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Date:
Saturday November – 20th
Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from
YouTube.com
Lecrae - I'll Find
You (Video) ft. Tori Kelly
The Father's House
- Cory Asbury
All The Broken
Pieces - Matthew West
I SURRENDER -
HILLSONG UNITED/Matt Crocker
Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow
Smiling
and tired as all get out as I took another Friday night to try, and binge watch
another Netflix series “Bad Blood” thinking you have no reason to get up in the
morning. At 2am a little woke upset and
after getting them back you don’t remember what time it was when you gave it a break,
but you wake with the puppy jumping on your head wanting love and all kinds of
thoughts co-mingling while starting devotions before moving and letting the feet
hit the floor. Then suddenly the song
Crazy starts playing in your head. And
now your exhausted smiling while sipping coffee and try to capture what you have
been blessed to just think and tap out loud.
Yeah,
a little bit more of Gnarls just because. All the while the words are lining up in for
all those thoughts that play out from conversations the night before with the
devotions of the morning.
Hold
on just a little bit longer; cause no matter what no one really can feel what you
or I alone is going through. No one but
Jesus! Really so what you went
through a divorce and everything you believed in forever was ripped out from
you; or maybe you did the ripping.
So, what we don’t look good enough or have
enough or even the right words if any for that one circle you thought you
really meant something to.
So,
what if you really believed in those who filled you up just by being in
conversation. Knowing the words, they
shared was all you had, and it meant everything. Then one day you found out the real them all
the while you were being the real you!
Or that
day when you were crushed because somehow Satan whispered in your ear and the
love and fill of indescribable abundance by serving or doing something was
ripped away just because change brought in babies in the faith and performance,
or selfishness seeped through and well you are being set in your ways and the
gap on how to get through got bigger and bigger, so you just fed into it.
Leaving you being robbed and knocked off your
own platform cutting deep and unable to breathe. Knowing this round the demons trying so hard
won and put that wedge into Gods pillars.
Bigger yet you call upon those to pray while trying to work it out and somehow,
they just ended up used as splinters to the wedge growing bigger.
The
mission and purpose which was once on fire is now sparking the flames in not
just the pillars of your soul but to the many in the house of the father.
As I
wonder and speak to the Jesus, I pray to understand what happened to when
everyone came together, and love broke through and agendas were about Him.
I get
it; we put humans in the mix! Me, you,
them, our flesh, our thoughts, our words, our deeds all allow the key with our
hand to turn and open Pandora’s box any given second and the spirit world well
its either Jesus and his angel army or the demons of darkness like an army of
ants that never stop working using those who do not even see what is happening
until its too late.
Remembering
what it felt like to love someone so much because of the spirit they shine
forth as you know nothing about until one day another splinter of truth is
pounded in where those fake false persona’s make you realize anyone of us here
and now are no better, and just human.
To
really see inside that fishbowl that they are managed by and driven to not have
a life unless someone here and now says this is what you can, cannot, will or will not do.
Not
the military you signed up freely to serve an ungrateful nation that will never
give you back any of what will be taken.
No
instead you become this label, this next million dollar thought all the while
the people of the world are consuming all your sharing with the talents given.
Your
slowly robbed either knowingly suffering in the trap or blindly thinking you
have the right to look down and out at others like you are something more or
better.
Then
you get crazies like me waking up with it all blending together knowing how
short the threads of life and what next really are. All the while someone else is not getting
that one more chance to just live with you Father. The time is up, and they have left all the
blessings you breathed to life for behind.
Maybe broken, maybe angry, maybe but always right where you say it will
be until they meet you right where they are.
Far
from equipped, yet smart enough for those to keep tapping in and giving you the
chance to do and reflect or fill a need.
Even when all your edges are so rough, and innocence gone before you
even know what it was.
You
Jesus use all the broken pieces creating your canvas and beautiful pathways
back to the garden for eternal healing and abundance. You Christ Jesus know what those thorns,
wedges, spikes, stripes that ripped you apart to put us back together feel
like.
Jesus
calm the storms, stop the demons’ whispers and be with all of our leaders in
your kingdom. Be with all the those who
have been put in the place to do, be, say, lead, give, or take for your light
and life to grow and shine brighter than anything this world can overshadow us
with.
Forgive
me for allowing the gnawing and whispers to hurt so bad and allowing me to
forget your everything was always in control.
That no matter who, what, where or why or even when. You are and always will be!!!
Thank
you for saving me then, thank you for saving me now. Loving me enough to allow me to choose. Allowing everyone of us to choose.
Father
smooth the ripples and remove the bad fruit in my and all those I am connected
and their lives.
Show
us how to bring it back to the foot of the cross. Be with all those who have been broken
that I am connected. It does not matter if
they walk with you Jesus. Light them up
in your love, mercy and grace. Protect,
heal and love tightly in only the comfort you give all my beloved in your kingdom. For all their heart’s purpose for you. May they not weary as you are not done with
any of us yet. Until that day you call
our souls back to you and we line the streets of gold with so much joy and
abundance the radiance keeps us alive across the universe.
We are
yours Jesus! The believer and the
non-believer all belong to you. But
only those who live here in now in open faith will live with you in eternity.
May we
never stop looking up
May we
silence the whispers of darkness
May we
never forget what it is to touch the sky even when we are face down wrecked and
broken pouring all we have left just trying to get back up
Calm
the storms within your chosen Jesus
Call
us forward and allow the growth be in your truth and justice
Remove
the bitter fruit, the splinters and allow the pillars that are formed be to
grow your forever family sitting on the right hand of God
Sanctify
our souls into your promise land and wash away the borders that we naturally
build to keep the demons from hurting, robbing or even killing what you created
for so much more.
May we
come together healing and helping our leaders of every nation or tribe to you
acknowledge all you are and all you give us.
Allowing us to see the beauty and all your possibilities no matter what
the disaster, storm, or tragedy.
Hold
those we lost too early tightly and let us feel them alive and all they did
that makes us smile knowing they are safe in your arms.
Thank
you for these crazy mind maze twist or turns.
Show
up Lord as I cannot help but surrender; I cannot let go of hope one day I will
see you face to face for all that is beyond comprehension or promise.
May we
all surrender to you! May the communication
serve all that is good all that is pure and all that is you Jehovah? In or outside the walls of your house this
is all your kingdom, and we are all called to greater things.
Fill
me with all you are and may the example I become in the journey you allow
always be pleasing to your will and not my own. Show me how to reflect love to those who
do not know what it means to be loved by you. Thank you...
Meditation Opportunities coming from
Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse
Psalm
95:1-2 (TPT) The Passion Translation
It’s Time to Sing
95 Come on, everyone! Let’s sing for
joy to the Lord!
Let’s shout our loudest praises to
our God who saved us!
2 Everyone come meet his face with a
thankful heart.
Don’t hold back your praises;
make him great by your shouts of
joy!
