11.23.2021_November(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Date:

Tuesday November – 23^nd

Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

Psalm 100:4-5 (TPT) The Passion Translation

⁴ You can pass through his open gates^[a] with the password of praise.
    Come right into his presence with thanksgiving.
    Come bring your thank offering to him
    and affectionately bless his beautiful name!
⁵ For Yahweh is always good and ready to receive you.
    He’s so loving that it will amaze you—
    so kind that it will astound you!
    And he is famous for his faithfulness toward all.
    Everyone knows our God can be trusted,
    for he keeps his promises to every generation!

 

Psalm 100:4-5 (NKJV) New King James Version

⁴ Enter into His gates with thanksgiving,
And into His courts with praise.
Be thankful to Him, and bless His name.
⁵ For the Lord is good;
His mercy is everlasting,
And His truth endures to all generations.

Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com

Kevin Quinn - Over And Over Again

Phil Wickham - Falling In Love

Chris Cornell - "Nothing Compares 2 U" (Prince Cover)

Crowder - Milk & Honey

My World Needs You (Official Lyric Video) Feat. Tamela Mann, Tasha Cobbs, and Sarah Reeves

Terrian - Let Love Lead

Pentatonix - Mary, Did You Know?

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Falling in love with you is an understatement.  All the while imagining what it would be from the outside in for you give inside out. Then like the promise land of milk and honey the unexplained over and over again washes through and fills the air I breathe with the awareness nothing will ever compare to the love created in the depths of this soul.

It just keeps spinning round around but the rails are set and unless I purposely jump into the fire I know where the fields go on and on with rolling hills, beautiful bright colors and bold love filled with deep unexplainable peace through all that may transpire through, to or with me or anyone I am blessed to connect.

That skinny little girl that would stand at 98 lbs. soaking wet arms wide open and say go ahead, make sure you take me out because if I get back up, I am coming for you.   Now I sit at the foot of the cross where my father’s son now stands in my place arms stretched wide yet holding tighter to me than I could ever experience in this life.

My world needed you then Jesus and needs you now.

And if there is one thing, I could have granted it would be for you to fill up this world with all that you are.  With the depth and passion for kindness, and care for every living soul.   No, its not about me even though many times in circumstance I think it is or maybe it should be.

Jesus let us see you, wash this land, this atmosphere in everything we do. Everything we see, everything we say.

Let love lead us Jesus.

Father open our eyes, soften, and open our hearts.   May we purpose in forgiveness and even more gratitude no matter what we got, where we are.   May we be the spark the mustard seed into something beautiful.   May we appreciate and grow forward in all you bring.

It is so hard as the monsters come out of nowhere.  So easy for the bad things to just be all the while we forget to know just breathing is your gift.

Pour into us Jesus!

Pour into Me!

Pour into all those left behind!

Pour into all on their way into this world.

Show the cast of light from the fires burning for and with you!

How could we not know, how can we not choose?

How do I still stumble all the while you hold me as your own child and nothing in this world has ever done so.

Just to be held maybe it does mean we go through the storms, maybe days like today where the rush and floods of change bring me back.   Maybe I just need to shake it off and remember that all that which I remind myself freely as I tap out.    Today is just my day to be thankful to know you are with me, with us; here and now right where we are.  And nothing we do will ever change that.

 

That rollercoaster ride with those we hold dearly. Those moments of laughter so hard tears fall down our faces.   Or those overwhelming moments just knowing how much will never deserve to be.     All the while you Jesus flow through ever beating moment of the hearts you have come to live.

Thank you for my healing.

Thank you for this day!

11.22.2021_November(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Date:

Monday November – 22^nd

Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

Colossians 3:15 (TPT) The Passion Translation

¹⁵ Let your heart be always guided^[a] by the peace of the Anointed One, who called you to peace as part of his one body. And always be thankful.

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Footnotes

3:15 The Greek literally means “let peace be the umpire of your minds.”

Colossians 3:15 in all English translations

Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com

Call upon the Lord- Elevation Worship

MUSTARD SEED | AIDA

Evanescence - Wake me up Inside

Save My Soul ~ Jacob Bryant

All The Broken Pieces - Matthew West

Thousand Foot Krutch - Breathe You In

for KING & COUNTRY – Do You Hear What I Hear?

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Do you hear his calling?    Can you look around and still see the beauty in creation of all things seen or unseen?       

Do you feel the significance that he created you to be and not just of that the world allows you to feel when you stand in front of those who talk out both sides of their mouths?   You know they love you and tell you and even give you everything that makes you grow and feel good when you stand in front of them.   But as soon as you walk away, you are out of sight out of mind and they are giving away the same exact noise with others to acquire what it is they want.

Sometimes they forget, many times they are driving towards the agenda’s and pick the relevance of who really means something and what they can get and do whatever they need to do accordingly.

Perhaps depending on the time and place that is you or I am doing the same thing to those around us.

 We do not need to not be speaking life; in fact we can be doing everything in our power to build others up.    Yet, it becomes this complacent muscle memorized process that we just go through the motions.

Say what you mean, mean what you say!    But remember what you said and seek others to help coordinate and keep you accountable if and when things start blending together and you just don’t know what you don’t know anymore.

 

What exactly do you hear playing out as you open your eyes this new day filled with opportunities?

Are you buried in the pains and storms spiraling around you or others that you have surrounded your being with?

Who do you call upon to help you through?

Who do you give thanks and appreciation for; or what do you give gratitude for in any day given?

I am not talking about the moments we get knocked off balance and feel the cuts of what may or may have not been purposed towards us.   

How easy we offend or can be offended.   How easy we disregard the need for others significance and just acknowledging the importance of what they are doing. 

When our children are taking the wrong path a parent who cares will call out the significance of the change needed.     When we are helping others to grow forward, we depend on others mentoring to help us stay on track to grow forward.    And we absolutely hope that nothing derails what is given to keep the path moving forward.

 

Yet we know in this world we live, its never that easy or clear without hurdles or detours.

The question is who is it that you turn to as you open your eyes each new day to give thanks you are filled with another chance to plant seeds of life even in the smallest efforts.

 

What is it; if an unseen virus can change the universe why is it we do not plant those tiny nuggets, mustard seeds of faith to grow and speak life?

I am no authority and really if truth be told, my feelings get to me more often than I wish.   I went from being hard, numb, and very materialistic in my youth.   Thinking by cutting everyone off that ever took, harmed, or destroyed pieces of me and classifying everyone into one bucket.   After many scars given and taken.

To God waking me up and allowing me to crave life instead of stereotyping and just wanting to hurry up and get it over with.

Every moment I am allowed to just breathe in new hope as even with Jesus if not sometimes even more I feel the pounding of life.    Somehow, I know exactly my worth in what Jesus has done for humanity.    Maybe not fully, never will I ever see all there is to see.  But enough to have saved my soul and want anyone I am blessed to connect to be filled with his harmony and promises.

As God had to be shaking his head to my thirty something years that he kept pulling me out of the fire and healing me, when that one day I finally heard him.     I am sure he was saying its about time child, what took you so long.    Even on the days after when I walk on that balance beam almost falling into myself and forgetting he is what holds me together.

He is what holds us all together, when we purpose to dive in and find what, who  He is an what we each mean to him.      Uniquely made, loved beyond any purpose or pain that that of the world will bring.   Eternally gracious

 

Father may I learn to be as gracious as you are.   May I continue to grow in taking nothing personal even when it’s purposed towards me.  

Heal those I have left cuts in Jesus and continue to show me how to heal and lead others by examples I am given.

Love them Jesus, this we know you do!

Father as I climb up on this next level balance beam hold me and remind me to continue to breathe you in.

11.20.2021_November(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

***Music, and/or daily scripture, verses, motivational shares pulled from public domains, and made available for public consumption from public domains such as YouTube and/or BibleGateway, unless otherwise called out work of other Copywrites, Creators, Influences, Artists or Authors. ***     Per Google.com online findings:    BibleGateway.com  is a searchable online Bible in more than 200 versions and 70 languages that you can freely read, research, and reference anywhere. And YouTube.com is a video sharing service that allows users to watch videos posted by other users and upload videos of their own.

Date:

Saturday November – 20^th

Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com

Gnarls Barkley - Crazy

Lecrae - I'll Find You (Video) ft. Tori Kelly

Tobymac The Real You

TobyMac - Love Broke Thru

The Father's House - Cory Asbury

All The Broken Pieces - Matthew West

Thank you - Jesus Army

I SURRENDER - HILLSONG UNITED/Matt Crocker

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Smiling and tired as all get out as I took another Friday night to try, and binge watch another Netflix series “Bad Blood” thinking you have no reason to get up in the morning.  At 2am a little woke upset and after getting them back you don’t remember what time it was when you gave it a break, but you wake with the puppy jumping on your head wanting love and all kinds of thoughts co-mingling while starting devotions before moving and letting the feet hit the floor.   Then suddenly the song Crazy starts playing in your head.   And now your exhausted smiling while sipping coffee and try to capture what you have been blessed to just think and tap out loud.

Yeah, a little bit more of Gnarls just because.  All the while the words are lining up in for all those thoughts that play out from conversations the night before with the devotions of the morning. 

 

Hold on just a little bit longer; cause no matter what no one really can feel what you or I alone is going through.   No one but Jesus!     Really so what you went through a divorce and everything you believed in forever was ripped out from you; or maybe you did the ripping.  

 So, what we don’t look good enough or have enough or even the right words if any for that one circle you thought you really meant something to.

So, what if you really believed in those who filled you up just by being in conversation.  Knowing the words, they shared was all you had, and it meant everything.   Then one day you found out the real them all the while you were being the real you!

Or that day when you were crushed because somehow Satan whispered in your ear and the love and fill of indescribable abundance by serving or doing something was ripped away just because change brought in babies in the faith and performance, or selfishness seeped through and well you are being set in your ways and the gap on how to get through got bigger and bigger, so you just fed into it.   

 Leaving you being robbed and knocked off your own platform cutting deep and unable to breathe.   Knowing this round the demons trying so hard won and put that wedge into Gods pillars.   Bigger yet you call upon those to pray while trying to work it out and somehow, they just ended up used as splinters to the wedge growing bigger.

The mission and purpose which was once on fire is now sparking the flames in not just the pillars of your soul but to the many in the house of the father.     

As I wonder and speak to the Jesus, I pray to understand what happened to when everyone came together, and love broke through and agendas were about Him.

 

I get it; we put humans in the mix!  Me, you, them, our flesh, our thoughts, our words, our deeds all allow the key with our hand to turn and open Pandora’s box any given second and the spirit world well its either Jesus and his angel army or the demons of darkness like an army of ants that never stop working using those who do not even see what is happening until its too late.

Remembering what it felt like to love someone so much because of the spirit they shine forth as you know nothing about until one day another splinter of truth is pounded in where those fake false persona’s make you realize anyone of us here and now are no better, and just human.   

To really see inside that fishbowl that they are managed by and driven to not have a life unless someone here and now says this is what you can, cannot, will  or will not do.

Not the military you signed up freely to serve an ungrateful nation that will never give you back any of what will be taken.   

No instead you become this label, this next million dollar thought all the while the people of the world are consuming all your sharing with the talents given.

Your slowly robbed either knowingly suffering in the trap or blindly thinking you have the right to look down and out at others like you are something more or better.    

Then you get crazies like me waking up with it all blending together knowing how short the threads of life and what next really are.    All the while someone else is not getting that one more chance to just live with you Father.   The time is up, and they have left all the blessings you breathed to life for behind.   Maybe broken, maybe angry, maybe but always right where you say it will be until they meet you right where they are.

Far from equipped, yet smart enough for those to keep tapping in and giving you the chance to do and reflect or fill a need.   Even when all your edges are so rough, and innocence gone before you even know what it was.

You Jesus use all the broken pieces creating your canvas and beautiful pathways back to the garden for eternal healing and abundance.     You Christ Jesus know what those thorns, wedges, spikes, stripes that ripped you apart to put us back together feel like.

Jesus calm the storms, stop the demons’ whispers and be with all of our leaders in your kingdom.   Be with all the those who have been put in the place to do, be, say, lead, give, or take for your light and life to grow and shine brighter than anything this world can overshadow us with.

Forgive me for allowing the gnawing and whispers to hurt so bad and allowing me to forget your everything was always in control.   That no matter who, what, where or why or even when.  You are and always will be!!!

Thank you for saving me then, thank you for saving me now.   Loving me enough to allow me to choose.  Allowing everyone of us to choose.

Father smooth the ripples and remove the bad fruit in my and all those I am connected and their lives.

Show us how to bring it back to the foot of the cross.     Be with all those who have been broken that I am connected.  It does not matter if they walk with you Jesus.   Light them up in your love, mercy and grace.    Protect, heal and love tightly in only the comfort you give all my beloved in your kingdom.    For all their heart’s purpose for you.  May they not weary as you are not done with any of us yet.   Until that day you call our souls back to you and we line the streets of gold with so much joy and abundance the radiance keeps us alive across the universe.

We are yours Jesus!        The believer and the non-believer all belong to you.   But only those who live here in now in open faith will live with you in eternity.

May we never stop looking up

May we silence the whispers of darkness

May we never forget what it is to touch the sky even when we are face down wrecked and broken pouring all we have left just trying to get back up

Calm the storms within your chosen Jesus

Call us forward and allow the growth be in your truth and justice

Remove the bitter fruit, the splinters and allow the pillars that are formed be to grow your forever family sitting on the right hand of God

Sanctify our souls into your promise land and wash away the borders that we naturally build to keep the demons from hurting, robbing or even killing what you created for so much more.

May we come together healing and helping our leaders of every nation or tribe to you acknowledge all you are and all you give us.    Allowing us to see the beauty and all your possibilities no matter what the disaster, storm, or tragedy.

Hold those we lost too early tightly and let us feel them alive and all they did that makes us smile knowing they are safe in your arms.

Thank you for these crazy mind maze twist or turns.  

Show up Lord as I cannot help but surrender; I cannot let go of hope one day I will see you face to face for all that is beyond comprehension or promise.

May we all surrender to you!    May the communication serve all that is good all that is pure and all that is you Jehovah?    In or outside the walls of your house this is all your kingdom, and we are all called to greater things. 

Fill me with all you are and may the example I become in the journey you allow always be pleasing to your will and not my own.      Show me how to reflect love to those who do not know what it means to be loved by you.   Thank you...

Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

Psalm 95:1-2 (TPT) The Passion Translation

It’s Time to Sing

95 Come on, everyone! Let’s sing for joy to the Lord!
    Let’s shout our loudest praises to our God who saved us!
² Everyone come meet his face with a thankful heart.
    Don’t hold back your praises;
    make him great by your shouts of joy!

11.19.2021_November(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 ***Music, and/or daily scripture, verses, motivational shares pulled from public domains, and made available for public consumption from public domains such as YouTube and/or BibleGateway, unless otherwise called out work of other Copywrites, Creators, Influences, Artists or Authors. ***     Per Google.com online findings:    BibleGateway.com  is a searchable online Bible in more than 200 versions and 70 languages that you can freely read, research, and reference anywhere. And YouTube.com is a video sharing service that allows users to watch videos posted by other users and upload videos of their own.

Date:

Friday November – 19^th

Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com

Ryan Stevenson - Holding Nothing Back

Kelly Minter - Good Day

Mac Powell - The Center Of It All

Terrian - Stayed On Him (Isaiah 26:3)

Skillet - Standing In The Storm

Zach Williams - Freedom

 

Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

Psalm 1:1-2 (TPT) The Passion Translation

The Genesis Psalms

Psalms of man and creation

^[a] The Tree of Life

1 What delight comes to the one who follows God’s ways!^[b]
    He won’t walk in step with the wicked,
    nor share the sinner’s way,
    nor be found sitting in the scorner’s seat.
² His passion is to remain true to the Word of “I AM,”
    meditating day and night^[c] on the true revelation of light.^[d]

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Footnotes

1 Although we cannot be sure, it is possible that Ezra compiled the Psalms and wrote Ps. 1 as an “introduction” to the Psalter. Others believe Ps. 1 was written by David or Jeremiah.

1:1 Psalm 1 is the contrast of those who follow God’s ways with those who choose their own path. Read through this psalm with the purpose of learning how to live with God in the first place.

1:2 To meditate on the revelation of light day and night means to meditate 24/7 on what is good and delightful. However, day signifies a period of enlightenment (Eph. 1:18) and night signifies a period of obscurity. Both when we have the light of insight and when we seem to be in the dark, meditation is the key to unlock the revelation of God.

1:2 Or “Torah.” From Ps. 1 we learn that the righteous and the wicked are distinguished by what they delight in.

Psalm 1:1-2 (NIV) New International Version

¹ Blessed is the one
    who does not walk in step with the wicked
or stand in the way that sinners take
    or sit in the company of mockers,
² but whose delight is in the law of the Lord,
    and who meditates on his law day and night.

 

Psalm 1:1-2  (MSG) The Message

1 How well God must like you—
    you don’t walk in the ruts of those blind-as-bats,
    you don’t stand with the good-for-nothings,
    you don’t take your seat among the know-it-alls.

^2-3 Instead you thrill to God’s Word,
    you chew on Scripture day and night.
You’re a tree replanted in Eden,
    bearing fresh fruit every month,
Never dropping a leaf,
    always in blossom.

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Thank You for this new day~

I wish I had the time, or the momentum as I work through this new journey.  But I know you are in control Father!

Keep my eyes focused on all that matters and direct my steps away from what should not.