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Date: Monday February 7th
Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse
210 Let those who love the Lord hate evil,
for he guards the lives of his faithful ones
and delivers them from the
hand of the wicked.
Psalm
97:10 in all English translations
Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com
Big Daddy Weave - I Know Lyrics
Here's My Heart - Casting Crowns mix
All Together- Mike Donehey (Lyrics)
Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow
So needed to hear those
lyrics today. Reminding me how good you
are always Jesus!
Even though I feel right now,
and the waves are pounding and derailing.
So unfair how life turns out for some no matter how good or bad they are. We never really know what next until it
happens.
We should not work our lives
away, caring for the world to have our immediate day to day convince us not to
be treated, or in the end be separated from who we choose to be with when we
have not done anything wrong but choose to not take treatments.
I guess running from love
even when I missed it was so much better than the poor unknowing souls who are
ripped apart after so much time of trying to be good humans and loving that
someone.
Then it makes me feel, what
about those who don’t have family to engage and step in to try to work things
out for the best possible scenario.
What about those left alone
and unable to call out or get the help they need in time.
So much swirling in this head
and tears pouring through my soul.
Father I know you are good,
and I know you got this. But it does
not keep me from feeling that each day one more heart string is knotted so very
badly and snapping. This is worse than
death to know a husband and wife have to separate because of illness and the
only answer is to move one 1300 miles away and they will never go back to visit
because of their age and own health.
My heart has always been for innocence
of the elderly and children.
Reality sucks and as today a
family member posted the world sucks, I had to remind them it’s the things that
people do that sucks not the world.
That we have to try and find the light along the way of all darkness and
if we cannot find it; just become it.
How
I don’t know how on days like
this, and family is so broken.
Gone are the days where I
just stayed mad at the world and dared anyone to cross me. I am
not that person anymore not for a very long time. However, I wish allot times I just did not
care.
I wish I could be heartless
and mean as the trolls, pretenders and imposters of the world out there just taking
life no matter from who or what and living in this fake identity along the way
never dealing with the truths.
But I am not.
Nor ever will be.
And unfortunately, does make
me just makes me dislike the fakes of the world so much more as they steal identities
and hustle their way through. It make me
add my wrong to theirs by just having them lined up and if they did the crime
make them pay.
I guess I have been hustled
far to much in my grand scheme of just trying to see the good in people. But even today seeing another family member hacked
and the imposter actually reaching out to me.
Can I just shake some senses into you fool?
You want help you want life
then be real! There is no excuse for
tapping into anyone’s identity mine or anyone else’s when we are all out here
trying to make our way.
Anyway, that is my vent on that subject for today at least. I can go on and on, but I know karma and
God will take care of all things when it comes to such actions.
Yeah, Yeah… I know third
world countries have some of the best hackers and hustles going because they
are trying to make their way out. But it’s
not right.
I work 10-13 hours a day just
to get by, then I volunteer a few nights a week and on weekends. Nope not better than anyone else. But staying busy to do good things and grow forward
being thankful for what blessings I do get any day I am allowed back up. Even if it just means another day full of
chaos and work.
We all get to choose what we will
do, who we will become, and what we will do to others.
Thus, for anyone who cares
about their family and friends. Some of
those choices they make are bittersweet.
As they are happy during the time things are working. But the end of days the bitterness sets in
and hurts everyone who ever cared.
Live life loving others
without expectations and never add a cost to it.
Love people for being themselves
and not what they do, have or can be for you.
Circle up with those who want
to help see you grow forward and help support you to do the work and get there.
We have no respect or care
for anything we just take from others. Yeah,
so what we have it. We walk around flashing maybe with cash maybe not. But it means noting to respect and hold onto
unless we work for it.
Man, God showing me the truth
in my own heart really hurts some days more than others. But allows me to know I am nothing without
all that is good, all that is pure, all that is Jesus and everything he lived,
suffered, died, and still lives today in others trying to shine bright.
Deeply loved and deeply in
love even if it is a dream that makes me alive and want more.
Working my best self and
somedays not at all. Yet, holding on to
all the possibilities of any given day.
Speak what is true.
Nothing more nothing less!
Me you or anyone else. Now is not the time to add to the withdrawal
of someone’s emotional, physical, or financial bank accounts where they will
not recover. We should all be doing our
best to deposit and fill them with hope and love even if it is just being real
and there.
We can scream, cry, carry on
pointing out the flaws and faults of what went wrong now that its in front of
us. But where were you in the stages it
was leading up to what that wrong is here and now.
Life is what it is until it
is not. Don’t take yourself for granted
or anyone else that judgement and karma comes to visit at the same time.
Honor the vessel you were
given to travel this life journey in.
And yes, I am saying that for me too.
Cause these past two years have been horrible in finding the new normal’s
of day to day and wellness.
Changes of lost loves and
loved ones is bad enough forcing us into new normal but get up and take a stand
for all that is good that takes our souls through eternity.
We all stand for something even
if it becomes true, we are standing alone.
Make it you’re healing and growing forward. All the while planting seeds of hope and
goodness along the way. Even if, even when
doing nothing at all.
Love the people God gave you
here and now. Not when they are gone or
its too late. Love them for who they are
without expectation of anything in return.
Let them love you for who you
are and not what you can be or do.
Find the real you and love
you for who God has created you to be.
Perfect in every way. At least until we try to do it our ways and
we mar and scar and distort and become something without Christ Jesus who we
were meant to be in relationship with.
May we pull it all together
before its not an option to choose in this here and now. May we see you Father
God. May we choose to do what is what
right and not what is common, or just because we can. May we find survival in and through you. Keep me and those I am connected in your
hands Lord.
