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Thursday April 13th, 2023
Thought Movers, Motivations Touching
to the Soul coming from YouTube.com
Romans 3:23-24 Gods Word Translation Biblegateway.com
23 Because all people have sinned, they have fallen short
of God’s glory. 24 They receive God’s approval
freely by an act of his kindness [a] through the price Christ Jesus paid to set us
free ⌞from sin⌟.
Footnotes
- 3:24 Or “grace.”
Matthew West -
Hard Season (Official Music Video)
NEEDTOBREATHE -
Survival (feat. Drew & Ellie Holcomb) Lyrics
Jeremy Camp -
Anxious Heart (Lyric Video)
Jamie Kimmett -
Prize Worth Fighting For (Live)
Rick Pino - The
Altar Sessions (Volume 1) [Live Full Album]
Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze
Overflow
10
steps closure to have one wrong attitude kicking you back in the progress being
made 50!
With
that you just cannot take watching what is happening and make the stupid out loud
comment. Dear Jesus, I cannot just walk away from everything here to fix it;
can you please just take me home. I am
so better off being out of this world and just dead. It would fix so many things all around.
And
the borderline manic hears you and all hell breaks loose causing more drama,
more layers to the already overflowing life of what was being given by my
stepping up and staying in. Stability and
opportunity to grow. Into shattered pieces
of lives that will never be mended.
How
can you tell them yes you need help and so do I. To learn how to help you grow without it always
being something because of what you feel or do.
As
a mom you either throw them in the deep or enable them to have the best opportunities
in life so much you disable them. Absolutely
I handled my kids so much differently than my grands are being raised. Yes, I am the 75% factor of their
stability. As the other 25% I am
learning I am chasing wind trying to not enable but be stability to allow all
the hurt, brokenness, and opportunities for parent(s) to do their best.
No
parent that is all in wants to see any misfortune
for their children. Yet we all get to
choose. Sometimes people cannot see past things and will always have room to
blame, be so upset it disrupts everyone or take it all on themselves so badly
they just want to make everyone around them suffer as they think they are at
that very moment; even when they can see it.
After
a long day at work, then volunteering and working with 25 elementary kids for 2
hours coming home ready for bed; and just exhausted. Anything that drags out undisturbed rest is
a blessing. But nope, hours later
listening to the fuss and finally jumping in and bam just like that.
I
could sell out and disappear, but I would never do that to my babies.
As long as He gets me back up it is a blessing and there are reasons I
am placed where I am.
But
it doesn’t mean you don’t get tired of not being able to fix what is
broken. Nor that you just don’t want to
fly high with Jesus and be done of all the responsibilities and constant issues
or hearing kids upset because they just want what they want and parents demand
without thought or reason what they want even if or when.
Kind
of like when you show up to bring lunch to your young child and you have so
much happen delaying your arrival from traffic jams to rain when you walk in
your child is red faced and upset because they think you forgot about them. Letting you feel so small and failing. Though that was not me I got it! So many ways we can easily be made to feel
by our words, actions or that of others how much of a failure we can easily
become.
If
only! Those moments of when things go wrong
with or in our loving family that is your life.
It
is not up to us to be perfect. All we
can do is our best with our God given love, time, and talents. It is about calling upon the name of the Lord
in our best selves in obedience to all that is morally productively good.
Mom,
dad, aunt, uncle, foster, step in step up… none of it matters when we step in
to own the responsibilities put before us even if they belong to anyone
else. It is our due diligence to keep getting
back up or taking those deep breaths when all the air has been sucked out and life
just does not work without feeling our heads are exploding, our hearts are breaking
and all the in-betweens.
What
wave are you riding on? If none you
will be for sure. We are all either coming
down off one or just starting. We all have demons in the closets of our souls
that either have been rectified with Jesus or they are beating the hell out of
us from the inside out and we are reacting pouring out all over everything and
every choice we make and most times not even realizing what we are doing until
something even randomly close happens to us and knows the wind out of us.
It
does not matter if it is your blood, your soul mate, or just a passing by
connection. Everything we think, everything
we do matters. Words will be the life
and breath of all a child has to lead their future. An adult from having enough of this world before
they quit and are consumed by the darkness.
I
cannot fix all that is broken, not for anyone including myself. And even when it hurts, I can choose
differently and not give in to the darkness.
For
this I am beyond grateful to the Lord God, Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit that lives
within.
You
Jesus are the ultimate prize worth fighting for. Never will I or anything in this world be worth
the value of all you are and forever will be.
Though
the gifts of life you give and take away from all the people, places and things
will forever drive us. You Lord I pray
never leave the depths of this soul.
Please
give me the works and words to see no evil, say no evil and speak no evil to myself
or anyone else in this world.
Please
forgive me for allowing my weariness to leak out and bleed out around me sometimes.
All
that I am, all that I was, always just me everything; every single bit from
laughter to tears, work to play that dash.
Is all yours! Every single connection,
tie or whatever it is that linked me to it or them. All yours, Jesus~ Show your way, through all it all!
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