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Friday June 24th
Meditation Opportunities coming from
Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse
3 But the Lord is faithful. He will give you strength and
protect you from the Evil One.
2
Thessalonians 3:3 in all English translations
Thought
Movers,
Motivations Touching
to the Soul coming from YouTube.com
This Little Light
of Mine - Addison Road
We The Kingdom -
Child of Love
Phil Wickham -
Battle Belongs (Official Lyric Video)
Savage Garden -
Truly Madly Deeply (Lyrics)
Casting
Crowns - The well (lyrics)
Thinking
Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow
Funny how life works within the minds and hearts of
humanity. Waking up this morning with this
little light of mine playing in my head.
And no nothing outstanding, or
even surprisingly good happening to trigger such peace.
Just blessed to be alive, I guess. Just gonna keep getting back up and do my
best to shine forward.
Even when sometimes I am so deep in thought sometimes about everything
sometimes about nothing that I look so serious people think I am mad.
Rarely do I get mad.
Usually at the time of an event right here right now typically.
Never ending prayers and God knows all the who, what, where
when and why it is on my heart to be.
Life is what we choose.
Ignorance is not bliss especially when you know but you choose to pretend
that you do not.
So, closing out session 5 of John the Divinity of Christ
three truths that you must read through the material to get it. But three truths that stuck with me.
1. Religion is not the best place to learn about Jesus
Christ!
2. Resistance is not a liability but an asset to our spiritual
growth.
3. Regeneration is not a matter of having overwhelming evidence
but a matter of having an encounter with Christ!
Maybe this is why I woke up even in the turmoil of day to day
singing in my head. Whatever the reason
I am just glad I did. The weight of the
world has been really heavy for me these past several months. Feeling everything that I see around me
going on that is hateful, hurtful, and even tragic. Watching family and friends go through it
and not able to do a damn thing to make anything significantly lastingly better. Not to mention the enabler in me that
constantly steps out and should see gratitude from those closest and all they
are is sometimes miserable if they just don’t keep receiving.
Watching so many being played out and yes over my lifetime
even been caught up and played out as well.
I am not who I use to be.
I don’t chase anything. And I
love everyone and would give the shirt off my back. Until you make so I cannot. I am far from perfect but once you lie to
me. Even if I stick by you don’t think I don’t know.
When I cannot any longer there is valid reasons. But I never stop loving the souls that God
has given me to love.
I will never be able to understand how or why some have come
into my journey even for a split second or those that I have had for a long
time and then they were taken back.
I just know that nothing is ever wasted.
Every single step we are given to take has a testimony, a message,
and a blessing for our own beings and those we get to come in connection with.
Yes, the groupings or clicks that people get into forgetting
that although we are all blessed to bleed the same but uniquely made to share
our gifts of talent and abilities to anyone we are given in connection with.
But we forget ourselves getting uppity. Walking around on the celebrity platform forgetting
how far we will fall no matter how much money, talent or materialism lifts us up. We
see in our daily news just how real and broken no matter who we are humanity
truly is. Being stuck trapping ourselves
with sex, drugs, rock n roll. Or just
emotionally unbalanced or broken and forgetting God has given us Jesus to lean
in on to keep from falling into the abyss of addiction, depression, or all the
doubt and anxiety we are consumed with.
I am thankful even in the storms and pain for my own and that
of those I truly, madly, deeply care for as they fight forward or just stay
stuck spinning throwing all their broken pieces into all who stick by them in
love, hope and faith things will more than better sooner than later.
How funny it is that I can walk into any one else’s place and
find so much beauty and admiration for what they have and wonder what if I did
that at my place over here or there.
Yet, forgetting just how awesome I thought my own was when I first got
it. We are always looking for something
more, something different. I know I can
freshen up, replace, renew and things are great for about a month then one day
I walk out, and I just can’t feel it anymore.
So, I start planning again. Sure,
I painted my entire house inside and out over these past 7 years by hand
myself. 2019-2020 I painted the entire
outside by hand and since 2014-2021 have done various rooms inside. Here looking around I see I need to refresh
again and again.
It absolutely keeps me busy.
Keeps me occupied and out of the wrong places and away from the wrong people. But it is who I am. I always have to be doing something.
In our unique single moments of every breath, we are given
what is it that we think we have control of or what is it that we feel we must
justify.
Are we not just chasing all that is already gone? Are we spinning like that hamster wheel?
Life is full of stuff none of which materialistically we can
take with us when we leave this earth. And
often too much of what we weigh ourselves down with and allow to steal the very
God given breath each day we are allowed back up.
No matter if we wake up singing crazy songs, any songs or
screaming in pain due to life within.
Have gratitude for every second we are given with everything, everyone
and/or anyone on those days we are allowed back up.
There is allot of beauty in this world, but true beauty is
from the depths within the soul. So no
matter what we have or do. Control is an
illusion and the brief second, we have calls for owning the choices we
make. Not wasting, not worrying, not trying
to be anyone else but the very being God created us to be in the image of his son
Jesus Christ.
Anyway, I am blessed to have the ability to get back up and
keep fighting forward. Laughing, crying,
and everything in between just being my best self even when I miss it.
I pray I never stop coming to the well of life with you Jesus. The abundant peace, life and unexplainable
spirituality lifted beyond anything I will ever be able to explain. May all I am connected be held tightly by your
will and your love not that of the world.
The depths of something so deep no one can every grasp it away. Fill us up with your life, purpose and all
the blessings in any or all storms we are caught within. Thank you for allow me and this crazy spirit to wake up singing any
chance I am allowed. Blessings, directions, and abundance for all
those who walk with purpose, value and want all you are.
For me it does not matter who gets it or who does not. May I
just keep growing in and towards the light.
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