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Date: Monday, March 15,
2021
Against All Odds Series-wk. 3 Rebel With A Cause @New
Life Christian Church-Spring Hill)
Meditation
Opportunities
10 then know this, you and all the people of Israel: It is by
the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, whom you crucified but whom God raised from
the dead, that this man stands before you healed.
(@Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life
Stories @Sarah Young)
Find peace in the quiet times with Christ.
Zephaniah 3:17 “The Lord your God is with you; he is might to
save. He will take great delight in you,
he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing.”
Matthew 17:5 While he was still speaking, a bright cloud
enveloped them, and a voice from the could said, “ This is my Son, whom I love;
with him I am well pleased. Listen to
him!”
Matthew 7:7 “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you
will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.”
Daily
Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives or feelings)
Looks like nothing is going to
change trying to keep up with everyone else and losing myself. Just to be sitting on that dock and looking
out over your creation Father God is a blessing. Sitting On The Dock Of The
Bay @ Otis Redding 50th Anniversary
feat. Jack Johnson
Just as getting up
another day even if first thing at 8am I am sitting in a dental chair for deep
cleaning and check up on how things are progressing.
Same but different and revolutionary
in every way. It is what we make it and
it is what it is until it is not. Revolutionary
@Josh Wilson
Pulling back the dark is easy but
stepping and pushing out into the light and staying there is work in
progress. Each day we are given to get
up. We get to choose to die to self and
live for so much more or just stay spinning over things we will never fully
grasp, understand, and only know that once we were moments. Pushing Back The Dark @Josh Wilson
Deeper love, for self, for
everyone you connect and even deeper on some occasions when those once in a lifetime moment just flow through
your veins like nothing you will ever be able to explain but it is just what it
is… Have You Ever Seen The Rain @Music Travel Love (CCR
Cover)
To love you forever
and beyond. Forever still waiting, for
you to just show up and if that is never in this lifetime here and now. Only God knows it will be eternal and nothing
else will do. Only He knows the pain of
loss, the pain of almost or the chaos of needing, wanting things to work out
for those which only he has the control to force but does not. One thing is for sure in this imperfect
world he will make all things as they should be. Only God Knows @Kid Rock
Forgive me for these
wandering thoughts that sometimes bring out things that I cannot say
myself. As it all falls apart it
really does fall into place. Even when
we remain hiding from what we may never really get a chance to acknowledge all
we can do is turn to the one we believe in to take out of our hands. Out Of My Hands @Jeremy Camp
There is no doubt my
flesh leads me so many directions some days more than others. Wanting so much more, remembering where I
have been and how far I have come.
Knowing I am not better or worse than any other living soul on this
planet. Just blessed to know the peace
and tranquility that rushes through and over all that I am when I hope in you always
and first Jesus. You Keep Hope Alive @Mandisa @Jon Reddick
God thank you for all
the beautiful talented souls that pour so much life into our spirits. Thank you for the ability to be broken to
feel the love and life that comes when you fill the air. Be with all who need
whatever IT should be turned around, in me, in them. God Turn It Around @ Jon Reddick @Church of the City
Maybe I am crazy, to
want that pure agape unbridled love that you fill me with from the inside out
to really know that with someone from the outside in. Maybe I am crazy thinking that there really
are such connections, such desire equally balanced and knowing when to let go
and when to hold on. More than that 15-minute
rush of fame or 15 seconds from that which you pour through your bodies. That which is about how long it takes someone
to replace you in this world full of so many choices and opportunities. Just knowing that deep awareness as pain
shoots through you like that of the deep cleaning and you think they have a
jackhammer going off in your head, but do not know why, but that in the end on
the other side something healing, something beautiful touches just a portion of
who you are, who you wanted to be then you remember what that felt like when
you fully understood reality and truth. Crazy @ Gnarles Barkley
I am sure there are
days I am certifiable. Always the
landing zone to organize, filter or fix someone else’s needs. All the while these days just done and so
wanting to quit. Wondering how in the
world did I get here. Coming up through
the ranks of life no one ever did squat for me. Living, breathing, breaking, and healing and
that healing part to a lifetime that never started until I really was face down
and deeply wanted the touch of God’s blessings.
To want the blessings and be touched by heaven
is everyone’s own image. Some with the
more they have the more they are temporary there, others numbing the pain,
burying themselves in whatever works until it doesn’t and if they are lucky,
they find their way back and find you Jesus.
If they are not, they are taken way too soon. All the noise of this world, all the chaos
organized or not. Nothing else will do,
just that pure truth filling us up, filling me up. To be touched by you God! The truth, mercy, and grace even when I do
not understand still allows me to know there is so much more wanting to be touched
by heaven now and beyond. Touched By Heaven @ Hillsong
Worship
All those little
things that add up. Invited to sing on a
stage but don’t sing until the rules and guidelines are met. Teach but only
what we give you to mold everyone as we want them to be. Believe in me even though I will never show
up. Feel well that one sometimes you
just have to stop and turn it all off.
We can only tolerate so much pain in this world before we break. And knowing this and all the pain that Christ
took for me, for us. I am broken in
pieces but nowhere near what He has endured for me to live. Crazy to want the same
love and peace to rush through all I know.
Even while the depths of this heart seem tangled on mistakes and foolish
choices that reality just wanted me to experience for no good reason. Or those that know my kindness will step up
and they refuse to help themselves and I have just had enough. Lord help all of us sort out what matters
and what does not. Help us shine our
lights and act with kindness and be better for it. No matter
what that it will be. May our eyes be on
the prize of abundant eternal life and love.
Eyes on You (LIVE) @Legacy
Nashville Prayer Room with Dante Bowe
Show me Lord how to
be a better version of myself letting go of what is not mine to hold, take or
even touch. All that I am or ever will
be is the blessing of Christ himself.
May I never take that for granted. You make me better than I am or ever should
be. Better Than I Am @Keith
Urban
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