Tuesday, April 19, 2022

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Date: Tuesday April 19th


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1 Corinthians 15:20-22 (TLB)

20 But the fact is that Christ did actually rise from the dead and has become the first of millions[a] who will come back to life again someday.

21 Death came into the world because of what one man (Adam) did, and it is because of what this other man (Christ) has done that now there is the resurrection from the dead. 22 Everyone dies because all of us are related to Adam, being members of his sinful race, and wherever there is sin, death results. But all who are related to Christ will rise again.

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Footnotes

  1. 1 Corinthians 15:20 the first of millions, literally, “the firstfruits of them that are asleep.”

1 Corinthians 15:20-22 (MSG)

16-20 If corpses can’t be raised, then Christ wasn’t, because he was indeed dead. And if Christ weren’t raised, then all you’re doing is wandering about in the dark, as lost as ever. It’s even worse for those who died hoping in Christ and resurrection, because they’re already in their graves. If all we get out of Christ is a little inspiration for a few short years, we’re a pretty sorry lot. But the truth is that Christ has been raised up, the first in a long legacy of those who are going to leave the cemeteries.

21-28 There is a nice symmetry in this: Death initially came by a man, and resurrection from death came by a man. Everybody dies in Adam; everybody comes alive in Christ. But we have to wait our turn: Christ is first, then those with him at his Coming, the grand consummation when, after crushing the opposition, he hands over his kingdom to God the Father. He won’t let up until the last enemy is down—and the very last enemy is death! As the psalmist said, “He laid them low, one and all; he walked all over them.” When Scripture says that “he walked all over them,” it’s obvious that he couldn’t at the same time be walked on. When everything and everyone is finally under God’s rule, the Son will step down, taking his place with everyone else, showing that God’s rule is absolutely comprehensive—a perfect ending!

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TAUREN WELLS ft. Davies - The Worship Medley: Reckless Love, O Come to the Altar, Great Are You Lord

 

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Chris Tomlin ~ Nobody Loves Me Like You (Lyrics)

 

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Catching bits and pieces of the televised divorce slander proceedings between Jonny D. and his what should have never been wife but now ex-wife Amber H.

Lessons learned I know my ex-husband Tim should have never been my husband to start.  Even during the courtship right up through the wedding day the volatility that transpired.    And somehow, I was just hooked and thought things would change.   Or I could work myself through it.

 

Not sure what anyone really thinks in the moment much less me.   When we are attracted to self-inflicted pain.    Oh, later finding our way trying to swim out of total destruction.

I wish both of those involved the true blessing of God.  But not to fill the pockets or more fame that defames us in the end anyway.

 

The world loves misery for company.   And the slayers that find nothing wrong defaming each party just for a little bit of something is absolutely wrong.

 

Trying to build a case pointing out each other’s faults and yeah, I get it one is suing for 100 million and the other 50 million and that is pocket change for their bank accounts but absurd in the world of middleclass.    Especially when both of those people are just people that chose a career that the world pays more for entertainment than anything good and decent.

 

My thoughts and perspectives.  It does not matter if you agree to agree or agree to disagree.    We all get to choose what we say, what we do and what we think about.

    Just curious what we do after we fall?    My own story I almost didn’t make it.   I swore if I were to ever get married it would be once and forever.

Two years in I was fighting for my life to just survive.    No big secret, my first divorce yep did it twice.     Was uncontested and nothing I would wish on anyone.    I walked away with nothing but the clothes on our backs.

Crazy how that all works.   Life is what it is.  The second time I married I married a childhood friend who about a year after my first divorce helped me get back on my feet and I felt an obligation after 4 years of being together I owed him at least the yes.   He was always my friend, but I was never in love with him.

Unfortunately, after years together he went and found someone to be in love with him I guess.

 

Choices…

Man, I can go on and on about what our choices would of, should of, could have been.

Instead, I am far from perfect and so blessed to even get a glimpse of love and lost because I was on the wrong track.   Then never know any at all.

 

I would have never been where I am today had I not lived through the lessons of life even if when they were happening.  There was no schooling going.

 

Fame, fortune, make the world and everyone of us in it crazy.    We make idols out of common women and men.   Forgetting we are no different just the jobs we choose and how we handle whatever comes out the end.

We forget to never stop loving people for who they are.  Instead, we chase what they do, and think we can get scraps they throw in the waves or autographs going by.

We are all easily swayed.   I know I have my favorites and absolutely adore some and at times have easily become crushed or pressed when I learn they are just human.  All the while putting on a façade for the world’s kaleidoscope.

I am blown away how this cancel cultural that screams for justice slowly or expeditiously has lost so much moral value for their own lives all the way they present the vulgarities of the human nature.   All the while they try to convince others to think like they do.

 

We as long as we are allowed back up dare to choose to be different.  Dare to hold that moral compass and drive onward shining any light we are blessed to share.

 

 All paralyzed in our own isolations of what is or what we think will be.

 

Me or you its all the same.    We either believe or we do not.   We either try to make it happen in our own time and doings or we give it to others to do for us.   We either allow Jesus in and to take the wheel of life or we recklessly find our way wherever the stops derail us into our own abyss.   Sometimes landing us in dark waters and others looking out across the waters.

 

One thing for sure.  Life is our choices but the depths of our souls. Well, we all get to choose that eternal peace and golden streets of brightly lined jewels lighting up the heavens with no more hate, no more sickness.   Or we get to endure the repeating process of thorns and flesh constantly melting away into nothing but the shadows of screams in our minds.

 

I pray anyone I ever come to know never take anything for granted.   No matter what is, what was or what could be.

No matter what hurt, what was right or what will be wrong.   No one loves us like you God.  And for this you sent your only son to die so we can live.  Nothing can change that but our acknowledgement within our own souls.

 

May all I am connected then, now or any future I may have.   Come to know your blessings.

Be with those who are cooking in the fire of this day and all that has transpired.

Monday, April 18, 2022

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Date: Monday April 18th


Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

Romans 10:9-10 (TLB)

For if you tell others with your own mouth that Jesus Christ is your Lord and believe in your own heart that God has raised him from the dead, you will be saved. 10 For it is by believing in his heart that a man becomes right with God; and with his mouth he tells others of his faith, confirming his salvation.[a]

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Footnotes

  1. Romans 10:10 confirming his salvation, literally, “confession is made unto salvation.”

Romans 10:9-10 (MSG)

4-10 The earlier revelation was intended simply to get us ready for the Messiah, who then puts everything right for those who trust him to do it. Moses wrote that anyone who insists on using the law code to live right before God soon discovers it’s not so easy—every detail of life regulated by fine print! But trusting God to shape the right living in us is a different story—no precarious climb up to heaven to recruit the Messiah, no dangerous descent into hell to rescue the Messiah. So what exactly was Moses saying?

The word that saves is right here,
    as near as the tongue in your mouth,
    as close as the heart in your chest.

It’s the word of faith that welcomes God to go to work and set things right for us. This is the core of our preaching. Say the welcoming word to God—“Jesus is my Master”—embracing, body and soul, God’s work of doing in us what he did in raising Jesus from the dead. That’s it. You’re not “doing” anything; you’re simply calling out to God, trusting him to do it for you. That’s salvation. With your whole being you embrace God setting things right, and then you say it, right out loud: “God has set everything right between him and me!”

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Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

God turn it around

Shine the light, kill the switch, stop the madness.   As we prepare for the battle of any given day given.  Forgetting truly the blessing we have been given the ability to get back up one more time.

Sadness and corruption plaguing the very air you give as blessing while the demons use, abuse, torment what was meant to be for beauty and good.

Take us back when we knew the war may continue but the spiritual war has already been won by leaps and bounds through and with you.

 

Perfectly loved even in the hands of evil.    Innocence forever tarnished and scared does not mean it is over as the breakthrough will come.

How can one not lose their way  or the words to fill that writes block as one missiles fires and we are in the cloud and learning how to code and prepare for what is next and the other brings us to our spiritual knees in front of you face down.

Maybe they will understand, maybe they will never.  Yet it matters not as long as the love we know is the truth and the way you breathe into every soul you call your own.

Make a way in and with all that I am and am connected.

Bring me back when ever second engaged and consumed all that I am with you.

How easy we can forget to secure all that we are in you.  In thanks and gratitude when you came out of that grave and I don’t know how; yet the same when we come up out of that water.   Forever beyond anything anyone will ever have control of.

It is you!

Like a child running barefoot through meadows of wildflowers grabbing and making wishes on the dandelions or four-leaf clovers.

Never suspecting anything but the laughter and giggles that once were real.  As you Christ Jesus smile down knowing it is done and it is your will that allows what was to overcome through what will be.

Here we are all we have now is the truth in the depths of our souls hopefully with the praise and thanks due.

Yet the unique creation we are coming up out of that dust fighting forward or just fighting.   Perhaps with real hurdles and things to overcome or just the battle that rages within.

May the lion inside of the lungs that is filled with the air of life give all we are back to the one who allows us to be in the first place.

Stand tall, stand up.   Even if forever alone or circled buy what can destroy what we know it here and now.

No one is one size fits all.     We will all have like circumstances; all will have our broken pieces that leave us sometimes to bleed out or even quit.

But we all bleed the same and we all forever beyond the beginning and beyond any end we may know will belong to Jesus Christ.

 

From the disabled at birth to disabled in life at the hands of others.

From the love we lost or the love waiting to connect.

We are and always will be the most beautiful creation that Christ has ever breathed life into.

We can put all we have into people, places, and things.  We can believe we have life in all those others give us instead of just giving thanks for the blessings at that time and place so that when something changes and something is no longer enough and they reach out past us and the hooks they leave in us feel like our very souls are being ripped out.   Or we can know how and who truly rescues’ us!

 

Love is real; for God so loved the world and wanted relationship he came to life through Jesus Christ who loved and wanted relationship with and for us.

I have loved for what I knew was love back then and lost and thankful that when real love came to understand the difference.

The love I have been given in life and the love that will eternally be in the depths of this soul to forever allow the deep adoration with want and need to acknowledge all that was, all that I am and all that I will be.   With or without the ability to touch the real you which flows through these veins.

Filling me with strength, courage even when I cannot go one more step, or want to keep on keeping on.

It does not matter who gets it or who does not.   It does not matter who pretends and who is real that never steps up.   It only matters who we know is real.    We all may believe in God, we all may believe we get to him, with him through trinkets or beliefs our world has always put in front of us.   But the only one true God and Creator can only be real through the relationship with Jesus Christ.

Nothing else matters in life in death.    Like climbing that rock wall, it is not about the religion stumbles and surroundings we will need to get up through.    Though many things of this world will give us comfort, excitement and even fill us with deep passion and make us think we have the greatest of everything that ever was.

It is all temporal until we meet Jesus’ right where we are every day.

It does not take a rocket scientist to prove the beginning of time.  But if that is what turns on that light switch and you finally see it.   Just do it.

But who am I but just another speck of dust in this vast universe trying to make my way?    Our hurts, habits and broken pieces are real.   The moment we were allowed to enter this universe and know what it is to be human.  All that we feel in goodness or pain, is real.     Somedays more than others we will never understand or hurt so bad not understanding why we do the things we do now wish to do.  Or worse yet believe in those who do.

Love who you are.

Acknowledge even in the darkness, Jesus is the light here or on the other side.

Humanity is like a cruel joke at times.  Watching the gifts, we are given lost, tortured, and tormented.   While others just constantly playing into the world’s hands.   Never once realizing that it is the God of the Universe with Jesus Christ who hold the world

 

No matter if this mind is learning new code, or how something should technically run. No matter if this soul is aching and in love with a dream that will never disappear when wide awake.

No matter if you love me or if you don’t.

No matter if you even know me.

I know to whom I belong and if that is all there is.  So be it.   There is no great harlequin romance novel to be written even if one is waiting to come to life.

For the love, honor, truth belongs to the God of all things and thankfully the Jesus that bled out on that cross came back for you and absolutely for me.

 

Life is what it is despite when the broken pieces fit back into place or not.    Give thanks for the moments you are allowed to get back up even to get just a glimpse from the outside in.

 

Lord

Thank you for this new day.   You know all things and all the knots in the heart strings that tangle me up.    Be with my connections, my family, my friends.    Give peace to those trying and grasping to you.   Show them the way.  May all your children light the path now.  In strength, courage, mercy, and the grace that only you give.

May you wash the hate away and show the world how to do more than just get by or survive.   Thank you for this day and all that have been and all that may be.    Thank you Jesus.

Saturday, April 16, 2022

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Date: Saturday April 16th   


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Romans 13:8 (TLB)

Pay all your debts except the debt of love for others—never finish paying that! For if you love them, you will be obeying all of God’s laws, fulfilling all his requirements.

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Romans 13:8 (MSG)

8-10 Don’t run up debts, except for the huge debt of love you owe each other. When you love others, you complete what the law has been after all along. The law code—don’t sleep with another person’s spouse, don’t take someone’s life, don’t take what isn’t yours, don’t always be wanting what you don’t have, and any other “don’t” you can think of—finally adds up to this: Love other people as well as you do yourself. You can’t go wrong when you love others. When you add up everything in the law code, the sum total is love.

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Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

So here we are again.     Up with good intentions to get out here and write something meaningful and not just jabber on about life and pieces of me or about the vast world that can be so cruel.  Yet, all week long once at my desk work that I am blessed to have calls me in and well it is what it is.

Those cute little writers block gifts in my curio standing out as I have been here so many times before.

We could go left; we could go write or we just stay in the zone not allowing anything to seep out.

Sure, life has moments and those moments that never go away.   Hurts maybe, habits we all got them and hang-ups that we deny.     Those pet-peeves if you will.   Much does not necessarily offend or set us off.   But the just one thing that even heard or seen 10 miles away makes your skin crawl and truly just wish it never was.

 

Life is what it is until its not.   And well we all miss it if we are not grounded or when we are all caught up in someone else’s motivation.

Sometimes thinking of young kids trying to find their way, trying to be something getting caught up in gangs just to be someone or have something never fully understanding what they are doing until it is far too late.   Either taking someone else’s life or losing their own for 15 minutes of being recognized.

 

If we are lucky to have enough time and acknowledgement to look back, we realize no matter if it is a gang or not how meaningful it really was to be invisible.

Even if, Even when we still have the yearning for something more, but reality of the only life worth living is the abundance of all that is not filled with temporal things.

I myself was a fearless kid, living dangerous was the only way to go.  Especially when you had nothing to live for.   

However, times have changed dramatically.   Unfortunately scaling a 6-foot fence in the middle of the night to hop into the local boys-club pool with a bunch of crazy friends while having  a few drinks in us was just mischief compared to what many do for fun in this world today.

I thank God every day even before walking with Jesus that I was always filled with love.   That I always did and always will see the good in others and just hope darkness does not leak out around me or my loved ones be it friends or family.

 

Yes, I was a child victim of misfortune at the hands of those my mother placed me in.   Yes, I lived to die as a teenager.     Broken and bleeding out in so many ways through-out my life yet Christ whom I now know and rely on.

God, who could have just let me be a statistic allowed me to continue this journey.

Being woke out of a sound sleep with some fat drunk barely at the ripe old age of 10.   Leaves scars.   

Sleeping with one eye open or jumping up at barely a pin dropping across the house was how life was.    Thankfully I sleep well now but there are times when I still do not.

I tell people all the time to keep an eye on their children, no matter at home or in a so-called safe place like church.  We all know unfortunately schools are no longer safe between the brokenness of the world plaguing our children and just the sick minds of adults who are supposed to be teaching them.

We know what has happened year over year if we watch the news.

Someone is always watching.    By the time I was 11 and sent out to play the predators of the neighborhood who would show me how to get high on magic mushrooms or huffing and taking us into the woods.    Still remembering a sleep over in Jacksonville Florida with a school friend and how this skinny little flat chested girl had the father come in to say good night and feeling me and his own up.

Then I never understood any of it and there was no one to tell.   I wandered when no one was around, and I think from 10-16 I stayed under the influence of something.  

Moving back to NY in my early teens the kids I grew up with no matter what the reasons were not much better.   All of us unsupervised and always staying totally wrecked because no one was ever around to tell us any different.   

Learning then they were not really friends just someone to hang out and party with long before knowing what partying meant with.

 

There is always someone watching and not always for good intentions.    You leave your kid to hang out at the park by themselves someone will introduce them to things they should never know.

Now days they do not just tell you never tell otherwise something bad will happen.   Now days parents kill their own or sell the blessings of life given to the highest bidder and we call it human trafficking.      Sometimes the parents are so lost from the scars they never allowed to heal and make sure would not bleed out into the next generation by the time the realize they can make a change.  It’s too late.

Wow

That writers block should have stayed in the curio.

I need to get back to my story soon this I know.   Life has had many twists turns, moments and believe it or not blessings through it all to be able to still get up each day and dare to make a difference to make it count and seek out the opportunities to grasp all that is good or as much of it as I can reach.

And not just by taking what others give or just because I want.   But to truly seek something lasting.

Now my vision of beauty, peace, love I am sure is not even close to many others.   

Beautiful mistakes we all get to grow forward with.

Are we?

Growing forward!

Or are we just spinning stuck.   Kind of like me looking around this place wishing someone else would just once step up and do the corner to corner and read my mind of the visions I have to greater things that I will someday see but they would help get there sooner.

I never asked this direction, but I have made choices to go right, left, or just keep forging onward.   The difference God got my attention and I met Jesus in 1995 and although I do not understand how he does not stop the madness of what humanity creates be it my own story or all that is around this globe.    I will never be the same person I once was before knowing who He is and the love he has for all of us.

So thankful my bad habits led to you Jesus! 

Our own worst enemy is that which lives inside of us.   Yet with the healing touch of the light that shines through all that the Son of Man shines bright, for all that he took on for us to allow us life with us.   For all the good that creation was hoped for.

Indescribably written, stated, or lived out.  Where only our very own choices to call upon the name of the Lord to be with us can be justified.   Not hearsay of the truths or anyone else speaks or writes.

Jesus within is a choice you yourself have to call upon.    We all believe in something there is no doubt.  Even atheists believe in God not to believe at all.

Loving people for who they are and not what they do.  That is hard especially when we are all so needed with wants and desires.

We were made that way.    And blessed with the freedom to choose.   Beyond all else we get to choose.   What to do with the outcomes of what was forced upon us or what we will force upon others.

We get to choose forgiveness even if we know never to allow it to happen again.   The world was formed from darkness so why would we not want to shine bright wherever we are.   If we cannot, why would we not want it to be lit up around us for all that is good and lasting?

Purposing forward!

It’s easy to get caught up.   Trust me on that just like those Netflix binge watching cycles that I get myself in.   Knowing I have things to do so I just look more and more exhausted because my choice is to do so.

 

It what it is until its not.   What are you running from or chasing?   It’s not too late to make a different choice until you don’t get back up again.

That rush you get and the excitement you thrive off taking all you can take or having some power over those who just have not been able to stand up yet.   Well, everything we have here and now is temporal. 

Sunday’s coming you all…

I should have gotten out here and wrote yesterday because it was Friday and Sunday is coming.  

We can pretend we don’t see it or hear it.   But we can never change the truth.

The story of Jesus written more than 2000 years ago still unchanged.

Father God I will never be worthy enough to truly deserve life and all the blessings of people, places, and things you have allowed me.     In my mind I have a right to live and your blessings allow me Freedom of choice.

 

May I never harden my heart, may I never stop choosing and needing all you are Jesus.

May all I am connected be blessed to know you and grow through the pain and rise up no matter what.

May we unit and fight forward for all that is to give life and never take it.  Yet may we be protected from the darkness that will come.   Heal the suffering Jesus. For it is who you are.     Call us deeper still Jesus; allow us to hear and see and want to be with who you are always.  Thank you, Father, for all you are!   If tomorrow does not come thank you for every yesterday given!      Out of Eden - Here is My Heart

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