Friday, August 27, 2021

08.27.2021_August(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Date: Friday - August 27, 2021

 

Biblegateway.com Daily Verse

Isaiah 26:3 (NLV)  New Life Version

You will keep the man in perfect peace whose mind is kept on You, because he trusts in You.

 

Motivation Movers & Touches to the Soul (YouTube.Com)

Jeremy Camp - Break Your Promises

Jeremy Camp - Steady Me

Lauren Daigle - Rescue

Captain Official lyric Video - Hillsong UNITED

Phil Wickham - His Name Is Jesus (Lyrics) Who is this King?

Whom Shall I Fear [The God of Angel Armies] By Chris Tomlin

Britt Nicole Be The Change

 

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (Thinking out loud)

Amazing how in my own life experience where I learn even though I have known someone all my life I never really knew them at all.    We put so much stock into how our life will be the best of everything by pouring our expectations into our human partners, friends, family, and connections. 

Yet more and more we reveal just how we never really know what and who someone is.

Saying what they mean or meaning what they say is left to a grand canyon of what is not being revealed.

Until one day you live through that one that you never thought would ever let you down leaves you broken and never to be the same.

 

You, Jesus, never break your promises.  Yet we never fully give you everything that we are first and always.

How beautiful for those who realize your timing is perfect.    Though we suffer in our wants and desires and misunderstood outcomes. 

Be it that husband that you have known all your life yet one day he is just gone leaving you in a broken mess to clean up and to find the setup living a double life setting up with his next.     Or what about that woman who married the man of her dreams and wanted that family and a family and children with him.   Yet, almost 50 years of marriage just kept beating herself up thinking it was her.   Then one day he revealed he did not want any children but never let her know he had surgery and the only reason she knows now because the love of his life almost died, and he could not live with what he kept from her any longer.

Lord, you steady me for sure.

Both scenarios are real, one of my own with the many I could tell.  The other just another beautiful soul who is learning who God really is and how He has been working in her life even though she realizes how much anger and disgrace for her own being she lived with far too long.

The stories in life do not necessarily have to be a man letting a woman down.  We know far to often it is an equal opportunity when it comes to what people do to each other or withhold just to get what they want.

Or taking the easy way out and never talking about what drives their need to keep moving.

Life is full of twists, turns and brightly colored story lines painted every day we are allowed back up.

One of the most heart wrenching things for me that crushes me every time is watching two people who have fought forward together all their lives and one of them leaves this planet and the other is left behind crushed.

The day I watch my brother say goodbye to my sister-in-law after 30 years of marriage and his six-foot two frame crumble.     Or how angry he was at a God he never really took time to meet through his son Jesus.     No fault of his own; by far growing up in Catholicism doesn’t always lead you to know who Jesus really is.

Knowing how loved we really are is not something everyone gets to understand.

 

I am not really sure when I finally grabbed onto that life raft of rescue through Jesus.   Well yes, I am sort of.    I have always believed in a God.    But it was when my kids were starting their lives that I really needed to breathe again.    And if it meant giving all I am to the one who died for me I was going to do it.      Even if what I do does not qualify for what they  think, say, or do.

 

We all have to choose and own the choices we make no matter what the results.    And that ripple effect of our choices wash over us for a lifetime.    Be it the death and sacrifice for our first responders giving all they are to protect, care and rescue any of us.    Or day to day in all the things that spin us or those we never talk about until one day 50 years later the truth finally comes out.

You Jesus have never been hidden yet we hide you.      You have never been silent, yet we choose to follow the static or disruptions of what we create and not what your peace and mercy bring.

It does not stop the pain from ripping or rippling through any one of us on any given day.  But Jesus you have taken on so much more than we ever will and never for a moment stopped wanting better for humanity.  

May we see with your eyes and learn to understand just who you are through your heart, mercy, and grace.   May we learn to be kind to ourselves, and all those we connect.  May we learn kindness matters but does not mean we become a sacrifice.

You have already made the ultimate sacrifice Jesus.  May we live for you and grow forward with you and all you lived, suffered, died, and came back for.

 

We can either lean in or lean back either way our choices matter to how we will handle any circumstance of any day given.    May I always be able to give thanks just to know the life I have been given and am still called to fight forward each day you allow me up.

 

Fighting can be just learning to breathe, just learning to let go, just learning to hold on, just all things that come our way and what or how we will do whatever is next.   Or even how we handle the outcomes when they do not transpire into what we have planned and the impacts ripple.    God be with us always, and may we always acknowledge He is through relationship with Christ Jesus.

Jesus no matter if we are in our own darkness or following your hope, purpose, and life into places that we may never return.   May you always be the keeper of our souls for all those who believe and sacrifice all things on behalf of humanity and your love.

The wars have always raged for generations before and generations to come.   Give comfort and life to those left behind for all those lost in the crossfire or pure evil.     Your will be done Father God.    For every child that is left for the demons and all innocence given life to fight without direction or hope.

We are not defined by this world!    What we choose matters and all the hate, all the hurt all that we take from the future matters more than that two second of power trips we ride or the truly lost bitter darkness that will torment us eternally.    Lord soften the hearts of the haters, light up the darkness and guide all our leaders to unity and prosperous opportunity in life, mercy, and grace that you give just by allowing life each new day.

 

My captain who drives the wheel of my soul through all my own rivers and rapids spinning within.   Forever missed, forever desire in truth pure abundant love in the depths of freedom and raging power flowing through the veins pumped forward by the beats of a heart that you control.      Resurrect all who even silently cry and think of you Jesus.    May your angel armies come alive and be the difference we all wish to see.

 

All that I am, all that I can be all that is your will.   Desperately in the corner of life abundance full of victories.   Mine, theirs, yours Jesus through that what makes our hearts smiles, or leaves us needing places to just regroup and hide.   May you never leave me or any I am connected.   No matter how twisted or derailed the ride.  We are and forever will be your creation and most precious prize.

Thank you for loving me enough to giving me each new day with so much to purpose and try.

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