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Date: Tuesday May 11, 2021
Meditation
Opportunities
Ephesians 4:32 (NIV) @BIBLEGATEWAY.COM
32 Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.
(@Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life
Stories @Sarah Young)
“Thank Me for Your Problems. As soon as your mind gets snagged on
difficulty, bring it to Me with thanksgiving.
“The very act of thanking Me releases your mind from its negative focus.
“Most of the situations that entangle your mind are not today’s concerns’ you
have borrowed them from tomorrow.”
Philippians 4:6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in
everything , by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests
to God.
Psalm 25:4-5 Show me your ways, O Lord, teach me your
paths; guide me in your truth and teach me, for you are God my Savior , and my
hope is in you all day long.
John 14:27 “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give
you. I do not give to you as the world
gives. Do not let your hearts be
troubled and do not be afraid.”
Soul Vibes / Motivation Movers (YouTube.Com)
H.E.R., Tauren Wells - Hold Us Together (Hope Mix
(Official Video))
Danny Gokey - We All Need Jesus (feat. Koryn Hawthorne)
(Official Music Video)
Old Church Basement Album | Elevation Worship &
Maverick City
Even When It Hurts Hillsong United Lyrics
Daily Journal/Thoughts/
Prayers (Thinking out loud)
Wow incredible
to the point fact that most times I do worry about what is not in my
circle. How it makes sense when people
say do not borrow trouble for tomorrow.
Somethings
you just got to let go and if you choose to put them in the abyss or let
God. Either way we need to stop robbing
ourselves with all that which causes darkness and negativity and at some point,
if we spend time being worried well it robs us from all that is enlightening
and beautiful.
Even if for
only a moment in time; we had that moment!
My God that
I believe in through all the here and now and all the spiritual and yes there
is good, and bad. Light and dark in the
world today and always eternally in the spiritual world.
We are more
than just creation that some grand puppet master has breathed to exist and be
toys.
Yes, My
belief there are some great chess masters in this game called life. Some are really good at making us feel like
the pawns or even taken completely out.
But we can pick ourselves up every moment we are given and just keep
fighting and growing forward.
We all
believe in something. We all need a savior.
What will
the choice you make be? I need not know
that answer. Although, if you are part
of my here and now, I am just that one that feels, loves, and wants the best
for and with you. But also, that same
one that when you hand me the tools to cut you off because you cannot get past
your own deceptions, lies, or need to use up everyone around you. Well, it will never mean I ever stopped caring. But most likely I miss you always for who you
could have been.
I have never
been high maintenance or one that holds allot of expectation over anyone I am
connected.
Just be your
best self and stop constantly expecting from everyone else what you could be
doing for yourself and even others around you.
If something
is not being done according to you and your own liken; well do it yourself.
I am
thankful for every second of any breath I am given of my own and those I am
allowed to connect. Yes, even I have
these reminders to myself about worry when its wasteful; grumping when things
are not the way I wish for. Even tears
shed for sometimes not even knowing why I care and wanting to not feel.
Life is
fragile for every single soul. As I was
reminded where my roots came from this past week traveling. Reminded our choices belong to only our own
beings!
Wishing I
could do so much more for those I care deeply about; yet knowing their choices belong
to them alone. I cannot allow myself
be made to take on the burdens of something that was not mine to choose.
Doing our
very best with what we get to work with and well acknowledging yes there will
always be something better or something worse. Yet what we do with the seconds we are given
matters.
Spending it
trying to grasp which is out of reach; spending it on would of, should or could
of; well time we give away is more precious than anything in this world. We will never get any time back that we give
away.
So, all
those times when we find ourselves let down and broken. That let down, that almost relationship that
made you feel outside this world, that gift that was broken, that life that was
lost. For me, I just have to hold on
to what was and be thankful for all those moments I did, I could, and I
will.
Protection
and guidance for me is in the hands of the maker himself. For all I am, all I will ever be depends on
the very breath that Jesus himself allows me each day I am given.
As I hugged
my family not knowing when or if I will see them again on this plain and found
my way back to here and now. As I lay
awake feeling that essence of something that has hold of me deep with in this
soul that I just so badly want to feel, see, and taste.
As I looked
out over the beautiful puffy clouds imagining if only, we could lay up on them
looking down floating and wondering if that is where God rests if he rests at
any time.
Reality can
sting, bite really hard at times. But it is the beauty we allow to flow through and out or what we
consume forever second, we are allowed.
Life is what
it is until it is not. And at no time
will any of it or pieces of it make sense.
However, knowing whom you belong to; knowing everything in this world is
temporal. The good, the bad and all the
in between…
Learning
what to hold on to or what to let go.
Sometimes it is done for us.
Sometimes we let go but we can never really be free. Those moments of love, life or whatever we
think it feels like. Give thanks for
then, for now and for anything that is yet to come.
Don’t waste
one second holding on what could have been.
What is will be what may be is yet to come. What will you own; what will you acknowledge
that even the worst pit of darkness can be lit up by your own mind, soul, and actions?
So as your
choices lead you to call out and blame others. Remember how you got there and know as long
as you have life you can change all you are.
Life is what
it is until it is not. Tomorrow is
never promised but today is ours for the making.
If He the
one who gives you air in your lungs and movement in your body, hearing in your
ears and sight in your eyes. Be
all you can be and be thankful even through the pain.
I could talk
about the 100foot plus grand trees, the plush green and bold colors. But what is naked to the human eye is what
is in the depths of each breath this soul is given.
Forever miss
you, forever love you. Eternally His
even when it hurts!
Evening thoughts
Dreaming wide awake
Fairytales of compassion and romance felt so deeply and not once are you here
As the vampires do all the can to keep it real
Keep you alive as they drain your very essence for their own personal lust
Where are you now ?
The shadow swings through the forest medicated in your own delicious abandonment
The one that has always been then and forever will be now
Do not look away
See me naked soul wide open waiting for the one truth that exists somewhere
Then now maybe yes maybe no yet absolute eternity
Feel me pouring through your veins never taking yet cravings left so deeply
You must touch it or while trying to let go relatively release of all the pain
Taste it dripping sweet honey on the tongue swallowing up the you the me into one
Feel it stop you don’t have to pretend and run
Deeper still wrapped tightly with the Father Spirit and Son
Breathe me in the dream exit with or with out your vision the strength and promise belong blessings of the great I am.
Let us drink the promise in the very least do more than survive if you want to come you have to show up for the ride
That ride of a lifetime neither you or I
But that which on your knees face down achieves the ultimate relief and untouched high
Do you feel me each breath deeper warm tears in this soul are growing don’t ever let go
We both understand and know
I’m waiting ready to burst
Let the demons out quench that truth and thirst
The land of milk and honey can you taste it close your eyes no sudden moves just steady stoked moves ripples through this place called earth
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