Wednesday, March 16, 2022

03.16.2022_March (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Date: Wednesday March 16th

Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

Colossians 3:12 MSG

12-14 So, chosen by God for this new life of love, dress in the wardrobe God picked out for you: compassion, kindness, humility, quiet strength, discipline. Be even-tempered, content with second place, quick to forgive an offense. Forgive as quickly and completely as the Master forgave you. And regardless of what else you put on, wear love. It’s your basic, all-purpose garment. Never be without it.

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 Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com

 

 

TobyMac - Move Keep Walking (Lyrics)

 

Jordan Feliz - The River (Official Lyric Video)

 

Tauren Wells - Fake It (Official Music Video) ft. Aaron Cole

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Wake up and give thanks; God is not done with you yet.  You are loved, you have purpose.  Know the choices you make impact how you Are staying blessed, Staying healthy and allowing your light to shine for others around you to continue to grow.

Keep growing forward…  my waking thoughts out loud https://youtu.be/yucbDO9XnMk

 

Allot of people can have impacts on our everyday choices and we can impact everyone and everything we connect, pass by, or become deeply engaged with.   It is no one else’s fault for the actions we take.    Life or Death, good or bad.   We are responsible for the choices in words, actions, and deeds daily.

Sure, sometimes we are handed a bad hand in the card game of life or the lemons we are given to make something tasty and worth while are so rotten all we have is the bitter taste left behind.   But we get to choose in the moments, seconds we are allowed to spin, crash, and burn or find a different direction of opportunity to continue growing forward.

No, I don’t see the world through rose colored glasses.  In fact, I wish I could.  If anything, I am a magnet directly to the real world and all the sad broken pieces in people, places and things.   Often missing my own opportunity to seize the seconds in God’s beauty be it nature, people, music, things. 

I work too much, spend too much time wondering if family will be okay.   And absolutely let too much of the world overshadow and rob so many good blessings of day to day or awesome opportunities I have been given, taken, or made that have left ever lasting memories into this soul to take with me when I get to the other side.  Which I know I will compare when I get back up the awesomeness of eternity to what I thought was beyond; beyond!

I am always me and very human… 😊

Anyway, it is what it is until it is not.   And though I can only share based on my life experience I do know this.  We are never alone.  What you may be facing someone else has been through or others are going through so much far worse and when we get to the other side of what is eating us up, we realize just how we should have redirected our faith and purpose for any given day allowed back up to redirect and put the fire into something useful and create beauty out of the ashes that we think we have.

 

This is me, my mind maze, and thoughts so I get it if you do not agree or are just so low you cannot see the hand of God waiting to pull you up to look out over all that can be.

Life is unfair.   Trust me when you have a class of fifth graders comparing whose life is worse because their daddy died, or parents don’t want them, or they cannot remember what their parents look like because they are in and out of jail because they are heroin addicts, and they live in foster care.    You know that the broken pieces life took from you as a child are insignificant if wasted to not give back and be the strength, laughter, goofiness, or anything else to distract what was to grow forward into what could be.

 

I could give a thousand reasons why this world hurts and we all have our own some alike some different.     Recently losing pops knowing he lived a great giving live as a fireman, EMT to serve and help others all his life and in the end would not help himself.   To remember my grandmother died when catching her bathrobe on fire cooking for my aunt and a couple months later my aunt who jumped up to help put her out burned 90% of her body died as well leaving behind a 4-year-old and 2-week-old.       Close as a kid yeah… but the pain of me not visiting or having someone to care for me compared to two cousins growing up with out parents had more lasting scars.    The fact of all the wolves out there ready to pounce be it the talkers’ given ideas to the real demons or those who just watch not stepping up in anyway but to participate in darkness.

Allot can happen as my life changed as it was supposed back then and even now.

Every day is not promised and is or should be considered a gift.    If we all could find our strength and courage in unity as I’ll say it Ukraine has done in all their uncertainty at the hands of a psychotic dictator that most likely had his own hurts, habits and hang-ups morphed into something more sinister to take out on humanity because the lack of his own.

Who knows why someone could be so evil and harm and destroy so much in humanity?  Besides God and he allows freedom of will run its course.

Thus, leaving us all in the bubble of what is yet to be.

My heart hurts all the while faith restored that somewhere there is purpose for the pain we grow through.  Each day we are allowed back up.   From the unity and spirit to not quit and fight for freedom of something more, something better something that shines so bright whoever is around us can grow from.    Be it third world wars or individual battles within our own beings.

I would say I wish I knew the outcome.   I don’t want to see what is on its way.  I just need to remember God sent His only son to teach us, to die for us so we could have life everlasting.    His promise, His pain, His purpose should always be the driving force to allow us back up.   More importantly our relationship with him to lock in our destiny no matter how the here and now world looks should be a daily priority.    I know how starved I feel if I ignore my daily communications and time with God.     I know how much peace there is when I remember whose I am, and nothing is wasted.

Watching each day and those I care for and even allowing myself to allow the weariness of the world to consume me at times.    Remembering none of us our perfect; only the creator can be.   Even when we strive and allow our ego’s morph us into things we really are not.  Just because we are blessed to have talent and skill in the good, the bad and even the ugly.  That gives us that temporal high and illusion of control.

Life is what we purpose to make it.   We can chase the platform and get up so high living in what the world calls elaborate success where we must have someone dictate our everyday schedule, move, and need protection because someone always wants what we have.

Or we can remain humble and know in the end none of the matters in the end if you do not feel alive in life because of our choices.

 

Anyway, Thank You Jesus for allowing me back up another day.

Direct my path and show me what, who, when, if next.

I know Lord you are with all those in harms way, I know you are with all in this miserable heartbreaking war.   Just as I can imagine but never know if it is breaking our hearts how it must be for you.

Lord, may we have faith in you and do what we must to keep getting back up and get to the other side with and for you.

 

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