Wednesday, March 25, 2020

Weep No More (AlwaysMeKelly) March 25th 2020

Today I weep, I pray for those in suffering as the sins of this world plague our Holy Spirit. 

Today I weep,  I pray as loved ones fall apart, fall to prey, fall to silence.  

Today I weep, I pray for the battles within that turn to everything worldly; yet forget about how they got here in the first place. But manage to damn Christ our King.   As if they realize just what they are doing.   Such foolish human-beings. 

Today I weep, I pray for now we are to be still.  We find the truth, the light in Gods will for our next steps in vision, hearing or anything we say. 

Today as the wind whips the birds sing out, as they know I Am, was here then, now and forever is eternal in my time and stay. 

For no virus, no weapons, no good deeds or just doing as you please will save or seal your souls fate. 

Do you believe in me?
Say it out loud!
Do you want eternal life and forgiveness for any, for all the sins you bore?  

Confess calling out  upon my Son Jesus Christ he is waiting to for you to open the door into your souls. 

I promise no matter what;  if you do the blessings are far beyond what happens next in, for or to you in this worldly life.   You will be blessed eternally and weep no more. 

However, if you think you got this you are kindly mistaken.  your soul shall be taken; this is a fact for sure.

Answer I Am knocking; I Am for you always.   And you shall weep no more.

Sunday, March 22, 2020

03.Wk4_2020_March(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)


Music pulled from https://www.youtube.com/ and are free for public consumption**** Bible Verses pulled from https://www.biblegateway.com/ unless noted otherwise and are free for public consumption****   (NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TPT-The Passion Translation)



March Verse of the Month @Mandisa Word Warriors (http://bit.ly/wordwarriors2020)



Our Sonship and the Father’s Plan     Every spiritual blessing in the heavenly realm has already been lavished upon us as a love gift from our wonderful heavenly Father, the Father of our Lord Jesus—all because he sees us wrapped into Christ. This is why we celebrate him[a] with all our hearts!    Ephesians 1:3 (TPT)

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Date: 03/28/2020 Saturday

Verse of the Day (Biblegateway.com):

1 Timothy 2:5-6 (TPT)

For God is one, and there is one Mediator between God and the sons of men—the true man, Jesus, the Anointed One. He gave himself as ransom-payment for everyone. Now is the proper time for God to give the world this witness.

Soul Vibes and Starters (YouTube.Com)

https://youtu.be/3khH9ih2XJg  “Turn The Page” @ Bob Segar

https://youtu.be/Nnu1E5Kslig   “Stairway To Heaven” @ Led Zeppelin

https://youtu.be/YxRN2f7MNwc  “Paler Shade Of You” @ Pam Mark Hall

https://youtu.be/UNoouLa7uxA   “Foolish Games” @ Jewel

https://youtu.be/xirk18P889U  “Lovely” @ Billie Eilish ft. Khalid

https://youtu.be/BNi9fOjXx-Y “The Storm_1080P from the Master” @ Yanni

https://youtu.be/sIaT8Jl2zpI  “You Say” @ Lauren Daigle

https://youtu.be/QNtx_UjdIgA   “Fire By Night 9106 Friends ” @ DC Talk

https://youtu.be/ITOdkHZi8Kw  “My Will ” @ DC Talk

https://youtu.be/osaAQ5UT8_M    “Faith ” @ Jordan Feliz

https://youtu.be/S15mk_5nTdY “Wherever I Go ” @ Dan Bremnes

  

Meditation Opportunities (Biblegateway.com):

(NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TBT-The Passion Translation) 

Philippians 2:17 (TPT) 17 But I will rejoice even if my life is poured out like a liquid offering to God over your sacrificial and surrendered lives of faith.[a]
Mark 10:15 (TPT)  But I have this against you: you have abandoned the passionate love you had for me at the beginning.[a]
Isaiah 54:5-6 (TPT) For your Maker is your husband; his name is Yahweh, Commander of Angel Armies!  Your Kinsman-Redeemer is the Holy One of Israel!  He has the title Mighty God of All the Earth![a]   For I, Yahweh, have invited you to come back like a depressed, deserted wife. Like a young wife who has experienced rejection,  I am drawing you back to me,” says Yahweh.

Isaiah 26:3 (TPT) Perfect, absolute peace surrounds[a] those whose imaginations[b] are consumed with you; they confidently trust in you.

Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives and/or feelings):
Thank you Jesus for this new day of opportunities and acknowledgement as I journey through this morning wherever I go you are always there with me.   With us!     It does not matter what the story of yesterday is or what we think tomorrow could be.

You are right beside me!  On those long and lonely, lost highways where we must turn the pages and lock somethings deep within and just give those things, we cannot shake to you forever at the cross.

For the non-believer none of what riddles out of this mind maze really makes any sense as they live by feeling or being a so-called realist only believing in what they can see.

What is an atheist that believes in nothing; when actually they believe in something even if it is nothing.

I am not here tapping out this overflow of this mind allowed up another day.  As a matter of fact, allowed to jump up really early thinking I was late for work with the joke being on me; being it is Saturday.    Not that it matters being the days eventually run together.

Yes, I will mention these crazy moments where the uncertainty sneaks in and play with these wires that always stay firing full throttle.

But yes, I will choose to praise the one true God, name of all names Jesus Christ.

So can the thoughts of turning the page to a new day looking for that stairway to heaven that no we cannot buy our way up.  For the spirits cry out leaving the voices just left standing.    No connection, with that huge void we chase the unseen demons to fill. 

I am just a different shade of you but internally we are all at sometime of our lives playing foolish games with our own ego’s or that of those that put their trust and faith into who we are or they think we will be.


So many times, I thought I found a way out; none were true until I found Jesus and then everything changed.  And even then, so many unanswered questions for this heart of glass and mind either crazy or just made of stone.   You just never go away since the day I found you; but someday I will make it from here.

Not even the perfect storm can destroy or displace the one firm foundation that creates all things from the dust.     Why are where here now in this time, this season.  Knowing creation of man kind was God’s gift to humanity and to himself.   Even if he has had to put the world in timeout, awakening the opportunities for every soul breathing to know just who He is.  There is nothing we can do, no matter where we search to find a better place or that of the only one who holds the power and glory.   

You can believe in what you will; you can allow what we cannot control consume us to the point we lose the ability to have any peace within whatever space we are allowed.

We are not the sum of every high or low we experience in this world we were given.   However Jesus says; in 2 Chronicles 7:14 (KJV)“If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.”

We are not hidden from the mercy or grace God has to offer.  No matter what this world is or is not; no matter what anyone has or has not done for each individual.   God’s angel army is awaiting to rescue each one of us.   If only we believe and call out changing our behavior trying to fit into this world.    It is not our final destination this is a fact.   Look around in the unfortunate circumstances we are experiencing here and now.

No matter what yours or my will is; we have to have faith.  We all believe in something far beyond what just directly in front of us.   Including our family, our friends.  Or the feelings we experience when we feel we are totally alone.

God has given each one of his creation the freedom of will and choice.  We get to choose what we will do next.   Even in this time when the unseen enemy is everywhere.   No matter when it really started or was created.   Covid19 is here and the level playing ground to open our hearts, our minds and all we are, all we have to turn to the truth and promise in Jesus, even if it is not bringing us physical comforts or pleasures in the hear and now.   If we are given a new day we have been blessed.   

Look around, look what as nations we have done up to this point to our universe.   Look at the imprint we have made even when we directly are not physically participating in what we think is not damaging.   Waters turning back to crystal blue and not just on those great vacation spots.   The carbon footprint across the nations dropping and the silence alone allows us to be still and truly find your way to know who the Lord is.  Be still and be thankful and answer Jesus calling.

Heck yes, it is hard even for the faith believers and all those that live by faith out spreading the gospel and doing their best to shine bright for God.      Fill your spirit with all that is good, all that is truth all that is a peace indescribable that allows you to fall in love over and over no matter what the storm around us will be.

Synergy and celebrations in Christ for a person is a person created by God no matter how big or small.     Let go of your worries and reach to the heavens. For the one who created the stars, the moon and all the galaxies.     Trying to figure things out or confirming what we believe can be truth or not.    Just like everything happens for a reason we all have to believe in something.  I choose to live in peace and believe in my God and the Bible and the history that has gone unchanged for more than 2000 years.      We may change how we think and come up with craziness like being gender neutral or arguing what is okay to do or what is not.

I believe in morality, respect, loyalty and more than that Jesus Christ the son of God sent down, crucified, died and came back to life so he can live within us in peace, in love and in truth.

Our God is a jealous God but more importantly indescribable

https://youtu.be/aVsqCLyoU3o  “Our God Is Indescribable ” @ Louie Giglio

Psalm 68:35 (TPT)     35 God, we are consumed with awe, trembling before you as your glory streams from your Holy Place.  The God of power shares his mighty strength with Israel and with all his people.   God, we give our highest praise to you!



Thank you for this new day; thank you for the music and allowing me to look back and know my blessings in my future.  Thank for the music that feeds my soul and all who play a grand part in that.    Holy Spirit, fill this land, fill this vessel.  May your will be done.  Amen


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Date: 03/27/2020 Friday



Verse of the Day (Biblegateway.com):


Psalm 62:7 NIV


My salvation and my honor depend on God; he is my mighty rock, my refuge.

 

Soul Vibes and Starters (YouTube.Com)

https://youtu.be/TEVqGlRcjF4  “Psalm 42” @ Tori Kelly

https://youtu.be/6xx0d3R2LoU  “Reckless Love” @ Cory Ashbury

https://youtu.be/0IORSWpGcMU  “What A Beautiful Name” @ Hillsong United Live in Israel

https://youtu.be/r49V9QcYheQ  “Take Courage @ Kristene DiMarco

https://youtu.be/mqF1EhsBz0A  “Hosanna @ Hillsong United from the HOLY LAND in Jerusalem

https://youtu.be/EhKSRIvDFI0  “Good Grace” @ Hillsong United

https://youtu.be/zmNc0L7Ac5c   “Another In The Fire” @ Hillsong United

https://youtu.be/qTKHcb9oJBg   “Everybody Get Up” @ Fred Hammond |United Tenors

Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives and/or feelings):
Thank you Father God for this new day, the air in my lungs the bird’s song in my ears and the vision of all that is in front of me.   Thank you for another new day of opportunity to love and be loved.  Thank you for all you are for me.
So, my soul needs you Lord; I need you Lord.  There has never been more truth to those words.  This world is not our home.   We are just passing through.  Even though we would have never imagined in our day in time so many would be lost to a pandemic of a virus that man made.

Never would this generation ever be ready for such a time is this.  Were there signs that you tried to get our attention with; just to say listen to me, turn to me or the plagues will come.   Or is this clearly just that of the power and greed gone wrong as it always does.

No matter what the case may be; you Jesus allowed me another new day to rise with blessings of life even if what the normal was is gone as we know it and we are to pause, pray and wait on you.

Lord, as the beautiful song of birds fill the morning air, may the peace of God wash over all I am connected and allow them to speak loudly how much they too need you.

If only we all, including me; were so reckless chasing you and your love that just sits there waiting for us all. 

 If we spent half as much time chasing you Father God, as we do towards our own selfish ambitions that serve only our individual egos.

That next great performance, that next great movie, the next new fashion, the next fancy home, car, those vacations as we walk past so many in need for just basic necessities, even that of just a kind word to let them know they have meaning; or even that to help teach those less fortunate how to love themselves.   No, we do not have to be rich to shine your light, your wisdom or plant the seeds.    Yet, so often we have just stayed within our own circles or done our good across the oceans while so many that are right in our own back yards desperately need your love and guidance.

Right or wrong, I am no judge because I too even though I step up allot, pick and choose don’t I!


 If we have not yet understood things, we certainly will soon.  As  all that glitters is not gold.  In fact, even if it was it has no meaning when the world stops.

If only we all knew what true love really was through you Jesus?
Selfless, pure love filled with forgiveness through all the pain, brokenness as we bleed out on the floor just as you do each time, we are broken, your blood flows through that old wooden cross.

Waiting for you Father God; What Next?

So many are leaving this world daily; only to be lost forever.   Leaving brokenness that cannot be healed for whatever they left behind.    All because they never took the time to know you Jesus. Not just now which is beyond scary.   Not just the drugs, alcohol, violence or hate crimes.   Were they not enough;  now we have truly come to see the unseen is real.

Scary times beyond all measure.  I am not sure if the unrest with me is this invisible killer or the craziness those in so called power have been allowed, which will create more hurting and killing off and destruction of this great land that once was.   All by greed, and power choices.

None of us ever get it perfect; but for this great universe to be stopped in its tracks; It is you alone that should have our attention and allowing those with power the great discernments to correct what has been unleashed.     Yet we know they cannot get past themselves.

Times are getting closer we all by now should know this.   Yet, what will the choices of each soul you allowed life into be?

These thoughts as I started this Friday.  Up, showering and getting dressed as if I am walking out the door.    Keeping things as normal as we possibly can.   Thankful for the music you allow to feed my soul.    What if the music stops?

As we know so much will never be the same; the impacts to me alone does and will bring tears from the depths of this soul.   Just as for me, so much of those songs shared last night in the virtual gathering filling us with so much peace and truth.     Thankful for this level ground that even those at the top of their game have you living within their spirit.


Thankful, even for a brief moment in your clock of time Jesus; all who believe in you know it is time to reflect hope in ever breath we are given.   Tomorrow is never promised.  We knew that before this Covaid19, and we will know it far after.  And all who read the history books will still get to choose walking and breathing your will in or that of darkness.



 Lord, may we not seek you for just what you can do for us; but just to be with your son Jesus as the lover of my soul, friend forever, confidant and the truth that sustains me.   Granting brief glimpses of all that awaits.    Full of compassion and mystery overlaid in your abundant beauty as the harps play loudly; the trumpets will one day sound.    You allow our connections, allow our choices knowing we must rely on you alone.



May we all seek you at all times, while being thankful and beautifully broken at any given time; understand just how truly known by and with you we are.



You Jesus are the Alpha and the Omega, Beginning and End.   Anything of this earth can be come an idol, a distraction.  May we not lose our way but be steadfast growing forward in and with you now and any time we are given.



May all your children come together Jesus, remembering where our help comes from.  Serving one another and being the church as you created us to be.   Even through the tears, through the pain or even through the celebrations.    No matter what next is coming; may we never forget how to love like you.   



Thank you for this new day.   May I never stop purposing for you Jesus in all I see and all I do. 

For we are never alone in the light or darkness.  You Jesus have always been here with us.

What is yet to come is far greater beyond any storm of unseen certainty.   Use your children God; show us in Your will now and always. 



Change does so many different things to so many.  The new normal are far beyond comprehension at this global level.   We alone belong to you Jesus; nothing will ever change that. Even when we do not acknowledge the truth.



So many in crises even your children who love you dearly; are questioning the strength that you alone put within.      Psalms 68:35 (TPT) tells us long ago  what holds true today.       God, we are consumed with awe, trembling before you as your glory streams from your Holy Place. The God of power shares his mighty strength with Israel and with all his people. God, we give our highest praise to you!

Though I am just a speck of dust blowing in this vast universe we are all here and now watching, waiting, reacting, praying.     Hear these prayers Jesus!   Hear the hearts full of love, wanting and needing all you are.   Protect us from the darkness and if we are to be entangled may we submit to you alone.     Your church will forever be changed; this world is forever at your mercy.   You were there in the fire; you were there in the lions’ den you are forever here with all of us now.



May our egos be laid at the foot of the cross, may your creation unify for your will, shining bright until only you dim the candle.



Thank you, Jesus!



Meditation Opportunities (Biblegateway.com):
(NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TBT-The Passion Translation) 

Romans 12:2 (NKJV) And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God.

Revelation 2:4 (TPT)  But I have this against you: you have abandoned the passionate love you had for me at the beginning.[a]

Colossians 1:27 (TPT) 27 Living within you is the Christ who floods you with the expectation of glory! This mystery of Christ, embedded within us, becomes a heavenly treasure chest of hope filled with the riches of glory for his people, and God wants everyone to know it!





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Date: 03/26/2020 Thursday



Verse of the Day (Biblegateway.com):


Philippians 1:29 NIV



For it has been granted to you on behalf of Christ not only to believe in him, but also to suffer for him,

Soul Vibes and Starters (YouTube.Com)

https://youtu.be/o113pk2cC9I  “Lose Myself” @ TobyMac | Eye On It

https://youtu.be/FaP8fKAR2Og   “Great Are You Lord” @ Casting Crowns

https://youtu.be/n0FBb6hnwTo   “Goodness Of God(Live) @ Jenn Johnson | VICTORY

https://youtu.be/g4_kaiegpSo    “The Stand @ Hillsong United

 

Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives and/or feelings):

Barely able to wake up this morning; getting in this habit that I walk 500 feet to the other room makes the urgency to get up and get moving lazy.   But as I lay there listening to the alarm going off with Lose Myself, I am reminded it is more than the normal we are forced at times to adapt to.

Thinking forward, who knows what will come.  Thinking back being in a timeout of uncertainty of this world seems somewhat okay considering some of the things that we have already come through in our journey.

Is this the reminder teaching many that everything in this world is temporary or even that of scattering all God’s people once again for not paying attention and listening?

In either case, I am thankful for this new day of opportunities and whatever you allow Jesus. 

In all honesty I am periodically weepy.   Just thinking of all who do not have you and the masses that are lost and those that are left behind to so much darkness that is and will be in this planet.

As I walk by the mirror looking at the me in the mirror I read my sleeping T-shirt with big praying hands reflecting Blood Donor and Proverbs 11:25 (TPT) verse which I looked up again this morning just to feed this mind of who you are.   Not sure what version it is in but I went to The Passion Translation 25 Those who live to bless others[a]  will have blessings heaped upon them, and the one who pours out his life to pour out blessings will be saturated with favor.

It is your breath that is in our lungs, Jesus; so why do we not pour out the praise and thanks for even the simple things given.   Much less when we allow greed to step in and dictate who lives, who dies, who deserves this or that.

I flash back to conversation in an eight-grade social studies class conversation with our teacher Mr. Kapp.  Yeah, pretty funny I can remember history like a vault locked tight but barely five minutes ago.    Anyway, that conversation back then was about society and money.

  Talking about hard times and some of the historical events that took place back then.   And me openly wondering why we ever changed from the barter system helping one another.  If money caused so many problems back then, why we continued to allow it to be a capitalist world.

There were no answers back then other than selfishness and greed; just as there is none here today.   Yes, my perception when it comes to somethings  is truly still that of a child who knows little to nothing and I prefer to keep it that way.   

I never want to become the greedy soul that puts everything they can get and have, above life in this planet.  Even if I end up with nothing; it’s okay because I have already had a glimpse into what this world is really like. 

When I am blessed, I share.  That is who I am fully understanding that No, we can’t all go save the world, nor are we the one’s that have the authority.  But I believe if every soul on this planet did one kind act to pay it forward without expectation.  The world would change as we know it or knew it.

Waking up a dreamer sometimes is easy to hide behind especially when you dream, and they don’t always make sense or are not pleasant.

Whatever the case I believe in the God of Miracles with all that I am.  Which most likely is why I have a hard time believing in people sometimes.  It doesn’t help that it has been at the hands of people; those known well and unknown that I have lived and watched selfishly harm and take whatever they can from me, from others.

I can only pray that everyone I am connected; everyone I have come to truly appreciate and deeply love come to know the goodness of God!   Feeling the peace through all the atmosphere in this tired universe crying out for peace.

 For me, no matter on the times I found myself looking back to waking fighting for breath and life, to fighting through a very dark period and losing who I was from age ten through sixteen to somehow fighting forward not having a clue. 

Just knowing if I did not have purpose I was going to die.    Then fighting hard the demons from being pulled out of the bottom of a pool, to not letting the trigger go off, that ice pick ever reaching me or even all the casual back sliding that I did for so many years when I would become selfish and walk and pity for myself because of things that just were not anything for me.   Not having purpose in this world, feeling unloved is just wishing and wanting your time to come and finally be over. 

 
 I could blame it on society and did for so many years before I knew who you were Jesus. 

Then on those days when my heart would break seeing the news of those babies that were given to the demons that were not saved.  Wondering why I was still here; until the one day I stopped wondering and knew there were things to do.  Words to write and even when it turns out wrong help to give.

I used to worry what others thought of me; and yes, I still suffer with self-image moments.

  But the difference of then and now and the in-between years.    I know who I belong to and who I am in Jesus Christ.  As I also have been learning we all get there in our own time.  

The one thing I can always say is, that we never stop praying for our loved ones.

I am not sure who prayed for me through my time; but I am thankful. My own children know of you God; but I pray deeply they come in relationship with you through your son Jesus Christ and live it.    What that looks like I do not know for them.   I barely understand what it looked like for me until I look back remembering; somehow from getting on that church bus the first time in Jacksonville Florida in 1974 and as a kid asking if I could be baptized when they did a calling and they allowed it. 

To walking forward in Red Rock Christ Church in 1995 as an adult and openly taking that dip one more time in front of my child to show my commitment in 2005.    The victory is yours Jesus not mine.   

 Though my story there has had so many twists, turns and broken pieces.  It is you that I have been allowed to find myself and learn what love really feels like.

I mean what I say when I refuse to let the temporary of this world, steal the blessings I have been given to know and feel in this love.  

If that means I am physically here in a room alone until the day, He takes me home.  Even with tears streaming on some days more than others.   I shall weep no more knowing nothing can give me what the Lord God himself has.     Being in love and knowing the connection of that one true soulmate feeding the pulses and electrons flowing through the veins to indescribable journeys.

Craving all of them to just wrap the goodness into one and breathe the very essence of everything good about them.  Knowing all the beautiful imperfections are the steps to Gods beautiful lessons.     But being in love with Jesus is beyond anything beautiful that we can see or say.

In both situations you will stumble, fall, get bruised and battered but it suddenly does not hurt any longer when you know what is in the world is and forever will be temporary; as is anything it or anyone within it can do to or for you.

When you allow Jesus in; and he allows love to connect deep within your soul.   You know who you belong to no matter what that looks like on the outside.

Imagine feeling like you were just tossed out all your life; not understanding why the father you knew married to your mother; father of siblings could not  and would not tell you why he just never wanted anything to do with you.   To find at age 55 you were never his that you were actually a product of a crime against your mother.

Then knowing DNA does not lie right; you call her and ask, and the story comes out.   Thank you, Jesus, for being deep within these veins as the story unfolds then, now and anything you have in store for any tomorrows.  

I cannot explain how I went from lost to found; I cannot tell you when I stopped trying to understand the reasons or find the reasons why and even that of hating myself and not having purpose.

Yes, everyone wants love and sometimes they get rejected, beaten and battered so much the snap. 

Some just settle and take whatever the darkness releases and others mask and chase the demons to not feel.   And every now and again some hear the calling the knock at the door and open it wide and are blessed to understand without understanding feeling the full grace of God.

I am sure I have no clue.  The love I have been given and the ability to build that wall and stay guarded yet love not allowing my heart to harden.   Learning how to use fighting forward what was beautifully broken for reasons far greater than I can ever be.  

Well I could tell you story after story and it would never be enough until you yourself actually open up and let Jesus in.

 Skeptical Oh yes.    No one with any independence and ability wants to ever get caught up and drink the Kool-Aid, right?

What can I say, what can I do?  Take the stand right where you are and be at peace for whatever is left to come.  Two minutes or twenty years.    

I will never regret all I have lived through during my time allowed on this earth.   I would not be who I am today, had I not been saved by God’s Grace alone.

Am I known for my loyalty before, during and forever after my walking the walk and daily purposing to have all I can of Jesus flowing within me. 

 Reserved absolutely; and a realist; stubborn as all get out and so very blessed to be.

No one knows what God’s plans for whatever is to come.  I like many do not know.  But I know regardless it is not over yet.

I pray for the peace and healing of all I am connected; through the day to day and all the loss and heartbreak that was and will come. 

I pray that our God, show all His chosen the way of what next and we all know who we really are stepping up and stepping out. In faith to shine lights so bright the darkness is forever blinded.


Like all things in life, waiting to achieve something or waiting on someone and waiting on Jesus; means we must purpose and focus our attention on Him in anticipation of all that is good, pure and truth to bless and wash over all of us.  Trying to figure life out ourselves will only bring more humility that we can stand and even that anxiety and stress that should not be.

   Know who you are in Jesus.   Meet Him right where you are and know you are not in control.  Ask Him alone to guide your steps and give you the purpose you need to courageously get out and take on the goliaths of this world.  If that means the here and now just doing what we can for those in need during this unseen virus.   To being on our knees in prayers.  Whatever Jesus says; Just Do It! 

Meditation Opportunities (Biblegateway.com):
(NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TBT-The Passion Translation) 

Lamentations 3:24-26 (TPT) 24 I say to myself, “The Lord is my portion;
    therefore I will wait for him.”   
25 The Lord is good to those whose hope is in him,
    to the one who seeks him;
  26 it is good to wait quietly for the salvation of the Lord.
Isaiah 40:31 (TPT) 31 but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles;  they will run and not grow weary; they will walk and not be faint.
Psalm 16:11 (NKJV) 11 You will show me the path of life;  In Your presence is fullness of joy;
At Your right hand are pleasures forevermore.

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Date: 03/25/2020 Wednesday




Verse of the Day (Biblegateway.com):

1 John 1:9 NIV


If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.

Soul Vibes and Starters (YouTube.Com)


https://youtu.be/YNqo4Un2uZI “It Is Well | You Make Me Brave” @ Kristene DiMarco


https://youtu.be/fiyYoe678yI  “Broken Vessels (Amazing Grace)” @ Hillsong Worship


https://youtu.be/RwYuKlbk6BQ  “So I Will  (100 Billion X)” @ Amanda Lindsey Cook


 


Meditation Opportunities (Biblegateway.com):
(NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TBT-The Passion Translation) 


1 Corinthians 10:10 (TPT) 10 And we must not embrace their ways by complaining—grumbling with discontent, as many of them did,[a] and were killed by the destroyer![



Hebrews 12:28-29 (TPT) 28 Since we are receiving our rights[a] to an unshakeable kingdom[b] we should be extremely thankful and offer God the purest worship that delights his heart[c] as we lay down our lives in absolute surrender, filled with awe.[d] 29 For our God is a holy, devouring fire![e]



Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives and/or feelings):


Thank you, Lord, for allowing me to see the love in your eyes.  Thank you for allowing me to know how you laid yourself down to heal the broken and for me to truly know it is well with my soul.



As I get up another day in this now normal and start wiping down the kitchen then the table and even my work area before starting for the day.    I am blessed to know you washed me clean and gave me purpose when I had none.

For anyone reading this, it may not make sense or maybe it does.  You have to be there in those broken places of your life to know truly what it feels like to be healed and loved from the inside out.



That does not mean set yourself up for failure; nor does it mean this here and now will make a difference to convince you to meet and learn who Jesus Christ really is and allow Him to introduce to our Father God.

I cannot even explain as it is more than that significant loss, illness or even wandering the world wondering why me.   Or I really messed up this time and there is no way to recover or get back from here.

I can assure you it is far more than any pandemic or mistake or even like or dislike of our own physical being.   

It is more than the “Women at the Well found in “John 41:40” or the Healing of the women in the crowd found in “Mark 5:24-29”  or even feeding the hungry, calming the storm or filling the boat teaching the disciples to be fisherman of men.

So much and so many of what is written in the Bible; so many more unwritten in here and now for the many that have answered the calling of Jesus.

Not just any of my story which may not be as bad as some, or worse than others.   None of which made any sense at times why or even how I am able to be here today.

The point is if Jesus, if God the Father weighing in on your mind in your heart and you are struggling to believe or even question.   He is there.  He has always been right next to us, right in front of us, behind us with us.    We are the one’s that choose to acknowledge or ignore what will always be the truth.

Anyone of us know there is a spiritual war that has been going on for centuries long before we were allowed into this world and long after.

What spirit will you allow within your soul to lead.   I pray it is that of good, striving if so towards purity, kindness learning what mercy and grace is.   Even when we will continually fall short.

Perfection belongs to the creator alone; although we may call it OCD, or pet peeves or anything else the worldly labels given.  We are far from perfect even if; we will spend hours to prove that it is according to the worldly standards in front of us.



Yes, it matters that we show gratitude and appreciation for what we are blessed with.  Be it  a shack with a tin roof and dirt floor; a tent in the middle of a vast forest or a mansion in Beverly Hills.     From one end of this known universe to the other unknown.     Trust me when I say; in the end none of it will matter anyway.

What is the state of your soul and what and where we end up when our souls leave the vessels we are given matter for the eternal state they will forever be.



I know deep craziness you think.   No, I am not going crazy, as I was crazy long before I found my value and who gives me breath each day I am allowed up.

So as my world is sometimes just as messed up or blessed as the next.  We are all on level playing ground now in the worldly sandbox we have been given.   

Know who you are in God and who he is you!   Even the demons tremble at His presence.  None of us are victims.  No matter what good things happen for bad souls or bad things happen to precious innocence or even us.

If you are not taken out when the carpet is pulled out from under you; when you are run over by that Mack truck or even steam rolled by misfortune, brokenness and loss.

GET BACK UP!  If you are not taken out completely; take a deep breath no matter how it hurts and pull yourself up, brush yourself off and know.   If you are still here; you have greater purpose than that of what has just occurred.   What you have or do not have only matters to you and those you surround yourself with.



Any true child of the one true God no matter what their status will be called to always love the soul for who they are and not what they do or have done.

Nothing happens without reason.  Do not get stuck chasing the why it happened.  Why it did not work out as you expected.   Or even in some cases you do not give much thought to an end result, but you sometimes get tripped up on why it was tied to you in the first place.



God knows all things.  He knew back then; he will know 100 billion years from now.  Be it you choose to believe it or not.   He knows when we are hurting, just as he seen the pain and suffering his own Son Jesus Christ would endure.

There is so much unknown, but one thing is for sure; we are all in a time out right here, right now.  How we deal with it matters.  How and what we believe in matters.  No matter the cause; remember why humanity was allowed in the first place.  

Obedience in Jesus Christ does not mean we do not have a life, or fun or beautiful experiences with others.     Love, Kindness, Respect, Mercy and Grace with all the fruits of His spirit “Galatians 5:22-23, 1 John 4:16, 1 Corinthians 13:4-8, Romans 5:1, Nehemiah 8:10”

Do your best in vigilance to follow the guidelines in flattening the curve of this virus that has stopped and changed the world as we will ever know it.

Look out for those around you; we all bleed red.   We do not have to have the same skin color or beliefs to acknowledge humanity needs us to work together.    Help those that cannot help themselves.   Not just to help to for any personal gain; but truly show the kindness you would hope to expect when in need.    Protect the innocent children that are in harm’s way.

This is the biggest test the world has been challenged with in our time.  For the unseen enemy that will sneak in and take us out and we will never even know when it has arrived.



It will rob our health, our sanity, our peace, our love and hope in the promises of God.    We are all in this together.   Love one another as God has the whole world in His hands.  Have you a relationship with Jesus Christ His Son?   

Find the peace that only they can fill the void with washing away all that should not be.



Thank you, Jesus, for allowing me another day to rise up and all that you allow to flow out of this mind maze.  Thank you for the mercy and grace you allow me here and now.   As I continue to do the new normal of this day.  Direct my steps and reflect all you are through anything I am allowed to say or do.

You know all things, every disappointment, every need of healing, ever mind, body and soul emotionally or physically.  You know what is and what will be.  May your mercy love and grace shine bright for and with all I am connected including allowing it to flow through these veins. 

Thank you for all that was; Thank you for any tomorrows.



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Date: 03/24/2020 Tuesday




Verse of the Day (Biblegateway.com):


For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Soul Vibes and Starters (YouTube.Com)


https://youtu.be/NO4gu9KZvkQ   “Looking Back on Yesterday” @ Jelly Roll feat. Big Lazy and Smurf Durrt


https://youtu.be/Jv8IqJm6q7w    “I’ll Find You” @ Lecrae ft. Tori Kelly


https://youtu.be/N1JcPmsoNkE  “Dancing in the Sky” @ Dani and Lizzy


https://youtu.be/DLBvCTV23qw   “Nothing Else” @ (feat. Cody Carnes) The Belonging Co


https://youtu.be/wJghcUSZyK4    “See a Victory and Surrounded” @ Brandon Lake from Praise Party 2019





Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives and/or feelings):
Thank you Lord for what is given and what is lost.   Be it the seriousness and heart felt needs in this world or the simple toils or words twisted leaving impact to what is so greatly unknown.



Blessed thinking back to the days as a child as we all played out on a winters day face planting on that icy hill, or  that young mother just barely getting into the store she was opening when the stranger in the darkness out of no where showed up trying to get the door opened behind her.



Darkness in this world and so many unknown reasons why left to entangle the soul that should rest in you.  So much put out there yet so little good to be consumed.

Choices we all have them; the greatest blessing of all time everyone knows they get to choose.  Yet many will ignore that opportunity to lean in on dependencies of that crutch and reasoning why they do what they do.



Sure, some will even truly believe they deserve to do and make the choices they are.  Not caring about anything or anyone.



Little do they get it until far too late; none of us deserve a thing.  For all you have done to give us life was blessing enough.    Doing our best to walk in love in harmony in peace.   



The music will never stop with you Jesus, even if it does in the here and now.  For the saints and angels’ harps are playing loudly on this very day.   Celebrating you have gotten the worlds attention.  Even if many will still choose to look the other way.



Sadness, doom, gloom; NO!   Though we will see the light with love deeper than anything this world can fathom.    Your work, your children, your world Father God still has much to do.

One by one or thousands by thousands.  You Jesus will always make the way.

Be it in the dark of night, or brightest sun.  Jesus you have our attention!

What to do, what to say.  As we are in this ultimate timeout, and me one never to be made to be still.  Laughing out loud.   How I remember I use to count sneaking out the back door barefoot and taking off into the neighborhood.  Counting to see how long before it was noticed I was gone.    After awhile the counting stopped.   

Freedoms of will and choice then and freedom of will and choice now.   We all get to choose.



Now is not the time to be selfish; even if we have no one to really care about.   Or think no one cares about us.   Jesus died so we could live.  WE All get to choose and believe in something.   Choose what is good, what is eternal.



What is in this world is temporary, sad but true.  Why creation allows us so much beauty and dreams only to take it away.  Well perhaps for those who know Jesus is just a glimpse of what is waiting on the other side. 

Far from really knowing myself, but from the beauty I have seen of Gods Country which is not as much as some and more than others.      I know the streets of gold and abundant colors with radiant orange blossom scents and harps playing through the paths of His kingdom; even if only a dream is more than enough to lift one’s spirits.

So, what if you do not like orange blossoms or harps.   To know the music that fills our souls here and now will be ten times better while dancing in the streets will be a must.  Is enough for me.    Starting right here, right now, right where we are.



We all have been given a time out to reflect on God’s promises.   What are we doing with that?

It is hard, I can assure you I get it when I am the only immersed believer in my home; although the young are aware not just ready to know what it means to make the decision and stand by it.  Or the older, just pounded on by Satan’s lies and spells.    Sometimes we are blinded by our own vulgarity and poisoned by the noise we allow in.

However, they are the blood of my blood and the prayers and wants for so much better for all I am connected never stop.



Anything I am, or ever could be including any connections I have.  Belong to Jesus Christ.  Does that stop the pain, or the pressures of the headaches when one is melting down around me?   Gosh no, watching your child get so sick that they end up in the hospital because they allow the world to feed the demons of anxiety not knowing if that is the time it all comes to a stop or not.  Knowing the scars that are cut deeply into the grandchildren where they are already without a or both parents.

Sometimes we do not choose because we cannot get past ourselves; sometimes we are so blinded by our anger we are consumed by the meism’s of this world that is all so temporary.

All we can do is fight forward in love and do our best to hold on when the layers are so heavy even the believer struggles for the air that God alone breaths in.



For me again today, I am thankful for this new day of opportunity even if nothing much comes of it.

Thankful for all the scars I have earned and praying for God’s mercy and grace through any days yet to come.



Praying God shows us the way of what next in all that is about to occur; now that He has our attention.



Even for those non-believers, you have to admit how can  it not be the King of the world when so much that was written more than 2000 years ago is coming to be again.



I do not need an answer, if anything I pray you take heart and seek Jesus right where you are no matter where that may be.



I am a child of God; I am blessed, and I am and have been beautifully broken throughout the time I am allowed.



My God is not finished yet; He is for me; He is for you! 

No matter what sadness I feel when I allow myself entangled in the world or just watching lost loves, lost lives, lost abilities.    I know there is so much more in and with allowing the Holy Spirit to come dwell within the vessel you are given. 



No, you won’t find me on the corner holding the sign but I will say no matter how much I or someone else prays for you or anyone.   None of us can make that relationship between you and Jesus Christ happen.    We can be the mediator reflecting the importance of you.  And yes God listens to every single prayer.



But each one of us has to choose.   You right where you are need to meet Jesus, in prayer allowing Him to come dwell within.  Will it immediately fix your current circumstances?   Not that you will see, but in the end.  Over time here or on the other side it makes the eternal difference.



I cannot explain it but just like Toby’s song sings about not seeing the wind, it is there, As is the God who allows the wind to blow.



Stop with the anger, stop with the vulgarities, stop with the doom and gloom and step up, step out in faith of the better that is yet to come.

Be for people in hope, in love with Christ.  



Yes, it is going to get worse before it gets better and no one even the believers of this world are exempt.    Be smart, be selfless and ready for the war around you.   God’s got this; but we are at the mercy of the here and now for all that does not believe or want Gods light.



It does not mean run out and hoard or hurt others.  It means fight the war with kindness and love.  Look out for those who need help.   Look out for those who need period.   Not just go to a church building recording services, or music.

Feed your spirit through that; but it is so much more and if you are a child of God you are called to active duty now.   In Prayer, In Faith, In word and deeds.    Nothing that you have matters until you put it towards those that matter to Jesus.



Thank you, Jesus, for all the thoughts you allowed me this morning.  For that that got wiped away in a single click to that which was replaced.  Hear our prayers, here our souls bind our love in you and with each other.  Thank you for this new day of opportunity.


Thank you for all my brothers and sisters in Christ that shine the light and feed our spirits even while the world still churns and burns around them.   Fill them with abundance of your continued mercy and grace shining on for all to see. 


 


 Nourishment to our mind, body and spirit is just a glimpse of you; sound of your heart view of all that is yet to come.  Thank you, Jesus, in you we are bullet proof.  https://youtu.be/4gG6ST0DVkw     “Bullet Proof” @ Citizen Way



Meditation Opportunities (Biblegateway.com):
(NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TBT-The Passion Translation) 


Psalm 89:15 (NIV) 15 Blessed are those who have learned to acclaim you,
    who walk in the light of your presence, Lord.



 Psalm 132:15 (NIV) Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.



 Isaiah 41:13  (NIV) 13 For I am the Lord your God who takes hold of your right hand
and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you.



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Date: 03/23/2020 Monday


Verse of the Day (Biblegateway.com):


If your faith remains strong, even while surrounded by life’s difficulties, you will continue to experience the untold blessings of God! True happiness comes as you pass the test with faith, and receive the victorious crown of life promised to every lover of God!

Soul Vibes and Starters (YouTube.Com)

https://youtu.be/HyjdUKMSM4E  “Here Again” @ Rheva Henry ( Spontaneous – I want more| Bethel Music)

https://youtu.be/_fY3l9AKPa0   “Touch of Heaven” @ David Funk

https://youtu.be/PnWKehsOXu8 “Blessed Be Your Name” @ Matt Redman

 

 


Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives and/or feelings):



Thoughts I awoke with, What happens when the music stops? 





What does that mean for you, the dance in your soul sways slowly filling with tears and oceans we never knew.   Those who live and breathe music that feeds within are the only one’s who really know what to do.


Keep writing, keep singing, keep shining that light.  For even in the darkest times the music which feeds one will never be taken out of the veins of those who have vision through the harmonies, notes or scales be it to the left or right.


The pain or sorrow that one may feel; never taken to be minimized for every second of lost love, lost souls, lost abilities is ever so real.      However, stand firm in faith, in harmony even if you have no words.    Let the tools given set sail. Play out from deep within your being; listen carefully for those who feed from every note.


It will never be over even when we go home, the band of the greats, songs of the late.   Will be joyous time no matter the fate.   For I believe with every fiber of my being.  The Lord Jesus Christ is the one true king.  





We are given music to dance with Him.   Choose wisely what you put your efforts in. No matter an artist, spectator or just blessed to be within.        What happens when the music stops for you?   Where will you go, who will you run to?


Hold tight in faith, do whatever it takes.  Feed your spirit, feed your soul.  Even when those who try to distract you, rob you, let you down with broken hearts.     Know the one true King and all His angels are playing loudly on those musical harps.


We all get to choose!   What is it you will do; what is it will you listen to?


Thank you, Lord, for another new day.  Thank you for allowing me to know I am not enough, unless you come!

Will you meet me and all I am connected here again?   Jesus so many will deny you as they have so many times  before.  Later to cry out while in great need wishing and wanting during times of trouble.   Father forgive them for not understanding how you are with them always.  All anyone has to do is allow you in, walking in obedience, doing our best with and for you.
Judging not for those who will deny the truth, standing clear and out of harms way.  For the darkness will consume so many.  Please meet me here again Jesus.  Ever second of every day you allow me up.  I pray your spirit never leaves me, through all the noise and chaos of this vast world and all that is, was or will be.

In my own home, be with the blood of my blood.  Not just when they are in need.  May they truly turn to you and stop their own madness.   Only you know Father God what will be.  

The thoughts are deep and the maze of wires in this mind fully firing in all directions.   Frustrated for those self-inflictions, weary of some not getting it or being able to get out of their own way.  All the noise of never really knowing what is or what is not. 

You have us rise up and allow us to know you Lord are in this place with us; no matter what will be.  You will never forsake those who cling to you.

“I am all things through him who strengthens me Philippians 4:13”

I could think about all that weighs heavy on this mind on times.  I can think on the book of Joshua chapter 7 where how even back then mankind was so selfish and not doing what is obedient until the time had come to an end.   We are no different for many today.   The only thing that is absolute is that the God above all things still loves us for more that we will ever be able to understand, live up to or repay.

As I was watching Disney with my sidekick  yesterday and heard a very low flying helicopter go over my house yesterday.   We both looked out in amazement to see how low it was.   

Knowing this is just the beginning of uncertain times in a world full of confusion.     

Praying for our first responders, as what was it, military or rescue?  Does it really matter at this point?     Things are real and no one knows just what will be except you Father God.

Living in fear is not an option; nor is stupidity so where is that balance but in you Jesus.

There is no sitting on the fence of maybe I will believe today because I can see it or not this time because it does not make sense.

Jesus you are calling out; loudly, clearly and ever so consistently!  

How many reminders must we be given?    Thinking how reckless and self-destructive kid I was, not caring if I lived or died as I had nothing worth living for.    Just to be loved; instead chewed up and spit out like an old piece of bubble gum from a very young age.

I have no regrets of my journey expect that I could not have done more in truth than of the world back then.

Although, I forever know you had me right where you wanted me.   Just as today with each day you allow me back up.

For the love you allow me to be consumed or the sadness when what was so electrifying and real was distanced to allow truth to prevail.

To be undone in your spirit Jesus!    May we all come to know who you are?

As I ready this day and try to plan making things as normal as they can be.   May I never forget who you are; and always think with your heart, see with your eyes and know we are all protected by the one who died, and rose again and are now sitting at the right hand of Father God.

Who would have known but you alone, what is will be and what was we can never go back? 
For all those chipping away trying to just get pieces of all that does not matter.  Guide and protect for they truly even in their vial ways do not know.

Protect your children Jesus surrounding us in your arms, directing our steps and feeding our spirt through each other.   Through your truth.  Calm the storms inside guarding all you choose and releasing the rest.  No matter what that looks like Father God you are in control.

This is not the Left Behind Series.  This is real life and the spiritual war that has been on-going for centuries has come to reveal itself in this earthly realm.   

  For all that is and forever will be we know you did not bring us this far to fear.
Although the material items in this world are necessity to continue on; they truly do not matter throughout eternity.

May we hold tight to the memories of your goodness, knowing you give and take away.      

Knowing in the end it is your eternal glory and blessings we will live out.

Though we are not meant to do this life in the here and now alone; guide, protect our choices and those you allow within our being.    Thank you for this day Jesus and all the birds that sing, the sun that shines and all the lessons that we are to take away.  Even when it takes time to understand what they are.

Surround your children and guide them to what next unifying in truth, in prayer and in you alone Jesus.  


  Meditation Opportunities (Biblegateway.com):
(NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TBT-The Passion Translation) 

Psalm 36:7-9 (TPT) O God, how extravagant is your cherishing love!  All mankind can find a hiding place[a] under the shadow of your wings.   All may drink of the anointing[b] from the abundance of your house.  All may drink their fill from the delightful springs of Eden.[c]
To know you is to experience a flowing fountain, drinking in your life, springing up to satisfy.   In your light we receive the light of revelation.[d]

 Psalm 132:15 (TPT) 15 I will make Zion prosper and satisfy her poor with my provision.

 John 6:12-13  (TPT) 12 When everyone was satisfied, Jesus told his disciples, “Now go back and gather up the pieces left over so that nothing will be wasted.” 13 The disciples filled up twelve baskets of fragments, a basket of leftovers for each disciple.

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Date: 03/22/2020 Sunday




Verse of the Day (Biblegateway.com):

Ephesians 6:10-11 NKJV


[ The Whole Armor of God ] Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord and in the power of His might. Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.


 [ A Fight to the Finish ] And that about wraps it up. God is strong, and he wants you strong. So take everything the Master has set out for you, well-made weapons of the best materials. And put them to use so you will be able to stand up to everything the Devil throws your way. This is no afternoon athletic contest that we’ll walk away from and forget about in a couple of hours. This is for keeps, a life-or-death fight to the finish against the Devil and all his angels.



Soul Vibes and Starters (YouTube.Com)


https://youtu.be/aPJpZdEOILQ    “I Wish We’d All Been Ready” @ Larry Norman


https://youtu.be/he32vwlKQPY “Where I Belong” @ Building 429


https://youtu.be/0pQ2k_ElfX0  “Edge Of My Seat” @ TobyMac ft. Cochren and Co.


https://youtu.be/BfdOP8139i4  “Way Maker” @ Bethel Music


https://youtu.be/9pv5wVS7yzk      “Press On” @ Building 429 ft Blanca


Virtual Weekend Services @ New Life Christian Church

https://www.facebook.com/newlifeccspringhill/videos/2580088542253922/

 


 


 



Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives and/or feelings):
Thank you for this new day Jesus.



Just as the songs, sing out God turn it around.   I wish we’d all been ready; I wish we’d all believed in you.       We know this world is not our home.  But Jesus this cannot be it!  





Yes, I believe this is a true glimpse into what will come.   



We are all sinners, no matter what we are out there for ourselves or say we are doing on behalf of you.



We have at one time been surrounded by those friends in low places.   Be it on a golf course or in our own back yard.  Be it we happen to be somewhere they are, or we keep them close like family and do things for our own personal gains.      Me too Father God; me too!  Forgive me for those choices in this life walk that should not have been those judgments



Wash us clean Jesus!    We don’t know what we don’t know.   May this reflect in our prodigals this is the last opportunity before it is too late.





So yes, this mind maze doing overtime this morning as I am tired as I was getting out and about working in this yard and around the house in the sun and heat yesterday.       It felt really good to do so and most likely I will find more things to do today.   As much as I would love to go get new plants and put them in.   Well being last week’s events with repairs to this home and some up coming maintenance needed.   I need to watch my pennies for as long as I have them.   In the end this house or nothing around in truth really does not matter.  





It is all about that base;  not really it is all about the choices we make how we allow what is going on in this world define our next reaction or steps in life we are given.     Especially in today’s environment and current situations.   My question is who we are making those choices with.   Be it wrong or right choices; do you know my God?  If not now right where you are is the only place to start in prayer or anywhere you need to take a walk.  Inviting Jesus into your heart and asking him to lead you.  From this day forward daily.



1 John 1:9 (TPT)

But if we freely admit our sins when his light uncovers them,[a] he will be faithful to forgive us every time. God is just to forgive us our sins because of Christ, and he will continue to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.[b]



1 John 2:23 (TPT)

23 Whoever rejects the Son rejects the Father. Whoever embraces[a] the Son embraces the Father also.



Okay, I am not one to force what I feel or believe on anyone; unless you are a kid in harms way.   I had to share what is on this heart and mind; and no matter if you walk with God or you do not believe in the truth.   That is your truth. 



You see we can all be good souls or good-hearted people.  But just being a good kind soul; does not allow us peace within our souls.  Nor will it guarantee that ticket when eternity comes be it we go North, South East or West.      Only God is absolute of our destiny.   



Being a good-hearted soul in this world we live only gets us taken advantage of, lied to and who knows what else.

Even if we are walking the walk with Jesus we still are apt to be chipped away at by the world; but at least we have strength to keep getting back up and doing our best to grow and fight forward in love, hoping in all that is good, all that is pure and all that is everlasting.



Just like the butterfly and the darkness it goes through there is beauty on the other side.    I love the promise the butterfly and dragon flies signify in that.     New life even when so much is lost, so much is over come to will be overcome.    His Son will rise and shine for, with and through us if we believe and go through the change.



So, when I mentioned those friends in low places, or the things we do that should have never been.   We just get to choose if we stay in those dark places that are not so good or if we fight forward trying to be our best selves and letting go of what was forgetting all the would of, should of or could of.



Staying tapped in where you can, and when you can.  It will be especially hard now until whatever this season will be.    Yes, this pandemic is a season; and prayerfully we will all be better and here to reflect on the other side of things.     We know even for those who refuse to take it seriously.  Life as we knew it will never be the same.   But no matter what, our creator is!

This is the time that husbands and wives need to renew the promise of what once was.  Or unfortunately on the other side of things release each other and pray Gods favor for each other.  No matter what got them distant or who.



No matter where you are today, even if you do not like who or what surrounds you.  Practice love and kindness.      This is the time that matters most in what you truly say you believe and are.    This is where we learn and lead by example for the young hearts right in front of us.



We lead them if we choose to or not.  There are many who need someone to show what that means, so many needing protection and nourishment mind, body and spirit.   For the hell they were born into. 

This is where we take rest that we have been running from so long.

This is the perfect time to renew your strength and knowledge every day in relationship with Jesus Christ and who he was as a boy, as a man as the one true sacrificial lamb.   And who he is now over all things.



It is not easy.  Just like that beast of a dog; things of what our habits have allowed us to become will rub off in not so good ways at time.



Do not let the panic and anxiety of those we love to get under our skin and trigger what we know will pass.   Keep filling the spirit in hope, in love with Christ.  Be it music, be it sermon’s on like, just reading the bible or watching faith-based movies.     Get out and acknowledge God’s beauty.  

There is no greater time than to reflect who Jesus says we are; not what the world does.

Look out for those who cannot lookout for themselves.  There are many children in need in this world, many elderlies.   Do whatever you can to be the hands and feet of Jesus even from a distance until more clarity comes about this virus that holds us all captive.



Anyway, this mind maze and all it has allowed tapped out, is in wonderment as well of what is next.   For this I give all I am or ever can be in the future over to the one who sustains me and all I am connected.  Be it people, places or things.  All I am, ever was or ever will be belongs to the Father of all the heavens and earth. 

I feed my soul with music and during times like this, well I am starving to feed my own insecurities.   But I know no matter what on the edge of my seat I a child of God am and with deep compassion cannot wait to see what next.



Much love and prayers all; don’t feed the demons know this spiritual war has already been one.   Be careful, stand your ground from a distance and know you are worth more than anything this world will give or take in and with our God and Jesus Christ.



Trust in His word and you will see it is really not hard to obey the laws of gratitude, morality and respect.  Well it becomes an entire new meaning for respect and loyalty. 







  Meditation  Opportunities (Biblegateway.com):
(NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TBT-The Passion Translation) 


 Phillippians 4:4 (TPT) Be cheerful with joyous celebration in every season of life. Let joy overflow, for you are united with the Anointed One!



 Psalm 95:1-2 (TPT) It’s Time to Sing


95 Come on, everyone! Let’s sing for joy to the Lord!  Let’s shout our loudest praises to our God who saved us!   Everyone come meet his face with a thankful heart.  Don’t hold back your praises; make him great by your shouts of joy!



 Psalm 9:10 (TPT) May everyone who knows your mercy keep putting their trust in you,
for they can count on you for help no matter what.
  O Lord, you will never, no never, neglect those who come to you.

Sunday 5-11-2025_PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe (AlwaysMeKelly)

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