emmanuel with us” Please never leave, please never allow anyone I am connected to not know you or ever forget who you are.

 

 

 

Monday, December 12, 2022

12-12-2022 December (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Monday, December 12, 2022


Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

Galatians 4:4-5  ESV English Standard Version

But when the fullness of time had come, God sent forth his Son, born of woman, born under the law, to redeem those who were under the law, so that we might receive adoption as sons.

 

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Kristian Stanfill - Make It Out Alive (Live In Atlanta, GA/2022)

 

Kristian Stanfill - That's Not You (Audio)

 

TobyMac - Everything

 

NEEDTOBREATHE - "HARD LOVE (feat. Andra Day)" [Official Video]

 

NEEDTOBREATHE - "Who Am I" [Official Video]

 

Send Me - Jenn Johnson feat. Chris Quilala

 

 

Band Aid - Do they know it's Christmas 1984 | HD - Widescreen 16:9

 


Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

So busy yet so paused!

Learning when to hold on and when to let go.

As I let my guard down for so long that when I finally got back up it was a numbing reality to just remain silent.

No words to those who try to consume all that you do, all that you are for their own personal gains.

No words to those that are so broken that you want to reach in and just fix what is.  Yet you know it is only God that will if they call upon the name of Jesus and walk with him.

Change is inevitable know that.  Every day, somewhere somehow something always changes.  People, places, circumstances. 

Thank you, Jesus, for never giving up on me and allowing me to grow into you more and more.

 

Slow, steady into the night or through the beautiful mornings you allow me back up.

All those pieces throughout the years

You Jesus have carried my burdens with me as well.   Thank you for your sovereign love.

Learning to breathe through the uncertainty of everyday life and all that you allow to cross paths or connect.

Jesus be with all my connections and healing only what you can mend while protecting your children from the darkness.   Piercing all that came in sheep’s clothing into the light and justify only what your will does.

Taking some time

May I remember to keep my hands and feet in this ride and never stop loving even from a distance.

Smiling when I think how much love glows from those who truly walk with you Father.    No matter what is, will be or anything in-between.

The new normal in everything Jesus.   Every new day, Everything you are and always will be.

Everything in the nothingness or all that is blessed giftings of another day given.  Yesterday is so far gone, tomorrow is never promised and the right here, right now with all the ups and downs in the middle. 

From those slip and slide moments with friends, family, and laughter beyond anyone’s imagination to the cuts so deep you should have been bled out and back to dust so long ago.

 

Yet you Jesus; still give more minute, day seconds and they all matter.

From the silly inclusivity the world is pushing on us.   To the serious misconceptions of what will truly be painful for those who do not come back to you.

May we never forget where we have been Jesus, in this hard world?  May we always remember who and what to hold on tighter to what matters getting back up in you?

 

Somedays I miss those pieces that have shattered hope on those days that you now allow me to look back on; while you Jesus!     

Diamonds in the dirt; no wonder it hurts so much when we are knocked down thinking we cannot breathe or get back that feeling of eternal hopes in all the great joy we feel in the precious moments.

Those moments that may last a second, or ten years.    The gap that is left when those seconds end bring us to the new normal that allow us to choose.

The chosen well it is what it is, and we own every single accountable moment of what comes next.   

 

I may never understand anything in this world.  Much less where the strength you allow me Jesus to keep doing anything I do.  But for this I am beyond grateful for a love so undeserving.

I have never really knew love past emotion Lord until I met you Jesus.

Here I am with all that you give and take away.   Jesus send all that you are through me to every single connection, word, action of all who you put in this journey of mine.

Jesus, you know all things.   Reveal all you want me to be, do or share.

Thank you as I ask you to hear this heart  and guide this soul.

Remove for good all those who wish to harm, and darkness for their own personal gains.   Your will be done.  In the name of the Father, the Son, and Holy Spirit.   Thank you, Jesus!!!!!

May we know you are with us during these times that make us so unsettled, uneasy, unwilling.

 

I miss you

I miss those moments that allowed me to hunger when nothing else could take over this mind.   Always, forever throughout eternity you are what set my soul free.


Sunday 5-11-2025_PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe (AlwaysMeKelly)

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