Saturday, February 27, 2021

02.27.2021_February(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

Music pulled from https://www.youtube.com/ and are free for public consumption**** Bible Verses pulled from https://www.biblegateway.com/ unless noted otherwise and are free for public consumption****   (NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TPT-The Passion Translation)

Date: Saturday, February 27, 2021

(Biblegateway.com) Bible Verse of the Day

1 John 3:18 (NIV) 

18 Dear children, let us not love with words or speech but with actions and in truth.

 Meditation Opportunities

(@Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)

Psalm 73:23  Yet I am always with you, you hold me by my right hand.

 

1 Corinthians 10:13  No temptation has seized you except what is common to man.  And God is faithful, he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear.  But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.

 

Hebrews 3:13  But encourage one another daily, as long as it is called today, so that none of you may be hardened by sin’s deceitfulness.

Soul Vibes / Motivation Movers (YouTube.Com)

 I Believe I Can Fly @Yolanda Adams

I Look to You @Whitney Houston

Help Is On The Way (Maybe Midnight) @TobyMac

Music GATHERING @Bethel

Reasons @Hulvey  ft. Lecrae, SVRCINA

  Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives or feelings)

Thank you, Lord, for the new day given.  Thank you for allowing me to see family and hug that big brother of mine that it has been far too long.   Those relationships so far apart but so remarkably close every chance we come together.  Always bound by our life, by our blood, by our hearts.   Those deep in our souls. 

Reminding how we all just knew, my siblings and I, if we could vision it no matter what.  We just knew we had to get up and go get it, go be it, go and just live.

Knowing if we could see it and genuinely believe it will be.      We were able to get back up and keep going even if we go down for the count a time or too.

I looked to you, somehow in 1995 I walked right up to you for myself, not understanding why.   Just so very tired of all I was battling and losing big.   Fighting to stop living with no purpose. 

How clearly and loudly I would scream and fight with you over the years.    I am sorry for such disrespect when my anger would get the best of me.     All that hurt, all that which I could not fulfill, all that I could not control and just wanted peace.    All those times where I was purposely destroying myself because I just did not want to be where I was anymore.

All the hurt watching loved one’s crushed as they suffered tremendous losses and they spiral out of control trying to just get out of this world.   With no ability to just call upon you themselves.   

Thank you even if I do not know any of the hearts of my blood, friends, or connections.   Thank you for those whom I love dearly to get back up and keep trying.   Even if the battles they face now are bigger because of all the self-infliction.   They are still filled with love and trying to just keep going for the blessings they acknowledge right where they are.

Every one of us, in fact every single soul in this universe according to the world is just a number.  Added to one statistical bucket or another.    Everyone one of us layered and stressed with something we are trying to get through, get over, become, prove.   Battling the changes in our families, in our employment, in just our day to day in a world that has dramatically changed how we ever once knew it.

It started long ago where unless you live out away from everyone, kids just cannot go out and play until the streetlights come on.   Where we once gathered for festive parades and celebrations of authenticity, achievements now has become celebrations that we openly can choose our sexuality, gender, or even wrong doings.

We celebrate more even when we can no longer line up and watch the floats go by; all that which will carry conversation for years to come.   Yet ignore and shine bright for all that they sell their souls and want the world to see, just so they can feel purpose and meaning why they exist.

Sometimes it just is all we know, sometimes its fighting what we think we know others its just stuck somewhere unable to breathe needing reason to live, to escape, to be.

Only you know really Lord why we do what we do even when at times we do not mean to do it.   Help is on the way in you, with you.  If only we look to you from our souls to your very being.  Help is here, it is on the way we just need to call upon you any time of any day.

     Not that I promise I won’t do it again if you just help me, make it stop, give me one more anything.     But that deep release of giving our spirits unto you, Jesus. 

 Knowing deeply, passionately, and willingly every day who the God of the universe is.  Knowing who you are and what you have done for us, with us and in us when we call upon you within our hearts, within our spirit. 

  No matter who we are, what we have done; You Jesus when we call upon your name to live within us are given abundant life right where we are.

My life has been so close to the edge of that six feet more than I care to count.  My life hurts, watching so many losses, watching loved ones, family, and connections in the fire of life and not realizing the peace they could have as you walk them out.

We can plan, we can be our best self in every aspect.  We can love others so deeply we cannot breathe when they are take away or we find out they never really were.

Yet, in you we Father God, Son of Man!  Jesus give us hope, give us peace, give us one more day to exhale.

In all your goodness, in all the fires, in all the pain, in all the mistakes, in all the achievements at the top of our mountains.  Thank you, Jesus!    Please direct my steps, protect my heart, show me the way to shine just a little bit more when things, circumstances and even losses make it so hard to see, so hard to lift hands to grasp on and pull up.  

Yesterday is gone, tomorrow is never promised.    May we be that kind word, that no agenda friend, that truth, that blessing, that listening ear, that ride, that kind gesture.

  May we stop trying to put ourselves out there for the world to see what we are for what we do; may we shine bright for all the good in our hearts and souls.  May we heal, from all we cannot speak about.   May we rest well in the blessings of one more day and find our way and opportunities no matter what they are.  No matter who we are.  May we shine bold, bright and wash away the stains with your blood, wash away the dirt and get away from the sandbox that like quicksand is just waiting to suck us down and stifle suffocating all that you allowed us and created us to be.

Thank you, Lord, for this day no matter come what may.   Thank you for the ability to see those of my blood and all those I will be blessed to come to know.  Thank you for all those that are lost, I have been able to know who have found themselves and found you.

Jesus it is between you and me.  It is between you and every soul who calls upon you daily. 

Protect your called. Protect all our children.  Heal the broken, bring safety to those traveling with you deep in their spirits and in your name.   Show the world your name is worthy Father God.  

 Thank you for all I do not understand.

Thank you for all the times I could not get up myself and it was you who carried me.

Thank you for the love that will always be.  Thank you for the hope I cannot explain and to the human eye I cannot see.

Thank you for allowing me life and just to be me, no reasons needed but just to keep breathing even when we do not know why, how, or when. Thank you!

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