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Date: Friday, April 23,
2021
Meditation
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Romans 14:11 (NIV)
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11 It is written:
“‘As surely as I
live,’ says the Lord,
‘every knee will bow before me;
every tongue will acknowledge God.”
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“Keep your eyes on
Me.”
Psalm 141:8 But my eyes fix on you, O Sovereign Lord; in
you I take refuge—do not give me over to death.
Isaiah 48:17 This is what the Lord says—your Redeemer, the
Holy One of Israel: “I am the Lord your
God, who teaches you what is best for you, who directs you in the way you
should go.”
Psalm16:11 NKJV You will show me the path of life; in Your
presence is fullness of joy; at Your right hand are pleasures forevermore.
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Daily Journal/Thoughts/
Prayers (Thinking out loud)
Interesting morning Lord: taking the second
vaccine yesterday and although no symptoms like many describe. Perhaps because I have been pumping up on Tylenol
every 4 hours to keep from fever, aches, and pains. Absolutely a different kind of tired with
that faint something is different in the background.
Thank you for this day no matter what it is and all
those that have come before. Thank you
for the challenge to think and double check as I just feel good but off in a
different way.
I will be spending the day in rest and resting
this mind. As I read through this
morning “Not everyone you love will stay.
Not everyone you trust will be loyal.
Some people only enter our lives as a lesson or example of what to avoid.”
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How each lesson through my time has reminded me
of who I never want to be like. Loving
others through you, with you is the only truth in the end that will heal, give hope,
and allow many more days of getting back up.
Thinking about the reasons why I took this
vaccine and all the unknowns. Knowing
you are in control. Knowing I am trying
to do my part with deep hope you Jesus would have intervened for your children
who stepped up for this if we were not supposed to do so. You know all things.
Me ready to find that some sort of normal doing
my part; diving in staying busy trying to be that one lesson no one else needs
to go through to learn.
Feeling that love of those closest to me finally
able to hug on those that has been too long.
Life is what it is until it is not. Prayerfully we while making the best of it
along the way work towards doing it selflessly learning how to turn off our
selfish ambitions of me’ism that uses up all those that come along, in and out
of our journey we are allowed.
It takes training and patience, and we have to
become obedient to what we chase, what we follow, what we let in. We have to stop playing that spiritual tug of
war with you Jesus. Please take this,
please fix this; no wait I found a new way of what might work.
Slowly that vapor fading away be it at the hands
of my own demise in all that is meant for good or bad, selflessly, or
selfishly. At some point we all fade
away back into the dust you formed us from.
That dash in-between what you allow us in and out
Jesus. What we do with it, what we
will be forgiven for, of or burn throughout the eternity we are left with when
our time stamp ticket out arrives.
You gave us freedom of choice.
Please show mercy on those struggling to know how
to stop the cycle, how to heal in you how to even know you are with them
always.
Faith over fear.
Like that teenage lost kid walking through the inner city, she grew-up
in at night and a major blackout takes over.
When suddenly one of those punk friends sneak up behind me walking
thinking it would be funny to scare me.
I was always a fighter for
survival and never letting anyone near me back then unless I gave in.
What about the girl that was pinned up against a
church being beat up because at such a very young age she was sleeping around with
other boyfriends?
No not me, I was the mediator, somehow just in
the right place at the right time to safe them from being beat to a horrible
mess. Not sure if they ever learned as
later that friend, even married in a volatile marriage at that; ends up
sleeping with the one I was living with for many years.
So crazy;
Forgiveness is a mighty thing!
Some people are just lost and their own worse enemies. Thankfully, they are still living in the
here and now and with one person that loves them beyond all the indiscretions:
yet suffering horribly with health issues.
I remember so many years ago it seems when they begged
me to forgive them and take the healing stone and give them a chance by praying
over it.
Me a lost soul myself not walking with you then;
but what did they know when I forgave them and learned to pray it would bring
me to the foot of the cross and needing you deep within this being to be
anything Jesus!
All my life fighting for that truth and realness
in all relationships be it me jumping in being a mediator for all those girls
be it just too loose or those just at the hands of abusers because they had the
bully control.
Something to be said being robbed from childhood
and not knowing what life really should have been to know a mother, father and know
someone was always there to protect us as children in our growth.
Not sure but guess this is where this mind maze
is going today. Thankful you never gave
up on me Father.
Seeing so clearly, I have never been on my own
even during the darkest times that I never understood or should of, would of,
could of moments in this life given.
You allow us your strength and courage with that
freedom to change. Even when we do not
know to what or where. And once we allow
you in Holy Spirit nothing is ever the same!
No matter what you will never let go. Even when so many in the world discard what
is meant for beauty, love and indescribable joy used up bubble-gum.
I used to fight for having my significance in
just someone. That gap that a child
yearns for from a mother and father, a lover from their life partner. Just that which when they hold you; you are
allowed to just exhale and rest and know that single second is a lifetime.
Blessed to have realized that you Jesus are that
glue that has put me together and held me tight leading me out of the darkness
more times than not.
Those moments where you allow me to remember and
see the light on the other end of each journey that did get dark. Thank you!
For then, for now and for anything that may be.
May all I am connected know you, and purpose to
learn and walk with you. Heal this world
Jesus for all the broken pieces not just an unseen virus. Heal this land for the brokenness we each
carry forth.
Heal all that I am for your will. Love all that I am connected in your truth.
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