Monday, June 13, 2022

06.13.2022 June (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Monday, June 13th

Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

Luke 11:13 (TLB)

13 “And if even sinful persons like yourselves give children what they need, don’t you realize that your heavenly Father will do at least as much, and give the Holy Spirit to those who ask for him?”

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Luke 11:13 in all English translations

 

 

Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com

 

 

6/12 NLCC-Spring Hill Service - https://fb.watch/dCVkytheqj/

 

Koryn Hawthorne - Broken Pieces (Official Audio) Lyrics

Imagine Dragons - Bleeding Out

 

Danny Gokey - Hope in Front of Me (Official Lyric Video)

Never Thirst Again (On and On) | The New Sound Is Family (Feat. Michael Howell & John Michael Howell

 

Ryan Stevenson  - With Lifted Hands (Lyrics)

Kirk Franklin - Love Theory (Official Music Video)

 

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

If  only I had the magical healing power Jesus that you do?

If only those I care for the most and those I will come to know knew how much you love them?

So many broken pieces constantly leaving so many and even at times myself bleeding out on the floor.   But thankfully I know you got me.

If only my beautiful heart strings that have been given to play out in this vast world.  Knew your truth and healing as well.

For all the broken hearted, lost, and lonely, so desperately needing your healing Jesus.    For all that I am connected are covered by the umbrella of your love, life, and eternal promises if they believe.    Jesus make them see.   Geographics cannot change only what they must want.  Cannot heal what they do not stop masking or deal with head on.

You know all things.  

Some of us take a little while to hear you, others never respond.  Your will be done.

So much happening and you are right there in every single blink, breath or second, we are given.

If only we all drank from your cup Jesus!

You are all I got…

That is not a bad thing as  I look back and see where I have been and all you have carried me through.   All that I have been given and given away.

You alone are all that I am allowed to be.     If only my loved one’s got this.  Protect the innocence, Lord.   Here and across this universe.   Only you know all things.

 

There is nothing worse than not being able to step in and fix all those who you love dearly  in the crises they find themselves.   Only they can make the change and fight forward.   We Cannot do it for them.

It has been a while and yeah, I could write about all my own experiences and fall out from choices I make.  Or chasing that dream coming up empty.   But when I own the truth and lift this soul, these eyes, these hands you are my everything.

Nothing is everything and everything is in you and the power of drinking your cup.

Men, women friends, or foe all are yours too Jesus!  You will address all that needs to be and while I wait in prayer in angst for the young or just near and dear.   I know you go this.  I have to.

I could go into great detail with me, or anyone I am tied to and I am sure as the world thrives on others misfortune and always has something to say or do if it were them.   Well, it is what it is and I am who I am.   AlwayMeKelly!...

I care deeply too often too much and because lessons of time have taught me so much.   All I can do is give it all back to the God that allows me to be.

Spending my days learning out to garden, waiting, and watching for positive growth with so much beauty along the way.  Seeking the right mixture to take root.  And heal the souls that only God knows what next.

I am blessed remembering the sound of a child’s uncontrollable laughter or even those fits I sometimes fall into myself with just a spark, a memory or nervousness that spills out.

May the colors of all that God paints in this vast universe truly mean something to all who are weak and weary.

Thank you for then, now and whatever tomorrows will be.

Wednesday, June 8, 2022

06.08.2022 June (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Wednesday, June 8th

Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

Habakkuk 3:19 (TLB)

19 The Lord God is my strength; he will give me the speed of a deer and bring me safely over the mountains.

(A note to the choir director: When singing this ode, the choir is to be accompanied by stringed instruments.)

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Habakkuk 3:19 in all English translations

 

 

Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com

 

NEEDTOBREATHE - "Multiplied" [Official Video]

NEEDTOBREATHE "Brother feat. Gavin DeGraw" [Official Video]

for KING & COUNTRY - O God Forgive Us

Jasmine Rae - These Hands (Official Lyric Video)

I Hope You Dance -Gladys Knight

Courage – Pink

Everlasting God (Chris Tomlin)

 

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Projects, vision boards, plans that we see so clearly, we think we can touch until they are gone and all we can do is silently cry.    Jesus without you we will never multiply!

Deepest sea, most untouchable dream way up with the stars in that bold sky.  

Hold me close, may I cling to your robe, your legs your purpose, so tightly  all becomes your will not my own.

Maybe too many movies, too many songs, too many words from those dreamers who are out there believing in you.    Nothing else matters for we are never enough for this world as is.

So, you believe in what you want, what you will.   Me too I will always know there is a God and who gave me life and made me understand who Jesus was and what stories are out there to tell.

Trying so desperately a time or too; seeking approval, seeking someone; seeking anything that keeps me from losing ground.  That day came when I learned  I was lost in you.

My lighthouse like a butterfly emerging from an ugly worm.    Life so bold, beautiful filled with so many kaleidoscope colors I never seen before I came home.

Your goodness, Till the day I Die.   Through the messages, or writers playing out you are Forever the sweetest soul, that love beyond all space in time who bled out on that cross filled with thorns all the while you were calling me forth calling me home!

The ripples, the waves pounding in the world.  So much that cannot be explained.  Forgive us God!  Forgive me Jesus!

Let not the healing start with me and showing the way to lead us though feeding the light come what may!

Pray more worry less that little reminder on my shelf.   Not so easy as every day we forget we can contribute to the mess and not a solution workable to address.

You alone know all that is to come.  May we live our best lives in you, with you before there is no life.   Nothing promised to come, nothing promised to stay.   

May we rise up, remembering coming up out of that water.   Fill us with that hunger that you are never enough, and we just keep chasing all you created us to be.  As our souls filled with depths beyond measure filled with peace, hope and faith in all we may never see.    Just enough to know you allow us to be.

Taking chances in love in life is so worthwhile even when it hurts.

Thank you, Father, for your love and gift of life in all the connections you have allowed me.  Thank you for the heart that hurts for all that harms in anyway innocence.   Lead me Jesus and give me the confidence and courage to never stop running to and with you!  No matter who or what may I always know you Jesus.

We need you

I need you

There is nothing that will ever change that especially every day filled with so many opportunities you still allow us to do right and hopefully grow forward.

So much unsaid, yet too much when we read between the lines.

May the world see what was in and between the stripes you bore Jesus?

May all I know have the courage to never stop shining and change for all that is everlasting!

Everlasting, maybe just getting started.   You God always were, always will be.  But we; we have to choose.  We cannot be dictated. We cannot do it just for an expectation for  or from any person, place or even you Lord.   We must live in faith and drive in the darkness like nothing else matters but where you take us.

Because we may be alone, but with you, in you we will never be lonely!

Your will be done then, now, and always…

Tuesday, June 7, 2022

06.07.2022 June (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Tuesday, June 7th

Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

Psalm 90:2,4 (TLB)

Before the mountains were created, before the earth was formed, you are God without beginning or end.

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Psalm 90:2 in all English translations

 

Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com

 

In the Light (1990 Remaster)

Led Zeppelin - Stairway To Heaven (Official Audio)

Phil Wickham - Living Hope (Lyrics)

Brandon Heath - Minute by Minute Lyrics

Lauren Daigle ~ Turn Your Eyes Upon Jesus (Lyrics)

Plumb - Need You Now (Official Music Video)

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

How often do you think back on your days and really hold true and make every connection you were given on any given day or time matter?

I am reminded by the misfortune like when 9/11 hit and everyone came together in unity briefly.  When devastation hits, we pay attention briefly.   We all think everything matters or want to make things matter.  Yet months, days, maybe even minutes later we already forgot and replace what was with what is.

Gun control

LOL not funny.    If our children are too young at 18 to go, make illogical choices of buying weapons that will do more harm than good.   Don’t we think that allowing babies, 1-5 or even 5-18 the opportunity to choose to be something different than what they were born to be.

 

Oh yes Gender choice teaching our babies to be something other than what DNA and God created and exposing their little minds to more confusion and chaos and later wonder why so many are checking out and if not taking themselves out, taking everyone in their view along with them.

I am no expert in anything

I have just been around long enough to know you can demand to bring God back into every day we are given.   But until we as a people, we as parents, we as people that were blessed to live a life and grow into some sort of contribution to this world while we are here.   To please step up and step out in morally given purpose.

More than make another dollar

More than just another name to later crumble because we got it all and did not know what to do with it

 

More than letting what we do not have dictate our value

Our world is a mess, so why not start clean it up.

My family matters, your family matters. But you are not better or worse than anything I am

Without a doubt there is more to life than what we have and what we do.

None of us can take any of that with us when its time to check out.

Pay attention and learn someone’s story and even if it’s ugly or not what you would have done.   Stand by someone and help them learn how to grow and fight forward into the light.

Because not for nothing no matter what you believe, what you do in the dark.  Eventually it always comes to light.    Be it sex, drugs, rock n roll or some great hustle that you think they really don’t know what you are doing when in truth they knew all along but just never said anything.

 

I am a workaholic no doubt.

I don’t believe in taking things just because someone is kind and helps others

I don’t believe in condemning anyone because of their situation

I don’t believe in turning my head and looking away when someone is doing harm to innocent people, especially children and elderly.

 

But it does not matter what I believe, say or do unless you find a light that helps you grow, and you can actually pay it forward and help others step out and up in faith to grow as well.

If you cannot find a light to shine, then don’t try to ride on anyone else’s coat tails make one of your own for positive and meaningful growth of you and anyone else watching.  And trust me someone is always watching.

The Lord gave us life.   No matter what you want to believe in how creation got here or not.   God created this universe and allowed the story of His son Jesus Christ to be written from birth, life, sufferings, death, and life again.  So, we would know how hard life can be but in faith, in truth, in love, and in purposed day to day we too could get through and live our best lives no matter what.

 

Nothing can change the beginning of time and none of us know when our ending will come.   What matters is the dash in the middle of out stamp in and out and how we lived and what our souls believed and lived out that will matter on the other side.

Those babies butchered at the hands of evil cowards or some random I am mad because I don’t like what you do or say so let me go shoot up some night club and take out people that you will never ever know the real them.    The fighting, the crazy absurd broken reactions that we are allowing the world to have and do.   Just because we don’t want to be involved or we think the ones with the most money wins, so we don’t have a voice.   It’s all garbage.

Money can bring comfort and laziness.   Yes, it can bring blessings and keep us healthy and things that feed our spirit.   But it is the root of all evil.    We can be beautiful on the outside but as soon as the light shine in the truth reveals just has broken and dirty, we really can be.

I wish I had the clout and magic to really say and do something that made a difference to prove walking with Jesus in the depths of this soul really matter.   But all I have is where I have been with dreams and hopes of where I am going.  In the end knowing none of this here and now matters to anyone but our individual being and those we entangle ourselves with.

We give all we are away and purpose to be on some equal boundary and journey with others when we cannot even be in the same room unless someone has something to offer us.

God have mercy how and why this mind maze is here today, only you know Lord!

I thought 2018 was weird when I spent 2 years in communication with an impersonator later to find the loss of life abundantly close for those who know God well through his son Jesus, yet they were still so humanly caught up in the world they ran out of time even with those who tried to carry them in hopes perhaps that something good would come.

Or even 2019-2020 when the world shut down and life was being evaporated by the seconds for millions of souls not ready.

2021 rebounding and still trying to live while nothing was in reach all the while the dreams of what could be slowly sucked away with the wave of a hand.

Re-grounding and getting back into nature and how and where roots grow deep and wide while trying to shake off the disturbances and disruptions all around everywhere I go in to 2022.

Beyond blessed even with the loss of loved one’s and those who really reflected love turning the page to just another façade here we are where everything is a political monetary battle and babies are transformed by the parents and adults who are supposed to teach and care for them into the future.  Instead, they teach them how to be indicative or not true to who they were created but endorse changing into something that fits the place they are.

Chaos at its best.

Love people for who they are not what they have, do, or look like.

If you don’t like something remove yourself from the equation.   Don’t get mad or teach that is okay to force anything on anyone and by all means don’t be sneaky and shady to get your point across.

Pray about everything and say what you want and leave it.  But in love, in kindness. 

I am sure I can get allot of slack on this mind maze dump but no worries, you do your thing I will do mine.

I have been around long enough to not take any judgement personally when it comes to my thoughts and actions according to the world we live. 

I have also seen and heard beautiful souls I cared deeply for their future so lost and destroyed because the world mattered too much for their future and not enough about self.

I am thankful for the blessings and lessons I have been given.  Be it from across the pond, Canon Africa, right in my own home or somewhere else in any of the 52 states we have in America.

Life is what it is until it is not.  I just pray I never forget and never stop purposing and most of all always fight to get back up no matter how the world turns or how old I become.

Much love, and laughter always to all my heart strings and connections.

May I never stop believing in all the good for all that Christ lived, suffered, and died and came back to breathe live forth.

It does not matter if you don’t get me.  Some days I do not even get myself or wish I didn’t.

We have so many blessings in America that we are selling out for.    Trust God and bring him back into what we were originally founded.

Walk with Jesus and be the beacon of hope and future in any storm. Pay it forward and help those in need.

Stop the madness, stop the wars, stop the slaughter of innocence.    

We are not human if our hearts to not break and/or hurt for the turbulent world we live.   We have the power to make it better.

Each day we are allowed given to get back up and breathe. We are filled with abundant opportunities big and small and even the smallest insignificant thought matters.  Especially when we live it out.

God, we need you then, now, and always.   Show us your way and fill us with the life you purposed for us.

If you can calm the storms, move the mountains, and live within us.   You can change the hearts of humanity that are so lost the darkness becomes the normal.

Light us up Lord

Fill us with your heart

Show us with your eyes

May we live, breathe and become all that is perfect and pleasing to you for each other and any future that may be given.

Monday, June 6, 2022

06.06.2022 June (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Monday June 6th

Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

Ephesians 3:17-19 (TLB)

17 And I pray that Christ will be more and more at home in your hearts, living within you as you trust in him. May your roots go down deep into the soil of God’s marvelous love; 18-19 and may you be able to feel and understand, as all God’s children should, how long, how wide, how deep, and how high his love really is; and to experience this love for yourselves, though it is so great that you will never see the end of it or fully know or understand it. And so at last you will be filled up with God himself.

 

 

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TobyMac, Blessing Offor - The Goodness (Lyric Video)

 

 

DC Talk - Consume Me

Gratitude - Brandon Lake | Moment

Let It Go - Jesus Culture

Natalie Grant "Burn Bright" | lyrics

Vertical Worship - Strength of My Life (Lyrics)

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Amazing how time just keeps flying by.   Kept thinking okay I will write tomorrow and here I am looking at 6/6/2022.  Listening to Toby’s newest release.    He never stops changing up the beat.    Reminding me this time 6/6/2006 I got my first big tattoo on my left shoulder of praying hands with the cross hanging off beautifully created praying hands.

All that goodness then and now reminding myself that God is the goodness in my life for sure and even if it was 6/6/6 I knew who has me.   

Despite all the errors or stumbles into or onto that are taking place.   Jesus you are the reason for my life to be able to see any season.  THANK YOU!

 

For all my broken pieces, dreams or just abstract placements called life.  Thank you, Jesus!

No matter what we seek to be fulfilled or just filled with in this universe while we are allowed to journey through.    Nothing will ever be enough without you Father.

If only

All those would of, should of and oh how I could have.

The gift of every storm that brings opportunities for new growth.  Even when we can barely breathe during or even for some time after.

There is always something on any given day to be grateful for.

We have to purpose through the pain of any day to day.

Heartbroken or heartbreaking.   We get to choose what happens next until we are on the other side.

Loving people for who they are and not what they do but knowing the blessings when they are shared with us.  Are just that gifts for a moment in time.

Like that ultimate dream we all fall in love with and sometimes chase and lose our way.

The burdens of this world are many.   So much innocence and love lost.    So much darkness trying to consume every single breath anyone of us is allowed to take.

But we must know who is fighting with and for us and like vapors in the wind allow the creator of this universe to live through us in hope and abundant faith of all lack of understanding and things we cannot see.

So many will come and go.   So many pieces of me, pieces of you intermingling sometimes fitting sometimes absolutely not.

We are made for so much more to believe in God the Father, Jesus Christ the son of man and the Holy Spirit screaming to be invited in. 

I loved you then, I love you now!

If He has allowed you in the depths of this soul, you are forever here and through eternity. Beyond all space and time.   I am chosen I did not choose until I finally heard the calling.

Throughout this life so many opportunities every single day we are allowed back up.

We were, we are given all that we choose to grasp.

What is it we are reaching for?    Not that is temporary.  Not that will destroy even  a second of any hour!

Nothing is happenstance.  Sometimes in the wrong place, wrong time even though it is all we know.  Others just because of our own choices.

No matter what the cause or reason.   God Wins in the end.

Stand up and fight for all that is good, all that is pure and all that will forever shine and help others grow forward.

Help you grow forward.  Believe in yourself for you are created in the image of the God of the universe.

Your talents, your thoughts, what you can, what you cannot is no accident.

Shine bright always.

So many lost because they forgot they too shine without what anyone says or does.

I wish I could ultimately know the way forgiveness works and continue to stay attached to all I have had to let go just so I can still love those who pretend to love me.

Yet I know I am right where I am supposed to be here and now.

Maybe tomorrow that will change, maybe not.   Every season has its own beauty as we grow through the lessons of every breath given.

 

Lead me Father

Lead my Children

Lead my Grand Children

Lead my nieces

Lead my nephews

Lead my brothers and my sisters

Consume all that I could ever be in your love , in your hope

Healing this world around every step I am able to imagine.

You Father of all thing’s peace is with us even in the pain.

Be our very everything no matter what that looks like, and may I always be able to hold the umbrella you have given in life for all you allow me to connect with.

Thank you even when I am unable to understand

Thank you even when I do not and did not deserve your blessing

No matter who gets it

No matter who wants it

Pour your everything into everyone I have ever and ever will connect.

Without Love there is no life

Without life there is no love

May we find our balance in and with you Jesus?

May our land be healed and brought back to life as we crush the inequity of lies and darkness?

Tuesday, May 31, 2022

05.31.2022 May (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Tuesday May  31st  

Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

1 Thessalonians 4:16-17 (TLB)

16 For the Lord himself will come down from heaven with a mighty shout and with the soul-stirring cry of the archangel and the great trumpet-call of God. And the believers who are dead will be the first to rise to meet the Lord. 17 Then we who are still alive and remain on the earth will be caught up with them in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air and remain with him forever.

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 https://fb.watch/dm2l2gq7BQ/   5/29/2022 Sunday Services with New Life Christian Church -Spring Hill

The Chainsmokers & Coldplay - Something Just Like This (Lyric)

Do It Again - Elevation Worship (Lyrics)

Pay It Forward - A Song for a Better World

Fighting For Me

Top TRIBL | Maverick City Worship Compilation | Light of the World

I Wish God Would Tell Me What To Do | Steven Furtick

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

And just like that we made it through all that seemed to be trying to take us out and here we are on the other side of it.  Already the last day of May 2022 and if we are reading this or even getting up one more day.  We made it!

I cannot deny it has been a roller coaster of a ride with so many down hill spirals for so many that I love.  And just looking out into the world the brokenness and barely able to breathe twists and turns of humanity.

Laughingly but in all seriousness how I sometimes love animals so much better than humans. And I know they can say the same for me at times.   Especially those when I come as standoffish.  But in our own realities or speaking of mine just trying to maintain and get through the day with what this mind maze spins.

Beyond grateful for the beautiful uncles and family I have but all my uncles many who have left this planet now but served in the military for freedoms that made them prisoners upon returning in their own minds or physical health due to the exposure of what God never created us to be part of.

Gratitude does not even come close to the sacrifice of love and life given so we were allowed to live.

Every day God has allowed us back up and it does not matter if we can barely breathe, barely move he his allowing us to do it again.    Let go of what we cannot understand or sorrow and call upon him through the name of Jesus and live the life you are given.

We all have purpose, and it means nothing the shade of our skin or size of our temple given or even the language we speak.    What matters is love.  Loving ourselves enough to know who gives us life and loving those around us.

No, we do not have to accept bad behavior or disrespect anywhere in this journey.   But to show love for humanity matters.    

We all have a story not better or worse as it is not a competition.    Truly if we spent half as much time for all that is good as we do for all that goes wrong.  What a beautiful place the world would become.

No, we cannot stop demons from hurting and hating.   But we can try in love our best and fight forward every step we get in love and in and with the spirit of Jesus Christ.

 

No matter what I feel, no matter what good I do or what mistakes I make.  God is always for us and we have to really get to know him through His one and own unchangeable and indescribable love he gave through the sacrifice of his son Jesus.

Our vessels given to travel this journey will fade, will break, and will turn back to the dust that it once came.   But your soul will live through out eternity and where yours ends up matters.

It matters here and now as it will throughout eternity.

Get back up, physically, mentally.   Get back up and step out in faith for all that is good, all that is life, all that is love.

We cannot do this on our own.  But we cannot put all we are into that person you want next to you or is next to you.  You cannot put your future in what someone gives you or does not give you or even that which they take.

Get back up and fight forward holding tight to that moral compass and drive faster and harder than you ever had to in your storm that is pounding on you right here or now.

Just finishing the study STUCK by Jennie Allen and now working on the Book of John by Dr. David Jerimiah.   All I can do is keep diving in and challenging what I learn. Challenge those who preach the gospel and those who I am affiliated teaching others.

So can you.    Find what makes you grow and feed your soul.  And challenge it and just because you may end up disagreeing don’t hate.   Move past it to find what the purpose of that knowledge is and use it to shine on for others who need your reflection.

Thank you, Jesus, for then, for now and for whatever else you allow.   Heal us Lord and show hos how love really is and should be.

Sunday 5-11-2025_PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe (AlwaysMeKelly)

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