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Tuesday, December 26, 2023

12-26-2023 December_PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe (AlwaysMeKelly)

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Tuesday, December 26, 2023

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 Luke 2:28-32 MSG

25-32 In Jerusalem at the time, there was a man, Simeon by name, a good man, a man who lived in the prayerful expectancy of help for Israel. And the Holy Spirit was on him. The Holy Spirit had shown him that he would see the Messiah of God before he died. Led by the Spirit, he entered the Temple. As the parents of the child Jesus brought him in to carry out the rituals of the Law, Simeon took him into his arms and blessed God:

God, you can now release your servant;
    release me in peace as you promised.
With my own eyes I’ve seen your salvation;
    it’s now out in the open for everyone to see:
A God-revealing light to the non-Jewish nations,
    and of glory for your people Israel.

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 Luke 2:28-32  International Children's Bible

28 Then Simeon took the baby in his arms and thanked God:

2“Now, Lord, you can let me, your servant,
    die in peace as you said.
30 I have seen your Salvation
[a] with my own eyes.
31     You prepared him before all people.

32 He is a light for the non-Jewish people to see.

    He will bring honor to your people, the Israelites.”

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Footnotes

  1. 2:30 Salvation Simeon was talking about Jesus. The name Jesus means “salvation.”

 

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

I have never been the Barbie Doll type.   In fact, being the youngest of three with my brother in the middle I grew up a tom boy that well if you told me I couldn’t without true convincing I would prove I could.

I used to joke that God had a really funny sense of humor at times.

Thinking back how I used to love to get dressed up in frilly dresses and wear my converse to at some point knowing how much it infuriated me that people look at us as a piece of meat.     If we fit into the scope of what they were looking to use things were great if not just like that no matter who or what it did not matter.

Mind you over time I have been extremely cute, extremely fit, extremely self-centered, and even at times extremely materialistic and mean.

I thank God for the lessons he has allowed me to learn and more so even because I cannot tell you exactly when it happened but the day it became less about me and more about him.

Sure, I can tell you the day I walked forward and the day I was rebaptized and locked in and even the reasons behind it.   But the day I was no longer the person I once was a mystery.

I still love my sneakers in fact so much, so my #1 Grand got me a new pair for Christmas which are absolutely the cutest.

And I still at times get dressed up.    Which I probably should do more than less.   Being there are times my grunge comfort style can be unflattering.    After all this 61-year-old with a 20-year-old mindset forgets when to pull her hair back and when to let it down.

For whatever reason I have always carried my own way and never found it appealing to be anyone’s puppet so they could carry me.

In fact, I have carried more than my share of many others.  Willingly even if at times it was a mistake because trusting everyone was on the up and up really cost more than stepping out and helping in the first place.

My goal this day is still not people pleasing but pleasing in the will of God.  Serving which until you do it with no expectation you will truly never understand the blessing it fills you with.

Though over the past couple years I went through what I will refer to as a ripple.   Still even at this age my heart was too big and believed and put silent expectations on others.   Only to be shattered into pieces and remolded to understand a little better each time I was helped back up.

Feeling the changes more so now than ever before thanks to Covid and not staying on the move as I once did.  Even though I seem to be busier than ever, just not like I once was.    I no longer have that energy to go out and hand paint a 1525 sq foot house by hand as I did a couple of years back.

Although when I look at pictures people get of me these days, I see I am blessed to still be here even if its not the best shot.  You know that vanity that sneaks in.   Like Christmas and some beautiful friends wanting a snap with me.    LOL,  working the booth keeping my hair pulled back out of my eyes being I was steering at the computer.   I realized I should have taken the Barrett out before the photo. LOL

Or the fact I have dropped some weight but really wish to see myself back to when I was fit; even if I do nothing but watch my diet to get there.

 

Funny I could go by different clothes and hide and not wear those bright red turtlenecks with jeans during the holiday.    I could put my business attire on… I could of, would of should of…. WHATEVER!!!

I am who I am with oh so many scars and stories. 

And the love for bold, bright shining spirits and sometimes colors. 

I will be the first to tell you if something is not working.  Don’t be a victim, don’t try and have some huge pity party and invite everyone to participate.    Get up and make the changes needed to get you where you feel the growth.    You and God hand and hand own your destination.   If you give yourself away and choose to blame everything but your own self-motivation to fight forward and get back up.   It is on you; it is on me!   

Not everyone knows if anyone will love you, like you or even want a glimmer of hope and the best for you.

The world full of so many spirits and the lack of humanity is a hard place and so convoluted and mixed up.

You cannot play in Satan’s sandbox and be out in the darkness and expect to be blessed with beautiful morally sound life.  

You cannot lie your way to heaven, and you cannot bring back life once you have destroyed it by your addictions and consumption that your darkness collects collateral damage from.

As a parent, aunt, sister, friend, grandparent and most importantly daughter of the most high King Jesus; Prince of Peace.  

As I cry for my own disappointments and shed heart ache for those lost to the lies.    As I pray with great hope healing is right here right now for those fighting their demons or by their actions maybe not.

Life is hard, but nowhere was it ever written it would a promise to be easy and absolutely not free.

All those things you seem to take from others freely.   The cost is greater than you will ever come to know.

I am thankful although still at times feeling the highs too high or the lows too low.

I am grateful that I made it this far with my brother and sister before my brother earned his wings this year.

I am not as good as I could be but so much better than who I once was.

Be it my hair pulled back, pulled down, grown long, or cut off.  The blessings of stories and family, and friends and connections.

Beyond blessed to have made it through the darkness and held close to the light and love of Jesus Christ.

Through the laughing so hard tears flow or the pain so deep you just cannot hold them back.   Learning when to hold onto and when to let go will be the greatest lesson of all and always ever changing with the results you receive from every free will choice  you have been blessed to acknowledge and own.

Our lives are fading fast, our loved ones’ gone too soon according to our plans.   But the will of God is and always be what we may never fully grasp in understanding.   May we just appreciate the simple things and stop chasing all that can never go with us to the other side?

I so hope you learn to dance here and now in grand wide-open gifts of all that are in front of you.

Prayers for all stuck in the middle of the wars with no hope because darkness seems so very heavy.   I pray Gods arms carry you to safety in all that many will never know the meaning for.

Be your best self for who Jesus died to live and give your life to be here and now.

Sure, I remind myself often of the same very things. And some days getting back up is hard.   The theft of all those we care about and want so much better for.    The battle is all around us.  Without a doubt.   It may not be ours, and yet somehow, we are attached to it.   It may seem too much or too little.  Never really understanding the why while in the middle.

Get back up.   Love people for who they are and not what they look like, what they do or what they have that you think you want.

Let them love you even at arm’s length for just that one split second.  That hope gives new meaning.

Meet Jesus right where you are.   There is so much to be had just by your spiritual day to day conversations and listening for his will not our own.  And even if!   

Thank you, Jesus, for all the years you have given me.  Thank you to those who have been called home did not suffer as it could have been.   Comfort those in the midst of the darkness so deep at the hands of others.   Protect and guide them and if they are the ones causing the darkness.  Shine bright and protect all in their way.

Your will Jesus not my own.  Thank you to all who you call upon and all who share your truth, your will, your light.   Wake us up for the days ahead belong to you!

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Brandon Heath - I'm Not Who I Was (with Lyrics)

Lee Ann Womack - I Hope You Dance (Official Music Video)

Carry Me Jesus (lyrics) - Katie Giguere

Matt Maher - In The Room (Official Live Video) ft. Ben Fuller, Ellie Holcomb

Thomas Rhett - Be a Light (Lyrics) Ft. Keith Urban, Chris Tomlin, Hillary Scott & Reba McEntire

 

 

 

Friday, December 22, 2023

12-23-2023 December_PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe (AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Friday, December 23, 2023

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 Luke 2:8-11 MSG

An Event for Everyone

8-12 There were shepherds camping in the neighborhood. They had set night watches over their sheep. Suddenly, God’s angel stood among them and God’s glory blazed around them. They were terrified. The angel said, “Don’t be afraid. I’m here to announce a great and joyful event that is meant for everybody, worldwide: A Savior has just been born in David’s town, a Savior who is Messiah and Master. This is what you’re to look for: a baby wrapped in a blanket and lying in a manger.”

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 Luke 2:8-11 International Children's Bible

Some Shepherds Hear About Jesus

That night, some shepherds were in the fields nearby watching their sheep. An angel of the Lord stood before them. The glory of the Lord was shining around them, and suddenly they became very frightened. 10 The angel said to them, “Don’t be afraid, because I am bringing you some good news. It will be a joy to all the people. 11 Today your Savior was born in David’s town. He is Christ, the Lord.

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Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

So here we are Lord; Thank you for the 23rd of December 2023.

We don’t have to be!   Yet even as we reminisce about those who left us yesterday or before we ever got to know they were there you allow us today.

As I start my day with the changes over these past few years thinking back to those dreams that make me shudder and know you are alive.    As my heart aches for all the broken pieces including mine.   I know you are the glue that hold me together.

I never picked it early on.  Never even having a clue about what life meant, what to do to even survive.    But even in the darkness everything with you is so very clear and the peace that flows through these veins even when the tears fall shine bright like that north star that led mankind to you on that first night Father God allowed you to come and show us the way.

I could list the pages of hardships that some days consume me.  Each, and every soul and name who you have allowed me to come to connect to that are now gone.  From those stepping up and showing us hope to those within our bloodline.

To those in a passing glance.    They, We are all yours and nothing everything and everything has a time, a purpose and reason.   Even if I; a little speck or molecule in this grand universe never understands why.

As I am driven, laughing out loud independently, or just trying to not let go of that spiritual war game I continually play with you.     Here Lord I believe; no wait I think I have this or that which will make it all better.

From those I watch suffering with addiction that there is no way I can ever fix and just need your strength your direction when to hold on and when to let go.  For everything I am and ever will be is the blessing of and from you!

All the favorites or all the things I run from.   None of it matters without you Jesus Christ.   And all the Sweet Souls you as a king allow to come be part of this journey.

Watching, Waiting  all the while beating myself up by doing too much or nothing at all.

Thinking about selling out and making everyone grow up and learn the lessons of life and appreciation and stop being the safety net.  

Beyond blessed Abba, then in the forest of darkness, in the spinning of searching and chasing love and direction or here in now knowing what I know now and rarely thinking if I only knew then what I know now would I have ever done anything differently.    I don’t think I could ever answer that honestly.

For the steps given in the climb I have had or the wait as if someone’s life partner is off to work and you know they are coming back if not in this world the next.     None of it matters to anyone but us in the depths of our own souls.

We!  You Jesus and me.   I am yours and there is nothing I can do about that.  Nor would I ever want to change it.   Knowing I would never want to lose the blessings you have allowed me to get back up.

Privately in the dark always comes to light.   In the light always bring the shadows of darkness fighting to consume the joy you give.   Not always for the goodness of God but you Jesus always win~

You have picked me up in so many places in, so many pieces how could I not believe Jesus?

Your love flows through all that I am and so spiritually deep.   Looking in the rearview I will never forget where I came from and all the little puzzle pieces that make up this grand façade.   But the strength during those moments of missing the colors of souls that brightened my days you fill with hope and reason I never have to question.

For me my life is proof I never have had to fight alone as anyone who comes to you Jesus and truly gives all they are to all you are.   Your Promise fights with us, for us and in time which at times we never even know occurs until one day we look around and realize it’s all about you and not our ourselves.

The journey of wanting more, the best for us; for our loved ones.  There is nothing wrong with that.  But when we try to use what we are chasing to fill those deep gaps and voids all we do is destroy the truth, the way and life as we set ourselves up to think we need any of it to live.

I am in great appreciation for so many who have dedicated their careers and become worldly icons to so many and lost their freedoms of the simple things. Yet feel so empty without you.

Fill them up Jesus!

May every knee bend and every face down and come to know you now!

Not in war, not in pain, not because something terrible has to occur and they are made to shift and fight the demons and choose.     May just once the world see you and your gift of love, light and life just be…

Waking in the wee hours each day still not doing what I should I am no better; yet I could be worse.

Daily devotional and conversations then diving into what this world says I must do to carry on.

Blessed even on the moments I just want to sit in your lap and let you hold me like a child and feel what I never knew in this very existence.

All the while knowing you hold me now.   Thank you for allowing me to be alive.

Through all that I was, all that I can be, all that I am.  Always just me.   Thank you.

I don’t know what great things will happen come 2024.  Peace and the end of war.  Healing.  Or darker things than ever before.

No matter what Lord lead the way.   Your will be done in everything and everyone I have ever been given.

Heal and give strength through the mountain climbs and the valley lows.

We need you.   I need you.

May the gift of Christmas day reveal you in every aspect, signs of wonder, even in the people’s dismay.

Jesus’ forever is never long enough to understand the blessing of the Spirit, the Son of God, once a walking this earth Man.

Thank you for another year.   Any pain allows me to remember I will never suffer as you have.  Any darkness allows me to run towards the light.

All of it allows me to know the blessings I am still alive.

Merry Christmas All! 

And though I am not sure the truth I like finding fun facts  so here you go

Why Christmas is December 25th — Dominican Friars | Province of the Most Holy Name of Jesus (opwest.org)

 

 

 

Thought Movers, Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com / Facebook, Local Worship, or other public venues.

 

Good News Maverick City Music Chandler Moore Todd Galberth Official Lyrics Video

Tobymac Lights Shine Bright feat. Hollyn (Lyric Video)

PRAISE AND WORSHIP SONGS CASTING CROWNS, FOR KING AND COUNTRY . 2020 PLAYLIST NON STOP

TobyMac, Blessing Offor - The Goodness (Lyric Video)

Chris Tomlin - It's Christmas (Medley/Live/Lyrics And Chords)

Blessing Offor - Believe (Lyric Video)

Stephen McWhirter - My Life Is Proof

Jon Reddick - Don’t Fight Alone - Lyric Worship Video

Lauren Daigle - Thank God I Do (Official Lyric Video)

 

Wednesday, December 13, 2023

12-13-2023 December_PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe (AlwaysMeKelly)

 

 

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Wednesday, December 13, 2023

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 Matthew 2:4-6  MSG

3-4 When word of their inquiry got to Herod, he was terrified—and not Herod alone, but most of Jerusalem as well. Herod lost no time. He gathered all the high priests and religion scholars in the city together and asked, “Where is the Messiah supposed to be born?”

5-6 They told him, “Bethlehem, Judah territory. The prophet Micah wrote it plainly:

It’s you, Bethlehem, in Judah’s land,
    no longer bringing up the rear.
From you will come the leader
    who will shepherd-rule my people, my Israel.”

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 Matthew 2:4-6

Herod called a meeting of all the leading priests and teachers of the law. He asked them where the Christ would be born. They answered, “In the town of Bethlehem in Judea. The prophet wrote about this in the Scriptures:

‘But you, Bethlehem, in the land of Judah,
    you are important among the rulers of Judah.
A ruler will come from you.
    He will be like a shepherd for my people, the Israelites.’” Micah 5:2

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Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Thank you, Lord, for allowing life of humans and more  so that of furry friends!

If one thing is certain, sometimes I like pets more than people.    At least they are predictable and loyal.

Okay I see this mind maze has a weary level of who knows what is coming out today. 

 

Had I got up and started writing when I was awake at 2AM it would have been a totally different story.  But today I have this over shadowing cloudy feeling.  Along with the depth of a chronically sick child.    And then just needing a really peaceful quiet vacation.

This year has been one to remember with the layers of loss in family; other family members going through the cycles of life and then just day to day and survival of the fittest.

I am beyond blessed and glad I am on a mini break from the weekly group study I do with my ladies for a couple weeks.   While working through a super good study with our Creative Arts team Trust by Dr. Henry Cloud.     I did boundaries years ago.   However, based on some foolish choices a few years back I should have continued to do it again.   

Let’s talk Trust for a minute though.     Get the book and read it; you will be amazed and it’s not what you think.    Absolutely learning something new again.

Well, with Christmas coming fast upon us.   And Year End craziness for work.   I am whipped.    Without a doubt.

 

So here it is a little after 4pm and me having a cup of coffee to help me get through the second portion of my day.    Kids night and I need to run and grab a bunch of candy canes as a treat tonight being we will be breaking for the holiday.

We ended with Christmas tree cookies and candy canes and a nice brisk breeze during outside play time.  

These days what little bit of time our littles get to just be kids matters in this world that has them growing up far too fast.

So many elders alone and needing just someone to care and so many littles being exposed by adults who should to things that we should never dare.

 

We have what life is supposed to be so twisted. When kids in kindergarten are praying for their mommy or daddy who are locked up because they do something called heroin or left in the hands of people who are supposed to care but instead use and abuse them for personal gain.

I recently watched the Sound of Freedom and although the movie only tells a minute of what the world is where you have fakes going around and promising fame and fortune to those who really just want something good for their families.     What about all those who are right next door.

So much evil for the innocence of children and elders.

That is why I do what I do even for just a couple hours once a week being in a room with 15-40 K through fifth graders and giving them a moment to hear the world of Jesus and all the good that hope is meant for.

Who knows what the next generation will be like.   We know this one currently today is losing ground with morals and values in family and caring and what should matter.     WE have been heading towards material matters for a long time.    You know the one who dies with the most toys wins.  Even though we never take them with us when we leave this planet.

I am guilty, you are guilty when we chase so much temporal and make it the most important things of life.

What ever happened to teaching us how to live off the land, appreciate all of God’s beauty, have more with less and give more than we can take.

Yeah, and that last thing such a vicious cycle where so many pretend to be and do what they are not to just see how much they can get from those that do give.

Who knows, maybe it’s always been this way.   I don’t!   I do know that watching what is happening even around the various states in the US hearing horror stories around other countries.    We forget to just be thankful to be alive and gifted with the necessities of life.

My life was not as bad as some as a child, but it was not no Ozzy and Harriet whit picket fence mom and dad story book tale.   A single parent no parent and all the scars that allow me to be who I am today with all the independence that truly is only now the grace of God for strength to keep moving forward.

Just get back up when you are down for the count.  Say what you got to say, do what you got to do but just get back up smile and keep growing forward.

Call upon the Lord to help you.

No matter what I think about the good or bad of this day and age or any previous I have traveled through.  God is, was and always will be in control and there is no peace or not enough of anything that will fill the void without him that we may chase.

Life is what it is until it is not here and now!

We don’t know that magic moment when we transition.  Even the sick have been healed and the healed have been taken without notice.

That murphy law where what goes up must come down; and what seems to look like bad people get good things and good people suffer.

Bottom line none of it matters without Christ Jesus and during this season and all he has done then and all He will do  takes relationship with him.   Not just showing up once a week to a service somewhere with someone preaching what they call the gospel.

No better time than now to take the commercialized over marketed must buy this and must buy that and learn who God is and how you can really get to know Him through the only way of meeting his Son Jesus Christ

There is so much more than all that is out there for me, for you and for all those who cannot fight for themselves.

Stand Firm even if you are standing alone. And remember every battle one starts the fighting on our knees first.

Start your day before your feet even hit the floor and meet Jesus right where you are.  End your day with Him.    Every second of every moment you are given in between know He is with you.    No great theological doctrine or layered up absolutes.   But diving into the Bible one verse at a time, one plan, one story, one biblically based movie, and abundance of good sounds.

Anyway, these days I am all over the place, but one thing holds true. Life is nothing without knowing who you belong and what even the smallest gifts of life are.  My thoughts and perspectives.  Sure, you may have something far different.   Never take anyone’s kindness, meekness as weakness.   Gods got them and you if you choose to call upon him for all that is good for the greater good.

He is just and his judgement will be faced by every soul that has ever walked this earth. 

Redemption matters!

Kindness Matters!

Love Matters!

Knowing the reason for the season Matter! 

Be real and keep it real!  It Matters!

 

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John 3 | For God So Loved the World | The Bible

John Lennon ~ So this is Christmas.

Elevation Worship- Call Upon The Lord w/lyrics

Austin French - Freedom Hymn (Official Lyric Video

 Chris Tomlin and We The Kingdom - Christmas Day (Lyric Video)

Chris Tomlin - It's Christmas (Medley/Live/Lyrics And Chords)

Terrian - Stayed On Him (Isaiah 26:3) [Official Music Video]

Michael W. Smith - Surrounded (Fight My Battles)

 

 

Sunday 5-11-2025_PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe (AlwaysMeKelly)

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