Saturday, January 23, 2021

01.23.2021_January(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

Music pulled from https://www.youtube.com/ and are free for public consumption**** Bible Verses pulled from https://www.biblegateway.com/ unless noted otherwise and are free for public consumption****   (NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TPT-The Passion Translation)

Date: Saturday, January 23, 2021

(Biblegateway.com) Bible Verse of the Day

James 1:5 (NIV)

If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you.

  

 Meditation Opportunities  

(@Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)

Deuteronomy 31:6

Be strong and courageous.  Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.

 

1 Peter 3:4
Instead,  it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God’s sight.

 

2 Corinthians 4:6-7
For God, who said, “Let light shine out of the darkness,” made his light shine in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ.  But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. 

 

2 Corinthians 12:9 AMP
But He said to me…My strength and power are made perfect (fulfilled and completed) and show themselves most effective in (your) weakness.

  

Soul Vibes / Motivation Movers (YouTube.Com

 

Kaleidoscope World @Francis Magalona (w/ lyrics) 

Here I Am To Worship / The Call @Hillsong Worship 

God of All My Days @Casting Crowns 

How He Loves Us  @David Crowder 

 

Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives and/or feelings):

As I start these thoughts today with logic and reason and all that I can understand, prove and/or even grasp onto. 

 Knowing how different we all are and just how much one can see clearly while others are blinded by the fog.

 

Clear as mud or like pristine crystal, who is the judge besides the one who knows all things.

If only we could be like the father in heaven and absolutely know exactly what is up ahead.   Would that allow things to work out; would that prevent the hurts, habits, hang-ups.  In many cases even now for all the violence that even the little bits and pieces of power that those have now cause so much death, destruction to each other and humanity.

As that kaleidoscope world zooms in and out bringing it back to self.  Where we do what we do for self-preservation all the while no one else gets it.  Or do just to exist.   Do for what we think is love yet we have never once meet who Love really is.

Every expectation or indiscretion we choose sometimes with plans laid out if this or that the result will be then those others where we just do because the natural reactors in our being fire off like some computer chip programmed not to self-destruct  and to be ahead, we have to have, take or be all the word produces.

So, what happens when we do and want to believe in something so much until that one bad apple mentality kicks in.   You do for all that is unseen, yet not once have you ever had absolutes.

  Knowing at some point you have to get off the fence and either jump in the pit of Satan’s sandbox or step away until you have the affirmations of why you are doing this anyway; what is in it for you; what do you really think will come of it.

Easy to act in love and even easier when you open your heart to turn on those emotions that allow you to dream and desire and make things more than what they are or even should be. 

 Easy to fool around and fall in love getting that euphoric release of power rushing through your veins each time you see, speak, and talk to that someone who promise you the world then one day you wake up and realize. 

God is perfectly clear and will never hide anything from you.  He will never give you more than you can handle, and He will protect you as you are coming out of the fire you distracted your day to day and sometimes even fell hard believing in maybe this time.

All the while just wanting all you are connected to be pure in heart, pure in truth.  As no one ever owes you anything; so why would there ever be a need to lie, or create some façade pretending to be anything less than who God created them to be.

Loving people for who they are and not what they do, not what they have.   Yet over and over again so many pretend with stories so real you almost feel the pains of their misgivings and never hesitate to dive in helping.     Until later when the truth sets you free you look back just how will God ever teach us to stop going down those roads.

How will you continue to grow in His world and love everyone and help those in need; while not getting entangled in the strings that they feel they must play out.

Wanting so hard for something that only God will deliver and when he does there will be no secrecy no reason to hide the purity or glow of release to never pretend or need to hope for never will be all the while the abilities to serve without doubt.

That one and only truth is no matter if I see a physical God here and now; proof He is real for thousands of years cannot be erased nor will anything ever be made up when I count my blessings and think upon every miracle, he has allowed me alone and the only purpose of my life this day.

 

So many in real need, so many never asking for a thing desperately hurting or stuck.   So many with what can be all yet never having enough.  So many blessed with so much yet never happy and continually stepping out and taking whatever, they can along the way and making the unsuspecting they take from feel like they are the problem when life isn’t working out as they see in their own kaleidoscopes. 

The only regret I will ever have in this life is that I did not meet Jesus sooner than I did in life and that I will never really know if anyone; my blood, my friends, my spiritual family members truly really know Him deep inside. 

When my days come, we will all be judged by the creator that one all powerful who breathed humanity from breathing dust to life.

All the good, all the bad that has happened to this being is irrelevant without Jesus.   What matters is what I choose each day I am allowed up.

Today is another day I have been given to give thanks no matter what is up ahead. To seek forgiveness as I cannot believe in those who say they are, yet they never show up all the while there are many excuses that can justify.   All those who I have been blessed to know and have been released back to God.  All those not yet arrived and those that across the wind will always be deep in the heart of my prayers.

For this day I am blessed to get back up and be my best self and know acknowledging where all that I am was purposed for and where I am going does not matter.  For in the end the greatest love of all will be that which I call upon the name of the Lord.

Few will ever understand what any of us speak out, pour out, write out.  Perhaps that is why music is so beautiful as it releases the stories of all pain all joy all that can be through rhythms, notes tones and lyrics that even if in a conversation could not flow but singing to the soul make perfect sense.

In our weakness or in abundant strength may we all learn to dance and call upon Jesus for every step we take as we take those baby steps or even when we have been running in his ministry for awhile and suddenly lose footing know.   He will never allow us to fall if we allow Him to carry us.

Give Jesus a chance, meet Him every day before you take off each day and before you shut down each evening.   What is the worse that can happen?  With or without words openly in this world that changes what matters every second of any day.

Grow with and to Him through music, through devotionals, through random acts of kindness with no agendas.   Live life knowing for the same breath that allows you up each day loves and wants you all for His glory.   Our God is a jealous God.   He wants humanity to shine bright for all that is good.   Selflessly not Selfishly!

Lord thank you for this day.  

 

 

 

Friday, January 22, 2021

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Date: Friday, January 22, 2021

 

Soul Vibes / Motivation Movers (YouTube.Com

Yes He Can @CAIN 

Where I Belong @Building 429 

SPEAK LIFE @TobyMac 

FREEDOM @Jesus Culture 

Graves Into Gardens @ Elevation Worship ft. Brandon Lake | Live  

 Meditation Opportunities  

(@Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)

Psalm 52:8

But I am like an olive tree flourishing in the house of God; I trust in God’s unfailing love for ever and ever.

 

Proverbs 3:5-6 (AMP)
Lean on, trust in, and be confident in the Lord with all your heart and mind and do not rely on your own insight or understanding.  In all your ways know, recognize, and acknowledge Him, and He will direct and make straight and plan your paths.

 

Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives and/or feelings):

Are we sharing the good things each day we are allowed back up?

Or do we just remain in our own bubble and remain known as he/she is a or was a good person.

Life for the future is more than just not being a mean hateful person any day we are given.  More than what we can collect and leave behind, more than a bank account that families disperse amongst themselves when you are no longer getting back up or even more than all the fights and hate that comes from family and friends who really knew you and want what you have left.

Life is more than just sharing your paycheck or even taken full care of anyone out of obligation, duty or even pity.

What is it that will be your legacy?

What will they remember you for?    We all lead by example; someone is always watching.

It does start with us, deep within our spirit with the blessings of freedom of will and choice.

We get to choose how we will purpose to speak and allow to come out of our mouths.   We get to choose how we will act on any given day or night; we get to choose how we will react to things around us, people who hurt us and even people that have that what we consider upper hand right now.

We get to choose when someone is holds us captive; no matter what the scenario.

Life changes every second for someone.  In less than a blink of an eye.

What is our legacy being created, being carried on in the actions, in the words in the memory of all those you are connected?

Pity?   Do we feel bad for all the things that kept happening to that soul who never did anything harmful to anyone around them?  Yet they had the worse luck as the world calls it throughout time.  

    What did we do to make a difference if we were one of those connected?

Did we really hear them when we spent time listening; did we really speak life as often as we could, sharing anything and everything positive to help growth.

Or did we add to the wagon full of rocks that has been shifted from one location of the garden to the other thinking we are doing the right thing because we are at least just spending time with them.

Our actions

Our words

Our body language  or the lack of all matter.

What about the children?

What about the future of this world?

What are we doing to help encourage and plant seeds of growth and love?

Yes, the world is so messed up we cannot just walk up to kids we see in need and hold a conversation.  I don’t recommend that at all.

But when you see something, do something, say something!

This world this America is no different than any other communist country when we think about it for our children.  

  We may not be forcing our children in the military and training them to be killing soldiers by the time they are 10.    But we are doing them a great disservice by not teaching them respect, loyalty and how to care for themselves or others.

We so twisted engage in turning our heads when we know children are being sold like prime rib on the market for adults’ power  and sexual pleasures and do nothing;  yet in some cases do everything to participate.

I believe there is a special place in hell for those who harm the elderly, the innocent and the children.   

 Yet, we may never see those times.

However, God gives us now. 

If he has allowed you up another day it is not to dwell in what is heartbreaking, or out of control, things we didn’t plan for, or desperately in need of a miracle or healing.

We all are created for so much more and have more strength and courage than we will ever know.

Thank Jesus for going to that cross to die so we could have life.

Call upon him first and foremost in every moment he allows you back up and give thanks for what is and ask direction for what can be, should be and will be.

Seek forgiveness of all of our imperfect choices and ways; seek forgiveness for those who have and will harm us in some way.

Be it purposely because they can in strength and words and deeds.   Or those who never meant to, and their own choices rippled out and smashed down on everything within reach.

I am no expert, and I am far from perfect.   I take off 210 miles an hour in the wrong direction on any given day thinking I am doing and saying the right thing and later needing the same reminders that pour out unscripted for anyone who reads them to seep into my own heart and mind.

One thing I do know is nothing beautiful grows unless you feed and water it.    Finding balance is a tricky but absolute on any given day we are given.    Too much food, too much water eventually kills or drowns out what was purposed.   So, does too many or not enough actions or words.

I am learning every day and one thing I know is I will never get enough of the good works and love that Jesus had, and has throughout eternity.    Most importantly I am not ashamed to acknowledge it.

We all believe in something, none of us have to do or be anything but what God has created us to be.   Just because things look really dark or are taking the wayside.  Does not mean we cannot pour all we are into the God who came down as man and taught, sacrificed, died and is alive in spirit that will live within us.  If we call upon the name of Jesus.   He will return but until he does allow your heart to open and allow Him into your soul.

None of us are perfect so seek His perfection, His direction.

Through life circle up with those who purpose to grow forward.  Purpose to shake off all the negativities; shake off all the I can’t thinking.  

Know through Christ all things are possible.  Know that if you can see it; you can make it one step closer to making your dreams, your goals come to life.  You can be the positive moral growth that your children, your friend’s children, your nieces your nephews will be encouraged.

They are watching no matter if you are doing good things or not.

The future of this world matters right with us.  Yes, the government has a big power play in everything.  But raise up the next leaders.  Dare to be the voice that says this is what can happen if you keep on the path you are on.

You do not have to have it all together to step out in faith and call upon the one who created all things and gives us life each day we are allowed up.

In fact, we need to need Him.

We do not have to have it all together to have that one kind word, that one moment we hold a door, that one moment we just listen, that one moment we do some small act of kindness with no expectations.    We do not have to have it all together to make a difference and love one another without intention. 

 

In fact, our intentionality should be loving everyone because God loved us enough to allow us this new day.

Give all your fears, anxieties, needs, demands, to Jesus.   Give thanks you matter, even if, even when!

 

(Biblegateway.com) Bible Verse of the Day

Matthew 7:7-8 (NIV)

Ask, Seek, Knock

“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.

 

Thursday, January 21, 2021

01.21.2021_January(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Date: Thursday, January 21, 2021

 

Soul Vibes / Motivation Movers (YouTube.Com

Eye Of The Storm @Ryan Stevenson ft. GabReal 

In Christ Alone @Celtic Worship 

Battle Belongs @Phil Wickham 

 

 

(Biblegateway.com) Bible Verse of the Day

Galatians 6:7-8 (NIV)

Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows. Whoever sows to please their flesh, from the flesh will reap destruction; whoever sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life.

 Meditation Opportunities  

(@Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)

Deuteronomy 33:27 (NIV)

The eternal God is your refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms.  He will drive out your enemy before you, saying, “Destroy Him!”

 

 

Proverbs 16:9
In his heart a man plans his course, but the Lord determines his steps.

 

Romans 8:38-39
For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels or demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus.

 

 

Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives and/or feelings):

 

 

Thank you for this new day Jesus!

Thank you for the mind, body, and spirit you have given to and for me.

Thank you for everything!

Good, bad, uncertain, beyond happy, beyond blessed, devastated, or just sometimes numb.

All those things that feed into us on any given day.   Thank you for allowing me a life; thank you for allowing others to notice me and want to comingle any pieces of me in their day to day.   

May your will, your purpose and your blessings pour into each and every connection I have.   May a mustard seed grow your garden and nothing more or nothing less.

Thank you for the day’s things pour out and make sense; thank you for the days I have to work to understand or make things happen.   Most importantly thank you for allowing me to know to let go.

It is what it is until it is not.  Thank you for allowing me an understanding of that much!

Wednesday, January 20, 2021

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Music pulled from https://www.youtube.com/ and are free for public consumption**** Bible Verses pulled from https://www.biblegateway.com/ unless noted otherwise and are free for public consumption****   (NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TPT-The Passion Translation)


Date: Wednesday, January 20, 2021

Soul Vibes / Motivation Movers (YouTube.Com

 

Believing When You're Not Seeing @Joel Osteen

 

Famous For / I Believe @Tauren Wells. Jenn Johnson 

You Say @Lauren Daigle 

Gone - Elevation Worship 

I Have To Believe @Rita Springer 

 

 

(Biblegateway.com) Bible Verse of the Day

James 1:2-3 (NIV)

Trials and Temptations

Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters,[a] whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance.

 

 Meditation Opportunities  

(@Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)

Isaiah 55:9-11

“As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.   As the rain and the snow come down from heaven, and do not return to it without watering the earth and making it bud and flourish, so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater, so is my word that goes out from my mouth:  It will not return to me empty but will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.”

 

 

Jeremiah 29:11
“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”

 

 

Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives and/or feelings):

 

 

Remembering what you said Lord!   I know the plans I have for you, and they are good.    I call out with thanks I am given another day as I call upon you for everything and anything.   To just show all I am connected what you are famous for!

I believe in all you are even when I have a hard time explaining to others why I cannot believe in them when I cannot see what their vision or reality is.   I believe in all that you are Jesus.

 

Sometimes it is hard to hear what you say Lord; yet in the end we see and hear when we hold close to your promises.   Else we find ourselves spinning and losing the battles to the wars you already won.

It does not matter how long we have called ourselves children of God or walked with you doing everything or nothing right.   It is when we cling to you we see that all our sin is dead and gone; and knowing we are not perfect; we are able to live with all our fear, chains are gone while we purpose to walk each day in obedience to something far better than  those of the world can justify.

 

We can make, borrow, beg, steal millions.  We can have it all or nothing at all.  But without someone in truth to share it with.  It has no meaning.

What good does it do for any man if they are alone and left to suffocate in what the sold out for tumbling in on top of them.

Is it no different than any celebrity that is managed and can never be free to live because they sold out to the world who dictates what is and what is not?

Sometimes even seeking the ability to numb the pains of what achievement really costs them.   Selling their souls to never be recovered.   While others are steadfast and coming back to you Jesus.

I have to believe no matter how twisted or spinning out of control my words, my day-to-day; my anything, everything or even nothing.  I have to believe with out there is nothing but chaos and constant battles for what has no meaning.

The peace from you Jesus deep within is far greater than all that is temporary in this world.

 

Dying to self is an everyday process.  It does not get easier and in fact sometimes becomes beyond hard.  Yet, the reward with, for and in the kingdom of God is more than worth the sacrifices we endure to live full meaningful lives.  Or Should be!

Anything worth while takes work.  Be it getting that perfect shot for a photographer; that perfect smile for an orthodontist.  So why would it not take all we are to fight forward with purpose, self-denial, and obedience to reflect the goal of eternal life of gold.

If I am wrong, I have peace and have been blessed by focusing on what is not here today gone tomorrow.   Not perfect, not anything to many but more to most.

Everything to and for my God and His son Jesus Christ who died so we can have life.

Tuesday, January 19, 2021

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Date: Tuesday, January 19, 2021

Soul Vibes / Motivation Movers (YouTube.Com

 

One Last Breath @CREED 

Scattered Tulips @Flame 

Beauty For Ashes - Crystal Lewis 

Horizon (New Day) @TobyMac ft. Arron Cole

 

(Biblegateway.com) Bible Verse of the Day

Matthew 7:12 (NIV)

12 So in everything, do to others what you would have them do to you, for this sums up the Law and the Prophets.

 Meditation Opportunities  

(@Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)

Psalm 27:8

When you said, “Seek My face,” my heart said to You, “ Your face, Lord, I will seek.”

 

Philippians 4:7 The Message
Before you know it, a sense of god’s wholeness, everything coming together for good, will come to settle you down.  It’s wonderful what happens when Christ displaces worry at the center of your life.

 

Jeremiah 29:13
“You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.”

 

 

Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives and/or feelings):

 

 

Thank you, Lord, for this day.  Why I was wide awake at 2am I do not know but I did spend it with you.   Maybe not long enough, maybe exactly right.  But I am thankful for the moments you allow me up each day.

 

Giving me time to think back to where I once was in life and how blessed I am here and now.   Even when those days I look back in my mind and the girl in the mirror I sometimes do not recognize.

Blessed for the privilege to age a little more each day.  Even when a year like 2020 has left its mark of heaviness of those going through it; those lost; those I feel because I hold closely to my heart; and even my own space working through choices and results.   Working through day to day.  

Remembering at one point of my life I could understand clearly being six foot to the edge and not sure if I were to hold on or let go.  But you Lord held on to me.

Just at that time being so burnt out with continuous trying over and over again and the layers of life just kept landing the same.     Never really understanding you were carrying me while I was holding all I should have never even touched in some cases.

Thankful for the journey without a doubt even if my scattered pieces could include those scattered tulips but no one else’s but my own.

Looking back how there were days I prayed to you in every breath; hungry and blessed.  Knowing everything I am is because you allow.

Somewhere over time as I grew deeper in love with you Jesus; Did I get complacent or is it just this past year that shut us down and I was not feeding my soul with my sisters in Christ and weekly Bible study and lifting each other up in life I just fell asleep somehow?

Too much time to find my human side.   Too much time to think once again about me.    Life is not about me when we walk with you Jesus.

No, it’s not like we are little God zombies.   But we stay focused on where you lead us.     Finding ways to help others find the beauty in the ashes as you and others did for me.

Not saying it was not time to come back alive and deal with those things that I never really shook out.  No just put them in the mental closet and pushed forward and learned so much about you God.   Falling deeper in love with Jesus is, was and forever will be!

Alive and awake.     These past couple years starting late 2017 seems to be those times of cleaving and finding what I don’t speak of. 

Knowing my love is written in the book of life.  Knowing what will be will; what is not are beautiful lessons coming out of once kindled fires now ashes.

So much more ahead

So much more with each new day.   No reasons to hold on to what was; no need to try and squeeze lemonade out of apples or oranges. 

Each day given as beautiful as a fully bloomed rose garden in all sizes and colors.  Or that smell of freshly bloomed Japanese cherry blossoms or even that of lilac trees wafting in the wind.

Search me Lord

Wash me, mold me, and show me where and when.

Give me courage to love forever while just letting go of what should not be and holding on with all I am; to what you call out to come free.

I do not know what tomorrow will be.  I pray reflection of you and your purpose and not my own strong, stubborn will.

As I look in that mirror may I see what many will not.  Hope, love, and life blessed.

Thankful and hopeful; strong and true. Forever throughout eternity with you.

May my steps to get back to feeling that craving of you Jesus.  Wash over me.   May the actions I take be pleasing to you first and always you.

As I am blessed for each new horizon may any steps, I am given be a better version of my yesterdays.

Heal this land, Lord.

Help us to let go of what is behind and cling to your blessed journeys ahead.

Fill this land with peace, healing and harmony!

Sunday 5-11-2025_PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe (AlwaysMeKelly)

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