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Date: Monday, February 22, 2021
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Lost In Your Love @Brandon Lake (Lyrics)
ft. Sarah Reeves
Meditation Opportunities
(Biblegateway.com) Bible
Verse of the Day
1 John 4:18(NIRV)
18 There is no fear in love. Instead, perfect love drives away
fear. That’s because fear has to do with being punished. The one who fears does
not have perfect love.
(@Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)
So very thankful
for the reminders of what is already known.
YOU NEED ME EVERY MOMENT. Your awareness of your constant need for Me
is your greatest strength. Your
neediness, properly handled, is a link to My Prescence. However, there are pitfalls that you must be
on guard against: self-pity, self-preoccupation,
giving up. Your inadequacy presents you
with a continual choice-deep dependence on Me or despair. The emptiness you feel within will be filled either
with problems or with My Presence. Make
me central in your consciousness by praying continually: simple, short prayers flowing out of the
present moment. Use My Name liberally,
to remind you of My Presence, Keep on asking and you will receive so that
your gladness may be full and complete.
Psalm 86:7 In the day of my trouble, I will call to you, for you
will answer me.
1 Thessalonians
5:17 Pray continually.
John 16:24 AMP “Up to this time
you have not asked a [single] thing in My Name [as presenting all that I AM];
but now ask and keep on asking and you will receive, so that your joy (gladness,
delight) may be full and complete.”
Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my
perspectives or feelings)
One
of those mornings; blessed and thankful I am allowed back up. Even
up super early only to lay back down and wake up running behind.
Thankful
for the chime on my phone, even if it was the sound of one last time, I should
receive messages from there.
Busy
day ahead and no time for goofing around or getting caught up in distracting
schemes or doodling with real lifetime that we never get back.
There
is something to be said for Joyce Mayer and Battlefield of the
mind. Always something going on, always someone that our days can
become like a warzone.
Me
I want to believe the best intentions for all I am connected, and I do not
condemn or condone anyone’s choices. I have my
own. But Friendship and love real friendship and love is
priceless. Not just a conversation of different colors how one
presents they are hustling for whatever funding they can get from
you.
When
in true need, honesty always prevails, not mattering who you are or where you
come from; to those ready and willing to help.
True
need does not mean paying a bill then they go buy their smokes or party because
someone else picked up the tab! Truth is not paying for a
shipment that you will be reimbursed for. Truth is not if you
send me 1 Million dollars, I can come be with you forever.
Okay
so that was extreme, be it 1 dollar, or 50 thousand to a million; the bottom
line is game cards, steam cards, cash transfers, all in the name of something
being delivered, all in the name of one excuse after the other, all in the name
or names of someone you say you are but never show up to stand face to face
virtually or in person.
And
even then; standing face to face and sharing such beautifully words many needs
and what we all want to hear and then hustling anyone men or woman for anything
that you should be working for yourself.
Love
is not what we can do or give. Love is always, love is without
question lifting others up without expectations.
My
thoughts you all! Life is not supposed to be a series full of
constant fulfillment of everything someone presents as a
need.
Although
we are called to be selfless, there is a big difference in doing what others
won’t even try to be honest and do themselves, that they just keep playing the
life chess game hustling and they are good at. You
can know someone all your life and never really know them by the actions.
Saying
what you mean and meaning what you say. Such a fine line to
balance especially when you want to believe the best and see the best in
others. But because we are all wired so very uniquely
and different. It just becomes part of the game until their
play time in the world is up.
It
is what it is until it’s not. At some point we have to shake
off what we keep trying to make really happen and/or fix and let it go.
Every
day we get to choose.
My
ability to over the years to have believed in so many and some found growth,
while others who knows where they ended up, and for those who left this planet
before they fully make those amends or finish what they started on the path to
righteousness and knowing just how beautiful and well they were.
Life
is the battlefield and our minds, letting our hearts lead and wanting to see
the best in anyone is a war zone.
Always
pray for the best for everyone and hate the game don’t hate the
player. Sometimes we cannot turn that other cheek but
never hate those you grow to love that have set themselves up to fall so hard
and you realize you cannot fix, help or be the net to catch when they land.
Give
it to God! Everything you are that is good belongs to him
anyway. Everything we think we own is on loan and can be taken back
at any time. Money, housing and all the material things
of life that make us so called happy.
In
the blink of an eye a winter storm can come freeze out everything we have
causing death and destruction just likes Texas in
2021. Or a strong wind called a tornado or hurricane
will wipe away all we ever known including loved
one’s. The ground opens up and swallows ups
whole and everything we think that made us.
Its
great to have blessings and live life. But what are we really
doing, why are we doing it and who are we doing it
for? Are we walking around internalizing what we
are trying to achieve and allowing it to destroy us from the inside out? Or
what about what we are trying to do outside of real need to help
others.
If
you cannot justify it, see it, and really prove it is a need, it is
real then why are you doing it?
In
the end does it really matter if you misjudged? Hell
yes! Especially with what comes next.
I
have done some crazy things in my journey in this life. Yes, I
in my best days have sent money off to perfect strangers and their needs and
outreach. Even believed that love was what we did for
others. And when the self-destruction and disrespect
outweighed the good. Begged for healing when I cut all
ties.
Really
believed knowing no one owes me anything in life so it should be easy for
people to be straight up in who they are and what their agenda’s even if they
are not planned or written out really are.
Listened
to the made-up stories that there are none; yet every day was a new need that I
could do for them.
Given
everything and truly ended up when in need of just a simple run to a store
because I was down for the count. It could not be done.
Listened
to stories after stories, convinced myself they truly do have good hearts deep
inside and if I just keep praying and/or sticking with them a little longer I
can help make that change.
This
is how I can say. Even though I do try. IT IS
NOT OUR PLACE TO SAFE THE WORLD! That is up to God, and if those
you are connected do walk with God and play in Satan’s sandbox and play you
out. They will answer to God alone.
It
is not up to us to fix what we never created or have the authority to fix.
This
is how I can defer to #LET IT GO #LET IT HURT #LET IT HEAL.
It
will heal and there will be forever pieces added to your abstract puzzle of
life and many more missing or misplaced.
We
do not need to live in a bubble or in fear over anything. Unless of
course our choice truly put us in the midst of a hardcore life with really bad
choices.
You
know the kind where you did someone so wrong and their gang, their
family, their anything like the MOB will always collect
payment. Extreme crazy thoughts this
morning. Yeah!
I
have done my time, and God allowed me to meet His son Jesus Christ long
back. Allowed me to know where and when my blessings really
were.
Allowed
me to love people and even sometimes allowed me to let them in too
close. Allows me daily until He says no more
to get back up. Allows me like everyone at some point
and time in this universe to choose what is next. Until time runs
out.
He
allows all of us to choose life. Choose to know His son Jesus Christ
and choose to purpose even when we do not get it right to try and be our best
self.
To
know right from wrong but not live it; well, we all get to pick our
poisons of life. God is the remedy for any snake
bites. He is the way if we choose to try and call upon Jesus.
Yes,
feel free to label me a Jesus freak. It is okay. I
would rather be known for my kindness and the pains and let downs that come
with it, than 15 minutes much less seconds of anything that purposes to take
and harm others. Love broke through and I
pray it never lets me harden or leaves me.
Although
if I had a dime for every loss I have taken because of
kindness. I could buy a happy meal for everyone in the
world. Or at least try.
Time
is running out; we are not promised
tomorrow. Stop buying into the schemes and stories that
someone loves you, but you need to send them anything. That
giving them your banking info, or even accepting a check to deposit is helping
anyone. Especially if you have never met them.
Take
note when the someone new is wanting to know more about your own family members
even wanting to see photos of them. Don’t do
it.
Loving
can hurt big time. Ask Jesus!
We
love and think we love in so many different ways. But really
how can we love anyone if we do not understand how to love and protect
ourselves. And that is not even close to what we need to
buy or do to keep up with the world around us or become what we think matters
for everyone else.
There
will always be critics.
Worshipping
the one true God is not a performance. God cares and
goes by what he sees in our hearts. Our intentions and He
alone will deal with us no matter how far we think we have come.
We
can stuff things away or keep playing in the sandbox. But if
we are not calling upon the father to help us make the
way. If we really think we are in control, or we
got this. Just hold on to the aftershocks of all that is
yet to come.
Thank
you, Jesus, for allowing me to pour out what may or may not make sense to
any. Thank you for allowing me back up.
Life
is real. Good, bad, or indifferent. May I and
all I am connected dive into you and know how to make each day filled with
imperfect pieces shine brightly in gratitude, love, life, protection, and
guidance of you to lead those always watching by example. Examples
of good and growth forward.
We
are never alone even when we allow the distractions call us off the
path. You Father God are always waiting for us to come back.
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