I am only human with mistakes and weaknesses of in the past.
But my future is a plan of a forever friendship, companion to last.
No games, no way, no time to play.
Sex has no meaning anymore for me.
Maybe it never did and I just didn't see.
Do you want to live?
Do you want to bond?
Do you believe two can become one?
Togehter exceeding their dreams and far beyond?
Needs are only wants of comfort.
Sharing, Caring, a forever companion and friend.
How strange the sounds when your lonely with no one around.
As it feels when your in a friendship without content.
Because we all know there is no real meaning.
We start to realize thinking back, just how it can become demeaning.
I am in my own prison, so that is why I can't relate to you.
I can't really explain, but only do.
Will I want you yes, everything, everyday. Not just bits and pieces.
With hopes someday you also would want all of me too.
Taking it as high as it gets, flying away with you as the eagles in the sky.
Or knowking I hava a guard to protect me, to hold me in those long dark nights.
Or know there really is someone willing to comfort me, washing away all those tears of fright.
Equality, in return is my lives plan.
Brining one as much happiness, dreams, sunshine in the dimmest of lights.
As long as one wishes, as long as one shows.
Forever I would be by their side never letting go.
I need nothing to survive. Because I am good at avoidence, I know how to hide.
But in all honesty for each time someone shows distrust, I die a little more inside.
Rescue me; make me once again believe.
Release yourself, set yourself free.
Let the days of kings and queens forever be.
Building a castle togehter is that so un-foretold, un-foreseen.
Not caring if it is right or wrong, for there is only one judge and in time we will see.
But only if you let go and want and we live out the dream.
I know this is only imaginary; looking for forever. as it is just pieces of me.
Kfairfield 4-1999
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