Friday, January 26, 2024

01.26.2024 January_PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe (AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Friday, January 26, 2024

Motivational Reads - Daily Devotionals & Daily Verses from Biblegateway.com

 

 James 4:10 International Children's Bible

10 Humble yourself before the Lord, and he will honor you.

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 James 4:10 MSG  The Message

7-10 So let God work his will in you. Yell a loud no to the Devil and watch him make himself scarce. Say a quiet yes to God and he’ll be there in no time. Quit dabbling in sin. Purify your inner life. Quit playing the field. Hit bottom and cry your eyes out. The fun and games are over. Get serious, really serious. Get down on your knees before the Master; it’s the only way you’ll get on your feet.

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Soul Shakers, Body Movers, Spiritual growth and Harmony with Music feeding moments in time giving life and thought-provoking epiphanies to mind numbing but all food for the soul found from publich venues locally or such places as local worship to youtube.com 

Have You Responded to the Gospel Yet?  Fresh Air -Week 3 (New Life Christian Church - Spring Hill)

 

Bruce Springsteen - Dancing In the Dark (Official Video)

Terrian - Hope Road (feat. TobyMac) [Official Lyric Video]

Morgan Harper Nichols - Storyteller [w/ Jamie Grace] (Official Lyric Video)

Terrian - Honestly, We Just Need Jesus (Official Music Video)

Terrian - He Sees You (Official Lyric Video)

Terrian - He Sees You (Official Lyric Video)

 

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers - Mind Maze Overflow

WOW ~ and just like that the month is almost over and I realize sitting here tonight it has been a slamming few days since I last got out here and tapped some of those thoughts out.    Knowing some of the really good ones are in the wind because I had this block sorting me and this thing called life out and not carrying a not pad and tired of having my phone for notes to capture them.

I am sure I am not the only one that blink and holy crap what happened?   But you know there is no doubt I am not running home to my sweet soul king every second I can.     That human side of me that is strong and overly independent not needing anything and if I convince someone I do; well, it is because I really want it in my life.

Tired, running in the dark or dancing under the moon.  Always trying to slow down and just look up.  All the while trying to let those, I am blessed with know He is always  with us that He sees us.

It is hard but there is not a shortage of those moments to what seems lost in an abyss that the light shines so bright and you know it has nothing to do with you at all.

So, we started on the 4th and jumped right into a 12-week study of Revelation and man alive when I tell you this is deep there is nothing that even comes close.

 

Some of the questions that spark conversations that really make you think and little ole me way out of my comfort zone.   I will never be a theologian no matter how much I learn.  But I will take those moments that bring me closer to Jesus and make me feel like that first time on fire and starving for more and more.

WE ALL NEED JESUS!   There is no denying that.   All around us babies are getting hurt, sick, dying.  Innocence being lost.  Darkness seemingly taking over.   Watching those we care deeply about instead of diving into Jesus and all who have continued to say yes, each moment they are allowed back up.   instead walking around angry and triggered 24/7.   Instead of finding the one good thing they have done someone there screaming about everything wrong.

 

Kinda a like I can see clearly now the rain is gone even if those obstacles we are given to grow us still come fast and furious.

 

I don’t know if we will all see Jesus come in our time.  But that is okay because our prayers waft through the universe and He is with us in our spirit that carries us.  Carries me on the good, the bad and all the in-between even when it takes me moments of drought to the full moons rising, reflecting the universe and our creator who hangs it just at the right moment in time.

 

Beauty in the baby’s hysterical laughter, to little fur babies fumbling and falling all over to the blessings of age if we are lucky.

 

Death is inevitable; none of us are getting out of here alive.   Fact!

 

But if we can see the light of at least one good thing each day we are given.  Then like a goal find one more than one more until suddenly we are only allowing the good to seep in.

Oh, it is hard.   Man, but I can assure the one who was kept alive after being thrown from a van at age 14.  Four days before my 15th birthday. when the driver lost control and it rolled over  and a big boat motor in the back.  Or not being shot at 18 when the gun was put to my head, and I was robbed at the local Shop n Go across from the high school working on the night of 11/5/1980.      I could go on and on from making it out of the woods, to fighting to breathe as I was woke at age 10 from a sound sleep and losing so much time.   Learning about mushrooms, LSD, Quaaludes, God knows what else all before becoming a teen-ager.    Drugs, Alcohol, living dangerously because there was nothing to live for.   Trying to check out so many ways because the hope and faith put into man if we were lucky showed us how to love unconditionally and what not to be or do.

Beyond blessed that the old church bus came into our neighborhood back in the day.  

There are so many reasons why kids do what they do every day they are given.  And not for nothing people it is our job to help direct morally positive opportunity from song to creativity to academics to just being themselves.

 

  Brothers and Sisters in Christ family to be the difference that help them know their worth and that does not mean trying to fix them.  It does not mean giving them everything.   Plant the seeds to God’s harvest so that hope grows.    Beyond today, beyond anything we can show them or do for them.     Open the doors of helping them believe in Christ and in themselves for who they are really meant to be no matter how bad or good anything has been up to that moment.

 

Our best laid plans only happen if God says Yes.    No matter if it is our blood we are watching and trying to save or just simple day to day. 

 

So, I recently sat in on a jury and so glad I did because it reminded me how much we look past and just roll with because we don’t want to either deal with having all the facts for whatever the reasons.    We are all broken people and though if you make a choice that you know is wrong. Then heck yes if you got caught you need to own it.     But none of us should ever have 3 sides to the box and let things fly when it should have 4 and you clearly know there are missing pieces, but you still want to just prove your point even if or knowing it just is not right.   No matter what someone looks like, no matter what someone sounds like.    If you are going to make a sandwich don’t settle for just the bread and call it the real deal without all the ingredients.    In life don’t settle, have the facts before you choose to martyr anyone including yourself.

KNOW YOUR WHY!!!!!

 

I am far from knowing half of anything. Although I get by and been blessed, I never burnt up those brain cells as a kid or at least all of them.  Moreso even though its been broke a bunch; so glad Jesus lives in this heart and carries me.

I hope if you get what that feels like you know how much you are worth and loved. And if you don’t understand.  Please find you a bible-based church and tap into their small groups and ask questions.   As the Pastor, the Elders, the group leaders.      No question is ever a dumb one.   Maybe timing will be a little off but never hold back your destiny to know how beautiful and needed you really are.   But none of us can help others grow forward if we ourselves are starving or running off what is truly empty.

Love others for who they really are and respect yourself enough to settle for nothing less no matter what that looks like.

I wish you good vibes, with lots of love, laughter, and abundant life in-between.

Anyway, time is precious and fleeting all at the same time.   May you find your peace.    Maybe my time will be more, maybe my writer’s block will fade, maybe all the things in my head and heart will turn into something so much more for the better or someone else.   Maybe this is it.   But the absolutes are I am beyond blessed child of God and love and am loved.  And it is what it is for eternity!  This life is what it is until it’s not.

Much needed Prayers / Praise 2024

- Praying for the Feiler's healing from a fall and getting injured

-Praying for Scott and a speedy surgical recovery

-Praying for Staci and all involved in the healing and gaining her sight back, that was lost by a caregiver. 

-Praying for discernment, comfort  and healing with Doug's surgery 1/24/2024

-Praying with  Ed & Pat and the struggles of elderly and dementia

-Praying with Janet for her cancer to stay away

-Praying for Kristine  and healing from Cancer

- Praying for those who are in sudden bereavement of family or friends.  May they be held tightly as they find their way through the next steps.

-Praying for 11-year-old Zeke who is still in the hospital, now in ICU and no longer talking.  Needing the doctor’s discernment and Gods mercy and healing as they place him in an induced coma to control his agitation and much needed healing.   Praising Jesus that Zeke was able to come off the vent and still in ICU but talking, eating, and playing his game. Even with a long way to go Jesus is alive in this moment.

- Praying for a friend’s great niece Martina(she’s a 2 1/2 yr. old) with a rare cancer starting treatments.

-Prayers for all those who keep doing the best they can trying to reflect hope even when life seems knock the wind out of many moments they are sharing.  

Praising you Jesus for allowing us all the choice to keep getting back up and seeking you until the day you take us home.

 

 

 

 

Tuesday, January 9, 2024

01.09.2024 January_PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe (AlwaysMeKelly)

 

 

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Tuesday, January 9, 2024

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 Matthew 6:19-21 MSG

A Life of God-Worship

19-21 “Don’t hoard treasure down here where it gets eaten by moths and corroded by rust or—worse!—stolen by burglars. Stockpile treasure in heaven, where it’s safe from moth and rust and burglars. It’s obvious, isn’t it? The place where your treasure is, is the place you will most want to be, and end up being.

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 Matthew 6:19-21 International Children's Bible

God Is More Important Than Money

19 “Don’t store treasures for yourselves here on earth. Moths and rust will destroy treasures here on earth. And thieves can break into your house and steal the things you have. 20 So store your treasure in heaven. The treasures in heaven cannot be destroyed by moths or rust. And thieves cannot break in and steal that treasure. 21 Your heart will be where your treasure is.

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Thought Movers, Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com / Facebook, Local Worship, or other public venues.

 

Lauren Daigle - Kaleidoscope Jesus (Official Lyric Video)

Passion (Holy Ground) | Lyrics

NEEDTOBREATHE - "Carry Me (feat. Jon Foreman of Switchfoot)" [Official Audio]

Patch Crow Performs -- If You Believe | Music Video

Welcome to New Life! Join us as we kick off a new series: Fresh Air. January 6th & 7th

 

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

What truth in today’s verse.  We cannot take any of it with us.   I have seen much in this lifetime and watching so many pour out all they are to collect things that in the end, thieves will come to steal and once your gone others are left to go through, clean up, sell, donate, or toss out.   I have seen people’s entire lives tossed out in a driveway or to a curb.   And believe me like cockroaches in a bad neighborhood lacking purity and cleansing.   People will come from all over that you have never seen no matter how long you live somewhere just to pick through all that was once called someone’s life.

Happy New Year all!  

Yes, in grand fashion right to the point.   We are blessed people.   Able to read, write, speak, and have relationships.  Live with roofs over our head, food in our bellies and in most cases more than we ever deserve.

If you have been allowed to get back up; no matter what it is, you need to face.   You truly are blessed, and God wants a relationship with you.    No matter what plans we have that fall through or get totally decimated by others or even wrong choices of our own.   God is not done with you, and you are truly blessed.

 

Not for anything more or less than just YOU!

Life plans we make are great.  Trust me I am an IT Project Manager and even in my personal life not always has my plans come to be or outdone what Christ had in mind.    Does it hurt like crazy when things fall through, people get hurt or even taken out of your life and things at times become so much harder and you don’t know how you will get through.  Absolutely.

But don’t give up.   In fact, get back up and ask Jesus to come into your life and reveal what he wants to reflect through you.

I cannot explain it, nor do I deserve any of what he has blessed me for.    But He has and I can never be grateful enough.

 

That just means my human side will still break down and be shattered into billions of pieces on any given day.     And God willing he will continue to get me back up.

Shattered over lost love, lost blood, watching suffering or even just making choices that make me work harder and forget about being smarter.    Even when that little liar gets in my head and doubt paralyzes me and anything I am doing or question the years of why I do what I do or who I do it for.

I am not exempt.    None of us are.    Does not matter what status you walk around thinking you have.  Does not matter what collection in your own home or in many buildings across the universe you are allowed.    You will never be better or worse or granted permissions to qualify in the perfection of only what God can.

The higher up you are the further you fall and harder the land impact will be.    The least of these don’t need scorn, judgment, or scolding, they need resolution and direction.     If you are in a good place your job is to protect your spirit and being, you have been blessed and plant seeds of hope and help for those in need.

 

Instead of labeling people and fighting with them.   Shine brighter through moral value you know that moral compass we all should possess.

Don’t be a doormat by any means no matter if it is your own blood or a perfect stranger.     But stop spawning darkness into this world.

Every single one of us are going through something.    We are all riding the wave and either coming to the other side or just going through.

Life is too short to be bitter, and hate!    Find whatever it takes to fill up your spirit and grow your light brighter.   And you cannot share that light if you are running on empty or filling your mind, your heart or spirit with anything negative.

People, places, or things.    Know what you are consuming and find the why; making your next choices really matter.

It can be so easy to just quit when you are let down or you let others down and you cannot get past it.    Just give it to God 24/7.    Turn your shattered pieces into a beautiful journey filled kaleidoscope.

Love people for who they are and honor them respectfully.   Love their craft and loudly acknowledge the blessings they give you through their talent and skill they give up for you to appreciate.     Learn how to be you and share your own selflessly.   

 

We are all one and none of us are getting out of here alive.  Our souls will spin in the heavens or with the eternal demons.   But while we are here and now.  Make it count.  Be that flicker of hope and fill your being with the creator and why you were created.

Been a few days and oh this mind maze needs so much quiet.   As the broken pieces of others are landing all around and I fight thinking I can fix or be what someone else needs to be.    Only to repeatedly conversing with Jesus knowing it’s not my job.   But never does the desires missed in human life filled spiritually ever stop the tears from flowing as life just happens.

For my family

For my friends

For blood and bone in this legacy

For the blood of Christ alone.

I will never fully understand but I am at peace and beyond blessed no matter what riddle this mind pours out.

The wars have already been one even when the battle rages on.  Know who carries you.

 

I Lord am just a spec in the wind.   Jesus for me, for my family, for all my connections.  Direct our steps, fill our spirit with your will.  Carry us when I /We can no longer get back up.   Heal, comfort, and close all that needs to be removed from our being to allow more of you.    Protect our choices and reactions to them Jesus.   Shine bright through your chosen; no matter what that looks like.

 

Most importantly except our thanks for all the spoken moments and even those that we speak and its just not enough.    For only you Father know all things and every why.    Be with our babies, be with the elderly.  Be with the lost and lonely.

In your mighty, precious name above all names.  Amen

Much needed Prayers / Praise 2024


- Praying for Nancy who has been down sick for more than a week, hoping she is back this coming week.

- Praying for the Alford Family in healing

- Praying for the Feiler's healing from a fall and getting injured

-Praying for Scott s and a speedy surgical recovery

-Praying for Staci and all involved in the healing and gaining her sight back, that was lost by a caregiver. 

-Praying for discernment, comfort and healing with Doug's surgery 1/24/2024

-Praying with Ed & Pat and the struggles of elderly and dementia

-Praying with Janet for her cancer to stay away

-Praying for Kristine and healing from Cancer

Tuesday, December 26, 2023

12-26-2023 December_PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe (AlwaysMeKelly)

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Tuesday, December 26, 2023

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Motivational Reads / Daily Devotions from Biblegateway.com - Daily Verse

 Luke 2:28-32 MSG

25-32 In Jerusalem at the time, there was a man, Simeon by name, a good man, a man who lived in the prayerful expectancy of help for Israel. And the Holy Spirit was on him. The Holy Spirit had shown him that he would see the Messiah of God before he died. Led by the Spirit, he entered the Temple. As the parents of the child Jesus brought him in to carry out the rituals of the Law, Simeon took him into his arms and blessed God:

God, you can now release your servant;
    release me in peace as you promised.
With my own eyes I’ve seen your salvation;
    it’s now out in the open for everyone to see:
A God-revealing light to the non-Jewish nations,
    and of glory for your people Israel.

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 Luke 2:28-32  International Children's Bible

28 Then Simeon took the baby in his arms and thanked God:

2“Now, Lord, you can let me, your servant,
    die in peace as you said.
30 I have seen your Salvation
[a] with my own eyes.
31     You prepared him before all people.

32 He is a light for the non-Jewish people to see.

    He will bring honor to your people, the Israelites.”

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Footnotes

  1. 2:30 Salvation Simeon was talking about Jesus. The name Jesus means “salvation.”

 

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

I have never been the Barbie Doll type.   In fact, being the youngest of three with my brother in the middle I grew up a tom boy that well if you told me I couldn’t without true convincing I would prove I could.

I used to joke that God had a really funny sense of humor at times.

Thinking back how I used to love to get dressed up in frilly dresses and wear my converse to at some point knowing how much it infuriated me that people look at us as a piece of meat.     If we fit into the scope of what they were looking to use things were great if not just like that no matter who or what it did not matter.

Mind you over time I have been extremely cute, extremely fit, extremely self-centered, and even at times extremely materialistic and mean.

I thank God for the lessons he has allowed me to learn and more so even because I cannot tell you exactly when it happened but the day it became less about me and more about him.

Sure, I can tell you the day I walked forward and the day I was rebaptized and locked in and even the reasons behind it.   But the day I was no longer the person I once was a mystery.

I still love my sneakers in fact so much, so my #1 Grand got me a new pair for Christmas which are absolutely the cutest.

And I still at times get dressed up.    Which I probably should do more than less.   Being there are times my grunge comfort style can be unflattering.    After all this 61-year-old with a 20-year-old mindset forgets when to pull her hair back and when to let it down.

For whatever reason I have always carried my own way and never found it appealing to be anyone’s puppet so they could carry me.

In fact, I have carried more than my share of many others.  Willingly even if at times it was a mistake because trusting everyone was on the up and up really cost more than stepping out and helping in the first place.

My goal this day is still not people pleasing but pleasing in the will of God.  Serving which until you do it with no expectation you will truly never understand the blessing it fills you with.

Though over the past couple years I went through what I will refer to as a ripple.   Still even at this age my heart was too big and believed and put silent expectations on others.   Only to be shattered into pieces and remolded to understand a little better each time I was helped back up.

Feeling the changes more so now than ever before thanks to Covid and not staying on the move as I once did.  Even though I seem to be busier than ever, just not like I once was.    I no longer have that energy to go out and hand paint a 1525 sq foot house by hand as I did a couple of years back.

Although when I look at pictures people get of me these days, I see I am blessed to still be here even if its not the best shot.  You know that vanity that sneaks in.   Like Christmas and some beautiful friends wanting a snap with me.    LOL,  working the booth keeping my hair pulled back out of my eyes being I was steering at the computer.   I realized I should have taken the Barrett out before the photo. LOL

Or the fact I have dropped some weight but really wish to see myself back to when I was fit; even if I do nothing but watch my diet to get there.

 

Funny I could go by different clothes and hide and not wear those bright red turtlenecks with jeans during the holiday.    I could put my business attire on… I could of, would of should of…. WHATEVER!!!

I am who I am with oh so many scars and stories. 

And the love for bold, bright shining spirits and sometimes colors. 

I will be the first to tell you if something is not working.  Don’t be a victim, don’t try and have some huge pity party and invite everyone to participate.    Get up and make the changes needed to get you where you feel the growth.    You and God hand and hand own your destination.   If you give yourself away and choose to blame everything but your own self-motivation to fight forward and get back up.   It is on you; it is on me!   

Not everyone knows if anyone will love you, like you or even want a glimmer of hope and the best for you.

The world full of so many spirits and the lack of humanity is a hard place and so convoluted and mixed up.

You cannot play in Satan’s sandbox and be out in the darkness and expect to be blessed with beautiful morally sound life.  

You cannot lie your way to heaven, and you cannot bring back life once you have destroyed it by your addictions and consumption that your darkness collects collateral damage from.

As a parent, aunt, sister, friend, grandparent and most importantly daughter of the most high King Jesus; Prince of Peace.  

As I cry for my own disappointments and shed heart ache for those lost to the lies.    As I pray with great hope healing is right here right now for those fighting their demons or by their actions maybe not.

Life is hard, but nowhere was it ever written it would a promise to be easy and absolutely not free.

All those things you seem to take from others freely.   The cost is greater than you will ever come to know.

I am thankful although still at times feeling the highs too high or the lows too low.

I am grateful that I made it this far with my brother and sister before my brother earned his wings this year.

I am not as good as I could be but so much better than who I once was.

Be it my hair pulled back, pulled down, grown long, or cut off.  The blessings of stories and family, and friends and connections.

Beyond blessed to have made it through the darkness and held close to the light and love of Jesus Christ.

Through the laughing so hard tears flow or the pain so deep you just cannot hold them back.   Learning when to hold onto and when to let go will be the greatest lesson of all and always ever changing with the results you receive from every free will choice  you have been blessed to acknowledge and own.

Our lives are fading fast, our loved ones’ gone too soon according to our plans.   But the will of God is and always be what we may never fully grasp in understanding.   May we just appreciate the simple things and stop chasing all that can never go with us to the other side?

I so hope you learn to dance here and now in grand wide-open gifts of all that are in front of you.

Prayers for all stuck in the middle of the wars with no hope because darkness seems so very heavy.   I pray Gods arms carry you to safety in all that many will never know the meaning for.

Be your best self for who Jesus died to live and give your life to be here and now.

Sure, I remind myself often of the same very things. And some days getting back up is hard.   The theft of all those we care about and want so much better for.    The battle is all around us.  Without a doubt.   It may not be ours, and yet somehow, we are attached to it.   It may seem too much or too little.  Never really understanding the why while in the middle.

Get back up.   Love people for who they are and not what they look like, what they do or what they have that you think you want.

Let them love you even at arm’s length for just that one split second.  That hope gives new meaning.

Meet Jesus right where you are.   There is so much to be had just by your spiritual day to day conversations and listening for his will not our own.  And even if!   

Thank you, Jesus, for all the years you have given me.  Thank you to those who have been called home did not suffer as it could have been.   Comfort those in the midst of the darkness so deep at the hands of others.   Protect and guide them and if they are the ones causing the darkness.  Shine bright and protect all in their way.

Your will Jesus not my own.  Thank you to all who you call upon and all who share your truth, your will, your light.   Wake us up for the days ahead belong to you!

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Brandon Heath - I'm Not Who I Was (with Lyrics)

Lee Ann Womack - I Hope You Dance (Official Music Video)

Carry Me Jesus (lyrics) - Katie Giguere

Matt Maher - In The Room (Official Live Video) ft. Ben Fuller, Ellie Holcomb

Thomas Rhett - Be a Light (Lyrics) Ft. Keith Urban, Chris Tomlin, Hillary Scott & Reba McEntire

 

 

 

Sunday 5-11-2025_PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe (AlwaysMeKelly)

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