Saturday, April 2, 2022

04.02.2022_April (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

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Date: Saturday April 2nd  


Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

Matthew 20: 17-19 The Message

1Matthew 20: 17-19 (The Living Bible)

17 As Jesus was on the way to Jerusalem, he took the twelve disciples aside 18 and talked to them about what would happen to him when they arrived.

“I[a] will be betrayed to the chief priests and other Jewish leaders, and they will condemn me to die. 19 And they will hand me over to the Roman government, and I will be mocked and crucified, and the third day I will rise to life again.”

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Footnotes

  1. Matthew 20:18 I, literally, “The Son of Man.”

 

Matthew 20: 17-19 (The Message)

To Drink from the Cup

17-19 Jesus, now well on the way up to Jerusalem, took the Twelve off to the side of the road and said, “Listen to me carefully. We are on our way up to Jerusalem. When we get there, the Son of Man will be betrayed to the religious leaders and scholars. They will sentence him to death. They will then hand him over to the Romans for mockery and torture and crucifixion. On the third day he will be raised up alive.”

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 Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com

Keith Urban - Nightfalls (Official Lyric Video)

 

Terrian - Light It Up (Sub. espaƱol) + video

 

Brooke Ligertwood - I Belong To Jesus (Dylan's Song) (Acoustic Version)

 

Nothing Left To Prove (feat. Israel Houghton & Naomi Raine) | Maverick City Music

 

Lead me back Morgan harper Nichols (lyrics)

 

I just need U. TobyMac Lyrics Video HD

 

Crowder - Red Letters

 

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Life is but a dream.   Sometimes the storms come crazing through the atmosphere leaving us trying to find the pieces scattered in all directions knowing how blessed we really are but mostly shell-shocked finding ourselves having a hard time sorting which direction to feel or go.

Kudos to the new release Night Falls by the guitar hero Keith Urban.

 

May we all be blessed to see it light up and find our way for who we are meant to be and not what we do.  May we all understand the world does not define us before it is too late.  Nothing is promised in this life only the truth spoken and lived is we so often make things much harder than they have to be.   That we never in the end find ourselves where we thought we would be.

No one wants to die alone.   Yet the heart wrenching truth lays where no matter who surrounds us, we can never let go of the emptiness that slowly takes our final breath.    When our children, friends and other family forget who we are to them and we do not even have them walking us to heavens door.    There is not much to fight for when we are not ground in Jesus’ spirit and aware of better days on the other side of this creation called life.

I have been really struggling since Wednesday this week with just day to day.  Ever since I learned that kind beautiful soul once well visited friend of mine somewhere, somehow took a turn for the worse and the cancer that she was in remission for spread all throughout her body and into her brain.    It was a matter of days if that from then to Friday I received the news she had passed.

My soul weeps for her, as the love of her life died a decade ago, her daughter died suddenly just maybe a year ago one son cannot be found her baby boy in jail and the other trying to keep his family the best he knew how.

She made that lemonade as long as she could, but the squeeze finally got to much.  And I wish I could say I knew everything she was going through sharing a meal and laughing doing karaoke.    But miles and life put that gap and everyday we just do the best we can with what we get to work with.     Doing my best to love those I have been given and not get to hung up on the hurts, habits or hang-ups that come to life at any given day.

The only saving grace I find is knowing I belong to you Father God.  Creator of all things and lover of my soul’s future.    No where near perfect, no where near together on any given day.    Working much harder than necessary on any given day.   Forgetting what should and doing what shouldn’t all the while holding on to what I couldn’t.    Jesus you are and always will be in the arms of your safety then, now, and always.

Despite the overwhelming rush of emotion as I think of elderly family and what will be, what is.   When I just can’t or even when the want is like starving from the depths of anything we could ever know.    All my strength, need and courage to just keep going is because of Jesus.

No great explanation other than life and all the pieces he put right where they made sense on any moment.

I got nothing left to prove to anyone.  Yeah, they say perceptions matter.   You want to make a good paycheck or sell tickets to whatever you have ready to perform.   But truth is though that check keeps a roof over our head and blesses us with more than many others.   And that stage allows a platform for people to make us into something we really are not.   Robbing the light and story to be shining all about you Jesus.

Good, bad in different learning this century what the terms of binary or non-binary mean outside of computer programming.   Or totally blown away how some dudes are dressing up as more beautiful women in this world.  

While all those created with such depth and beauty throw it all away for something different because what they have is never enough.

We can numb ourselves, climb that fence to the fake turf that looks so much greener, we can work our lives away, we can do all kinds of things because we are blessed to be given another new day.

But when do we make it really count and not for what we can get, not for what we can take, not for what we can make or hustle others to do or be?

If only

Yes, as the storms pour down this soul weary and trying to stop the sadness reality of then now and always leads me back to you Jesus.

Without you there is nothing but pain.

I need you now; please lead me back!    You Jesus are my only hope.

 

Be with all who are struggling to just hold on this day Lord.

Be with all those in the freezing cold, war-torn unknown.

Be with all that have it so called together, including me.   And show us how to be unstuck in the world’s reality and in the will and depths of all humanity was made to love and reflect.

Forgiveness; show me the way.   Show me how to take the walls down and really stop that reflection on to promises of any new day.

But if you cannot for whatever the reasons will be Jesus.   May you just hold us, me, myself, my family, my friends, my connections.  Those that are, those that were and all the in between.    Please just hold us in your protection, mercy, and grace for nothing more than to get back up and never stop fighting forward and trying to shine that flicker for brighter days you promise in all the red letters of your blood.

 

Thank you for the love.  Then, now and any tomorrows I may be given.    Be it through dreams wide awake or those in the depths of slumber.  What life does one have even if to have lost love is nothing compared to have never loved at all.


 

Ryan Ellis - Heart of the Father (Official Music Video)

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