Thursday, July 8, 2021

07.08.2021_July(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Date: Thursday July 8th , 2021   

 

Meditation Opportunities - Biblegateway.com Daily Verse

Psalm 138:2 (EXB - EXPANDED BIBLE)

I will bow down facing your holy Temple,
    and I will ·thank [praise] ·you [L your name] for your ·love [loyalty] and ·loyalty [faithfulness].
You have ·made your name and your word
    greater than anything [L exalted your word above all your name].


Meditation Opportunities Daily Devotion @Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)      “Now you see only a poor reflection as in a mirror, but then you will see face to face.”

Psalm 27:8 When you said, “Seek My face,” my heart said to you.  “our face, Lord, I will Seek.”

John 15:11 “I have told you this so that my joy may be in your and that your joy may be complete.”

1 Corinthians 13:12  Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face.  Now I know in part; then  I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

 

Motivation Movers & Touches to the Soul (YouTube.Com)

 

Photograph - Ed Sheeran

Fight For Me - Gawvi Ft. Lecrae

Lecrae - I'll Find You (Video) ft. Tori Kelly

Metallica: Nothing Else Matters

Worthy Is The Lamb - Hillsong Worship

Chris Tomlin - I Will Rise (Live)

Ryan Stevenson - Mosaic

Daughtry - Heavy Is The Crown

 

 

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (Thinking out loud)

Lord only you can be everywhere all the time.    When you took me out of the desert and had me look up.  Was that  moment in time, was it a lesson, was it just the step to where you have me going?

Only you know the future.  But what I know is when I am asked what makes me stop believing.  When all along I have been honest to say I never did believe what they say, but it did not stop me from loving the real them even if they would never show up.   Show up for themselves, for their families, for the eternal destination not just forever here and now.

 

Love, real love, your love God knows no boundaries.    Mix that all up with dreams, desires of the flesh and the persistence that if we do not give up.  If we just keep fighting forward for all that is good and beautiful through what we see with our own minds eye.

Well just because we have to wake up, shake up and be in the reality we are given and not just the dreams or that oasis we seen while wandering in that desert or hiding our head in the sand so that we can never get lost in our weakness or be taken advantage of anyone.

You alone Christ know where I am to be.  You alone know what is happening within and why some discomfort and lack of understanding is transpired or why the shuffle is in place.

It has to be yours Lord.   Where are you sending me as a help, where are you now?

 

Life and the circle of it that spins is ongoing.    No matter if our time runs out or is just getting started.   There is a time and season for everything and everyone!

Just because the time is not yet; does not mean the love is any less.   In fact, when you love anything, set it free.  If it is meant to be it will always come back.  If it does not, it does not mean it never was.  It just means that your time was not what we know as forever.

 

Learn from love, learn from lessons, learn from what you really do not understand and that which is perfectly clear.

Guard your heart Proverbs 4:23 says, “Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it” (NIV). The Hebrew translation of guard means to keep above all keepings. So, above ALL you guard – your marriage, family, bank account, passwords, your car or house – guard your heart with more vigilance than anything else.

Where that leads us is so clear when we do not.  

When things are happening, you cannot understand. When things transpire because you made choices and they turn out as you did not expect.   Or you knew but thought you would be wrong and did it anyway.  It is not the end of the world, no matter how heavy that tsunami wave that comes after becomes.    Give it all back to the one whom you belong.   Give it back to Christ Jesus.

Dig in and stop fighting alone and stop playing that spiritual tug of war.    No matter if we are that purposed, or hell bent on gaining or taking on or even taking from.     Actions speak louder than words.   And sometimes the truth is known far before it ever comes out.  Especially when we think it is hidden deep in dark places never to be found.

 

Judge not of what riddles play out, word porn sparks something within you, or even at times that attraction and lust deep within is strong for something, or someone that will never be lasting but just another piece to collect.     Weigh out and know what the worth is and the price you or those who love you dearly would pay.

 

Loving someone, loving something can really hurt.    When it is meant to be it gives you that fulfillment back.  Be it comfort to know they got your back, it feeds your spirit, it or they help your grow, and bring so much brightness deep within your soul.      When you realize it is not balanced, it is one sided, it is not what it is pretending or labeled to be.   It takes little bits and pieces of an already spirit that is so desperate to be filled forever.

 

Jesus forgive us for the hurt you take because of this lost humanity.   When our children turn their back on the parents that are alone, sickly, or even dying alone.   Forgive us that we are so needy to want to believe in humanity we think we can make a difference with those that are good at the games the world plays.    Forgive us when we give ourselves away to everything but you~  When you are always fighting for us.   You are the air we breathe and forget to give thanks for even just getting back up with no plans one more day.

It is no lie I cannot do this life on my own Jesus.   Shaking my head as I think about how everyone thinks I am so strong.   They do not get the truth.    I am a mess in pieces all over the floor  in front of your cross.    Hoping I didn’t mess up too much then, hoping I didn’t mess up too much this time.  Yet, know all that I am is because you give me life and you alone allow me back up and out of the dark.  When all I want to do is disappear and not feel some of the fall out of those I love, want to love, or even the choices I make trying to love.

My schedule and plans, well maybe they will happen.  Maybe I will be what someone needs, maybe I will be filled up with that energy to work harder and bring it back together as the world says it should be.    Maybe I will just be me who I have always been and will be. 

Shake me and all I am connected up Lord, whenever doubt comes.  Whenever the sorrow fills so quickly, we find ourselves going under.

 

Never alone, never in touch with those we want to be, should be, could be.    Does it matter as long as we find you and cling tightly, never to let go?

 

Your worth is far greater than anything temporal of this world.   How do we find you when so many do not know you?   How do I never lose you?

 

We can rise as I have I will again and fill in all the blanks that sometime tip me over or spin out of control trying to be all that is not my place or your will.

Crazy how this mind can go from Metallica to Hillsong and still be lifted just by the music in my soul thanks to you.  Because of you nothing else matters and there is no greater blessing to know and have you in my life.   

Imperfectly placed mosaic colors and pieces of a giant life puzzle that someone or some wind comes by and shakes the canvas, and we shift to a different corner or fight our way back to make that which you already see up ahead.   No matter what the color, size, shape you alone have made all things beautiful.  But if only the world of humans could remain beautiful or learn to be that beauty from the inside out.

Father God, Thank you!    You Jesus use every single thing.  May we find you and your will in all things.   Love wide open or shut.  When I let them in, I cannot help but love who they are not what they do.  It makes me crazy what they do.  As I know I too have done that to you.   Yet you love me anyway.   So why can’t I?    Even when I have to let go; because I need too much, because I love too deep, too hard and know when the time is right what is meant to be will always be.

Teach me your will!

Take me in your direction!

Love all the broken pieces, places, people, and things I am!

Accept all of my unspoken thanks, and requests to be forgiven for all I do not know!

Show me how to never let go!

Make it real in all that matters for all that I am!

Heavy is the crown that you bore the thorns and bled out and still today pour out washing those who call you to be washed clean.   Heavy is the burden and crown that only you Jesus take on.

Give this world your healing, strength, mercy, and grace to share out and be that love that only you are.

 

Thank you for this day and any other I may be given.

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