02.18.2021_February(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

Music pulled from https://www.youtube.com/ and are free for public consumption**** Bible Verses pulled from https://www.biblegateway.com/ unless noted otherwise and are free for public consumption****   (NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TPT-The Passion Translation)

Date: Thursday, February 18, 2021

Soul Vibes / Motivation Movers (YouTube.Com

 

If You Love Her @Forest Blakk

Patient @Apollo LTD

Here @Jamie Grace - Here ft. Morgan Harper Nichols

Man Of Your Word @ Chandler Moore & KJ Scriven) - Maverick City

Perfectly Imperfect @Declan J Donovan

We Got The Light @Ryan Stevenson

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives and/or feelings):

 

 

Only God can love us and make us see like that!

Thank you, Jesus, for another day and ability to rise up and just keep trying, just keep holding on, just keep looking for all the beautiful colors, bird songs, universal ocean tide washing through our veins with warmth and love so deep we will never have enough to be it, catch it all or even catch our breath to be even remotely close to it.  

So in the depths we come up with our own versions and try to convince ourselves its right, its real and its what you intended.  

Lead us Father with the same strength and hands that hold this universe.  Lead us and show us how to lead by example.  Show us our healing powers, show us when to step in, step back or just run.

Getting out before it burns; Jesus if only we had the faith and courage and obedience you did.   We run before we even know what is and sometimes its with the help of the noise outside of you.  Sometimes it’s the doubt and fear.  

Sometimes when we do dive in, we forget who breathes for us.

Sometimes we want the best in everything around us we forget to understand the best within our own beings.

Life is not a competition, yet everyone has their own chess piece in the game of life.

You say you love me; you show me, give me, and protect me from so many things.   Yet I too forget to gear up and just dive in where the sharks are.

 

No one will ever be enough for deserving the blessings only you give Jesus.

So many will pretend while they think they are drowning and using everyone or anyone that crosses their paths to get them closure to the shore where that buried treasure will be, that treasure that will change everything.

Yet when they get there, looking back all the collateral damage still clogs the waterways as they look out now trying to figure out what next and how to keep going.

If only we knew we are the treasure Jesus.   If only we really understood who we are in you.

Thank you for this new day; come what may.  

Our choices matter yet we cannot dwell on what was.   Today is a new day to seek, find and be again something brighter than what will ever be.

May we love ourselves to be real?

We got the light Jesus, it is all you are; if only we turn on that switch, open that blind, open that door.   Just call out to you.   

Lord I need healing in you in so many different directions.   This I know perfectly imperfect.   Heal this world with your love, mercy, and grace.    

Yes, our choices matter.   The damage we do with the tsunami of results that take place from our actions or lack of.  Jesus just show us if we have gotten back up.  Show us to let it start deep within, show us what forgiveness, love everlasting and pure truth in you is.

We cannot change Geographic's and be different we have to change, want, and remain obedient to that change dying to self each and every moment we are given.

We have to Let Go, Let it hurt if it must and Heal into something more beautiful than ever before.

We have to own it that we take, make, break.    Each moment Jesus you allow us up we are given opportunity to be anything, everything, or nothing at all.   It is not up to anyone else even if they fill our spirits good bad or indifferent.

 

Thank you for these moments. Thank you for the breath in my lungs.   May I make it count every second I am allowed!

You are my only hope Jesus, you are the light up ahead.  May this nation be healed.  So many in the cold, so many sick, so many broken, so many fighting what they just should not be.    So many good and kind souls not deserving bad things, so many that walk-in darkness seem to be at the top of their game and destroying those in their way.  

 Jesus Heal us in and with you.  Show us how to be the reflection of all you are.   Protect and guide your called and chosen missionaries.   Be it in a foreign country or on a platform teaching us how to find and want you. 

 

 Meditation Opportunities

(Biblegateway.com) Bible Verse of the Day

Romans 8:38-39 (NIRV) 

³⁸ I am absolutely sure that not even death or life can separate us from God’s love. Not even angels or demons, the present or the future, or any powers can separate us. ³⁹ Not even the highest places or the lowest, or anything else in all creation can separate us. Nothing at all can ever separate us from God’s love. That’s because of what Christ Jesus our Lord has done.

 

(@Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)

Zephaniah 3:17

“The LORD your God is with you, he is might to save.  He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing.”

 

Psalm 73:23-26

Yet I am always with you; you hold me by my right hand.  You guide me with your counsel, and afterward you will take me into glory.  Whom have I in heaven but you?  And earth has nothing I desire besides you.  My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.

02.17.2021_February(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Date: Wednesday, February 17, 2021

Soul Vibes / Motivation Movers (YouTube.Com

 Eyelids @Paris Jackson  ft. Andy Hull

Loving Can Hurt @ Ed Sheeran

Whom Shall I Fear [The God of Angel Armies] @Chris Tomlin

Calling All Angels @Train

The Well @Casting Crowns

Even When It Hurts (Praise Song) Live @Hillsong UNITED

Another In The Fire  @Hillsong UNITED

I Just Need U @TobyMac

I Believe In You @JJ Heller

 

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives and/or feelings):

 

 

Wide awake one more night with the realities just how much God must have hurt when he had to let go and watch His Son Jesus Christ go into such a vast dark world.  When He watched the torment and suffering and could not do anything to change what was to happen.

 

When he believed so deeply in his child and the love, they had for something better was worth all the pain.   Knowing someday the world that was created from an earth that was so empty one day would be filled with the beauty found on the other side of all the pain and suffering.

 

No human with light in their soul ever wants to watch a child suffer and be consumed in a world.      Parents, Grandparents, Aunts, Uncles, Brothers, Sisters.    So many steps up to just be when others cannot.

 

Adoption, Fostering or just being wherever and whenever they can.    God’s army of angels in so many different forms battling the unseen, the unknown, the unappreciated, the darkness of all those souls that never had anyone fighting for them, lost to the ways of the world.   Using, abusing, feeding the demons making it so easy to pull so many beautiful souls into the depths of what they think they can handle.  All the while they are so gone, they do not even recognize what they are doing to themselves or the beloved blessings they too were given.

 

We all get to choose, yet so many of us without even a blink of an eye will run to that supplier one more time thinking no one notices the monkey on your back.   The child that is broken and just wants a mommy or daddy growing up as we are fighting the waves that pound and pull us under.

 

Calling all angels, Lord I never could do this on my own and the how or why you allowed me to be.   I will never understand.   The scars that sometime ooze out over reacting driving straight into any storm or jumping into the fire to be the hands trying to save those I let close.

 

Lord you know all things.   Blood of my Blood; Bones of my Bones.    Right or Wrong Choices.   Another new day to just take that deep breath and then exhale in and with you.

 

All that I am, every was, ever will be.  Every single second of any moment belongs to you Jesus.  Calling on you and all your angels to come and heal us now.    My child, my children, all I am connected.   Heal Us Lord.

 

You know all things.   You know those who are crushed in spirit, broken and beat down and not one person, place or thing has ever touched them physically.

 

Lord may we rise up with the banner, the light for and with you.  May we come to the well of life in you.

 

Jesus hear the depths of the soul for my own, for those I am connected, for all the dreams that become realities and nothing we say or do to warn others will make a difference.

 

Father may I rest in you.   May you guide and carry me as I am struggling to get back up without you.    I hurt watching the world around me.   I give you all that I could ever be to just see them try Father.

 

Put your hedge of protection around all our children of the future.      

 

Lord may all I am connected come to know as I do there has always been another in the fire.   Even when it hurt, even when the demons have us and we in the pits of darkness.    You are always there and when that day comes, we have a voice of our own.  May we give all we are to invite you Jesus in and cover me, cover us!

 

I cannot be the fix, I cannot force anyone to understand, change, love.  We all have to choose.  Lord for all you have put me in the path of.   I give to you.   Guide, protect, heal, and raise up!

 

May we stop forcing ourselves to fit in a world where we will never eternally be enough.  Not even in the forever that we promise each other here and now.    Things change, promises are broken, reasons for lies that create all the hurts flow freely in a world that many are losing the stamina to swim in.    Jesus be with us.  Be with all that I am and will be.   Be with all I love and live for.

 

 

So, as I lay awake wondering Lord how to handle something; I know you have this too.   As my day starts and my weariness and even attitude comes in to play.  Just mad that not everyone gets there in my time.   Some never get there at all.   It does not matter if they don’t get their own self infliction touches more than just what they are doing, saying or being.

 

Beyond the music, beyond the mediation you lift me up every time.  As my heart strings are pulled, I am filled with love that you really have them.   No matter what.

 

Thank you for the growing pains forward.   Thank you for knowing who I and anyone connected to me belongs to you.   Be with all who are suffering, struggling, and just needing you.   

 

 Meditation Opportunities

(Biblegateway.com) Bible Verse of the Day

Romans 8:35,37 (NIRV) 

³⁵ Who can separate us from Christ’s love? Can trouble or hard times or harm or hunger? Can nakedness or danger or war?

 

Romans 8:35,37 (MSG)  ^31-39 So, what do you think? With God on our side like this, how can we lose? If God didn’t hesitate to put everything on the line for us, embracing our condition and exposing himself to the worst by sending his own Son, is there anything else he wouldn’t gladly and freely do for us? And who would dare tangle with God by messing with one of God’s chosen? Who would dare even to point a finger? The One who died for us—who was raised to life for us!—is in the presence of God at this very moment sticking up for us. Do you think anyone is going to be able to drive a wedge between us and Christ’s love for us? There is no way! Not trouble, not hard times, not hatred, not hunger, not homelessness, not bullying threats, not backstabbing, not even the worst sins listed in Scripture:

They kill us in cold blood because they hate you.
We’re sitting ducks; they pick us off one by one.

None of this fazes us because Jesus loves us. I’m absolutely convinced that nothing—nothing living or dead, angelic or demonic, today or tomorrow, high or low, thinkable or unthinkable—absolutely nothing can get between us and God’s love because of the way that Jesus our Master has embraced.

 

(@Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)

Matthew 289:5-7

The angel said to the women, “ Do not be afraid, for I know that you are looking for Jesus, who was crucified.  He is not here; he has risen, just as he said.  Come and see the place where he lay.  Then go quickly and tell his disciples: ‘He has risen from the dead and is going ahead of you into Galilee.  There you will see him.’  Now I have told you.”

 

2 Corinthians 5:17

Therefore, if anyone is in Christ , he is a new creation; the hold has gone, the new has come!

 

 

 

02.16.2021_February(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Date: Tuesday, February 16, 2021

Soul Vibes / Motivation Movers (YouTube.Com

 

Every Little Thing Is Gonna Be Alright @Bob Marley

Inside Out @Hillsong United

Is He Worthy  @Shane & Shane

So Far To Find You @Casting Crowns

 

 Meditation Opportunities

(Biblegateway.com) Bible Verse of the Day

1 John 3:11 (NIRV) 

More Instructions About Loving and Hating One Another

¹¹ From the beginning we have heard that we should love one another.

1 John 3:11 (MSG)  ¹¹ For this is the original message we heard: We should love each other.

 

(@Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)

Zechariah 2:13

“Be Still before the LORD, all mankind, because he has roused himself from his holy dwelling.”

 

Isaiah 30:15

This is what the Sovereign LORD, the Holy One of Israel, says:  “In repentance and rest is your salvation, in quietness and trust is your strength, but you would have none of it.”

 

 

2 Corinthians 12:9 AMP

But He said to me, My grace (My favor and loving-kindness and mercy) is enough for you [sufficient against any danger and enables you to bear the trouble manfully]; for My strength and power are made perfect (fulfilled and completed) and show themselves most effective in [your] weakness.  Therefore, I will all the more gladly glory in my weaknesses and infirmities, that the strength and power of Christ (the Messiah) may rest (yes, may pitch a tent over and dwell) upon me!          

 

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives and/or feelings):

 

 

You never stop amazing me Lord.  Thankful I am up and at it again this day.  As I started out looking around and just feeling that need to get busy.  

 

Seeing things with more of an OCD view today.  It seemed no matter where I was looking my vision reflected so much that needed to be done.

 

Yet you remind me as I was going through my daily devotional to just be still in you.   That every little thing will be alright and better than alright to just find silence and stillness in you and not to plan more to do, to solve, to make better or to resolute, to anything.

 

No conversations to prove what is right or wrong; no action items to fix, put back together, organize, or just clean up.   Even if things are not how if were just me would look like.

 

Oh, how I would love to just go through this shelter given top to bottom.   Renovating, cleaning, organizing.  Not fret when those that are blessed with a roof over their head come running through like a bull in a china closet.   

 

Worse yet rarely seeing their lack of care and respect for what is blessed to them and leaving things to everyone else.

 

Consume me Lord

As you have opened the door reminding me.  Consume me from the inside out.

Lord may we all come to know who you are and that you are worth of a far more than anything anyone of us will ever be able to give, do or say.

 

Each day given is a blessing.

Each moment we spin in feelings, actions that will make or break or just keep us so busy.

 

Be with me and all I am connected Father God.  More importantly may we acknowledge you spiritually when we sit at your feet.

 

May this mind be turned off and redirected to be, to do what matters most.    Letting go of what should not be; letting go of what robs us from the peace and ability to grow forward in and with you.

 

You Lord have allowed us to be we are worthy of your Love and Life ever after.   May we stop and learn how to be with you through all things.

 

As many will care not to even try and understand; just as long as they get what they want or do what they came to do.   While others remain loyal or lost.   Who knows maybe were all lost?

 

Lord, thank you for the reminders to be still in and with you. 

 

You know all things; hear this heart.   Thank you for this day and the beauty in so much unknown.

 

As the true colors come out of personalities like silent temper tantrums, at least hopefully.  Hopefully, we are not letting the rudeness and disrespect flow freely when we do not hear what we want to hear, get what we want to get or even just done with what is or is not.

 

Finding myself while trying not to be consumed by this world and all those within.  Trying not to become one that feeds the demons all the while working through what I wish, pray, desire, just want.

 

02.15.2021_February(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

Music pulled from https://www.youtube.com/ and are free for public consumption**** Bible Verses pulled from https://www.biblegateway.com/ unless noted otherwise and are free for public consumption****   (NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TPT-The Passion Translation)

Date: Monday, February 15, 2021

Soul Vibes / Motivation Movers (YouTube.Com

 

Stained Glass Window @Cochren & Company

When Music Meets Heaven | Best Worship 2021 Mix

 

 

 Meditation Opportunities

(Biblegateway.com) Bible Verse of the Day

John 13:34-35 (NIRV)  ¹⁰ Here is what love is. It is not that we loved God. It is that he loved us and sent his Son to give his life to pay for our sins.

 

1 John 4:10 (MSG)  God Is Love

^7-10 My beloved friends, let us continue to love each other since love comes from God. Everyone who loves is born of God and experiences a relationship with God. The person who refuses to love doesn’t know the first thing about God, because God is love—so you can’t know him if you don’t love. This is how God showed his love for us: God sent his only Son into the world so we might live through him. This is the kind of love we are talking about—not that we once upon a time loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as a sacrifice to clear away our sins and the damage they’ve done to our relationship with God.

 

 

 

(@Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)

Luke 1:37

For nothing is impossible with God.

 

Ephesians 3:20-21

Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen

 

Psalm 23:1-4

The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.  He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul.  He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name’s sake.  Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives and/or feelings):

 

 

Jesus Lover of my soul reminding me as the thoughts race through this mind.  Reading so many scriptures on love this week; and again, today what is what is not. 

 

I will worship you until the very end.

 

As I try not to get caught up in the spin of so many of us thinking love is what we say and not what we do.     You Lord and truth in real life will never use, abuse, lie, cheat, or just pretend to fill anyone up with empty words.

 

Those who committed to you with someone else out playing on other people’s emotions because they are bored and choose not to fight to work it out with a billion reasons why.   

 

And those that believe the lies.  

 

Your name, your ways are the only truth.   And that which went to the cross pouring out life to flow freely so humanity would live.

 

Love is not empty words, promises or even temporal things of this world that will vanish before we ever really know why we needed them in the first place.

 

 

Blessed another day and beautiful memories of this day so long ago.  A beautiful baby girl that grew to be a beautiful soul inside out.    Never enough time in this life to fully grasp just what a blessing it has been; or teach them of their worth in such an empty but cluttered world.

 

May they and all your children, all my connections come to know you Jesus.  Your power, your real love and their own priceless worth through you.

 

Lord guide all, including me who get so lost in the world standards we forget our own worth and what really matters.    May every soul learn to love themselves as you first loved us and not for the moment or for what we can give or take from each other.

 

Jesus show us /me  how to reflect all you are!

 

All those pieces scattered and cutting as each day we are given we fall deeper into the abyss.

 

Holding on to what we should let go and letting go when we should be inseparable.   

 

No where did you ever say life would be easy, free or make sense.   In fact, it is written how problems will come.   

 

Lord show me how to cling to you and stop losing my way one minute or 20 years believing in all that becomes selfish personal gains.

 

Each day given is a blessing to find, be and share opportunities to live.   May we stop spinning in the mud that suffocate and destroys all good to grow forward.

 

May yesterday that has come to pass be behind and we find the good in any moments we are given up ahead.

 

Be with all my connections Lord.  Good bad or indifferent.  You are in control.   May the see the light of hope, peace, and abundant love.    May it grow like wildfires within my soul and all you allow me to know.

 

Come heal us Lord!

Come show us how to be our best self as you created us to be!

Come show us how to forgive, forget and heal!

 

Show, and heal me Father, as I fight the day-to-day overwhelming news, life, choices that go south or watch others and I cannot do anything but fight anger, hurt at times, and see through so many lies.    Show me how to know what matters and what does not.  Show me who I am supposed to be in your world Jesus.      Show all I am connected what real love really is!

02.14.2021_February(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

Music pulled from https://www.youtube.com/ and are free for public consumption**** Bible Verses pulled from https://www.biblegateway.com/ unless noted otherwise and are free for public consumption****   (NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TPT-The Passion Translation)

Date: Sunday, February 14, 2021

 

 Meditation Opportunities

(Biblegateway.com) Bible Verse of the Day

John 13:34-35 (NIRV)  ³⁴ “I give you a new command. Love one another. You must love one another, just as I have loved you. ³⁵ If you love one another, everyone will know you are my disciples.”

John 13:34-35 (MSG)  ^34-35 “Let me give you a new command: Love one another. In the same way I loved you, you love one another. This is how everyone will recognize that you are my disciples—when they see the love you have for each other.”

Soul Vibes / Motivation Movers (YouTube.Com

 

Love Your Children @Terrian

Fires @Jordan St. Cyr

Everything @TobyMac @Just Dance Christian 

Every Step of the Way @Cade Thompson 

Love @Chris Tomlin

 

 

(@Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)

Psalm 48:14

For this God is our God for ever and ever; he will be our guide even to the end.

 

Hebrews 12:2

Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.

Isaiah 41:13

“For I am the Lord, your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you.”

 

The God Who Sees @The Rock, The Road, and The Rabbi Foundation

 

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives and/or feelings):

 

12/14/2021 New Life Christian Church Wk. two message on Baggage- A New Thing   https://fb.watch/3F8jiDNNU1/

 

Happy Love Day

Prayers and blessings, you find peace and love today and every day you get back up.  

 

Love beyond flowers, candy, and romance novels that we all dream of in some sort of image of our hearts, and our minds.

 

May the love this day and every day given be the love like Jesus took on for us with us to be with us!

 

Wishing good vibes today and all throughout the week and you find your strength peace and abundance through the same creator that allowed you back up today.   

 

Just realize your blessings in all circumstances all and love yourself well enough that you need not depend on the world to fill you up with peace and harmony.  

 

Much love in Him.   Live, Love and Laugh!