Sunday, February 6, 2022

02.06.2022 February (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Date: Sunday February 6th   

Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

 

Proverbs 21:21 

21 Whoever pursues righteousness and love finds life, prosperity[a] and honor.

Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com

 

Sunday Service 11am New Life Christian Church - Spring Hill 2-6-2022

Relaxing Jazz Music - Background Chill Out Music - Music For Relax,Study,Work

Cochren & Co. - Good Memories (Official Music Video)

TobyMac - I’m Sorry (a lament) (Lyric Video)

Touch of Heaven - David Funk | Worship Night

  

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

So profound; “Death is so unexpected and uncontrollable. Please love me while I'm here. I LOVE YOU  original author unknown but posted by my daughter.   As the ride of life is spinning for family members and though we absolutely adore and think how so often we all spend our time loving others for what they have done or will do for us; or stop all connection with them because they do something that we do not agree with. 

 

Or even people they love that we do not care for we cut life off that could be building such beautiful memories until it is too late.

Then we scream neglect when life and choices we make were not close because of the whatever.      

This cuts deep as my family is going through it again.    How my mother has spent almost the past 33 years with her husband.  Okay, so what if he is not my father but Pops not my father.  However, I have more admiration and love for this man in his wisdom and just supporting words to always get back up.    A paramedic, fireman his career and giving to so very many.   No matter what was going on he always showed encouragement in just the simple things.

Now down for the count and most likely will not make it back home to his wife and absolutely life for the both of them will never be the same.

As I think how his own children always loved him from a distance and never really engaged his choice to remarry and now at the now very close to end times screaming and demanding what needs to happen.

Heart breaking  to know this person for my entire life has never waivered how he treated anyone.  And not once loved anyone for what they could do for him.

 

As tears stream knowing the cycle of life happens.   The changes are coming fast and furious.

Remembering to whom I belong and that I may have only one Father in this universe called God the Father, Christ my King.   Pops forever has a huge place in my heart.

For just who he is and how he selflessly maybe not always in the right Christ like fashion lived life helping others.   Now here he and his bride will need to be part because age that allows us to know blessings of life that many do not receive has taken its toll.

Jesus

If only we would love our family and our friends and all we connect unconditionally as you loved us.     Not for what we can give or take; not for what they look like, or even what they do or have done.    Can we not love those we are given while we are alive for who they are and nothing less?   Even if they are doing or have done; even if they have someone  or something we do not agree.   Could we not just love each other as you love us?

 

The moral support and no expectation love that should filter and flow through our veins for life itself should never be disrupted.  Yet it is by our very own blessings we have spawned and as the end of times come the bitterness flows out more so when we know we cannot get back all that we decided to throw away.

I myself and those I have been blessed have always known reality and no someone does not have to be blood or even part of any extended family to be loved as family.    Though if I needed anything I would have been given the blessing; the courage and strength taught through encouragement allowed me to grow abundantly into daring to be different and never give up.

I pray Pops you will fight the fight until the good Lord takes you home turning off all the static from the Pharisees outside the door demanding they know what is right for you while they now scramble to take whatever pieces of you, they possibly can just to hold on to forever of all that was missed in the dash we are given.

Not really weird times from the day the pandemic was announced all pretty much every day going forward. 

Maybe just the fact everything has changed so much that reality is crystal clear for everyone no matter how they wish to mask it.

Back in the day everyone could flock to the hospitals and visit and wish our loved ones well.  Now we are limited who, and how long.    The demons of jealousy or envy have not changed.  It has always been.    Readying to travel into the unexpected is nothing different.

On any given day we never know what will or won’t happen.

Jesus you are the only steadfast abundance that never changes.   For this I am beyond grateful.

Be it the heartbreak of mom & pops or the chronic illness that at some point will stop forever of other family members.   Or even just the gaps that are so prevalent within my own immediate family.   As my soul cries out just wanting them to make effort and know you and love who they have been given for nothing, but the time allowed.

 

Yet like the world it just keeps spinning for what we can get, what we can do, what we can collect.  Blinded by what sneaks in like me opening an old tablet lately to get a game to work again and some how some site of garbage made its way onto it.

Almost spending time trying to chase down who had it last and where it came from.   I was quickly reminded the war of good and bad; light and dark may have already been won.  But the battles will rage on until Christ comes back.

 

Jesus come!

The innocence lost is in abundance.

The hurt and the hate and all the little things we do in the  last moments we are scrambling to make memories or dig in trying to capture what we think we deserve.     Show us Father none of us deserve anything.  Especially when we put so much in for so many wrong reasons.

Protect our children, your children Father!

Be with the widows, widowers and all those that have been given life and vision to see the opportunities given.

May I never miss a moment of your teaching…

Thank you for the air in these lungs and the ability to get back up.  May all I do reflect your will in gratitude and love.

Heal this world Lord, I know you can.  Wake us up.

I am sorry it took me so long to understand what it meant to meet you Jesus.  For not knowing you sooner to reflect your light in all the gaps that were and always have been.

Thank you for loving me no matter what.   Thank you for men like pops who always kept trying even when the cost was big just to be part of anyone’s life.

Wake us up Jesus in guidance, protection and light shining bright in the path of you.

Heal what needs to be healed, hold those I love and those I may not even know in protection, guidance and comfort and your image.

 

Protect all I am connected and love from the demons, vultures, thieves, and evil dwellers in and of this century.    Cage the trolls and expose the truth for what it really is.

May I get back up with you always?

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