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Wednesday, October 19, 2022
Meditation Opportunities coming from
Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse
Psalm 37:4 ESV English Standard
Version
Delight yourself in
the Lord,
and he
will give you the desires of your heart.
Psalm
37:4 in all English translations
Thought Movers,
Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com
Lookin' for You by
Zach Williams [Lyric Video]
Blanca - Real Love
(Lyrics) | I don't need no perfect, put together pretty words
Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow
One of my theme songs growing up. Wake me up
inside Lord! As I read Toby’s Wake us
up prayer post my mind gripped Evanescence taking me back to the energy I once
carried. Where now focused on a different direction raising up other children, caring for elderly, working 12-hour days coaching, organizing
and wondering how Bible Gateway makes Psalms look so clear and easy as I am
leading a 12-week study on all the Psalms and this author being one of the most
confusing I have ever worked with.
Reading through so many Psalms then having to
jump to other verses and come back and answer multiple questions about the
context of what we just read.
Thank goodness my heart is all about you Jesus.
Wondering as I bought a home for others to live
and even as much now as I sleep on a cot while giving up my room for those in
need and yes tied to my heart strings.
I am who I am
Without a doubt if I have been blessed to get
close to you and fall in love with your soul there is nothing even in my sometimes-grumbling
weary walk I would not do.
Let’s not get it twisted though, in this world
it is non-stop from my baby bird I raised just taking a job and being away for
the first unreachable moments for the next 6months. To the child that came before still struggling
on their own because they won’t quit the world and grab on to Jesus.
Life is not fair, and it never was said it would
be.
Anyone who ever said that it would, lied or is
just as confused as the next.
This throws away kid that died over and over
while trying to check out along this journey so many times. Made it into the arms of Jesus. Even still on these really hard days where
humanity that you believed in gave so many lessons in the messes you did not
see coming. Or even the losses that will
never be replaced.
I thank God, I did not bury myself as so many
do.
I thank God, that I did not quit and become
paralyzed but yet redirected the purpose for my pain to help others find a
glimpse of light.
I thank God, he called my name and never quit
me.
Falling in love with Jesus and allowing all that
he fills my soul with may never be easy but always welcomed and beyond
blessings that think we need.
So hard to know what is real in this world when
we only see with our eyes and hear the surface tapping.
It is when we dive into the depths of our souls
and look into the eyes of those in front of us. Most times all we can do if we really care,
is pray!
Real love! Only those who have Jesus in their
depths know what that is. Even if they
still break from the world and all the choices we allow or wish for.
KEEP, Waking me up Lord!
No matter what I think I am looking for. Thank you for always showing up. My deepest prayer is that every single heart
connection will hear your call and see you in all they are walking, running,
looking to or away from. May they be
filled with all the love you are. Protect,
guide, and fill them up with the unexplainable peace and passion that only you give. Forgive me, and all I am and all I miss I
could be. Thank you for allowing all
these broken pieces of me to be shook up and fall imperfectly where you alone
are.
Hear all those unspoken cries Jesus as I know
you do. Thank you for allowing me up
another day. And on that moment when I
no longer do. May the world come to know
I am forever in and with you.
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