Sunday, December 5, 2021

12.05.2021 December (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Date:

Sunday December 5th

Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

John 10:7, 9-10 (TPT) The Passion Translation

So Jesus went over it again, “I speak to you eternal truth: I am the Gate for the flock.[a]

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Footnotes

10:7 As translated from the Aramaic. There is a word play with “I” (ena) and “flock” (ana). As the gateway, he brings us to the Father and his kingdom realm. As the shepherd, he cares for us and shows us his loving heart.

John 10:7 in all English translations

John 10:9-10

I am the Gateway.[a] To enter through me is to experience life, freedom, and satisfaction.[b] 10 A thief has only one thing in mind—he wants to steal, slaughter,[c] and destroy. But I have come to give you everything in abundance,[d] more than you expect[e]—life in its fullness until you overflow!

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Footnotes

10:9 A sheep pen was an enclosure with walls and no roof that would often have the sheep of an entire village kept within. After the sheep were brought in for the night, it was common for the shepherd to sleep at the entrance so he could protect his sheep. Only the shepherds of the sheep would be recognized by that gatekeeper. Jesus is the one who will remain with his flock and keep his sheep living in peace and safety. His teaching (voice) will guard us from the unreliable teachers who want to steal our hearts and bind us to themselves. They steal and rob the affection that belongs only to Jesus, our kind shepherd.

10:9 Or “go in and out and find pasture.”

10:10 The Greek word thuo is not the usual word for “kill.” It means “sacrifice” or “slaughter.”

10:10 Implied in the Aramaic text.

10:10 Implied in the Greek text.

 

 

 

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Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Man, when that love washes over and through you and just never goes away!  It does not matter if the hurt and pain consume you as once you reach the other side and look back and know it is still in the very depths of our soul.   You just know making it dangerous  and keeping you on the move, so you do get caught up and burn.

Jesus how do you do it!   Unconditional love for all people all the time not just when things are going well?  In fact, how you weep for every soul lost and wandering.     Those who come to find you so close to the end you dance with them as they transport over all the while the others that stepped away; how do you handle the hurt God of all that this world brings?

Be it a battlefield of the mind, the spirit is forever at war.  Being we are fighting to survive in the world, or we are fighting to get through all that pounds on us every single day.   May we all learn to cling to you and your word Jesus.

We can speak it or think it to life no matter when, who or why!

I am no authority, in fact so very unqualified and so many chipped and broken edges floating around.  Anyone that ever reads any pieces of me get a glimpse of that at any given time.

Blessed beyond all and any deserving.   Every day given no matter if anything transpires or nothing transpires.  Still blessed another day like this one; to get up and find, be, do, make, change or be an opportunity of anything and everything that shines bright and allows growth every step forward.   For you, for those who are coming up behind you.   For selfish or selfless reasons. 

We all get to choose.

Filling my head 24/7 with anything and everything positive heck yes.    Anything that can keep my spirit from dying and wanting to just be done.    There is always so much sadness and heartache in such a vast universe we have.    So many spirits like electrical currents flowing through the world and well look around as they short circuit.

 

I will never know what I could be as know what is and what was.   Thankfully I met Jesus and he makes it enough.

I remember for years I wanted to be a motivational speaker.   Just to share all of the life experiences I survived through and get them out there so people knew they were not alone and that they could choose and learn and grow differently.      Today well everything is so instant.  The world is so over stimulated with all that is morally unhealthy and maybe it was always there but it somehow now in the terms of man is said to be okay.

I know it may be controversial but really what you do is your business.  However, stop forcing all your choices down the throat of the universe with things such as gender neutrality, or open relationships, or how you make your living by allowing the world to look at you like just a piece of meat that will be tossed out for the vultures soon.

I am not perfect in fact far from it struggling with my own judgements and even that of sometimes looking up and wondering what the heck.

Constantly seeking forgiveness and healing from the father.    And yes for years dumping those twisted wires firing off at times and short circuiting on this public wall for others to maybe get a smile or a small step in a direction that helps them get back up.    Or not maybe just a huge belly laugh so hard they cry.

In any case this is just the pieces of me not pretending, perhaps not putting all the broken dirty details out there of every day and the journey where I face plant in my own muck; while holding on to that thread of Jesus’s robe when the days he keeps dragging me along like some child holding his leg afraid to just breathe; yet cannot let him go even if, even when.

Holding nothing back is my transparency flaw.   Yet it was made perfectly clear even when I cannot see through the mist on any given day.  Jesus saved my soul when I finally woke.   So no matter what bits in pieces make anyone laugh, cry or anything in between.    He is, He will, and always has been the saving grace through every breath you call upon His name.

I don’t have any fancy words to explain or scholarly experience to show or prove you should believe that.   I can only tell you he calls the broken and unqualified to light up the world and shines life and light through all the broken pieces as they get back up and love themselves and learn to love as he does.

In this season where nothing makes sense, or everything falls into place.  When you are reaching for your God; know the only way to get there is through the sacrifice that poured out and into who we can be.   

As this holiday season creeps up may we know that God is the reason of the season and Christ was born and the light of the world for Christmas day.   That the gift of giving is more than what debt you can bury yourself in; or even all that material life that we chase to prove we have meaning.  

Choose to get back up and pay it forward with kindness from the depths of your very being.  It does not need to be expensive.   For the true meaning of life and that one word that may save the  soul next door is priceless.   Be it a listening ear, holding a door, thank you, or even forgiving what once was.     Love who you are in the eyes of Christ!   Love others as God loved us all enough to put us in this planet to be more than what we will ever understand.

Know who you really belong to!


Date:

Saturday December 4th

Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

John 8:12 (TPT) The Passion Translation

Jesus, the Light of the World

12 Then Jesus said, “I am[a] light to the world, and those who embrace me will experience life-giving light, and they will never[b] walk[c] in darkness.”

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Footnotes

  1. 8:12 Again we see Jesus using the words “I Am,” which is the name of God.
  2. 8:12 The Greek word is a double negative, emphatically saying, “never, no never!”
  3. 8:12 The Aramaic is “they will never be driven (pushed) by the darkness.”

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Friday, December 3, 2021

12.03.2021 December (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Date:

Friday December 3rd

Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

John 6:35 (TPT) The Passion Translation

35 Jesus said to them, “I am the Bread of Life.[a] Come every day to me and you will never be hungry. Believe in me and you will never be thirsty.

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Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Why is it when we know, we see, we experience we still find ourselves consumed in the sadness of what is, what could be or what was?

Everything laid out to be gifted creatures of nature in or out of humanity.  Yet we find ourselves even like that in the jungle going after and the spin becoming survival of the fittest.  Or just cut us off from the world when we grow weary of the nonsense and undignified behaviors.    Fully aware of the flattery that means nothing and the so many that will say or  do just to have something they think will make them whole or numb to what really eats them alive.

Life is not fair never was, never will be.  But does that mean we must sell our souls or take the lives of others just to chase what turns us into something we no longer recognize?

Long days and watching so many around me leave me with so many questions as I wonder is that me in the reflection those little pieces of me over time that may once have been the same hurting broken angry little girl left to grow up and fight for love only to never really know what it was to be love at all until my soul was filled with all that I could never deserve!

All you say Father, all you show, all you allow to every new day you allow me up and to take that deep breath to exhale.

I wish I would have started tapping out immediately this morning when my being was woke.  Thinking I could remember your words then consumed fast and furious into the day of work.

Blessed with the promise to have more than just survival. Yet watching those we love be crippled by the battle of have and have nots and never letting go one inch of the world to seek you.

Those somedays that you just get tired of hearing so much negativity and wish things would be something normal.  Yet what is normal; so all we can do is just do the best we can keeping it real, keeping it steadfast, loyal and of moral value.

No matter what it is that you are missing, feeling hard for.  Lift up your eyes each day you have been given to get back up and know you are worth more than anything this world spinning around you can give or take.

Calm your anger, calm your rage, calm the storms with just one word.   Call out to Jesus!

The glue, the hand up, the everything or nothing at all.   We would not exist without the sacrifice of God and his being in Christ Jesus.

So no matter how good it gets or how much we collect.   In the blink of an eye.  It can be taken away; they can be taken away.  Just like that.

I use to be angry for everything and everyone who has hurt my pride, my heart, my soul, my being.   Used to be angry and chasing whatever it took to numb the world out or work it away.

Used to spend too much time trying to chase reasons why they happened.

One day I realized nothing happens without a purpose even if any of us will never understand it. 

 

But anyway, this girl is tired.   And needing to go stretch so I can do an airport run in the wee hours of the morning.

Life goes on no matter what we feel unless we just allow it to consume us.

As I sit here with a fur baby trying to make me pet them and running out of energy to think.   I wish whoever reads this chatter a blessed Christ filled abundantly loving day or evening!

Thursday, December 2, 2021

12.02.2021 December (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Date:

Thursday December 2nd

Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

Hebrews 1:1-2 (TPT) The Passion Translation

Jesus, the Language of God

Throughout our history God has spoken to our ancestors by his prophets in many different ways. The revelation he gave them was only a fragment at a time, building one truth upon another.[a] But to us living in these last days,[b] God now speaks to us openly in the language of a Son,[c] the appointed Heir of everything, for through him God created the panorama of all things and all time.[d]

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Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

I see you

Because that is just the kind of God were then, are and ever be!

Let’s face it we may have times throughout every day given that we just don’t know what we don’t know! But never will the God of all the heavens, stars, moon, universe, and all humanity ever lose anything.

Always in control and we are the one’s that freak out, space out, work out or even shout out when all he is doing is what he planned all along.   Don’t settle but absolutely get use to trusting God and meet his son Jesus and get through that which will forever be different.

Everything changes day by day, minute by minute.

Love and appreciate what you have right where you are.

Yes, how awesome to feel that spirit of your own built up and tight with another.   But never say never leaving all you are in the hands of another person place or thing.

Own your gift of life!

The only one in control is Jesus and you and even you don’t have full control.

We can put all we are into anything and everything and be blessed or be really let down.

It is your final destiny that you need to cry out daily, nightly and tell the Lord here is your heart.

This life is not a test even if whatever runs through, past or with you seem to put you to one at any given time.

God your presence, your spirit takes us to heaven. No matter if on top of a mountain you created. In a jail cell from choices we make, or just being.    

May all I am connected feel your presence and be filled with the peace alone that only the blessings of you will bring.

On this day you allowed me up again.   Though most days are crammed, rushed, jammed packed trying to fill up, fill out and do something better, more productive, and worthwhile.

All the while just being able to get up and take a deep breath in  while chasing that gift of life and new opportunities awaiting.

May this season and for all time always keep Christ at the head of Christmas, or any other day.

Though I may walk through the valley’s; I shall not want or worry.   It is what it is until it is not.

Never will I stop wanting that from the inside out physically from the outside in. 

 But always will it be your gift no matter what may come.

 

Thank you.    Speak truth and life over me, through me and with me and all I have ever been or will be connected.

Thank you for this here and now.  For all the yesterdays and any tomorrow’s.

May I learn to love the way you love me!

Wednesday, December 1, 2021

12.01.2021 December (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

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Date:

Wednesday December 1st

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John 1:1-2, 14 (TPT) The Passion Translation

The Living Expression

In the beginning[a] the Living Expression[b] was already there.

    And the Living Expression was with God, yet fully God.[c]
They were together—face-to-face,[d] in the very beginning.[e]

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Footnotes

1:1 Most scholars consider the first eighteen verses of John to be the words of an ancient hymn or poem that was cherished by first-century believers in Christ.

1:1 The Greek is logos, which has a rich and varied background in both Greek philosophy and Judaism. The Greeks equated logos with the highest principle of cosmic order. God’s logos in the Old Testament conveys his powerful self-expression in creation, revelation, and redemption. In the New Testament we have this new unique view of God given to us by John, which signifies the presence of God himself in the flesh. Some have translated this rich term as “Word.” Though the Greek term logos may be rendered “word,” it would be wrong to think it indicates primarily a lexical unit in a sentence. Logos is more accurately understood as a form of self-revealing or “message.” Jesus Christ is the eternal Message, the creative Word, and the Living Expression of God made visible. He is the divine self-expression of all that God is, contains, and reveals in incarnated flesh. Just as we express ourselves in words, God has perfectly expressed himself in Christ. Jesus is God’s Story.

1:1 The Living Expression (Christ) fully possesses every attribute of deity held by God the Father (Col. 1:15–20). The Living Expression existed eternally as a separate individual but essentially the same, as one with the Father.

1:2 The Greek word used here and the Hebraic concept conveyed is that of being before God’s face. There is no Hebrew word for “presence” (i.e., the “presence” of God), only the word “face.”

1:2 Both Gen. 1:1 and John 1:1–2 speak of the beginning. In Genesis Moses spoke of the beginning of time, but John speaks of eternity past, a beginning before time existed. The Living Expression is Christ who existed eternally as part of the Trinity. He has no beginning, being one with the Father.

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Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

I think I could pick the first to songs I was listening to and shared and be done without any additional thoughts tapped out.

 

If you said it Jesus; we believe it when we have faith and believe.  

As I am pushing hard for Christmas this year to be more about you, in just the mare fact of peace, and love and all good things on earth.

It is hard though.   

Just now almost 10 pm at night and because I am sipping on some hot chocolate, I have moments to do a mind dump of this day and just the blessings of all I have had this day.

Even if sitting in front of a screen for 10 hours and not looking away but to do the 50 squats a day challenge.   Oh yes, BTW… Ouch!   Day two but I am doing it and Pray I can make it through the entire month and get a little something of myself back.

You know all things Jesus.    I need not share what it feels like these past couple years have done to the world and everyone in it.     But I can say you allow me to get back up and do something even when it seems insignificant.     For we are who you say we are Father God.   Son’s and Daughter’s of the most high king Jehovah Jireh.

Face to face together for all who call upon your name.  Not everyone is meant to have it easy or filled with insignificant temporal stuff even if we chase it.

Even if we like it when we turn heads for that outfit we have on. Or that comfy home with all the toys and gadgets piled up.     All waiting for something to break, something to have the attention of those who want what others have and the come to steal because they have not  be given the silence to hear how to get by working for themselves.   

Perhaps it’s that drug addiction they need to take things to sell to feed their demons or just selfish.

We are all where we choose to be until it is too late, and change cannot be made, and we cannot choice something different.  Looking the other way while they are doing something they should not.  

Well, you are just as guilty as doing it with them if you are hanging while they go through the motions.  Who knows maybe even laughing about it giving a nudge or encouraging what should not be?

We start young being bold and disrespectful to others and even our own being at times when we do not realize by not listening and trying to do what is right instead just going off and doing it.   Well eventually people cut you off so they don’t have to deal.

 

Working a 10-hour day then going and help teaching 23 elementary kids where some just don’t want to be where they are, so they disrespect and wind up the crew.   

Well, I can tell you I am one tired puppy with some really sore legs right now from this challenge.

 

Blessed I was given another day.

Blessed I don’t have all the answers or what next.   Even if you push my buttons along this journey, I can give you a what for.

So glad you have my heart Father. Especially all the times in life I have wanted badly to quit people.  As they quit the journey just when they meant so much.

I will never understand why things happen as they do.  Or understand why me?

But what matters most is that you allow me so much leeway to just be me.   More impossible how you have carried me to the top of those mountains when I became paralyzed and needed what I never understood.

Maybe this is my love letters these pieces of me that you so freely allow.   Maybe just a glimpse of the love you have sprinkled throughout who I am. There will never be enough time or deserving or understanding to figure it out.

You know me inside out.  Who I love, how I love?  You own it all; now show me what next.

As the moon circles the globe, Jesus turn this world and all that is struggling, in hate, pain and darkness.   Turn it around Father!

With one whisper you change everything.   Hope in you come what may.   Bring it and heal the disease, the pain, the suffering for your eternal purpose.

The cancer

The pandemic

The emotional imbalance

Right now, Father God these are your people across this nation.   Stop the hate, the hurt the broken children, broken adults.  All the crushed darkened spirits.   Light us up Father God.

May your people rise up and shine brighter, bolder, and louder than ever before to let love lead us in and with you.    Now and forever, they call you Emmanuel; God with us!

 

As we dance to the rhythms, beats, riffs, or just dance in the streets.  May the harmony play out as the wind blows invisibly yet touches every life that inhales.  

Just exhale and grow forward in you; with you!

So, as I myself Father keep working through whatever it was.  I know rest in you will always make things better than alright.  May I never forget.

Be with all that are tangled up in so many knots to this heart and soul Jesus.  May we all know our own little puzzle piece and where it belongs.  While spreading our wings and flying high for and with you.

If we can not see you, may we never forget it will be okay as you are there if we call you and do our best to openly hold you.

Thank you for November we know December will only get better!

Sunday 5-11-2025_PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe (AlwaysMeKelly)

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