Time slowly creeping up on me.
Making me think all the harder.
Often I sometimes wonder.
Would it be worth any soul to barter?
My life style so unique; Yet so the same.
The daily things of life; leave me feeling at times I will go insane.
I started out so rough and hard.
Lord knows in the beginning; I did not choose that card.
Yet, here I am so alone.
Even when I have my family, my children, my home.
I want someone special, creative, dedicated.
I want someone, I can trust for anything, anytime.
Not to later, only be somehow degraded.
My female tendencies need someone handsome, someone good, someone loving and strong.
My history tells me no way will it ever happen; just stay alone.
What shall I do with the emotions I hide?
I have no more tears to cry; but only great pride.
For I have overcome so many obstacles along this ride.
This endless empty feeling will awlays be to me an eternity in time.
Kelly Fairfield 3-1999
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