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Date: Saturday 5/29/2021
Meditation
Opportunities Daily Verse
Psalm 103:17-18 (NIV) @BIBLEGATEWAY.COM
17 But from
everlasting to everlasting the Lord’s love is with
those who fear him,
and his
righteousness with their children’s children— 18 with those who keep
his covenant and remember to obey his precepts.
Soul Vibes / Motivation Movers
(YouTube.Com)
Casting Crowns ~
In The Hands Of The Potter
Nick Ledesma &
Caslow - Catch Me (Lyrics) feat. Molly Marrs
You Keep Hope
Alive (feat. Jon Reddick) | Church of the City
MercyMe - The Hurt
& The Healer
Meditation
Opportunities Daily Devotion
@Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories
@Sarah Young)
Matthew 1:23 “The virgin will be with child and will give
birth to a son, and they will call him Immanuel”—which means, “God with us.”
Psalm 34:6 Those who look to him are radiant; their faces
are never covered with shame.
Colossians 2:6-7 So then, just as you received Christ Jesus as
Lord, continue to live in him, rooted and built up in him, strengthened in the faith
as you were taught, and overflowing with thankfulness.
Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (Thinking
out loud)
It is not big surprise as I
purposely made it to sleep in this morning that when I got up looking around finally
in the daylight; this mind starts scanning all the things I feel I need to take
care of.
From little projects of organization
to finding what was thought to be, but not insight.
That perhaps the frustration of the
more I look the more I find from the hands or lack of others that tend to use
up yet never foster good care over what they are blessed.
Yet no matter how disarray this
minds eye sees things in the blessings I am given. I am overwhelmed with the knowledge I am safe
here until you tell me Lord it is time to move again.
The ripples of what goes on around
me thinking what if I need to go… and then I realize I will go where you send
me as you have here and now when it is time I will go again.
Now sipping on this second cup and the
mind goes back to the truth for that one who has been chatting me up for some
time now. Telling me what they think I
want to hear. When all you want is the truth…Knowing to love someone with all
you are and them acceptingly with no agenda, no lies, purposing to want that
like love.
Putting Christ first and aligning
their life with the best they can be, the best they purpose for and all things
in truth, obedience and just being the best self with all the opportunities and
blessings they too are given each day allowed up.
Those filled with flattery and so
quick to say I love you but cannot even love themselves enough to really know how
to get past the me’ism and selfishness that drives them for the day to day that
ripples through the veins within in the arms that bury them deeper into the
darkness.
Maybe I am wrong, doubtful as I am
so damn transparent any given day; many think they have that one up and many
cases they play with the kindness that you allow to live deep within Jesus.
That which I am forever grateful,
knowing how angry and withdrawn I could become…
That old joke I use to say before
walking with so much… Just put them on the shelf until you need them and every
now and again dust them off.
Even my anger of all the let down
from those who broke me when I would say men are allot like those old cars that
I would drive around in. They could
never be depended on in the most trip needed to be made. Either out of gas or broken down leaving you
stranded on that long dark road of life.
Oh yes, it appears Jesus you have
opened this mind to weave and twist around this morning.
But, oh, so thankful another day
given. Knowing things up ahead that would,
could, maybe even should be… Yet everything is in your hands Jesus. For all that I am then, now, and always
belong to you. No matter how that
leaves me in the middle of a crowd yet so very alone. I still remember that day Jesus when you made
me realize I have never been.
This world has so many corn mazes to
find our ways through; but you Lord have never let go of me even when I did not
know you had hold.
If this is what it is meant to be;
so be it! All my imperfections,
wrong turns and sometimes purposed misdeeds or just lost in mistakes. It does not matter who understands or gets
me. As it is about you Father. This world has broken me a long time ago, long
before you finally got this kid from the school of hard knocks ever taught.
It is what it is until it is
not. Though craving and desires to have
someone like you Jesus from the outside in…
We can forever dream eyes wide shut or open. As long as we know who you are and cling
tightly to all you are. It does not
matter what others say, do or don’t.
Come what may we all get to choose,
and I choose you first Jesus. You are
my only hope, my breath, my very existence.
Even it has a different meaning for every soul who believes. I know it is you who allow me life. Even
if my own free will sometimes gets distracted and I let my own self down,
hoping and wanting from a world and some within it, that blows whatever
direction the wind flows.
If it is only you, I am able to love
with all that I am and everything else is what it is. I am blessed. A mare recipient of more than what others can
never understand.
Even on the days I do not. Today, tomorrow, sometime, or never it is you
and your word and the grace of Father God and his promise of abundance and
beauty in what we choose to believe, what we choose to work towards, what we
choose to hold on, what we choose to let go.
If one second, I ever let go I pray
you catch me as I fall Jesus. And if you
do not may all the love and abilities given from then until now remind me how
blessed it has been when so many others have not been.
The hurt, the healing. Gives us all
purpose to choose and be and try or give up. You Lord; I choose you as I am alive even though
pieces of me are all over this journey and parts of me have died while others
are fighting to come alive.
You know our hearts, our minds and
even our actions. Guide me, shining
your presence as I cannot on my own.
Thank you for this day and all the twists and turns and anything that goes
with it.
Forever in love yet eternally yours!
