Wednesday-October 16th, 2024-PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe (AlwaysMeKelly)

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Wednesday, October 16, 2024

Motivational Reads / Daily Devotions from Biblegateway.com - Daily Verse

 

Psalm 19:14 (International Children’s Bible)

I hope my words and thoughts please you. Lord, you are my Rock, the one who saves me.

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Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Man, what a season this has been.   Hurricane Helena, Hurricane Milton.   And not just the destruction and devastation to Florida or Southeast coast but Ashville NC and so many other tragic unexpected changes to this world we are given.

So grateful I am continually reminded to Keep our eyes on Jesus Priscilla Shirer: Keep Your Eyes Fixed on Jesus

I woke up this morning thinking about one of my beautiful cousins back up north.   Going through aggressive chemo and radiation for breast cancer.   This young beautiful mother of five young boys, wife, aunt, sister.      Suffering does not pick favorites.  When it is our time, it is our time.   Be it massive floods, storms, mud slides, cancer or any other illness.

I woke deep in thought this morning wondering how we can cure cancer,  not just that which attacks the body but that which destroys our spirit.   That darkness which robs those beautiful souls of the pure and depth of love only Jesus can give.

It is more than obedience showing up any given day or every day we are given to just breathe.    It is more than tithing and offering whatever we have.

It is the depths of love and faith in all that is unseen and keeping that personal relationship with Jesus Christ and God the Father.

I am not a theologian.  Never have been, never will be.   The depths of all that is in my soul.  From the spiritual seconds of my sweet soul king with my sweet soul king to those messes that I have been able to experience and learn something from.

As a parent, grandparent, aunt, sister, daughter.  I can tell you there is no pain in this living material world that will come that ever comes close to what Jesus Christ went through so we could have life.

And I know I personally have been through things I am left to talk about or write about that no one should have ever seen or been part of and lived to watch what others go through.   To me the most heart-breaking thing is watching those you love feeling hopeless and so alone.

I wonder because I don’t know if my cousin has a relationship with Jesus.   I moved away a long time ago to go do  life for whatever came my way.

I think about another Aunt who has been a faithful follower of Jesus all my life now home in hospice who has suffered beyond anything I wish I knew about.    And wonder the same things many do.     How can bad things happen to good people?

The messages of God are in everything of every day we are given.   Every day we are allowed back up, we are granted so many opportunities within those seconds we are here.     And just like the wind we cannot see but we can see the trees blowing or the destruction of those storms.   Jesus is with us, for us, waiting and wanting us to just start that conversation and build that relationship with him for who He is.    Father, Son and Holy Spirit.

I cannot truly explain the peace and love that Jesus fills us with.  You have to experience this yourself.   But I can tell you once you dive in the deep and daily lean into all of His word no matter what is happening.     When you can go to sleep in a wood framed home with a category 3 hurricane blowing things all around you outside and know no matter what.  You know God is with you.   It leaves you with some truth.   That sure I could have planned to catch a flight out of state, or pack up four animals, four relatives and went out got stuck in hours of traffic to find that safe space.   While risking other potential storms.

Was there a feeling of angst, absolutely.   In every day be it the tormented relationships between family members, storms that we have no control over or even things that happen in your neighborhoods.

Or even me being that, Martha.  Always needing to be busy and being locked down for 2.5 weeks caring for my aging mother as family went to check on their property who she cannot get around, so we just sat in the house doing life.   Emotions, Whew!  

All I could do is wonder, what is it that God wants me to know, to recognize, to share.

That which I will always be the first to say, although I never planned on being single and given so much independence and strength for each day given.    But now I have never been alone, nor will I ever be able to live this life alone.   Without Jesus Christ in my soul, I am nothing, have nothing, and when you have lived that life of nothingness, and find your way to be first you must be last.   You realize what life really means.

I don’t know the outcome of my cousin.  I do Father God lift Tonya up for healing and ask for peace and comfort of her family no matter what the outcome.

I don’t know how much longer my Aunt Nicki will suffer, but I pray God’s will to cover her with all that is needed to make it back home to him.

I don’t know what my own personal family trials will turn out like but more than ever I pray for peace and direction and for them to see the salvation they are given each day, and they turn 110% to Jesus.

None of us are promised tomorrow.   So, no matter what the loss is, no matter what the storm is, no matter what the mudslide takes.   May we always have the courage to call on his mighty name.     Jesus thank you for all the yesterdays any tomorrows I may be given.   Guide, protect and lead me where you say I am supposed to be.   Amen.

 

 

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New Life Christian Church -Spring Hill  -The Beatitudes (October 12th-13th)

Caleb & John - Somebody Like Me ft. CAIN (Official Lyric Video)

Let It Begin (Lyrics) | Big Daddy Weave

TobyMac - Nothin’ Sweeter vs. The Goodness (MashUp) | Lyric Video

CeCe Winans - That's My King (with lyrics)(2024)

Just As You Are - Ryan Stevenson | Lyric Video

Andrew Ripp - Loves Got A Way (Official Lyric Video)

Thursday-September 19-2024-PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe (AlwaysMeKelly)

 

 

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Thursday, September 19, 2024

Motivational Reads / Daily Devotions from Biblegateway.com - Daily Verse

  Ephesians 4:29 - ICB

²⁹ When you talk, do not say harmful things. But say what people need—words that will help others become stronger. Then what you say will help those who listen to you.

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Ephesians 4:29 in all English translations

 

Allot of desert these days in this crazy world we live.   

Welcome to New Life! Spend your weekend with us! September 14th & 15th

 

You can catch all the series of previous weeks on YouTube and join the live stream this weekend coming for what is next.

 

Thought Movers, Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com / Facebook, Local Worship, or other public venues.

 

We The Kingdom - Child of Love (feat. Maverick City Music) (Live Album Release Concert)

Terrian - Honestly, We Just Need Jesus (Official Music Video)

TobyMac - Nothin’ Sweeter (Official Lyric Video)

Made For More - Josh Baldwin, feat. Jenn Johnson

Ryan Stevenson - Just As You Are (Official Lyric Video)

Whom Shall I Fear [The God of Angel Armies] By Chris Tomlin with Lyrics

 

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Just as you are building that bond and love with Jesus and diving deeper in there will be so many times when things become so raw you will want to run the other way.  Satan has  a way of making us doubt, stress, even harm us making us so weary we think all we have is to give up, give in, quit and either lay down and die or become like that what we ran from to find Jesus in the first place.

 

So many I see suffering even right under my own roof and the worst part is I am tired, and I cannot fix any of them.  Hell, I cannot even heal my own self sometimes

The one thing you clearly see as you get older is right through all the BS many try to feed you.   Yet, depending on who, what, when you tend to just keep praying and hope those you care about will truly be saved by Christ Jesus before too much harm comes to them or others.

 

Sometimes the only way they are saved by His Grace is when Christ Jesus takes them home and stops tolerating the worldly games.   Leaving those left behind toiling in the bittersweet memories of what went wrong or that would, should of could of.   Then we are spiritually slapped back into reality with the reminders we all own our own choices and what we do with those choices made by others that we cannot control or even when we get caught up or are the ones making purposeful bad choices for what we think is our own personal gains.

Nothing in this world without Jesus Christ will ever be enough.    Not the hair, not the clothes, not the cars, or the collections or even the darkness some spawn out on innocence.

 

And if we have Jesus we would never be doing or tolerating evil.

No one deserves anything.  Not me, not you.   Just because we are good people does not mean we deserve anything. We all Need Jesus.

 

No matter what, there is nothing sweeter than HIS pure agape love which is the glue that fills all the voids with so much peace.

No amount of working around the clock

No drinks, No sex, drugs rock and roll will make it all go away. 

 

In fact, what you are running from is that brick wall you crash head on into once you come down

It is and has been a minute since I last wrote.  Just overly consumed with day to day and doing.

Yet the rains come, and the storms man.   I pay someone to really pressure wash the property clean it up and the very same weekend it storms so badly part of the property floods for the first time filling the pool with dirt and dirty water.   All the while the back building has roof issues.

What is that song? Isn’t it Ironic

Thankfully its just not that important.  Does it matter heck yeah.  But then it really does not all the while I am trying to grasp on to the good moments with my kid, and grand kids.  With my elderly mom or even get five minutes with my sister all the while neither of us ever got a chance to have a proper goodbye with our only brother.

What about the excitement of a great grand coming and then mamma got so sick she lost her job and is struggling.    It is what it is until it’s not!

Or that one sister struggling not to be homeless because work is not carrying her, yet they hold her license and she feels trapped and knows not what to do.

If only right!

If only I could go get that massage for my problematic neck without needing chiropractic care or even surgery.

If only I had my own personal gardener so I could enjoy all the blessings of His beauty, being I am always too busy working or going to do!

I was called by name; born in you back to life again Jesus!   Made for so much more through all the storms, tears or even moments of spinning.

As I get to take this next three weeks sabbatical to get the moments with mom.   Reveal to me who you want me to be.

Remove all the stumbling awkward steppingstones that ever keep me from fully looking up to what you need me to see.

Man, Jesus, I have had it all and lost it all ten-fold, yet you get me back up and allow me to see your beauty.

Now show me how I can help them to get back up and hold you tighter than anything ever could be imagined.

I think about all I have gained; all I have lost and there is nothing better than you Jesus!

Not sure if those I truly love will ever get that without finding it and feeling you for themselves.

Father God, if this is all there is, and my tomorrows were today.   Thank you for all of it!

Love them all Jesus and let them know you are even for a minute in time.  Make them know your love.  Every last connection you have ever allowed me.

The good, the bad and all the in-betweens.   Just like the wind that blows the trees; your love your breath is what has allowed me to breathe.

 

Thank you

May all the babies coming to meet you not lose hope when that raw truth shows all that should be.  Give them strength and guide them with all your army angels!

 

Monday-August-12-2024-PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe (AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Monday August 12^th, 2024

Motivational Reads / Daily Devotions from Biblegateway.com - Daily Verse

  

^16-20 There’s more to sex than mere skin on skin. Sex is as much spiritual mystery as physical fact. As written in Scripture, “The two become one.” Since we want to become spiritually one with the Master, we must not pursue the kind of sex that avoids commitment and intimacy, leaving us lonelier than ever—the kind of sex that can never “become one.” There is a sense in which sexual sins are different from all others. In sexual sin we violate the sacredness of our own bodies, these bodies that were made for God-given and God-modeled love, for “becoming one” with another. Or didn’t you realize that your body is a sacred place, the place of the Holy Spirit? Don’t you see that you can’t live however you please, squandering what God paid such a high price for? The physical part of you is not some piece of property belonging to the spiritual part of you. God owns the whole works. So let people see God in and through your body.

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Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Hi my name is binge watcher and generally not paying attention to length or the fact that it will be my nemesis because I get hooked and run on empty until the series is over.

What I have learned with this series although I am almost at the end and need to ask for lots of forgiveness because it is one that sucks you in with the super-natural vampire, wolves, fairies, shape shifters.  But also, an abundance of raunchy mature content that should never be available to watch like it is today.    

I am human and yeah far from perfect.   And I like lions, tigers, and bears along with vampires, werewolves etc.  I could do without the gore, but it has kept my attention too good.

Bottom line though; there is only one true blood and that is Jesus Christ.

Yes, you have the name of it and it is an older one that I had not seen but ran across on when I had some time to just relax and I turned the tube on with the remote surfing while forcing myself to take a break from trying to conquer the list of shifting and organization I have going on here at the home front.

 

Breaking down and dumping everything that I have not looked at and/or even touched in a while. 

Got a lot going on here always being on the run, always having something planned every day of the week if not work, its volunteering if not volunteering, getting my mom, if not getting my mom its working… You get it and apparently my grand did as well because she gave me a book this weekend, The Self Care Planner.

I know my age is creeping up on me, always looking really tired cause I been on this chaotic mission for the past few years where I got caught up helping someone or thought I was a few years back and well just about buried myself.    Since then, I took a job extremely demanding and been working my butt off all the while family needs arise and well, I could go into details, but the bottom line is.   I am tired.

But not giving up yet.

I thank God every single day he allows me to make it through and each morning he calls me to get back up and do something again.

Thank You Jesus for convicting me of what the truth really is.    Despite all the worldly karma, and chaos all around while trying to find distractions all the while I should just be sitting quietly in your beauty.

I am not always that Martha but gosh, can I tell you distractions are what allow me to get through this life at times.  When trying to live with unconditional love knowing it is one of the hardest things we will ever be called to do.

With all the noise, hate and anger and so much uncertainty for each day.   Some days are so much easier than others.  But we are called to love the least of these everywhere every day.   And to separate who they are from what they do or don’t do.  Really calls for purposing each and every day dying to self.    Within all those big things that you have let others down or you have been let down.   Or just what seems really stupid suddenly assuming there is more to it or judging someone for how they look or that they must have motive and not just care or perhaps look the way they do because they too are burying themselves with distractions and getting lost within them.

Things really changed for me that few years back.   I guess none of us are ever the person we were yesterday.  (hopefully) we are growing forward and living in what real truth is.

I hope I am not the person I was, and I know I am not.   I remember the day still I woke and realized I did not know exactly when I changed and truly openly fell in love you Jesus.    But I am truly beyond blessed knowing you have called me and been leading me since.    And yes, as I seek forgiveness for the big and small things outside what you would call me to be or do.   As you allow me to forgive and let go of those painful moments that have pulled me back on the path of yours.

Perfection takes time and I pray I am forever in your timeline throughout eternity.

Forever who I am because you allow me to be Jesus.   Thank you

I will continue to do my best with what I have to work with and best not to let the world get to me or me to those you have blessed me with be hurt by any lack of self-care that distracts me so badly I react leaving marks by actions or words.

Most importantly Lord let me handle what does get to me the way you would.

If I have you, I have everything; but please know this heart and aging asks to not lose your favor and blessings.    I so want to just play in the yard and admire your beauty.

Living simply and full of unconditional love.  Pure Agape love!

Forever freely given and maybe blessed to truly see what it is like to receive.   No expectations, no agenda.  Just able to breathe in all you allow.

For everyone out there riding that wave you do not understand.    It will get better than another will come.   This is the wilderness that we are called to grow forward for something so much more!

Don’t give up no matter what it is and if you need to find your distractions.  Just do it with Jesus living on the inside of you.   Do it without selling your soul or harming others.    Be your best self in all that is good and of value as you are priceless.

Meet Jesus right where you are. And call upon him every single day you are given.

I will never be a theologian, but I will never stop being a vessel for all that brings even a glimpse of light and hope.  Even if it is just for this soul itself.    We should never have to prove who we are to anyone.   Be yourself and if those you circle up with don’t get it.  Find a new circle or get face down and have God’s loving arms hold you tightly and call upon him to fill your circle.

Well not sure why my mind maze gets to share all that is chattering within.  But I pray goodness, protection and abundant truth for all you are.  Heal us Jesus and show us the way!

 

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 Welcome to New Life! Spend your weekend with us! August 10th and 11th

Charity Gayle - Thank You Jesus for the Blood (Lyrics)

I Speak Jesus (Lyric Video) | Charity Gayle

CeCe Winans - Goodness of God (Official Video)

 Cochren & Co. - Thank God For Sunday Morning (Official Lyric Video)

Ben Fuller - If I Got Jesus (Lyric Video)

Joseph O'Brien - WON'T LET TOMORROW (Official Lyric Video)

Made For More - Josh Baldwin, feat. Jenn Johnson

Reckless Love (Live from Rutherford County Correctional Center) - Cory Asbury

 

Tuesday July 30th 2024-PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe (AlwaysMeKelly)

 

 

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Tuesday July 30th, 2024

Motivational Reads / Daily Devotions from Biblegateway.com - Daily Verse

  

Matthew 5:14,16  MSG  The Message

^{14-16 “Here’s another way to put it: You’re here to be light, bringing out the God-colors in the world. God is not a secret to be kept. We’re going public with this, as public as a city on a hill. If I make you light-bearers, you don’t think I’m going to hide you under a bucket, do you? I’m putting you on a light stand. Now that I’ve put you there on a hilltop, on a light stand—shine! Keep open house; be generous with your lives. By opening up to others, you’ll prompt people to open up with God, this generous Father in heaven.}

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Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Okay,  I have to say seeing today’s verse of the day and seeing the world of destruction and so much suffering of natural disasters where we are rescuing elderly off roofs of homes with pets in arms or babies.   And just knowing how blessed they are; but still filled with sorrow of knowing how much innocence and precious souls are scared, alone and lost.

Though I never stop trying; I wonder how much more can this world endure and yet still keep trying.

So much loss, hate and even unnecessary violence.   

No I don’t watch the news often at all.   I live in an area that goes from June through November for Hurricane season, so I do try to stay aware.    And God yes, I am beyond grateful it is not my area today dealing with mass flooding and storms.

Though  I know what it is like to lose everything over and over.   I am so grateful for now I don’t have to start again.

I am far from perfect and deserve nothing.  Yet, over time I have been blessed and when I was able to hear Jesus calling, I thankfully heard.

I never want to live of the world and have all the drama and anxiety or constant recovering of wrong choices.  Or worse yet loneliness and chasing love.  Never realizing I never even knew my own value. 

Falling in love with Jesus: well, I will never be the same!

These days as I stand out in the 90 degree weather watching kids or even playing with them on a Wednesday night seeing through the eyes of nothing I could have ever predicted.     Or stepping up on Thursday nights and growing forward with other women to really dive deeper in learning who you are Jesus; and especially who I am.

Holding babies some Sunday’s and earning their trust while they snuggle in just a little closer.   Or even those precious moments of just being present for family.  

Sometimes it is overwhelming; after working long hours and trying to shake off the secular to just have some sort of balance.  All the while wondering how I ever got to be the responsible one.

Not often but even sometimes wondering what will happen to me, when I cannot do it any longer?

Always trying to the best, I can with whatever I get to work with.  However, not necessarily always wearing that smiley don’t worry it’ll be alright mask.

My eyes tell the story of years of life, my face carries my emotions and sometimes folks don’t know how to read me.   My body well, I am not in Kansas anymore and absolutely not jumping up and do that 20 stuff even when my mind tries me.

Those days that I am mentally exhausted and wondering what I could do differently; yet remembering to stay in my emotional lane the day is not over and the last thing we need to do is let anything spill over on precious family members no matter how tired we get.

Although recently I found myself after 22 years saying out loud; it’s not my job and you are robbing me of being a grandparent.    Next time you will need to step up and in.   I can no longer be the buffer getting caught in the middle of unnecessary drama that is not mine to own.

As I think about what I can do next to maintain my blessings, live for whatever days I am given next and not go through struggling of what so many are dealing with.   All the while remembering when you come from nothing, you leave with nothing so what is the issue in-between.

Stability matters: One of the reasons I stepped up years ago knowing I was raised without any.  Losing my grandmother when I was 9 years old, not having a father until pop came into the picture for years and being raised by my big sis pretty much for a period.   Well, it is what it is; until it’s not.

Anyway, thinking out loud is a good and bad habit I have as in some cases you just never know what may be crossing through this mind maze and flowing out.

Beyond grateful for all the life God has allowed me.  All the messes that transformed into messages or the so many lessons each new day allows me to work through in whatever comes my way.

The one thing that I can say out of all of it.  Without the same creator that hangs the moon and stars gives me breath in these lungs and I am nothing without His blessing.

Everything here and now is just on loan.

The times we see it coming, and all the in-between surprises.

Crazy is and is doing in this world we have today.     Love those you are given and truly if they are not what you expect.   Reevaluate why you expect anything at all.

So as the world turns and the daily everything transpires.   Good, bad, and so much unknown especially in an election year.  And NO, I won’t ever talk about our government.  Only that we so need rescue, fresh morally sound new opportunities to maintain the land of the brave, land of the free.  And not just the bullies, throwing dirt at each other.

I know myself so much has changed. The new decade hopefully not but since Covid came to life there has been so much.   People are not the same; not even me.   How I used to love hitting every concert and music event I could possibly see and hear.  Now I have just one I always make sure I attend when they are in the area.

Blessed to work with our worship teams and just the feeling of all the voices praising in one voice.    Nothing compares to the love pouring out.  

I have to believe that He has me right where he wants me.

So as I take a quick break from work, try some new Yakasobi meal kit for lunch.  Which could truly have more flavor; but hey instant is never the real deal.

And if it is, the flavor of life never lasts.

So I will just remember and appreciate my day given and all the currents flowing through this mind map maze for all that I have been blessed with.

I pray deeply for all those suffering, be it out loud or in silence.

Knowing aging is a gift and nothing lasts forever but God’s eternal promise and love.

Healing starts within.  It can never be given by anyone else no matter how they make you feel to numb the pain and chase the demons we all have.

We truly have to ride the wave; holding on tight and thank God for all of it.

Through the pain on the other side, we find our purpose.   Which is to be a light; big or small wherever we are in the storm.

Lord, wake us up and change our hearts and guide our minds, bodies and words to grow forward.

Protect and guide us from ourselves. 

Shine brighter than we can ever possibly imagine.  

Heal this nation. Allowing us to fully grasp wants and needs.   And stop the madness of entitlement or would of, should of could of; but it did not fit my agenda.

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 Welcome to New Life! Spend your weekend with us! July 27th -28th

Maverick City Music - I Thank God (LYRICS)

Tauren Wells - Highs Get Low (Audio)

Ryan Stevenson - Just As You Are (Official Lyric Video)

  Terrian - He Sees You (Official Lyric Video)

Tuesday July 9th-2024-PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe (AlwaysMeKelly)

 

 

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Tuesday July 9^th, 2024

Motivational Reads / Daily Devotions from Biblegateway.com - Daily Verse

  

Ephesians 3:20-21 (MSG) The Message

^20-21 God can do anything, you know—far more than you could ever imagine or guess or request in your wildest dreams! He does it not by pushing us around but by working within us, his Spirit deeply and gently within us.

Glory to God in the church!
Glory to God in the Messiah, in Jesus!
Glory down all the generations!
Glory through all millennia! Oh, yes!

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Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Holy Moly!!!!

That is all I can say, every time I think about getting up in the wee hours to write. I talk myself out of it and all my good intentions to just take time and release this crazy mind maze.  Well, as you can see, I have not been out here.   But I have been super busy.   Work- life -unbalance.

Blessed to be employed, especially being back in the day I know what it was like to be raising two children and getting laid off.   Or just living paycheck to paycheck and still never having enough for anything.

In today’s world where we have all become unknowingly greedy and always having to have that trip or that thing from the store.  Be it for ourselves or others.   It all cost.

I have made so many mistakes in my lifetime.  Bad choices that I have lived with and worked myself towards the top of being out.

So, if me once beyond anticipated hobby to wake bright eyed and ready to tap away in the wee hours and still make a full day of work has been paused.   Well, the blessing is here I am today.

Anticipation a great reminder of emotions and the roller coaster ride came to light during a gender reveal party this weekend.   Oh, how we have to know or cannot wait for those temporary insane moments.

If only!

The hunger, excitement.   The Joy I remember in my early walk with Christ how that warmth and all those things with anticipation would fill me over-flowing.   I could not wait to get more, learn more and if I missed a service or study group how I felt like I was starving.

Later I started growing forward learning the differences and feeling the differences in Godly things and worldly choices and things.

Even today.   A continual process.

As time goes on, we don’t ever stop the hunger for what we anticipate, need or desire.  And Prayerfully for all those who struggle with the addictions and demons in their life.  May the same God who rose from the dead, the same God who took all the pain and suffering for all of humanity in this world to have the opportunities of freedom of will and choice even when we make wrong one’s.    To just breathe and call upon Jesus.

And all those things that wake us, derail us or even knock the wind out of us and leave us in a heap on the floor.    Call upon Him and get back up.  

No where is it written we will not suffer.  It is written he is with us and will help us through and no matter what we endure.  It will never come close to what Jesus already took to the cross so we could choose.

What is your Why of every day that is presented for you to choose the various opportunities that could be.

Good, bad or indifferent.  It does not matter.  If he allowed you back up and you have air in your lungs and a voice, or way of communication.  You have a purpose to continue the journey in gratitude for all of it.

It has been tough.   Man, the stories I could talk about all I have seen, heard, been part of either by choices I have made or even just by circumstances and the ripple effect of those I care about.

It is what it is until it is not.

And trust me when I say no one is guaranteed tomorrow.

We just recently lost a 34-year-old mom and her husband in a tragic auto accident, and they left 3 babies behind, one with special needs.    He was a lineman and traveled for work and were driving in Idaho and well tragedy struck.   We have mom with Alzheimer’s starting to kick in.   Who can hardly walk from years of living in fear and never leaving her place to get out and about to do anything.

Yet in the bitter-sweet cycle of life given here I get to celebrate another 22-year-old who will have a baby come Thanksgiving.

What about when the storms come, and we are so consumed in fear and worry trying to control the situation they miss the rainbow or the new growth that occurs when the storm passes.

Everyone is going through something.  Always remember forgiveness is for your own well-being.   So, when those offend you make yourself safe and forgive them and move on.

Living with bitterness, hate or fear.    Ready yourself for what may come to pass but let go and truly let God.    March around your walls of Jericho with faith and prayer when faith dwindles.

If you stop believing you will surely never see the light and miss so much that is intended.

Pray

Pray for everything, to see, to hear, to be!

Pray in thanks, pray in protection of not just you but all you surround yourself with.

Remember Jesus has already won the battle, but our wars are still beginning.   I want the Armor of God running so deep in my veins that through any of the pain, joy tears or laughter.   I know it is only Jesus who will allow all that I am, be and have who will also allow me life beyond measure on the other side.

It is a scary time in our world, for our nation and for so many unexpecting, and innocence.  Our Nation is in turmoil.  Bullies are surrounding us everywhere, just not in middle schools.   And well Government cannot even begin that abyss.

We need to pray for healing, guidance and morally sound, humanity driven leadership.

Cause the bottom-line is we all bleed the same.    WE ALL gonna feel the tidal waves of destruction our greed and materialism, cancel culture has built without even realizing we don’t need a boarder wall.   We need removal of heart blockers and personal selfishness walls.

I mean it starts with you and me.   It starts with parents that are so overwhelmed just trying to make it so they can provide for their family, and they try this or that and get caught up losing their families or they become someone, something families don’t recognize or tire of being around due to the emotional roller coasters they are on.

Unfortunately, we cannot take it back once we have been caught up or say something.   We can only pray for or give forgiveness and grow past it.  Whatever IT is.

We all got IT, do IT.    Sometimes we don’t even know what IT is when we are traveling at the speed of light trying to get IT or do IT all!

There does not need to be an excuse, we just need to know how to give it all to Jesus to take back to the foot of the cross and heal, love and find our true compass in obedience and live with purpose for eternity and stop steam rolling over anyone in our way for five minutes of temporal delusions.

I pray you find your purpose, your peace, your why!

I pray you love in all things filled with Jesus!

I pray for healing, reconciliation, and true light filling the depths of your soul.  That which only God can do.

I pray the heat within your heart and the desires of the soul are eternal.  

I pray you have a really good plan if you think you got this life on your own. And you can stay humble and caring.

No doubt there are a ton of people in this universe doing bad things lost and seem to be blessed all the while really good people are suffering.   Well dare to be the light to shine in the darkness and give those good people suffering hope.

All it takes is truth and kindness.   Be it, Live it.    Get back up, brush off, say thank you and know we got a Big God!

 

 

Thought Movers, Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com / Facebook, Local Worship, or other public venues.

 Welcome to New Life! Spend your weekend with us! July 6th & 7th

TobyMac - Nothin’ Sweeter (Official Lyric Video)

Tauren Wells - Take It All Back (Official Music Video)

Crowder - Grave Robber (Music Video)

  Terrian - Big God (Official Music Video)