Wednesday, December 2, 2020

12.WK1_2020_December(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

Music pulled from https://www.youtube.com/ and are free for public consumption**** Bible Verses pulled from https://www.biblegateway.com/ unless noted otherwise and are free for public consumption****   (NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TPT-The Passion Translation)

 


Date: December 5, Saturday

Saturday evening worship with New Life Christian Church

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Soul Vibes and Starters (YouTube.Com)

 

https://youtu.be/eM213aMKTHg    “Need You Now” @Lady Antebellum

https://youtu.be/NfTS7gM7zQ0     “A Thousand Years” @Christina Perri

https://youtu.be/-XKSV9sKr8w      “The Ancient War Cry” @Eric Ludy

https://youtu.be/oRNFLM4VX3Q   “RATTLE” @Zach Williams, Steven Furtick

https://youtu.be/-c6pl6CaiD0    “He Is Worthy” @Chris Tomlin

https://youtu.be/EtJQ4geron0     
“One & Only ” @Richland

 

 Inspirational Thoughts

 

If He was willing to enter the musty mess of a manger, He is willing to enter any scenario of your soul.  Let Him.  He was there. He is Here. @Dr.TonyEvans 

 

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives and/or feelings):

Lord thank you for waking these dry bones to life.   There is nothing that was, or will be that you are not already in charge of.   No matter if today is the last or a million more tomorrows build out the legacy of the portion and paint strokes int his canvas you gave me and mine.    May it always be with you!

May the boldness of all that is good shine through.

May the courage of roar as the lion protects and hunts for all that will be.

May the healing shine through all that I am connected.  Through the hands where the nails once were.     Through the blood that once poured out.   Wash us clean Jesus!

No matter who the wolves are.  You alone will tame the beast and all the demons.  May we hear the sounds of you alone calling, lifting, coming for us!

 

Show me the crossroads and bring me into your light for you will not my own.

How easy to just give away, searching for what is unseen.  All the while you Jesus are here waiting, with us.  Face to face, wanting to be the spirit that lives within.

Revival is coming, as the final frontier is upon us.   Soon there will be no more chances do seek the  forgiveness, give forgiveness, and release all that should not be back into the  atmosphere.

 

    Lord wash me clean over and over again.  I need you Jesus every day.    Needing the land of milk and honey.     How I so need that Holy Water running these veins where I do not have to figure out anything.

No matter what is, what will be yes Lord your Praise I will  strive to always bring to the front letting go of all else.   Spirit lead me and all I have been blessed. https://youtu.be/1Ko4yroBP0A     “Spirit Lead Me” @Influence Music & Michael Ketterer

I am not even sure really how or when I found myself truly seeking the throne. 

 Be it giving someone more lost than I was hope and bringing  them to church with me even though we were still doing what we do.   Running the streets or trying to get others off the streets.  I still see that cross-sign Lord looking out that third floor brownstone flats window waiting for Rocky to come walking out or yelling for me to come out.   Yes, He got his name because he was such a mess and yes always fighting just to live.      Though there are many misfortunes in his journey and yes so much wasted talent, but he found you Lord.   

 All we have to do is have faith and reflect hope planting the seeds of love and growth forward.    Though He was taken from this world too soon, you stopped the suffering and released him into you and your kingdom.     Or what about those crazy friends sitting around tables drinking letting our apprentice tattoo artist practice on us just because.   Never have I judged others for what they are doing  unless they are purposely harming and hurting me or my family.    It does not matter who you are none of us get out without scars and hopefully lessons that lead us through you Jesus.    https://youtu.be/yVj8DogtbVY “Scars (Come with Livin)” @TobyMac

 

 

What will it really look like when we become the city on its knees? https://youtu.be/v9XyAMnSh6g    “City On Our Knees” @TobyMac

 

Forever missing  those you have blessed me with Lord.  Those you used for me to find my purpose.  Those who broke and could not lean in on you to be put back together.

If only I could see a world filled with the peace and harmony that fills me  when I cling to you!

If only I did not stray and find myself challenged by knowing what love really is  that I want for everyone.   When I am challenged with the real world and those who have so many agenda’s and so many ways of reflecting who and what they are after or trying to be.

You changed my world Jesus, the ability to find myself while I was running that vast marathon to get away not able to deal with all that was I had never picked, I had never deserved, I had thought would kill me because at times I so wanted to disappear being the world allowed me  to be so invisible.

 

Then it was you Lord through all you are, allowed me to find myself.   Allowed me to see how real you are.    Not one moment https://youtu.be/BjVLkmLL6DY     “Not For A Moment” @Vertical Worship did you ever not let me down, protecting me all along the way.

Just as you allow us up each new day; will you ever stop fighting for those who call upon you Jesus.

If I could have and still today capture every moment you have given me, pulled me from, healed me, showed me in a photograph to show the  world.   If I could paint mural there would never be enough miles you to reflect your goodness.

Through all the hills and valleys, battle grounds of life and death, or all the drafts from the  winds of flapping angle wings cast out in the battle for light and dark, good, or evil.

Through it all Jesus you alone have been the one truth that will never leave and appear as something or someone else.  https://youtu.be/CynfV5Zxqh4     “Through It All” @Charlie Puth

 

I alone will never be enough as we know this world has a way to make us feel as nothing.      Jesus never stop coming; never close the doors.  Please meet me and show me what I am supposed to do with whatever I have left.     https://youtu.be/zfLcdBuB7NY      “Here Again” @Elevation Worship

We can look at relationships with you Jesus as something no one could ever understand until they have one directly themselves.        Being held in the arms of the unseen angels.  https://youtu.be/1SiylvmFI_8     “Arms Of The Angels” @Sarah McLachlan  We know in this journey there have been so many vultures and thieves of this world.   

Yet you alone hold me. 

https://youtu.be/ZeP4qmlKoRk    “You Alone” @Lauren Daigle W/North Point InsideOut

 

Thank you, Jesus, just thank you.

You grace is more than enough, may  all I connect find your mercy, love, and find thee way to bee  that beacon of  hope shining bright even if, even when.  

Lord please do not change the storms within me; show me what they mean, show me how to use them, show me and all I am blessed to cross paths in life or just this spiritual highway.  Show me how to love and lead all I am all we can be back to you.

 

There are no modern-day prophets, no healers, no doctors, nurses, billionaires, or anything of this world that will ever do what you do for why  you alone Jesus went to that cross and gave us life.   I am calling all your angels for good Lord.    Please come in unity and wash this land, wash all I was all I am connected in your love, your will.  https://youtu.be/ABZj-utZdUs     “Calling All Angels” @Train

One big mosaic canvas and we alone are the brush strokes Lord.    This game of life, where kings and queens take out the pawns and checkmate happens in this world more than breath itself.

 

You know all things!

Thank you then, thank you now.   Thank you for all the in-between.  Guard my heart, humble my passion, open my eyes, hold my tongue.   In your will not my own.    Please love all I love, with more compassion and abilities for them to feel than the world will ever give.

 

Lord the world needs you, I need you!

Not just for the moment or the that flows like a volcanic eruption pouring out with the heat and confusion what direction do we take to hold all that is good.   But for that forever that never goes away.  That forever that wraps us tightly in security allowing us to feel, to live to breathe again.    In harmony with love playing out on every not, symbol or riff.    You Jesus is the only true bleeding love that I know absolute  https://youtu.be/pkdpgzQf94o       “Bleeding Love” @Bleeding Love

 

 

Bible Verse of the Day (Biblegateway.com)  Meditation Opportunities  

 

Jesus, Is The Way


John 10:7, 9-10 (TPT) The Passion Translation

So Jesus went over it again, “I speak to you eternal truth: I am the Gate for the flock.[a]

 

John 10:7, 9-10 (NIV) New International Version

Therefore Jesus said again, “Very truly I tell you, I am the gate for the sheep.

 

John 10:7, 9-10 (ICB) International Children’s Bible

Jesus Is the Good Shepherd

So Jesus said again, “I tell you the truth. I am the door for the sheep.

 

 

 

John 10:7, 9-10 (MSG) The Message

6-10 Jesus told this simple story, but they had no idea what he was talking about. So, he tried again. “I’ll be explicit, then. I am the Gate for the sheep. All those others are up to no good—sheep stealers, every one of them. But the sheep didn’t listen to them. I am the Gate. Anyone who goes through me will be cared for—will freely go in and out and find pasture. A thief is only there to steal and kill and destroy. I came so they can have real and eternal life, more and better life than they ever dreamed of.

 

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Date: December 4, Friday

Soul Vibes and Starters (YouTube.Com)

 

 https://youtu.be/GRqzChfyIjM   “Don’t Waste What God Speaks” @Steven Furtick

 

https://youtu.be/vdB-8eLEW8g   “One Love” @Bob Marley

https://youtu.be/BhasSpSBdEE   “Ever Be | We Will Not Be Shaken” @Bethel Music, Kalley


 Inspirational Thoughts

 

Every new day is another chance to change your LIFE @QUOTESGRAM.COM

 

 

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives and/or feelings):

Thank you, Lord, for this new day.  As this mind maze has me thinking. 

Real Love grows us beyond anything we could ever imagine.

Just as  the facts remain of Jesus Christ, this is God’s absolute.

Like the molecules binding its perfection to all the cells, neutrons with all the Laminin as glue.   In the image of God.    Real love grows through and never gets stuck with agenda’s, flaws, or imperfections of the almost the world says it must be.

Filling every void doing its best and shining forward for all it touches.

Bursting all the possibilities to connect souls reflecting purity, selfless, Agape Love!

When the connection of two souls that come in connection with never having a physical, emotional, or explainable connection.    The electricity released between the two who have been connected beyond fate, luck, lust, or any physical interaction.      Once that spark hits,  Love just as you allow Jesus to live within.  There is no way to stop it.

We do not have to reason it, understand it, or even want it.   Although wanting all that God has created us for is beyond a beautiful thing.

We can run, we can hide, we can bury ourselves in all other things.   Yet that pang just keeps coming back.      Shredding us piece by piece until we come to terms with it, with what is only sustainable through the promise and direction of what God intended.

That deep passion, love and need to love sending compassion and ripples of explosions through every blood drop flowing through one’s veins.

Knowing with deep passion if we are the chosen the lucky one’s in the terms of the world.  If we are connected, there is nothing that could ever stop the needs, and desires to do what we must to shine forward and always be our best selves in and with all we do for the gift we are given and all we are called to share forward with.

When two become one the depths of the soul with God as its keeper can never be changed.     No matter what we have done or do, no matter what we see through the eyes of me or you.     When God blesses you with your very own; there is nothing anyone, but God can address that must be released with you!

Thank you, Lord, for allowing me to know the love of Jesus Christ; Thank you for allowing me death and finding life.    Thank you for each new opportunity and the promise of eternity throughout time and space.

May I forever be worthy to see your face.    May I someday have that moment as I trace love’s face.       No agenda’s simply better with you.    That which cannot be purchased with monetary gains or personal fame.   Although worldly necessity forever while here will always take its claim.

Blessings of much is just that for what we touch.   Yet nothing compares to pure authenticity so with you there will never be a rush.

Understanding every single soul; every single movement allowing us to choose what direction we go.

Love one love in truth, no matter what spins around us.    Will always be what we allow, what we believe what we walk in obedience to be when it comes to you, it is you for me.

 

Thank you for this day and this dream, this mind dump, this blessing of you alone forever will be.

Lord you know all of it.

Please be with those hearts’ desires, those in desperate need of healing mind, body, and spirit.   Fill the financial and physical needs Father.     I need not list names, places, or things.   You have it all; please wash through all I am connected with the love you allow me, filling all with strength, courage and motivation in your will with your heart.


Bible Verse of the Day (Biblegateway.com)  Meditation Opportunities  

 

Jesus, the Light of the World

12 Then Jesus said, “I am[a] light to the world and those who embrace me will experience life-giving light, and they will never[b] walk[c] in darkness.”

 

John 8:12 (TPT) The Passion Translation

Jesus, the Light of the World   12 Then Jesus said, “I am[a] light to the world and those who embrace me will experience life-giving light, and they will never[b] walk[c] in darkness.”

 

John 8:12 (NIV) New International Version

Dispute Over Jesus’ Testimony

12 When Jesus spoke again to the people, he said, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.”

 

John 8:12 (ICB) International Children’s Bible

Jesus Is the Light of the World

12 Later, Jesus talked to the people again. He said, “I am the light of the world. The person who follows me will never live in darkness. He will have the light that gives life.”

 

 

John 8:12 (MSG) The Message

You’re Missing God in All This

12 Jesus once again addressed them: “I am the world’s Light. No one who follows me stumbles around in the darkness. I provide plenty of light to live in.”

 

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Date: December 3, Thursday

Soul Vibes and Starters (YouTube.Com)

 

 https://youtu.be/Y0a9T0UtJBQ   “The Heart Of Worship” @Matt Redman

https://youtu.be/9iuOc58bGfE       “Forgive” @Kingdom Muzic

https://youtu.be/A8_6Q6HukyI    “Above All Names” @Planetshakers

https://youtu.be/HBrv6hKhdzg “Mention of Your Name” @Jenn Johnson | After All These Years


 Inspirational Thoughts

 

The way to get started is to stop talking and begin doing  @Walt Disney


Say no to anything that is not a high-value use of your time and your life @BrianTracy.com


Let the one who created you be the one who defines you @TobyMac#SpeakLife

 

 

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives and/or feelings):

Have you heard?

Have you stood up?

What direction are you walking to?

I am not here to point out the faults of others, I have issues being my own worse critic and condemning even the smallest flaws I find every day.

We could say, If they had more love at home, or if they did not listen to what the world says.  May be just maybe they would find the perfect peace and know how beautiful and wonderful they are from every hair on their head to every inch they are given to grow.

 

Truth is we will never be enough for this world.  We will always need to prove something to someone to show our worthiness, our love our dedication our whatever it is that the others need to affirm who they say we are.

Many go through much before they find the meaning of life and truth in peace others never see it.

We all believe in something, someone, someplace!     

For me, the truth is we will never be enough until find who we truly are in creation with Christ Jesus.   Finding who we are in the eyes and grace of God comes flowing naturally with just one small seed of faith believing in Jesus Christ and inviting Him to live, guide and show you how or what love really means.  Learning to live day to day by the spirit and not by what we force or make up as we go along.   Awakens our souls and gives our heart a different beat.    Gives us life and unexplainable peace even in the darkness.    Romans 8:1 (TPT)  Living by the Power of the Holy Spirit

So now the case is closed. There remains no accusing voice of condemnation against those who are joined in life-union with Jesus, the Anointed One.[a]

My experience anyway.   Along this journey I have grown to love some souls that I would have never thought.     Sure, the rescue ranger within does not help.   But even those who I have had to cut complete ties with because of their own choices and behaviors.   Well they may be gone but never forgotten.

There is nothing wrong in wanting the best for all you are blessed to come in connection.  Even if it is temporal, even if it was on bad circumstances.

Sure, we all have facts, figures, names, places.  We all could tilt the worlds axis if we came together and started dumping out all the flaws and wrong doings for every single soul including our own.

But what about when it comes to changing the spin of the world?  What about instead of heaping hot coals we start learning to steer clear of what causes pain, drama, wrongdoing?

What if for every annoying broken piece, we are ready to heap out into the dump for the world to see.    We look past and pray just once something good over what or who it is?

This mind maze surprises me often especially to be such a dreamer.  

What if we stop trying to prove or convince the world and those, we are connected of who we are, no matter if it is to fulfill our own selfish needs or theirs and just start finding life in simplicity?

What if we stop being afraid and let go of the doubt, hurt and anger that consumes us and find the beauty with what is right in front of us?

 

Yes, we all have necessities to live and trust me I have had my time and sought out the name brands, having a nice ride, fancy house, flashy jewels, best and most modern everything.    Well if we are blessed to have any of it.  It is just that a blessing.

A house is not a home but just a building we are allowed shelter in.   That is until we make it a home.  We can live under the stars and feel at home or in a cave for that matter.    It is all up to what we believe in and what we do and who we do it with.

I have had much and lost it, given it away, had it stolen.   Yet I am still here and most days very content but always knowing I am blessed.

 

Because I thrive on doing for others, it is no secret that I feel the burdens of those I care for.   Thus, somedays hurting a little bit more than they should.

One thing is for sure, however.   Never will I fear what is to come next because I know who I belong.     The same creator of all the heaven, moon, stars, and sun.   Is the same creator who gives me and you life every day we are allowed back up and what we do with those days is what drives the destination and where we end up.

Just think what it would be like if Mary did not listen to the angel and did what we do here today.   No wait, I am guessing if she reacted like we do in the world today.   There would be no here and now, or life as we know it.  No matter how good or bad things are for us.

We have been blessed to life and created uniquely and beautifully and yes, we all bleed the same.   As Jesus wanted so much more in the foundation of God’s will for us.   We are named and unique for him alone.    We all have a name; we all have a purpose.

We may call upon our Lord for many things, calling him by various names as there are 200 plus references in the Bible alone and that does not count what we refer to Him. 

 God, Emanual-God with us, Jesus-Son of God, Lord, Messiah, King of Kings, Prince of Peace, Lamb of God, and so many more; yet my favorites  ABBA, Father, Friend for eternity, keeper of my soul.

When I stopped being mad at who I was or all the things that were done to me or all the things I never had as a child and young adult.  When I stopped looking at what all my friends had and how they just were different.    And realized who I truly was and given purpose.    I stopped being afraid and caring about all those things the me’ism of the world consumed me for.   

Have you heard?  Have you Stood up and found your direction?   What or why do you do the things you do?

Is it authentic?

Is it allowing you to sleep with peace in your heart at night?

I know there are some pretty hard hearts in this world.   And they are so good at telling us what we want to hear.  So good at making us believe.  So good even at just doing without a care in the world.

Just as there are many more that may not be mush, but they truly and deeply care with logic and grace moving forward helping in thoughts, prayers, actions to stay the course when the storms get too big.     Many more that believe in Jesus and share His blessings along the way.

I can only pray I am one who just keeps getting back up and moving forward doing the best I can with whatever I am given for no agenda but that to plant the seeds of Gods love, truth and grace.

I know I will never lose Jesus in this heart of mine; it is the only sanity and comfort I have ever had when it comes to the courage and strength and purpose we need to keep going in this world.

 

All the broken pieces and mistakes I make along the way.   I just pray forgiveness and that I never forget where the power comes from or what the angel said to Mary or the peace and grace of God is upon us and all who believe and call upon the Lord.

Day 3 of the Advent season   

Luke 1:30-32a (TPT) 30 But the angel reassured her, saying, “Do not yield to your fear, Mary, for the Lord has found delight in you and has chosen to surprise you with a wonderful gift. 31 You will become pregnant with a baby boy, and you are to name him Jesus. 32 He will be supreme[a] and will be known as the Son of the Highest. And the Lord God will enthrone him as King on his ancestor David’s throne.

Luke 1:30-32a (NIV) 30 But the angel said to her, “Do not be afraid, Mary; you have found favor with God. 31 You will conceive and give birth to a son, and you are to call him Jesus. 32 He will be great and will be called the Son of the Most High. The Lord God will give him the throne of his father David,

 

Father I do not know where I am going as I have no agenda.   My plans you know every single thing.   My desires you know what is right for me.  My mistakes I pray you always show me the error my ways and forgive me.   Allowing me to learn and grow.  I pray I love deeply, with more abundance than ever before each time I love those who are unlovable.  I pray you bring truth and authenticity into my world and allow growth and harmony for all that follow.  

Lord come heal this land now.

Come heal all I am connected and allow them to lead by examples of your love, mercy, and grace.

Thank you for this day and any opportunity allowed.

Tomorrow may never come for me or many but we have today.   May we make it count for all that is good in selflessness and the future for our children and grandchildren.   May we never forget where we have come from; but live for today.  Finding the most in the moments we are given.

Wash away all that is lies, all that is harmful and direct our steps how, when and where for you first and everything else falls into place.

Thank you for this day and any opportunity allowed.

 

Bible Verse of the Day (Biblegateway.com)  Meditation Opportunities  

 

Hunger-Thirst No more

 

John 6:35 (TPT) The Passion Translation

35 Jesus said to them, “I am the Bread of Life.[a] Come every day to me and you will never be hungry. Believe in me and you will never be thirsty.

John 6:35 (NIV) New International Version

. 35 Then Jesus declared, “I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never go hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty.

 

John 6:35 (ICB) International Children’s Bible

35 Then Jesus said, “I am the bread that gives life. He who comes to me will never be hungry. He who believes in me will never be thirsty.

 

John 6:35 (MSG) The Message

35-38 Jesus said, “I am the Bread of Life. The person who aligns with me hungers no more and thirsts no more, ever. I have told you this explicitly because even though you have seen me in action, you don’t really believe me. Every person the Father gives me eventually comes running to me. And once that person is with me, I hold on and don’t let go. I came down from heaven not to follow my own whim but to accomplish the will of the One who sent me.

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Date: December 2, Wednesday

Soul Vibes and Starters (YouTube.Com)

 

 https://youtu.be/AT6qDp4YORY    “No Doubt About It” @We The Kingdom

https://youtu.be/7KLQ2AXQmtA     “Holy Water” @We The Kingdom

https://youtu.be/Ampimd8KNyg    “Waiting Here For You” @An Advent Devotional @Louie Giglio

https://youtu.be/xRJVh9REbdM    “We Gave A Savior” @Hillsong

 

 Inspirational Thoughts

LEARN TO BE OK WITH NOT BEING…. INCLUDED, OR CONSIDERED.  SOMETIMES ITS GOD’S WAY OF PROTECTION  @PastorTyroneOdums

 

 
 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives and/or feelings):

Thank you for this new day Lord!!

Yesterday was a bad start and day for many and simply hard and sad for others. 

No matter what is or is not; thank you for always remaining with me!

Reading through today’s devotionals the question sticks with me.  Why is it so hard for people to own, accept and live with morality?     Moral dept or anything that triggers they will answer to God sends people to the crazy places in life.   

 

Never even giving second thoughts that regardless of if they will accept Him or not.  We all will answer on judgement day.

Me, you, all of mankind eventually answers no matter how good, how bad, or how lost within the in-between will be.

 

Not knowing even for sure where I will end up.  I just know I have to keep trying to do my best with anything I am given to work with. 

 

Last week we learned about hope in week one of Advent; here we are again thankfully blessed even if days like yesterday left me really trying to understand.     Even when I know from all that pours out; days like yesterday come to full circle and the awareness be it we are living with loved one’s or on our own waiting for that loved one.  

 

We cannot fix or be the answer to anyone having a true real life.  We can add to the joy or happiness, but just as that comes it goes and especially with anyone that suffers with manic depression and/or emotional imbalance at times.  We even if we are an accredited doctor of sorts.   Can not fix anyone that does not want to deal with themselves firsthand and accept the need to be fixed.

Sure, we can be an answer for contributing to the causes they raise up, putting bandages on the wounds they carry.  But we cannot ever force anyone to seek you Lord or the proper help and guidance much less correct what is so uniquely put together by you alone.

After awhile of just giving and giving you, yourself finally runs out; after awhile you stop hearing what was once you thought helpful to step in and assist.   After awhile you just get tired of hearing and feeling the pains of manipulation.  Even if they never intended it to be.

After awhile you just cannot do anything more and are so done with the outbursts or continual episodes.     That it no longer matters if you hurt their feelings.  

So why do we wait so long to speak the truth?  Trying to understand is almost like being on the outside of the glass looking in.

 As a parent and friend, wanting what is best for anyone you deeply care about we all do things that we hope lead the way to stability and long-lasting growth and peace.  That harmony that we all need to balance in this world and thing called life.

Reminded each new day no matter how much we watch others suffer or even ourselves feel the pains from all the almost, the lost and even the broken. That we; That I, so desperately want to see healed, healthy, happy and with you Lord.

Yet we must come to acknowledge what has been known for centuries.   If we do not work for it, and even sometimes even when we do.   If we want to eat and prosper in this world.  We all must work for it.  To appreciate anything, we must work for it and know just because we do; does not guarantee things will be according to our own plans.

We truly reap what we sow.  Even if we do not see it right in front of us.   Even if we so quickly judge and replace what is not working with something that fits in the puzzle good enough to get us by until the next pieces to try out comes along.

It is never easy or pain-free and most times you have to let it go to remain alive.

Living with loved one’s or knowing friends that suffer from manic episodes; always keeps you on your toes or completely cut off.    Each and everyone of our tolerance and ability to stand firm no matter what is different.

I have known many in my journey.     From friends to family members.    Mental, and emotional brokenness is real and no joke.

I have watched so many beautiful souls throw themselves away into drugs, alcohol, bad things and things they had known were really great but just not enough to fix what only God can intervene, direct and fix.

Yes, if you are reading, and starting to grasp what thoughts derailed me yesterday and are flowing today.     

Sometimes we care so much about those who we want nothing but, or everything of the best for them.   Sometimes because of who they are created to be.    We cannot fix them and sometimes we do what we must to care for those who cannot care for themselves.    With that comes allot of dancing and tip toeing others you learn to not take the outbursts personal.      And all the time when you love and care for those who do what they do, when they want to do it you just pray God intervenes soon.

 

There is no one on this earth better or worse off than me or you.    When it comes to who we are and what we do and the addictions we fight, the desires we hide from or the messes we fall into whilst we wait.       We all have stories!

We can believe and convince ourselves we are perfect, we have never!     Truth is we just did if that is how we think.

We should never look down at anyone unless we are helping them up.    And yes, even if it is someone so close, family, friends loved one’s.  So close but we can never get close enough to really touch and make a difference.      We need to let it go, let it hurt and let it heal.

Growing forward in life is what matters most.   Not the one with the most toys when they die will be the winner.

We can have it all or we can have nothing.   But having truth, dignity and never giving up on hope and the knowledge of God’s good grace and mercy, where He and His Son Jesus Christ fills us with beyond space and time a Hope, Peace, Mercy and Grace.

To know that no matter what happens in the world, That there is nothing they have not already felt and walked through.

To know when you have already been there, done that and nothing worked until you met Jesus and allowed Him into your life.     There is no way to describe the day you sat up yourself and acknowledged;  How did I get here, when did I change and how could I have possibly fallen in love with what and/or who;  I have never physically seen or touched.

Later to know that which comes into your life is not a mistake.   Learning not everything given is meant to stay.    Knowing even if it is the blood of your blood and bone of your bone.      God has knitted together each and every soul that has come to be on this planet.

Just because we know someone; does not mean we really know them.    Just because you never met someone does not mean you should not.  Just because we mess up  no matter if we have underlying circumstances or not.  Does not mean we are hopeless or helpless.

Seek forgiveness and work towards changing what you are doing to mess up.

I know who am I?  Just some soul that God allows so much to swirl into this head and dump out creating a mind maze not everyone will understand.

 

It took me allot of years to find out who I was and the day I woke up and realized I am a child and daughter of the most high!   Who gives me life each new day I am allowed to exhale; I am blessed! 

 I like you matter as what we do, say, and pray for.    I am beyond thankful that I even if no one else ever gets it.  

When I continue to pray everyone finds a relationship in Christ and keep growing forward in health and healing of all sorts.

When I sometimes I look past the what’s logical and right but dive in anyway.   When sometimes I lose my own self believing so much in others and thinking anything that I know is temporal in this world really matters in place of the one that allows us to be in the first place.

When most times I talk or write in fragments allowing the world to see they are not alone in their silent chaos or bold new beginnings.

One thing is for sure; we will never know unless we try.  No matter if it is for us, or someone else.    As long as we know we are not in control of the final destination.

Only God is.    

Lord no matter how crazy, or real this sounds, feels or is.    Be with all I am connected.

No fake pretense, emotion, love, words.  No actors, no actress, no voice overs or even speaking in circles.

You the one that holds the universe hold me forever; https://youtu.be/lT0_JDveVVM   “Arms That Hold The Universe” @33 Miles; the one that created all things.  

Create a way for all I am connected to meet you right where they are before it is too late and there is no opportunity, and that judgement door closes.

We have a Savior All!  No matter what you see or don’t; no matter what we do  or don’t; Jesus is more than just a reason for the season.    He is all things, let Him in and direct, hold and love you personally.

No matter what happens after that; even when it hurts, or we are shedding tears of a deep joy or that of pain.   He will always be in control and never let you go.   I assure you it makes a difference even when no one in this world gets it.   Even when many will still come to be just who they are.   You will know who you truly are.

 

Lord forgive me for reacting.    Forgive those who cannot help themselves.    Be with us all.  

 

 Thank you for this day and the reminder out of James 1:19 (TLB) this morning. 19 Dear brothers, don’t ever forget that it is best to listen much, speak little, and not become angry;

Or better said in the message James 1:19 (MSG) Act on What You Hear

19-21 Post this at all the intersections, dear friends: Lead with your ears, follow up with your tongue, and let anger straggle along in the rear. God’s righteousness doesn’t grow from human anger. So throw all spoiled virtue and cancerous evil in the garbage. In simple humility, let our gardener, God, landscape you with the Word, making a salvation-garden of your life.

 

Be with all who are going through IT this day; may they find that one thing to be grateful and shine on.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Gods Word Spoken

 

Hebrews 1:1-2 (TPT) The Passion Translation

Jesus, the Language of God

Throughout our history God has spoken to our ancestors by his prophets in many different ways. The revelation he gave them was only a fragment at a time, building one truth upon another.[a] But to us living in these last days,[b] God now speaks to us openly in the language of a Son,[c] the appointed Heir of everything, for through him God created the panorama

Hebrews 1:1-2 (NIV) New International Version

God’s Final Word: His Son

In the past God spoke to our ancestors through the prophets at many times and in various ways, but in these last days he has spoken to us by his Son, whom he appointed heir of all things, and through whom also he made the universe.

 

Hebrews 1:1-2 (ICB) International Children’s Bible

God Spoke Through His Son

In the past God spoke to our ancestors through the prophets. He spoke to them many times and in many different ways. And now in these last days God has spoken to us through his Son. God has chosen his Son to own all things. And he made the world through the Son.

 

Hebrews 1:1-2 (MSG) The Message

1-3 Going through a long line of prophets, God has been addressing our ancestors in different ways for centuries. Recently he spoke to us directly through his Son. By his Son, God created the world in the beginning, and it will all belong to the Son at the end. This Son perfectly mirrors God, and is stamped with God’s nature. He holds everything together by what he says—powerful words!

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Date: December 1, Tuesday

Soul Vibes and Starters (YouTube.Com)

 

https://youtu.be/85cqudLoqlE    “ABBA” @John Mark Pantana

https://youtu.be/4Q9itF7tx0o   “You Keep Hope Alive” @Mandisa, Jon Reddick

 

 

 Inspirational Thoughts

You can never cross the ocean until you have the courage to lose sight of the shore.  @Christopher Columbus @Keepinspiring.me

 

 

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives and/or feelings):

Ah what can I say Lord, my easy going let people do what they need to do self is done.

 

Thank you for this day as nothing passes through your hands without a destination you are aware of and allow.    

It has been one heck of a ride in 2020.    Here we are in those most sensitive months with the end of the year upon us and the stress has hit this house like a bulldozer.  Be with my family wherever they end up.   

It’s time to keep pushing through and get this place ready for market.  

It has been a struggle just getting up every day trying to keep going.   Trying not to complain and trying not to enable bad behavior.    But it seems without simply basic yes or no answers or turning my head that is all there can be.

Life is what it is until it is not.    It is not my responsibility to carry anyone else’s burdens.   Which I am so darn good at trying.

Sometimes we just have to let go.     If all anyone can do is constantly be upset, and continually rip everything up one side down the other.  If all anyone can do is slam doors and take it personal to have something to complain about.      I cannot fix that but I also cannot take on the negativity any longer.

 

 

 

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NO TOMORROWS TO GET IT RIGHT (11/30/2020)

 

2 Peter 3:10-11 (NKJV) The Authorized King James Version

The Day of the Lord

10 But the day of the Lord will come as a thief in the night, in which the heavens will pass away with a great noise, and the elements will melt with fervent heat; both the earth and the works that are in it will be [a]burned up. 11 Therefore, since all these things will be dissolved, what manner of persons ought you to be in holy conduct and godliness,

 

2 Peter 3:10-11 (NIV) New International Version

10 But the day of the Lord will come like a thief. The heavens will disappear with a roar; the elements will be destroyed by fire, and the earth and everything done in it will be laid bare.[a]

11 Since everything will be destroyed in this way, what kind of people ought you to be? You ought to live holy and godly lives

 

2 Peter 3:10-11 (ICB) International Children’s Bible

10 But the day the Lord comes again will be a surprise, like a thief. The skies will disappear with a loud noise. Everything in the skies will be destroyed by fire. And the earth and everything in it will be exposed.[a] 11 In that way everything will be destroyed. So what kind of people should you be? You should live holy lives and serve Go

 

2 Peter 3:10-11 (MSG) The Message

10 But when the Day of God’s Judgment does come, it will be unannounced, like a thief. The sky will collapse with a thunderous bang, everything disintegrating in a huge conflagration, earth and all its works exposed to the scrutiny of Judgment.

11-13 Since everything here today might well be gone tomorrow, do you see how essential it is to live a holy life? Daily expect the Day of God, eager for its arrival. The galaxies will burn up and the elements melt down that day—but we’ll hardly notice. We’ll be looking the other way, ready for the promised new heavens and the promised new earth, all landscaped with righteousness.

 

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