03.29.2022_March (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Date: Tuesday March 29th

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2 Corinthians 5:21 The Message

²¹ How? you ask. In Christ. God put the wrong on him who never did anything wrong, so we could be put right with God.

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2 Corinthians 5:21 The Living Bible

²¹ For God took the sinless Christ and poured into him our sins. Then, in exchange, he poured God’s goodness into us!^[a]

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1. 2 Corinthians 5:21 For God took the sinless Christ and . . . poured God’s goodness into us, literally, “Him who knew no sin, he made sin on our behalf, that we might become the righteousness of God in him.”

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Vertical Worship - Yes I Will (Official Lyric Video)

 

Never Fail (Official Live Video) - Hillsong Young & Free

 

What I See | Red Rocks Worship

 

NF - WHY (lyrics)

 

God's not done with you - Tauren Wells (Lyric Video)

 

TobyMac - Favorite Song (Feat. Jamie Grace)

 

TAYA - For All My Life (Official Music Video)

 

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Yes, I know you never fail.  Even when it hurts as we watch those we love grieve.  Even when we watch those, we love slowly quit the fight of what was doing so well, yet they just do not have your strength within to carry them forward.

 

We all take off with intentions and although some not thought out, others planned and vile while most good taking us where we have much to think about after.  

When I received the text this morning from a friend’s sister I have not seen in awhile.  Just because distance, day to day caused us to stop hanging out.   And yes my lifestyle has been dedicated to staying busy and serving where I can… well life just is what it is.

Yet my heart aches to know that cancer is again taking its toll on such sweet souls of this world.   No one is exempt and well Father God please wrap your comfort and healing and hold Lisa tight as she lay in that hospital bed. 

Fresh wounds from just coming back from saying goodbye to pops and getting mom’s stuff that will fit in the rental and driving 1300 miles back with much to think about.

And so very grateful to know her flight with family was uneventful knowing her situation and she is starting to live a little before her time finally comes.

Just makes me hurt for the pain and sorrow that comes with cancer.

Lisa recently lost her only daughter Jen to a sudden heart attack at a very young age.  So am guessing the grief without you really without you Father is what has caused this fight to give up.

Please let this beautiful soul suffer no more.   May all I am connected come to know you personally through Jesus Christ. 

Even for nothing else the peace that fills us knowing forever and amen!

 

Do you see what I see?   From a child that walks alone 900 miles to find a new uncertain unjust life ahead that could have been just another tragic.   To the healing as we wave goodbye through the rainbow overhead when our loved one is taken too soon.

Choice’s matter, intentions good going wrong or wrong going into some beautiful growth and change that never had been planned.

 

If only, If and When and forgetting all the why even if in most cases of our day to day the why matters.

As long as God gives us air in our lungs our fight and purpose to keep fighting forward.   So many do not get that opportunity.  

Push through the pain like you would push when you thought life was great, good or even perfect.

Stop giving up.  Stop letting vampires no matter if person, places, circumstances suck the life out of you.    You, we are not defined by this world.  

God of all the universe through His son Jesus Christ is with you.  Let him in, learn to know who He really is and find your true being.

No darkness and all it consumes, and the little demons will never stop knocking as long as we live in a world of brokenness and lost faithless people.

But that does not mean we are anything more or less than the beautiful image created in and with God through the sacrifice of Christ Jesus.

Days will get longer and sometimes finding that favorite song to just keep moving towards hope and anything good becomes a struggle.

But unless he takes you home.   Keep going!

As long as we can crawl, walk, run or even just be still and have our voice, our vision, our hearing no matter how good or bad.   We still have purpose until we are blessed to reach the end.

 

I will never understand, but I lost that being mad thing a long time back.

I am at peace with the choices I make and even the abrasions that take place because I am taken far out of my comfort zone when I learn I really had no clue, or even when it just adds one more notch in this spirit as wounds heal and after the pain and the bleeding stops.   I realize just how important and full this life really is when we have faith and dive in hopefully to better days ahead and absolutely not only on what I may or may not understand.

 

Thank you for this day even as my heart is heavy and my unspoken prayers are crying loudly for all who need you now Jesus.   Give us strength, courage, and the wisdom of knowing it is your promise peace is that promise you eternally keep.

P E A C E (Live at Hillsong Conference) - Hillsong Young & Free

 

Jeremiah 29:11 TLB  ¹¹ For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord. They are plans for good and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.

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03.28.2022_March (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Date: Monday March 28th

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1 Timothy 2:5-6  The Message

^4-7 He wants not only us but everyone saved, you know, everyone to get to know the truth we’ve learned: that there’s one God and only one, and one Priest-Mediator between God and us—Jesus, who offered himself in exchange for everyone held captive by sin, to set them all free. Eventually the news is going to get out. This and this only has been my appointed work: getting this news to those who have never heard of God, and explaining how it works by simple faith and plain truth.

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Till I Found You - Phil Wickham (Lyrics)

 

JORDAN SMITH - Tremble: Song Session

 

RED ROCKS WORSHIP - Something Has to Break: Song Session

 

Red Rocks Worship - I Will Trust (Official Lyric Video)

 

TobyMac - I’m Sorry (a lament) (Lyric Video)

 

Why (feat. Valley Boys) | Elevation Worship

 

Nick Lachey - Outside looking in

 

Lecrae - Cry For You (Lyrics - Sub) ft. Taylor Hill

 

Tauren Wells - Known Lyrics

 

Under my feet - Zach Williams (lyric video)

 

Gratitude - Brandon Lake. (Lyric Video)

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

In the trembling fear Jesus may we all see you for who you are as you hold us tight.

Consuming all the pain, all the sorrow in the abyss of unknown, unfair, and so undeserved.

Never would I have ever considered such thoughts until I found you.    The warmth in your smile the touch of your hand the love of abundance you pour into your creation.  

Thank you for allowing me even just a glimpse in time to have felt such depths of what could be.

No one, no things, no places can ever do what you have done for my soul.   As the rushing flows through this heart like the majestic waterfall pouring through the earth with such beauty and amazement.

 

Want more of all you are to see, to touch to breathe you so true.   For the light needs darkness to shine; healing needs something to break.   Lead me through your world in all that you want me to be.    

Jesus your will be done yesterday, today and any tomorrow’s given for myself and every connection I have ever been blessed to love, be loved; learn or share lessons, or even just pushing through the pain.

God you are and always will be the one truth in beautiful harmony of this thing called life.

No matter how off key or how many broken spirits wander this earth as instruments for what is not your will.   Break on me for all that is eternal feeding life and not just bits of shattered pieces floating around sometimes being strategically placed and others just to help others bleed out.

 

You wash all the wounds clean forcing life back through us; when we acknowledge when to let go but always hold onto you.

I will never understand…

I do not know where you are taking me, I fully know where I am going; fully holding all that has fed this spirit and all that has tried to pick all my pieces for their own consumption.

No Way can I ever be worthy of your love no matter how much gratitude you fill me to acknowledge back.

As the smoke billows through the air wafting fear and distain with all of the noise of opinions for all who think they are qualified to judge, or full the fires.

Jesus your will alone be done.   I am sorry for all that I have made it in this speck floating through this atmosphere.   I am sorry for all that I miss or just let go by.

Heal those who do not know what they are defined by.    Level-set those that have found life in all that is temporal.     Love us for who we are as lessons are breathed into every second we are allowed back up.

Jesus forgive those who have trespassed on this soul; forgive me for wanting to think what judgement should be.  

The why does not matter.  Everything happens for a reason.  May we stop chasing for reasons.  May we just know you are the anchor through all the storms.  May we rise up in unity.

The wars are closer than ever before.  That which are within our own beings and those that will show reality and the evil in living color.

Knowing you personally Jesus matters more now than ever before.   Yet, all we can do is know the truth.  

And we live and breathe it not just whisper it.

Knowing I need to get up and move more than anything now.   So close as this last time going down was so hard getting back up.   Taking its toll yet you never let me go.    Thank you!

If only humanity could truly feed us unconditionally as you do Father.

When you feel it too, when you know you are with me in the hours that no one sees.

When you wear the choices on your sleeve, and everyone sees through all that you think you cannot be.

Only you Jesus and that is not ever in vain.  Because nothing is perfect without you.  All we can do is the best we can with what we get to work with here and now.

Yet blessings flow like a spiraling roller coaster wishing you were sitting by my side to with heads and hands held up high.

Never will we be what the world says we should be.  Yet only you Christ Jesus can set us free.

Fully known and loved by you and needing for nothing even when the desires and wants of humanity forget and get caught up.   Thank you for never letting me go.   May I never be far than whispering distance to the souls you allow me to love and grow into .

Your passion, compassion will never fully wake those who already think they are woke.   The noise, the sound, the bright bold colors of so many so confused and even more that are and will be lost to the darkness and misconception anyone can think they can change the creation allowed by God.    May the innocence suffer not at the hands of the confused hateful misdeeds of an unkind world Jesus.

May love all we are and love all you allow us to be.   It is no competition it is those who just want because they have their own reasons even if sad, hurtful and so very temporal.

 

Your will be done Lord of all things.  May I never judge the souls for who or what they choose to be or do.  May I be in your grace and mercy for protection and blessings that are all yours anyway.

Though the days come I struggle to lift my eyes up may this soul never stop knowing your blessing of life as it was as it will be.   For I am all things with and in you. Rain down on us Father God and wash peace and healing through these lands.    A perfect dream of love never-ending.   Yet more importantly.  Wash through us all wrapping and holding us tight during all that is and all that will be.

Heal us, heal me for all that I need to shake off.

   May this fear within me be proclaimed and reflect the faith that your blessings consume me for and to be.

Thank you for this day needing and wanting like no other the truth and eternal.

I will never be enough, have enough, do enough; yet I am so okay with that as I know to whom I belong and one day will be mine.

Thank you for the opportunity and any/many more to come!

03.25.2022_March (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Date: Friday March 25th   

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1 John 1:9 TLB The Living Bible

⁹ But if we confess our sins to him,^[a] he can be depended on to forgive us and to cleanse us from every wrong. And it is perfectly proper for God to do this for us because Christ died to wash away our sins.*

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a.      1 John 1:9 confess our sins to him, implied; literally, “confess our sins.” Christ died to wash away our sins, literally, “he is . . . just.”

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1 John 1:9 MSG The Message

^8-10 If we claim that we’re free of sin, we’re only fooling ourselves. A claim like that is errant nonsense. On the other hand, if we admit our sins—simply come clean about them—he won’t let us down; he’ll be true to himself. He’ll forgive our sins and purge us of all wrongdoing. If we claim that we’ve never sinned, we out-and-out contradict God—make a liar out of him. A claim like that only shows off our ignorance of God.

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We All Struggle || Spoken Word

Austin French - Wake Up Sleeper (Official Lyric Video)

Lionel Richie The Commodores - Jesus is Love

H.E.R., Tauren Wells - Hold Us Together (Hope Mix (Official Video))

Love Won't Let Go by Branan Murphy [Lyric Video]

Thank God For Sunday Morning | Cochren & Co.

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

That story, our story, we all got one.  Some are told and lived out to the extreme. While others think by the silence no one will notice what is.

 

We all struggle without a doubt.  My struggles are no less important or more for that matter than any other soul this world has been allowed to have travel through.

If we truly think we can master, it ; whatever it becomes.  We are sadly mistake.  Just as if we think the love of money, material things or even people are true love.  Then we have never really met Jesus to come to know all the love and grace he has poured out on that cross for every single soul to choose.   God’s loves us and that will never change.   He is love; He is life through his son Jesus Christ.

 

There is not a day that goes by that I do not ask his blessing to never let me go or my will to lost and let him go.      Some days are easy, some are really so hard I can barely breathe.   Sometimes it’s the things I do or don’t do.  Sometimes it’s the people I love or those I have to cut ties with.   Sometimes there is no rhyme or reason it just is what it is.

But I know even when I don’t know His love will never be fake or let go.   And if this makes me a leper well so be it.   I used to laugh because the best way to rid of vultures and thieves is start living the word.  Start talking about my Jesus and people that once were your buddies fly at lightening speed to disappear from who you thought they were.

Sad but true; even if, even when!

I will never stop thanking Jesus for Sunday morning or any morning he has allowed me back up.

 

And even more so those mornings I slept so well I found myself waking in some awkward position deep down in the bed.   So well rested not carrying how I got there, just knowing the safety and security he filled me up with allowed my soul peace and my mind, body, and spirit to follow.

That wonderment of all we are yet spinning out of control trying to understand what we can be, what we can do better like some self-help company charging thousands to improve company moral all the while the staff could find the same support through a feel-good movie or great tunes.

 

It is what it is or is not… This world is not our final destiny.  If only we could manage our flights while we are here to not hurt or disrupt anyone in the process of finding our way.

We are all working through something even if we do not realize where we are going.  Generally, we do not until some sort of pain from things sneaking up the way we did not anticipate.   Which is so very true to why choices matter every single day.

Choices to love from a distance or up close.  Choices to love at all or allow yourself to be loved.   Choice from the total opposite end of the spectrum and choosing hate, anger, bitterness over all that happens in any one given day.   Instead of taking that deep breath and getting back up, smiling, and saying thanks for the workout, thanks for the lesson, thanks for the motivation to be something better than that which you offer.

No matter if you were standing too close, or actually the one that pushes that button.  Choices matter with what next.

So many beautiful souls will never get that what next because of those around them and the choices being forced.    But when we are not in that path, we can be the light to shine brighter than ever before even if we are only a flicker.

Smile, laugh keep them wondering even when it hurts.   Get back up and show the love and always look around someone is always in need someone is always watching.   Not the vampires.   But true need of a listening ear, a watchful eye, a hug, a smile, a song, a conversation, a meal, or just a kind look.

 

So many ways to be the light and pay it forward for less than a split second that none of us deserve ourselves.

 

I personally didn’t plan to be where I am but I am beyond grateful the Good Lord allows me to call him friend and know the peace and beauty that so many will never know or get to keep.

Maybe over time I won’t either, but I doubt that because no matter what I go through the man who hung on the cross and took it back to the father and came back for all us.  Did not do that in vain.  

 

Rise up, lift you spirts high and send the darkness back where it belongs.    Tomorrow is never promised.    It just really sucks we see that firsthand to such a beautiful creation and cannot do anything about it.  Or at least convince us that there is nothing we can do.   While all we have to remember is love and kindness.  Paying it forward.

 

Well thank you Jesus for allowing this mind maze to flow freely never really knowing what might come out and on those days, I just cannot share it… You get me through and allow the next.    Until there is no more… Thank you then, thank you now, thank you always.  AlwaysMe

03.23.2022_March (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Date: Wednesday March 23^rd

 

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James 1:12 TLB The Living Bible

¹² Happy is the man who doesn’t give in and do wrong when he is tempted, for afterwards he will get as his reward the crown of life that God has promised those who love him.

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James 1:12 MSG The Message

¹² Anyone who meets a testing challenge head-on and manages to stick it out is mighty fortunate. For such persons loyally in love with God, the reward is life and more life.

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Hollyn | Bird's Eye View (Official Visualizer)

 

Riley Clemmons - For The Good (Live From Tour)

 

No One & You Really Are (feat. Chandler Moore & Tiffany Hudson) | Elevation Worship

 

Cochren & Co. - Grave (Official Music Video)

 

We The Kingdom & Tasha Cobbs Leonard – Holy Water (Church Sessions)

 

Brooke Ligertwood - Honey in the Rock (with Brandon Lake) (Live Video)

 

Citizen Way - Bulletproof (Official Lyric Video)

 

Building 429 - Press On (Official Music Video)

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

God we all need you; yet we all hold that birds eye view or tunnel vision to only what is in front of us.  What we think will make us worth the while in the view of the world’s mind’s eye. 

So many to never acknowledging if it were not for the grave we would not be.

I need you Jesus. Everyday!

 

Knowing, each day I acknowledge your presence allows me to sleep through the grind of spinning and life out of control all around.  

 

Those that tug on my heart strings, those I will never know yet in an instant tears flow.

I am reminded often control is an illusion and the broken pieces flying through the atmosphere of all those thinking they have it while turning their backs on moral value of their lives for no other reason, but they believe because they can it makes it the way to go.    From an absent parent to the one who came from too much who is troubled and slowly burying themselves in Satan’s sandbox.

The power struggles are real as the war that has been waged since the beginning of time.  Jesus you are for and always will be the good.

Wash through this universe and soften hearts, heal brokenness, stopping the wars against humanity.

 

You are all we need Jesus.  If only the world could see, we will never be more loved and able to do all things than that we are with you Father.

 

Never do I ever want to lose sight of you.  Keeper of my soul…

 

May we all get back up for you Lord and press on.

 

May the sleep I find in you in the comfort and protection from all my yesterdays be your gift alone.

Make yourself known Jesus to all I am connected.   Your will be done.

Thank you for the love, the lessons, the growth, and all the pains in the process.  May the purpose always sift and plant new growth for any future you allow.

Forgive me, for missing it.  May I never let go of who you are.