Thursday, November 18, 2021

11.18.2021_November(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Date:

Thursday November – 18th

Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com

NF - Hate Myself

Confidence- Sanctus Real

Andra Day - Rise Up

Matt Redman - The Heart of Worship

But For The Grace Of God - Keith Urban

Kaleidoscope World - Francis M

TobyMac - On Your Own

Warrior - Hannah Kerr


Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Man been riding this train a long time to life. But everything changed when I switched tracks and hoped on the J train.  Like a hobo that is blessed with everything.   I was chasing and having everything feeling nothing but emptiness and let downs with so much brokenness that I just could not fill for more than here and there.   And one day when I woke up with Jesus it was like going from rags to riches in the depths of this soul.

Now everyone has a story. Without a doubt! Some are similar others are rare and wide. But everyone can all upon Jesus to finish writing whatever chapters we have to really live left in this here and now.

So many thinks they know you. Taking what you speak in confidence and twisting or just adding one little grammar correction. Turning what was meant in love and friendship or even close family ties. And not that you wanted them to condone anything but they turn it into condemnation so they can try to take the view and heat off themselves.

There will always be critics and always be some real vial souls out there.   Where you have given it all you got, and someone notices and helps you to the next level on that ladder of success.  Whatever it may be in your mind.  While all the while the ones you have thought had your back are really displaced with their very own being and disqualify you from everything, yet you are supposed to still continue on even though, even when.

 

So, Continue On!

Rise up and be all that you were created to be.    Write out, sing out, play out, create out.  Just do not lie down and quit because of what other judgements loudly make so much noise about.

Be your best light, be your best self and although Jesus should be your best friend.   Realize you were and are created in his image and care enough about your own being to be your own best friend.

Walk it out and know, really believe when you find yourself even if you think you know who the real you is.   Dig in and know Jesus is within you and all you need to do is call upon him daily and seek His spirit to direct your steps.  And really know that even when you are pulled through the fire; it is Him alone that is pulling you to safety.  With many lessons maybe, or just a wipe of the brow.  But full of grace, and truth that your light is shining bright just for who you are created.  

All that which you do, all that which you say.  It can be beautiful.   But it is what is in the depths of your veins flowing through each time you exhale that matter.

Who am I

Nobody, Somebody, or really just AlwaysMe.

Filled with gratitude every given day and even on those moments I forget, and the world comes out of these lips or pouring out the layers of why; why, why!  In body language, words that should not be said or even tears that flow from feeling those cuts by spiritual, emotional attacks and loses almost washing me off my feet.

That little girl with a gap of time that she never really wants to remember what happened during.     She knows what was before, and almost when she woke back up and what happened after.    In the hands of darkness and under the influence of the demons’ hands.   Or what about just wanting to be loved and not that throw away kid that was barely breathing.

We all go through something.   Thinking all the while knowing no one would ever do that to me again and I had it under control.  The walls being built higher and higher.    Yet here and there trying over and over again.    Wishing at the time they treated me better as I learned life really should not have been that way.

On that suicide mission for a long time if not most of my growing life.   Then having children to have something to life for.    Learning life’s greatest lessons only later to learn who Jesus really is.   Not just knowing there was a God who did all these things only He can do.

Fighting forward then even for the wrong reasons whatever they were.   Fighting forward now to keep shining a flicker of hope for any tomorrows maybe I/we may be given.    Never understanding anything but rejection, being taken advantage of all the while refusing to ever take anything from anyone and daring to be different.    Daring to prove all those I would be nothing; how I was the only one in my family line to break the curse taking on a career and college.    Finding and flourishing then getting bored moving from this to that.       Always with a servant curious heart.

Oh, it has not been easy by far in all the broken pieces accepting I had control and any thing I allowed was my choice.    Even if I wanted so much more in the desires of this flesh.

Transparent as mud, clear as the light that shines coming and going in this world.

If not by the grace of God I would have been just another pile of dust somewhere at the hands of those who play in Satan’s sandbox.   Broken  and put back together so many times I am someone’s own kaleidoscope they just have not seen yet and they will never be able to put down.    A daughter of the most High King and loved for eternity beyond all space and time.   Just waiting for my human sweet soul  king that knows you too Jesus.

Lord may we always know we are never alone.   May we all find your, hearing your call and fill the cravings of all life teases us with be filled with your sanctification and undeserving mercy and grace.

Heal the cancer patients Lord. 

Heal the brokenness

Guide, protect our steps and put that barrier up that we stay far away from the darkness as possible.   But if we cannot Jesus let us be the light to help lead them home back to you.

Thank you for this day and all you fill this mind maze to think out loud and allow tapped out or whatever I may speak.

May you always be my faith, my shield, my armor and I forever be your warrior; even when I have no clue where, how or why!

Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

John 17:17(TPT) The Passion Translation

17 “Your Word is truth! So make them holy by the truth.

John 17:17  (NIV) New International Version

17 Sanctify them by[a] the truth; your word is truth.

 

John 17:17  (MSG) The Message

13-19 Now I’m returning to you.
I’m saying these things in the world’s hearing
So my people can experience
My joy completed in them.
I gave them your word;
The godless world hated them because of it,
Because they didn’t join the world’s ways,
Just as I didn’t join the world’s ways.
I’m not asking that you take them out of the world
But that you guard them from the Evil One.
They are no more defined by the world
Than I am defined by the world.
Make them holy—consecrated—with the truth;
Your word is consecrating truth.
In the same way that you gave me a mission in the world,
I give them a mission in the world.
I’m consecrating myself for their sakes
So they’ll be truth-consecrated in their mission.

 


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