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Date: Thursday June 10, 2021
Meditation
Opportunities Daily Verse
Colossians 3:13 (NIRV) @BIBLEGATEWAY.COM
13 Put up with one another. Forgive one another if
you are holding something against someone. Forgive, just as the Lord forgave
you.
Soul Vibes (YouTube.Com)
Don't
Give the Enemy a Seat at Your Table - Louie Giglio
Psalm 23 (NIRV) @BIBLEGATEWAY.COM
A psalm of David.
1 The Lord is my
shepherd. He gives me everything I need.
2 He lets me lie down
in fields of green grass.
He leads me beside quiet waters.
3 He gives me new
strength.
He guides me in the right paths
for the honor of his
name.
4 Even though I walk
through the darkest valley,
I will not be afraid.
You are with me.
Your shepherd’s rod and staff
comfort me.
5 You prepare a feast
for me right in front of my enemies.
You pour oil on my head.
My cup runs over.
6 I am sure that your
goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life.
And I will live in the house of the Lord forever.
Meditation
Opportunities Daily Devotion
@Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories
@Sarah Young)
1Thessalonians 5:17 Pray Continually.
Psalm 139:9-10 NKJV If I take the wings of the morning, and dwell
in the uttermost parts of the sea, eve there Your hand shall lead me, and Your
right hand shall hold me.
Psalm 62:5 Find rest, O my soul, in God alone; my hope
comes from him.
Motivation
Movers (YouTube.Com)
Fix You - Coldplay
cover by Fearless Soul
It's Always Been
You - Phil Wickham
Hollyn - i wasn't
enough for you
Daily Journal/Thoughts/
Prayers (Thinking out
loud)
Thank you for the
chaos, pain and all the ups and down you allow me to know I am alive given this
new day. Undeserving but so very
blessed.
As I am reminded when
it hurts, I am so very alive when it really hurt during a therapeutic deep
tissue massage for a tweaked back today.
Brings me to that mind
maze swirling around the comparison of when our hearts and souls hurt?
Having physical pain and
emotional pain in this life. I do not
wish either on anyone. But the thing is
one little discomfort for one can be total destruction for someone else.
One look, word, lack of
words, lies, actions. We never really
know what it will take to shatter and trigger the already fractured beings we are
in this life.
When I tell you never
will I purposely do anything to harm anyone.
Oh yes, even those that well deserve it as I am not that get even
girl. I have always lived with the philosophy
life goes full circle and the same God that created us for love, peace, and
harmony. Will truly look out for his
chosen that believe openly in him.
Sure, common sense says
protect us and always do the right thing.
Even when no one is watching.
Cause you know what; someone always is.
Learning to be brave
and believing in our own inner selves to become more of what is deep inside us created
in the image of the creator. And stop
worrying about what the world says we must be like.
Truth is eventually
beauty on the outsides fades away, money disappears, and all those other material
things we collect over time break, are stolen or we give them away if we do not
throw them away.
What we do for our own
self and the beings we are that a priceless cost was paid to allow us to be
here.
We will never repay the
cost of what happened up to or on that cross.
And really if this is not true, why has the story remained unchanged for
centuries?
So, as I put my trust
in those here on earth to help lift my spirits, to help fix the me that I push
so hard to be something that matters just for a moment in time for those in need,
those who listen and dream big dreams and want to grow forward. Those who I pray are true to the words and
actions they are living out that touch me soul.
And when I feel those
thorns as I walk through the garden of life trying to be more than just someone
going through the motions.
I will always know it
was you Jesus that it was because of the love of the father that never gave up
on me that stuck around even after you got my attention. That is has always been you that has never
needed or taken one thing from me. But
always gave me abundant life.
That the season I am in
now is preparing me for greater things yet to happen.
That no matter how this
flesh dreams, yearns, churns, and even burns sometimes you Jesus will always be
first.
So, as I breathe
through the pressure points found in life unexpectedly feeling the burst of
indescribable spin and pain. I know you are breathing with me, as it is
you the same that allows the wind to blow that allows air in these lungs.
Come what may; give me
the strength and common sense to just let go and stop pretending I got this.
What is love without
truth, hard work, communication, commitment.
What is this where we pretend and playhouse even getting unified in front
of witnesses and making a good effort than giving up; fighting and creating all
kinds of havoc as excuses to quit.
Collectors taking what
they want tossing it out once the novelty wears off or things do not go the way
they expect. Cry babies not fighting for
change and always pointing fingers when we hold the guilt just as deeply.
Wanting to believe
until the story page changes and does not go as we thought.
Oh yes. Been there done that. And fought for 2 years to not quit and would
still be there if I did not have to protect more than me.
This mind maze is not
calling out, pointing out it is just pouring out. What is love we are to have; and why were we
created to want, yearn, burn, or churn?
Our freedom of will and
choice seems so senseless at times if we cannot think for ourselves and learn what
to hold on and what to let go.
Our behaviors are our
own. Be it we are out there rescuing
the world and being that bright shiny voice on a stage giving hope or that
person on the street corner thinking that is all they can be.
It’s all lies…
We were all made for so
much more but yet we choose to grasp on to the chaos, mass destruction and all
that is temporal while ignoring the signs until the pressure cooker switch
breaks and we can no longer make sense of what is or will be.
I won’t settle and I
will never believe what I can not prove to be real. And in my time, I have been proven to understand
you could know something or someone all our lives and never really know the real,
true something or someone.
I mean look at us in
the world becoming this let’s not upset anyone so we will change what always
was just so we can allow those around us to have their way. Changing history or truth does not happen
by changing or removing our gender, changing statues, changing our looks, and
only you God knows what else. We can
be come less offensive or politically correct in how we talk and what we are
allowed to be said. We can decide we do
not like who we are because of no bodies business and change. Or we can have a billion reasons.
Truth is truth no
matter when or how many decide to change.
Real is real and words
are just words. Even mine. Why in this world have we made it so damn
important to be the judge and jury that so many are fighting to change things
that no matter what you call it still does not change?
I know it is time for
me to stop and look around and decide how will I go forth with whatever days I
have left and how much pain will I take on before I finally address the root cause
and stop being fixed for not being better aligned in my future for me than I
should be.
What about you. You are not out here in this world
alone. Trust me you can be surrounded
by abundance and be so very lonely and feel alone. We are never alone. Christ is always waiting for us to invite him
in.
There is so much beauty
in the pain when you see through His eyes and the truth and what it could be.
That simple ole What
would Jesus do? WWJD!
That does not mean walk
around on this Pius high horse and think just because of your status in a
church or affiliation or even title makes you any more important that those out
in the sandbox. Most of our biggest
ministers have fallen hard because they too are human and have forgotten the
kingdom as they became greedy slowly one day at a time with their power, their
words, their wants and even what they did for those in their circle.
Full circle
That circle of life
always comes around and the price will be paid, and we will reap what we
sow. Here today and gone tomorrow maybe
not mine, maybe not yours but the price always is paid.
You think you know that
person next to you. I am sure there
are secrets in the dark that you will never know and most likely never want to.
But the point is they are
not what they do. They are creations of
the almighty no matter what they choose, how good or bad a person they are or
what they believe in. Guide them from
harm the best you can but you can never force anyone to drink from the cup.
Even if they do, they
could be fighting a battle that only they know why they do what they do.
Pray for them. Pray that all the misdeeds they may have
done to you will be forgiven and that no one gets harmed and if you did; you
are healed.
Let it hurt, Let it go,
Let it heal! Be your best self and if
it is not good enough for anyone in your circle. Or anyone you are trying to bring in your circle. It never will be and was not meant to
be. Let it go…
As for me and my tunes
motivating and such today. No clue but
anyone that knows me; I am just always me and people, places, things, and more
music than can talk about triggers all kinds of things that dump out.
No matter, I believe
God will give me mine someday too. He
already has blessed me beyond all deserving and either in this life or what comes
next.
Until then prayers and
blessings now and always for all that is good and fills you up with peace and
abundance courage, strength, life, laughter, and more love!
