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Tuesday November 15th, 2022
Meditation Opportunities coming from
Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse
Psalm 119:143 ESV English Standard
Version
143 Trouble and anguish have found me out,
but your commandments are my delight.
Psalm 119:143 in all English
translations
Thought Movers,
Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com
Ben Fuller - Who I
Am (with lyrics)(2022)
Danny Gokey - We
All Need Jesus (feat. Koryn Hawthorne) (Official Music Video)
Rachael Lampa -
Perfectly Loved (Official Lyric Video) featuring TOBYMAC
He Understands -
Lyric Video | Chandler Moore | Feelings
Colton Dixon -
Build a Boat [Official Lyric Video]
I SPEAK JESUS-
(lyrics video) Charity Gayle |Feat.Steven Musso
Cochren & Co.
- The Lows (Official Music Video)
Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow
Dang!
I just cannot seem to keep up.
Taking on this job last November and a promotion on top of it my
production spirit is in full gear. But
before I know it with all the leisurely things I love to do. Well, they just
don’t happen like they once did.
I am not complaining. Just
amazed another week has come and gone and here we are almost at the holiday for
Thanksgiving again marking another year too.
Work, Life and Unbalance at its best.
Thank you Jesus I am not what I do!
Though I am blessed I have made it through another long day and
have left this day on great rapport with my peers, friends and loved ones. It is you that matters most for what comes
next.
God, I remember like yesterday when I was so confused thinking
someone; You know people, places, and things like a notch on the belt
collecting was what mattered in life.
We really are all broken people, but some of us hear your calling
and we meet you Jesus. Life so indescribably
different after that no matter what our surroundings.
Sure, there will always be watching, always be mean people who
suck in the actions they carry out against those who are kind and do nothing
deserving such harm. There will always
be those that think because of what they do they have the right to look down
and cast out. There will unfortunately
always be war and rumors of war. So
why we all need Jesus. I so pray anyone
and everyone I have or will ever connect with, truly gets to know you Father of
all that is good, all that is pure, all that is truly real love!
There is not a week that goes by that I unfortunately am not
overwhelmed by something going on in life for those I am all knotted up with my
heart strings over.
It is not a matter of if; it is a matter of when. Sadly, but true.
When we know for every action, there is a reaction. For every choice there is a result. When we choose to ignore while knowing the choices,
we make can be the last, yet we drag our feet to fight forward for what can
give us peace as hard as we fight to get that next element that supposedly
masks what we don’t want to feel at the moment. When we sell our souls in Satan sandbox
thinking we can handle it because pride has gotten in the way of what others may
think if they knew how much you hurt or needed help to get through. Not just a clinic to give you a pill until
you cannot live without something.
I am heart broke of all those I have grown near and lost. I am not judging. Lord knows in my journey; well let’s just say
in my youth I had nothing to lose or fear and if we didn’t live on the edge, we
did not live at all.
I was that fool while trying to change others would do what they
were doing as they would try to convince me once they did something they could not
stop. And I would prove it was a lie and
all in their head.
Thank you, Jesus, for not allowing me to check out the many times
I tried and the other that while trying to prove a point I would put myself in harm’s
way. Thank you for allowing me to
overcome and find you.
I will never be worthy enough to deserve half of what I have been
blessed with. Even if my scars run deep
and forever thanks to the world we live.
Before even able to understand, Yet
you had my heart from the very start.
Lord for all those being forced into war.
Lord for all those being forced into darkness and harm’s way.
I know you understand; but please Jesus be the light for all calling
you during what is about to happen next.
Death
Pandemic
Suffering
Brokenness
Harm to innocence
Divorce
The list is long, of all the signs and wonders you allow us.
The good, the bad, the so very indifferent…
God the world has gone mad.
Wake us up is not enough anymore.
Unify us in you Jesus; we know you understand better than any we
are here and now.
Teach us and lead us to lead others to your cross that only you
can bare.
Inadequate is not even close but I will keep getting back up if
not in this life next absolutely just to dance in the streets with you and all
your angel army.
Singing in harmony in love, in light with all those have given me
the hope needed each day I am allowed to get back up.
No more comfort zones needed
No more worry of who is real when you walk through those church
doors
Everyone knows no matter how much I may desire to whom I belong,
your will be done for all that I am and Lord that means all I am or ever been
connected with or to as well.
I didn’t pick this
You picked me long ago Jesus
What else can I do, no matter how my intentions start out. But to speak with, to and about you Jesus.
Break the strongholds of those who want and you and all their
connections.
Protect us from the evil dwellers lurking.
Get us back up when we are taken off our feet.
How appropriate the daily verse given this day.
How appropriate you have me leading learning sessions on the book
of Psalms these past 10 weeks with 2 more to go.
How difficult then.
How difficult now.
No matter what is, or what was.
Jesus you are the way, the will and all that brings air in our
lungs. May we wake to you, with you
walking through out each minute of every day and closing out when be lay our
heads down for that sleep and rest that is much needed in you.
If only
Those days that are so low went as quick as they sneak up on us.
This shall pass and the wave will subside so we can get back up on
that board and ride the wave. Yeah,
sometimes we fall off and take a beating.
Sometimes we find ourselves that our health, wellbeing, kindness and all
we share with others seems like it was all in vain; but trust me no matter how
bad that loneliness hurts, or how that broken promise or heart feels like it
will never mend. Get back up and fight
forward calling on the power that gave David the courage to take out the
giant. He too will wipe away the giants
in your life and if he chooses not to and it is your time to go eternally
home. Well pray for those that you know,
you love, that are the future of whatever is yet to come that they too have been
blessed to see Jesus in the hear and now and understand through the brokenness the
peace still flows through your soul.
One day!
All those stolen moments, stolen money, stolen promises, stolen
hope. Healing in Jesus name filling
the world so brightly in love we will just shake our head wondering why we
never seen it before.
The test is the chapters of your testimony yet to be written.
The love seeping out yet saved is for Christ alone.
If only I could understand
One thing for sure is there is a reason for everything; but we are
not meant to spend the moments we are give wasting it trying to figure out the
whys!
Why?
When?
Where?
How?
Jesus reveal what you have in store for me, for my loved ones, for
my connections.
Please pick me back up in your love on that day that will come
that darkness is so great all I can see is doubt, and pain.
Thank you for every moment you allow me back up. May I never waste a single second in anything
your will is not part of.
I am your child.
Perfectly broken into a billion pieces; yet you allow me to always
be me. Thank you
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