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Translation)
Date: Saturday, January 9, 2021
Soul Vibes / Motivation Movers (YouTube.Com
You Broke Me
First @Tate McRae
Lie To Me @Tate
McRae & Ali Gatie
God Might Be
Convicting You To Block Someone (When You Sense This) @Off The Kirb Ministries #offthekirb
Closer @(feat.
Brandon Lake) - Maverick City | TRIBL
MAJESTY @Israel
+ United Kingdom Collaboration
Eyes on You
(LIVE) @Feat. Dante Bowe | Legacy Nashville Prayer Room
(Biblegateway.com) Bible Verse of the Day
19 “Do not
store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin
destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. 20 But store up for yourselves treasures in
heaven, where moths and vermin do not destroy, and where thieves do not
break in and steal. 21 For where your treasure is,
there your heart will be also.
Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives and/or feelings):
Thank you for
this day Lord! I need you closer than
ever before as I am realizing how I am trying to balance that in-between. Trying to not lose my blessings and remain
with a Godly spirit all the while I am so burnt out of people throwing their
burdens and messes my way. No, it is
not those truly in need. We are talking
about those that know the choices they make, and they would rather take from anyone
and everyone else then dare make lasting changes in who they are and what they
do.
Those always
going off and letting everyone know how bad things are but not even caring for
what they have. Not having respect for
the choices, they make not having respect for those that in their circle of
influence.
Your heart Jesus
I need your heart and all you are to consume me. I feel like I am being pulled up on this
fence and I either deal with people how they are used to acknowledging while
fighting to stay deep within your love and not ever wanting to let go.
There is no
sitting on the fence in life. You
either believe and do your best or you choose your way and deal with whatever comes.
Even when
sometimes we are stuck dealing with those things that occur for who we allow in
our life.
Kind of like
walking in a house and nothing is ever put away or taken care of. Leaving things to be damaged and destroyed
from lack of care. Then getting highly
upset because someone, some pet or something happened, or you cannot find what
you are looking for because you never cared enough to care for it in the first
place.
I am far from perfect,
but I fight hard daily to maintain what is personally mine.
But here I am
tiring fast of all those who won’t do for themselves and are beautiful, and
talented and could go further than I could ever take them. But they just won’t try.
I have never been
one for excuses even when my kids were little.
Life just is what it is and if you choose to do something and it causes
issues. Stop doing it and start taking
care of making change that will be good.
I mess up all the
time. That push and pull of love and
wanting to hold on and see what really grows forward for all I am tied to; yet so
aware I need to step back and maybe even remove all that I am and watch.
Clarity versus
Hope. Hoping this world will really be
something for the future of our children and our children’s children.
Lord I don’t spend
near enough time with you. Reading,
journaling, doing devotions. Father forgive
me its not enough. You have always been
faithful yet so easily we/I allow distractions in allowing this weariness to
try and consume us.
Allowing that
battle of trusting what is real and what is not or should be. All the while losing sight on the prize that
you alone lift us up and bless every cell and neuron we are created with.
Chasing the
things of the world; chasing more; chasing love; chasing paper. Not managing the nothingness that we have
right in front of us each day we are allowed up that becomes everything!
You Lord are the
way maker. Without any shadow of a
doubt. May you Lord wash through all
that I am. Reveal in me and all I am
connected your will and show me how to get through this mountain or valley that
we find ourselves.
May we love those
who cannot love themselves as you would.
May we stay strong, confident, and courageous in you never losing our
grip if we get weary.
Lord you will
never turn your back on us.
So, when moments in
our days are given and we feel like we are slipping. May you realize you will always be right there
to rescue us in whatever the storms are.
Be it those in
the middle of a desert war, underground trap of Satan’s sandbox, or just day to
day that life shakes us up.
No matter the
loss of our humanity when you need our loved one’s back or even when our time
is up, and we must get back up and keep going until you alone carry us to the
door and either take us home or give us that one last realization we waited too
long. When we sit there thinking about
how someone broke you first or that you need to run as fast as you can because
you know they will.
Yet you are stuck
and cannot even understand why you do what you do when all reality reflects the
truth that is never part of God’s plan for anyone to spin in or with.
Truth always
shows up! Good, bad, or
indifferent. What is in the dark always
reflects in the light. Good hearts may
get broken and those who do in the heart of love will always get back up. But the collateral damage the darkness
breaks out will forever drown those who refuse to acknowledge freedom picking
up that moral compass and fighting forward and being their best self to really
know what means to give and not selfishly always take.
There is nothing
in this world worth more than that of love, mercy, and grace only Jesus Christ
can fill us up with.
Our way maker,
who is with us in the valley or on that mountain top. Only He leads us as the women at the well, the
three men tossed in the fire or Daniel in the lion’s den.
This world is no
different than any of those what could be tragic stories that because of love
and belief in Jesus they were blessed, and the mess turned into eternal
messages of hope. That hope I pray I
too will see this world come to acknowledge as we are healed by the faith, we
cannot buy the future with.
Lord no matter
what is; You always will be! Thank you
for this day and this mind maze that never stops thinking, doing, or trying to
figure out.
Come heal this
land Jesus. Please come wash away all
the hate, all the lost and pain that the delusions of worldly actions spawn.
Forgive me and please
be with all that tug at my heart strings and show me how to get back to those
days when everything I did had you flowing through it.
Meditation Opportunities
(Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with
Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)
Romans 8:31
What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us?
Luke 1:37
For nothing is impossible with God.
Psalm 46:1-3 NKJV
God is our refuge and strength, a
very present help in trouble. Therefore,
we will not fear, even though the earth be removed, and though the mountains be
carried into the midst of the sea; though its waters roar and be troubled,
though the mountains shake with its swelling.
