Tuesday, March 16, 2021

03.16.2021_March(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Date: Tuesday, March 16, 2021

 

Meditation Opportunities

Colossians 3:12 (NIV) 

12 Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience.

 

 (@Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)

Finding peace in you Jesus~

Philippians 4:13 AMP  “I have strength for all things in Christ Who empowers me [I am ready for anything and equal to anything through Him Who infuses inner strength into me; I am self-sufficient in Christ’s sufficiency].

Proverbs 17:22  A cheerful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up bones.

Soul Vibes / Motivation Movers (YouTube.Com)

Dry Bones  @Lauren Daigle

Rattle  @Elevation Worship

Heal the World @Michael Jackson

That's How You Change The World  @Newsboys

Pay It Forward - A Song for a Better World @Brian Asselin

We All Bleed The Same ( Healing America Edition )@Alex Boye

Hands  @Jewel

 

 

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (my perspectives or feelings)

Thank you, Lord, for allowing me up and moving forward.  Even if I was wakened at 2am because of others in my house.

Reminded it is not my job to fix or change those who do not wish to let go of the darkness that holds them back or gives them excuses to whatever.

Lord

You know my heart best for each and every soul that tugs on those strings.   Heal and guide each and every need.

As reminded last weekend we started a chain of events just getting a cup of coffee going through the local drive thru.  Someone paid it forward and it rippled through and past me.  

If only our world could be that simple to just one small act of kindness and direction to lift someone up every day we are given.

You Lord can change the world.  But I know we have to want it, we have to turn all that is spinning in our heads, our spirits and being and just learn to rest in you.

That is hard for even the soul that has their doctrine in everything you were, are and ever will be.  Much less that soul who chooses to dive into the world and ignore the promise of life with you.

Sometimes I guess it is easier to just hold onto all we always did or knew than to dare to be different and accept how much better we are or can be for it.

Rattle these dry bones Lord.   My crazy choices of any day sometimes are to be questioned.   Starting my day yesterday in a dental chair before barely being awake and wrapping up with that monthly haircut.  While all the in-between filled up with trying to gain resolutions on how to make something fit, something work for others that ultimately really should be doing it themselves as they have the last say anyway when schedules are filled, people are chosen, help is given.

 

From the puppy that should be a service dog that comes up and just wants to calm you and forces her head and body to hold her still.   To the laughter of those things that really bring joy and laughter.  To that which is still a work in progress and sometimes piles up way too much collateral damage along the way.

None of us really fit any one mold.  The world will stereo type us, Cast judgement and even damn ups or raise us up and depending on who we are and what we do.  We take it and run with it.    Everyone has something that is of value to contribute.    However, we get ahead of ourselves, or at least I do.    Especially when it comes to believing the best in everyone in any day to day.

Knowing iron sharpens iron as do relationships help build us up or absolutely setup us up for self-destruction.   I wonder too often the why does it all matter, or why did it happen.

All the while licking my wounds for that which I thought was something or someone great before I realize I too placed people places and things on a pedestal to somewhat be idolized and leaned on far too much for what the cost of it really turns out to be.

 Be it forgetting that celebrity is human and makes just as many day-to-day choices that make or break them.  Those and especially those that imitate, mock, and pretend they are something or someone they are not.  Those that put everything they are from the depths of their beings into empty promises or believing that square peg really can be forced to work in a big abyss round hole.

Many things are so matter of fact.  While even when you think to long or too much it turns into so much noise and chaos that your very being is the only one that really cares to continue listening to.

We all bleed red; we are all the same but different and more importantly.  It does not matter who you believe in.  We were all given life for so much more than just walking around with doom, gloom and constant madness or being upset.

 

Yes, so what someone else writes or speaks far better than I do.  So, what I have something a little more than someone else.  So, what if or what was or what will be! 

 

At which point do we allow the generosity of the peace and harmony from our ultimate creator to flood this land and just be our best self and be a shred of kindness and hope.

It is really unfortunate that I too have lived in the gloom in many portions of my life.  It is sad that I have seen people take full advantage of humanity.  When people were down and out or even dying.   Like cockroaches when a light is turned on, they come out of nowhere trying to scatter.

Yes 18 years old and went to look at an  efficiency for me and my son to rent back in the day.  And the Landlord met me at the place, and we walked in and when they turned the light on bugs everywhere.       The problem is, they did not see anything wrong with that.    Me I ran.   I do not do bugs.  Matter fact driving down highway 301 in my teens and a spider fell down in front of me and I almost totaled my car.  


The unfortunate thing is when I have seen people and all the belongs just tossed out into a street.  Or someone died and the estate keepers who were paid well to manage everything never did and everything that soul had left for people driving by to rummage through and just take.

Growing un in an inner city and moving back and forth from NY to FL. Well, there has been allot that these eyes have seen and never fully understood.

Life has a filled with curious moments and even more that we would wish we did more or never acknowledged at all.  At least my any way.   People using people, adults using children or just leaving them for the vultures that circle around.  

Even those moments when I as a 9-year-old kid would go next to the elderly neighbor’s home and play cards with them.  When one day the old man stood up and just dropped in front of me and honestly, I have no idea if he made it then or not.    


     I could talk about how in awe I was riding home on a school bus in elementary school in Florida and a bad car crash up ahead as they were covering up a body cut in half.    Or the surprises of family, friends, healing from craziness that can take us over at any given time.    I wish living in those moments really made a difference or had full understanding but sometimes it just is what it is.     What I do know is life is what you allow it to be.

 So, no matter who did or didn’t do to you.   In the end you get to choose if you will walk around shooting hate and getting even.   Or just truly treat others with kindness for no agenda but to just know maybe just maybe.   Your small act may just bring life and allow them to do the same.

No matter how I wanted to shake a someone most days, to have them think like me and step up in directions I would have.    To have priorities to set them.  To want more than what they can get from anyone in the world.   To know their value.

Well, how can I when I still get lost in my own lack of significance and dare to place portions of my life meaning with hopes from those who are only human too.

I can only just keep clinging to what I believe that fills me with peace and allows me a chance to breathe more than I do not.

I can only cling to that which has always been and always will be no matter when nothing or no one else is.      Jesus!

 

I can only keep my faith and hope for all I am connected and fight forward to be stronger, more courageous, hold on tighter and know in the end only kindness and love really matter.  No matter for how long it is allowed.

We are all here and allowed to choose and every one of us will pay the price of their choices.   Love, Live and be a light wherever you can.  We do not have to agree with anyone to be kind.  And no, just because they are whatever it may be.  Does not mean we have to be or do what they are.  We just need to be our best good human self with moral values and no agendas but to love and be a light. 

Maybe seeing a homeless man passed out leaning over last night on a dark sidewalk as I was driving up the highway and all I could do is reach out and let others know.  Is why it really matters we get back to loving and respecting humanity?    Yeah, maybe they choose to be where they are, maybe they have a drug problem.  But maybe just maybe one act of kindness could have made the difference.     May God be with him and all out there like him and anyone stepping in to assist.  

May our hands be used in prayer and building life up and stop allowing anything that is heavy to destroy or weigh anyone down including our own beings.

 

God be with us…


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