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Date: Monday July 12th , 2021
Meditation
Opportunities - Biblegateway.com Daily Verse
Matthew
4:4 (EXB - EXPANDED BIBLE)
4 Jesus answered,
“It is written in the Scriptures, ‘A person lives not on bread alone, but by
·everything God says [L every word that comes out of God’s mouth; Deut. 8:3].’”
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Daily Journal/Thoughts/
Prayers (Thinking out
loud)
Just because I forgive you.
Just because I love you with all that I am.
Does not mean the lack of boundaries or repeating a process
where things continue down the same path until one or all fall apart totally
from the insanity that ripples through even the best.
Change will come.
Everyone will be impacted.
You, Me, (We) get to choose how to start the process, end the
process or the reaction we take on when we are spinning in the process.
So, before you are angry, raging and running at the world or
anyone that looks up. Have you really
challenged your own being first? Do you
really know what it is you want before you leave scars and people bleeding out
in your path behind you?
I trip over my own little feet all the time. Taking off running and realizing the messes
and missing parts along the way.
Be it work-life-balance or just casualties of day to day.
I thank the good Lord above every second I am allowed to get
back up be it full of energy and running or barely moving and just wanting to
crawl deeper under the blanket and dream.
No matter what it was, what it can be, what it will be. It is what it is; until it is not.
Panic stricken today, easily swayed when you work in IT and the
roller coaster ride of lay off’s is more
frequent no matter how good you are or if your hands and feet were out just a
little on the ride. In today’s day
and age when you need to have employment, and you are trying to be your best
self and remain accountable. Not to
mention you have others that depend on you.
Well, when your internet goes down just before you are to host a
meeting and you are down for too long.
It just is what it is.
Not thrilled, I could not have done anything any different than
that of going and trading out equipment.
Yet my own worse critic shreds me, wondering how that could be
different.
Grace and Mercy, Law, legalistic shards spinning as you are on
that hamster wheel just trying to do day to day.
I am at the stage I am ready to retire and just go pick up here
and there work to keep pocket change for that cup of coffee with friends. Unfortunately, though I still have much
time ahead. Especially being I have given
away my entire savings all my life.
So, knowing these things.
How do we get past the panic-stricken tiring moments in life that you
just can’t stand having to prove your worth to anyone in anything you do? Yet because the world is what it is, We must still do so. Be it because we thrive serving or enjoy
what we do for day to day. And anyone in
their right mind wants more than just to survive.
Well as these severe
storms are back again today and all the time and frustration of the morning
wasted. Even when it hurts, even when
lights flash and something blow through new beginnings or blow the weight of
the world on all that is. I am
thankful to have gotten up on more day.
Hating to prove my worth to anyone. And sick of the fact that no matter how many
come to me and are thankful…Yet we still have to reach back and document for
recognition of a job well done. Be it
not for selves but especially in big companies for expectations and possible
micro-management.
Or how about when you spend years in a field, and you are damn
good. You still have to prove to
yourself its going to be okay. You got
this. Because the God calls you His own
and calls you up and out to do so.
So as I regroup from the little disruptions of life be it what I
am trying to accomplish to deliver; or those I trip over and face plant deep in
the thick and it takes my breath away.
I look up and fight for you to grasp on Jesus. There is no in-between.
I just need you and all you allow to be. In the end nothing really matters here
anyway. It is either going to add to or take away from the life you have blessed
us with. Prayers I always find a
lesson, a message, or a blessing to plant forward.
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