Friday, July 16, 2021

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Date: Friday July 16th , 2021  

Meditation Opportunities - Biblegateway.com Daily Verse

Colossians 2:9-10 (EXB - EXPANDED BIBLE)

·All of God lives fully in Christ [L For in him all the fullness of deity dwells] ·in a human body [bodily; embodied]10 and you have ·a full and true life in Christ [L been filled in him], who is ·ruler [L head] over every ruler and ·power [authority].

 (YouTube.Com) New song for me for the day~

Color" | Ellie Holcomb

Motivation Movers & Touches to the Soul (YouTube.Com)

Jordan Feliz - "Next To Me"

Terrian - Love Your Children

We All Need Jesus by Danny Gokey & Koryn Hawthorne

John Mayer - All I Want Is to Be With You

Amy Grant - Jesus, Take All Of Me (Just As I Am)

Zach Williams - Fear Is a Liar

GRAVES INTO GARDENS - ELEVATION WORSHIP

 

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (Thinking out loud)

Am I, are we really worthy of being part of this beautiful color called life?     Only you Christ have the answers and you say yes, each day you allow us back up.

Why then do we miss the mark and put ourselves through so much unnecessary brokenness?

 

Hold me Jesus and if you blow and make a wish letting the seeds of light land anywhere.  Let it be your blessings growing me and all who may be nourished from the seeds of life planted.

Love your children, raise them up to know moral value and teach them right from wrong but most importantly show them what real love is.    To do that you have to expose them, teach them and love them through all that Jesus was, is and will be.  

To do that you need to love yourself holding that moral compass seeking the best you can with what you are given to work with in obedience to not be perfect or judge those who want no part.  But fighting forward to find the light and be it ever step of the way even if we think no one is watching.

Children never asked to be here.     So many throw away souls meant for so much more in this world.    We are all broken people with demons fighting to take over of one form or another.

Our world was fallen before we ever got here.   We all need something to believe in, we all need hope.  We all need Jesus who fills the voids and closes the gaps and allows us to rest in his spirit to revive, be reborn with hope and promise in each new day we are given.

Knowing nothing is ever promised easy and absolutely never free.  But the ability to have a full life and not think we have to have what people say we should be, or that we have life when we fill up with so much that in a blink of an eye the storms and flood waters come and take it all away.   A wind blows, floods rage, or even just life itself taking everything including any peace and hope for tomorrow when we put all we are in the things of yesterday.

How do we balance?  How we do know what to do, what to hold onto or when to let go.   How do we get back up when we learn how to let go of that we put everything we are into what never will be?

 

Many will numb what they cannot stop feeling or even get past.   Many will die trying to do so.    Many will become angry, bitter, hateful, and hurtful for the pain they cannot get past.

 

At what point do we just regain control and find who we are created to be.  Who we were created in the image of God and although we may never admit, communicate, or walk with him?  Find our way to peace in the darkest storm when we push forward knowing He is everything, everywhere ready to take us to places we will never understand.

He has called me and although I have always believed there was a God, a greater power, that man upstairs.   It took years before I submitted and found myself meeting Jesus and asking him to take over me.   Back then, today and any tomorrows I may be given.

I believe in the power.     I believe that Christ lives in those who hear God’s calling.  And I am living proof that scars may change how you walk, change how you listen, change how you look.   But the scars of Jesus on that cross when you accept him; you feel the wash over you every moment you know who you are because of him.

 

Indescribable peace and love.   I wish I could physically prove and change the world for the better.  Not only for the future but even right here right now.    Washing away the sickness of my own family members, healing for all that is broken or even all the doubt and fear that Satan lies as he gets in our heads.

 

Fear is a liar making us doubt and react and robbing us from all that is beautiful.     Even in the worst mistakes of your life.   There is hope and change waiting when we can see it, in that blind faith.  When we reach past the troubles and exercise the healing of any scars.  Reaching out, reaching up and knowing when we cannot see a light, we ignite the light deep within and when the time is right it boldly shines forth for all those needing it.

 

Don’t give up.   I fight forward every single day I am given.  From missing loved ones.   Worry for sickness in my family or hearing good friends passed on; or  the brokenness of choices that many cannot recover.    Never planning to be who I am or where I am today.   Better than some, worse than others in the judgement meter of this world.  But perfectly where God intends me to be.

Needing so much, yet strong enough in his blessings as I cling to him first and always to lead me as I cannot do this on my own.    Prayerfully in hope that all I connect find the God of all things and Prince of Peace  to invite the Holy Spirit into their lives and start daily to learn, grow and acknowledge who and what that  means.

What will you allow to be transformed and grow in the garden of ashes called life?

You see we are called to and for more than just serving ourselves.  And when we give all, we are back to God and do our best with what we are given to work with.  Planting seeds: it is not our job to continue to wait, watch and get caught up in the weeds of life to make sure they grow or freak out when they grow outside of our expectations.   

Believing in the truth and giving it all back to God allows us to just breathe and live.  Even if; Even when!

 

You don’t ever have to believe my thought process.   Work on it for yourself and watch life change.

Yes, there are many out there that were raised up believing in Christ and then stopped for the weight of the world got to be too much and too many things happened they thought God should not have allowed to happen.      First no where is it promised that there will never be hardships, hurts, hang-ups, and great loss.   But what it does say through out that he will help us through giving us peace and abundance through it all.    So, before you quit, just breathe!     Find him and make him know you are serious and are ready for him to wrap his loving, healing abundance peace and direction all through who you are for all remaining days.  

Jonny Diaz - "Breathe"

 

    Meditation Opportunities Daily Devotion @Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)      “Self-Pity is a slimy, bottomless pit. Once you fall in, you tend to go deeper and deeper into the mire.”

Psalm 40:2-3 He lifted me out of the slimy pit, out of the mud and mire; he set my feet on a rock and gave me  a firm place to stand.  He put a new song in my mouth, a hymn of praise to our God.  Many will see and hear and put their trust in the Lord. 

Psalm 42:5 NASB Why are you in despair, O my soul?  And why have you become disturbed within me?  Hope in God, for I shall praise Him for the help of His presence.

Psalm 147:11  The Lord delights in those who fear him, who put their hop in his unfailing love.

Thursday, July 15, 2021

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Date: Thursday July 15th , 2021  

Meditation Opportunities - Biblegateway.com Daily Verse

James 1:21 (EXB - EXPANDED BIBLE)

21 So ·put out of your life [get rid of; lay aside] every ·evil thing [moral filth/defilement] and every ·kind of wrong [excessive evil]. Then in ·gentleness [humility] ·accept [welcome] God’s ·teaching [word] that is planted in your hearts, which can save ·you [Lyour souls; Creferring to the whole person].

 

 (YouTube.Com) New song for me for the day~

Ryan Stevenson - Through It All (feat. Tasha Layton

Motivation Movers & Touches to the Soul (YouTube.Com)

Jordan Feliz - "Next To Me"

That's the Beat of a Heart | The Warren Brothers featuring Sara Evans

Touch The Sky (Live at Hillsong Conference) - UNITED

Mat Kearney - Ships In The Night

Tauren Wells - All My Love

Zach Williams - Good To Know

Niall Horan - Flicker

Ryan Stevenson ~ No Matter What

 

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (Thinking out loud)

Oh, those feelings that I fight so hard to control, get rid of, or avoid dealing with.   Thank you, Jesus you are right next to me.  Through it all we just have to hold on to that blind faith and want and hope for more than what robs us and sometimes takes our breath away leaving us confused or down for what others think is the final count.

 

We are made for so much more!   If you were given another day; if you have opened your eyes and you are still alive with a beat in your heart and exhaling looking around wondering what the … and you fill in the blanks.   God has purpose, power and so much more than any darkness, confusion, or pain you may be going through.

For me Jesus is more than that beat; he is the king of all I am.    Wishing I had a physical king at times to give all the love that I have been blessed with.  I know His purpose and plan is far greater and more meaningful than mine could ever be.

 

I can share my life experiences; I can share all I am all I could be.  But only you can get there in your own time and absolutely your own choices.    Sometimes forgetting the choices, you make for others or other things to happen take you the long way around.  You will get there in your own time and choice.

 

Touching the sky well, I am chasing eternity and ready and willing to take along all who want to find it too.     Something bigger, better than anything that this world will ever make available or take.

 

Life is what it is; until it’s not and none of us are getting out of here alive.    Like the photo from the port of Miami January 2019 on my page.    Life is like ships in the night.   It can be beautiful, it can be passed by or just holding at port sometimes with a day-to-day plan working hard to make happen others just paralyzed because of all the what if’s that try to steal and consume us.

God will never pass you by; know that!    He is waiting on you.   Have you really dedicated your life to what future you really want?   What does that look like?   No, I don’t need that answer although I will always stand by you in prayer even if I cannot stand by you in flesh.

 

Maybe your choices were meant for you, maybe not.   But the point is God is always with you and always there.   We have to purpose in obedience and faith to believe in Him and call on him through his son Christ Jesus.

With all His love he gave everything for a world that most will give nothing.   Many will fight and reject all he was, is and always will be.

No matter what you feel God says he gave, and you got it!   All his love in return for brighter things, hope in the unseen and belief in all good that can be through and with him.

I am so thankful that after all the years of beating my head against the wall that I finally found what is worth while not only to know but to understand.   I just have to be me and in love without expectations even when I want.   He will always love me as long as I let him.   In that love the abundant grace and mercy and so much undeserving peace.

Seeing the bigger picture of this worlds mosaic art canvas and all the colors that make so  much beauty even when the spills and stains land where they were not supposed to.

 

What are we fighting for?

What are we living for? 

What are you leading by example be it you are paying attention or not, for?

 

You are leading the children of the future!  Be it in you who believes and allows your own actions of whatever you act upon and choose.  Or lack of and that which you allow yourself to be consumed and molded into just another number of this world.

Dare to live the life you were given and find a legacy worth planting and growing and give the strength and courage even if it is not this generation the ability for generations to come to change, do and be.    It is more than money, people, places, and things.

For thousands of years it is written, lived out or robbed.    If you cannot see a light to shine for the future.  Then become one even if a flicker of hope.       Hang on, get back up and although you may not be strong enough to do it on your own.   Call upon Jesus because He is and He will give you everything in spirit and in truth to help you find the way and shine brighter than any darkness ever can or will.

 

I don’t know what I don’t know.  But I believe in so much more most days than I will ever be able to justify and all I can do is live and let life reveal the truth for everyone else to see.   For that no matter what.   Is the blessings and so worth it for me to just be.

    Meditation Opportunities Daily Devotion @Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)      “Do Not Worry About Tomorrow.  That is not a suggestion but a command.”

Matthew 6:34 “Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself.  Each day has enough trouble of its own.”

2 Corinthians 12:9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore, I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.

Psalm 62:8 NKJV  Trust in him at all times, you people; pour out your heart before Him; God is a refuge for us.

Wednesday, July 14, 2021

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Music pulled from https://www.youtube.com/ and are free for public consumption**** Bible Verses pulled from https://www.biblegateway.com/ unless noted otherwise and are free for public consumption****   (NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TPT-The Passion Translation)


Date: Wednesday July 14th , 2021  

Meditation Opportunities - Biblegateway.com Daily Verse

John 15:10 (EXB - EXPANDED BIBLE)

10 I have ·obeyed [kept] my Father’s commands, and I ·remain [abide] in his love. In the same way, if you ·obey [keep] my commands, you will ·remain [abide] in my love.

Motivation Movers & Touches to the Soul (YouTube.Com)

When You Speak — VOUS Worship

Look To Jesus - Phil Wickham

TobyMac - Help Is On The Way (Maybe Midnight)

TobyMac, Jordan Feliz - See The Light (RUSLAN Remix/Audio)

Come Alive (Dry Bones) (Lyric Video) - Lauren Daigle

Another In The Fire (Church Online) - Hillsong UNITED

THE STAND - Hillsong UNITED - LIVE IN MIAMI


  Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (Thinking out loud)

Do not remember the past events, pay no attention to things of old.  Look, I am about to do something new; even now it is coming.  Do you not see it?  Indeed, I will make a way in the wilderness, rivers in the desert.  (Isaiah 43:18-19) @Jen Schmidt Just Open The Door

 

No matter how often we open the door, and our good intentions or courteous loving ways are used or missed.   There is always something good to learn, to be, to do in everything that transpires.

Even when we don’t feel it!  No matter what it is and sometimes we just cannot put a name for it.     There is always purpose in all the joy, temporal anything or nothing at all and even in the pain.

Never stop looking up seeking all that is hopeful and brighter.   Never stop listening to the words and work of God and all creation to speak to you.

Never stop praying to be drawn near to all that grows beautiful without cost or impact at the expense of other human life.

That alone needs prayer 24/7…

I know in my silence or noise that static that creates chaos or contributes to anything positive.  Well, I am constantly needing to just feel the presence of all Christ is in and with me.

Love and peace so deep like laying back on a hot summer day in the cool spring brook looking up at the beauty of skies that wrap the earth with all the hope floating in the clouds of what was, what is and what will be.

So grateful I keep trying to fight forward.   So grateful that God has over time sent so many angels from his army to help get me back up, back on track to do anything or nothing at all.

 

I won’t ever understand allot.   But if I was not to be part of it.  If I were not to create or help, make it happen.   If all it was for more color to come into my world.  So be it.   Sure, the hair is up on my neck with caution and the wall built so tall I cannot even get over it any longer.

 

But nothing in life just happens.  Ever…

Own the blessings in every single scenario and when you do not see them ask God to reveal in you what was meant to be.   At the very least seek peace and the path to move onward and let go of what was yesterday that is gone and if it has not come to life then.    Do not waste any future on holding and waiting.    Be your best self and live life.

 

No that does not mean go out and party it up, giving yourself away in every possible way thought of.   Or be consumed by anything that controls the life you were given to live.

You can live life and miss, love and be all you want to be without giving pieces of yourself away to all that will rob or haunt you for the remainder of days you are given.

Yes, abstinence when it comes to sexual promiscuity.   And yes, have a drink with friends here and there or go have a great time visiting, entertaining, even dancing or anything you find fun.    But you don’t have to be out there taking or giving anything, you are away to live.

Loyalty, respect for self and the temple you were given to travel within comes first and by all means always respect your brothers and sisters even if they are not blood.  They are human and created with the same beautiful intentions by the very same God of this universe as we were.

The very same Jesus that hung on that cross, died, and came back three days later and will rise again for all who was alive when it took place as we are today; loved no less and meant for so much more then just being like anyone or everyone else.    More than riding on the coattails of anyone or what they do.  

When you do what you do, and you feel it through the atmosphere, and it never let’s go.   Maybe waking you in the sound of a deep sleep or in the middle of any day.    No matter who stands by to their word or they make up their own definition of loyalty and truth. 

Jesus is, was and always will be here and now or on the other side of eternity.   

We here and now can claim, promise our lives and anything we are blessed with away for everything that lasts our lifecycle or just moments in time that leave pain throughout every beat of our hearts while here.  

Facts will always be facts… and there will always be someone, something that hurts and hopefully prayerfully even more that just fills you with much more than what takes away from the moments you are given.

 

Anyone that reads any pieces of me, realizes I am all over the place, but one fact is somewhere along the line I was blessed to hear the calling of Christ Jesus.  And even if I cannot touch the physical being.   His spirit lives within me.    That God no matter anything; not just what.   If you let go of what you think makes sense and grasp on to faith deep in hope of all that is written for more than you or I will ever be around to justify if time is what is needed for the world to believe.

 

When you get there, you know.   Be it all of the times you realize should have been it.  Maybe all those you loved so much that when bad things happened you are crushed broken and as you see you in the mirror you no longer recognize what it all means or who the new you as you pick up the pieces and keep trying to live even though you want to die.

What about love when you give yourself away just to be loved and hear all those empty promises and after a day, a year, or even seconds that other soul reflects their truth.    That unfortunately selfish ambitions to collect and use up whatever they can get for free takes over and all you have is that what you turn into ever lasting lessons.

No matter what your burdens, choices, mistakes, or the scars of the collateral damage that caught you by surprise of just living life or being in the wrong place at the wrong time. 

 

Lift your eyes up.   Never stop looking up.   At one point and time or another it is hard for everyone.   Some have it much harder than others.  Some just don’t want to deal with at all so they float and ride the waves of whatever they can consume before it consumes them.   And it will!  It always does…

It does not matter who we are; we all have to fight forward for those who need help and support as well our own beings.    Not in anger, not in strive, not in bitterness because life does not go according to the plans set forth.

Damn if I was mad over every single moment something didn’t turn out.      I would have dried up and disappeared a long time ago.    I have to purpose daily, and it does not always win that happy joy, joy smiling moment.       Some days I am so exhausted and discouraged feeling like I could be so much more if I just became more selfish and forget everyone else and just ran off living for myself.

Remembering all the times I did do that and was so stinking blessed undeservingly in my youth.   And no, I am not old, but I have lived enough to know that it is God who breathes life into these dry bones that will return to the dust they once were breathed to life.

 

Come alive and really live!   What does that look like for you?   Are you in a dead-end relationship where you cannot stand each other but you tolerate each other because of maybe the kids, maybe you have too much financial equity that you know neither of you are willing to take what you truly worked for but want everything the other has?   How about being stuck in that domestic emotional and/or physical relationship that is going to destroy you in the end.   But you feel you have no where to go so you just hope for the best that it will get better.

 

Living on the streets, you lost everything not by anyone’s fault but just how life works sometimes, or maybe you have lost everything you think was all that gave you life and you don’t know how to get back on track.   

If you got back up today and you have air in your lungs.   No matter how much it hurts to breathe.    God has purpose and plans for you.   Call out to him and ask him to show you the way.  Today, right here, right now and any tomorrow’s you may receive.

 

It won’t be any easier, but you will find a strength deep within that no one will ever be able to take from you…  His grace that surrounds and consume and protects all that you were meant to be.

Take the stand for something positive not to prove anything to anyone but to lead the way.  No matter what it costs you in the world.    Dare to be different… Dare to be your own person.  Dare to love without an agenda, Dare to accept love without ever really knowing what it means.

Dare to be you as I will always continue to Dare as I also will always be me.  Always as I was, always as I can be, always as I might be.  Just always just me Kelly.

 

I never picked it, planned it, never any goals with someone supporting, pushing, and helping along the way.   Yes, sure wanted to be a vet, wanted to go into the peace corps, wanted to fall in love and have a family and live and love with that one forever.    Wanted to be something different, something that gives light and not constantly needing to keep up and be like anyone else.  

 

No matter what I picked, became, or even am classified in this great world of judgement.   I will stand surrendered to the one who called me his own.  For Christ bled out on that cross in great hope of humanity, love, and kindness and all he believed could be.   In awe, never enough that I could ever come close.  Despite what I want, what I dream, who I am or who I loved or love.    Christ Jesus is the reason we are allowed to choose and why we are allowed to just breathe even on the days we seem to be drowning.

Kindness matters in the logical world of things.    We all do what we do, and it matters.   But do not let it consume you so much that you are no longer you but that of what the world says you have to be.     And if you do… just be good, kind and be a light even when you cannot find one.  Dig in and fight forward until you do.

 

Meditation Opportunities Daily Devotion @Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)      “Whenever you feel distant from Me, whisper my name in loving trust.”

Proverbs 18:10 The name of the Lord is a strong tower; the righteous run to it and are save.

Acts 4:12 Salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to men by which we must be saved.

John 16:34  “Until now you have not asked for anything in my name.  Ask and you will receive, and your joy will be complete.” 

Sunday 5-11-2025_PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe (AlwaysMeKelly)

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