Music pulled
from https://www.youtube.com/ and
are free for public consumption**** Bible Verses pulled from https://www.biblegateway.com/ unless noted
otherwise and are free for public
consumption**** (NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King
James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TPT-The Passion Translation)
Date: Thursday July 29, 2021
Meditation
Opportunities - Biblegateway.com Daily Verse
Psalm
119:93 (EXB - EXPANDED BIBLE)
93 I will never
forget your ·orders [precepts], because
you have given me life by them.
YouTube.Com) New song
for me for the day~
Wonder Working -
All Creatures
Motivation Movers
& Touches to the Soul (YouTube.Com)
Love Is Your Name
- Steven Tyler
Carrollton --
Holding On To You
Hymn 42 (Feat.
Sajan Nauriyal) - IMRSQD & Moflo Music
So Will I (100
Billion X) - Hillsong United
Daily Journal/Thoughts/
Prayers (Thinking out
loud)
There is not a day
I don’t open my eyes and give thanks. Almost
every day before the feet even hit the floor; but on those days I jump up
running and I stop and pause remembering how I am even able to be. For this I am grateful during all the
organized chaos of this world.
That which spins
around me and that which I cause the spin to take off out of control.
Control such an illusion. Where we think we got this until we do
not. Jesus, you changed my destiny and
I have to hold to you as my family, friends, loved ones, and those I do not
even know or even myself go through it.
Covid
Cancer
Loss and destruction
Unknown illness,
physically, emotionally
Disease by
happenstance, Disease by self-infliction
Loss so great that
I can barely breath and wonder and confusion wondering if I move will this be
it
You Jesus created
all creatures with and for all the heavens and earth. Stories of undeserving love for me and
everyone in those red letters. You have
forgiven humanity, yet we cannot forgive ourselves and move on towards all that
is blessed by you.
I could have been as
I stood on the edge to six feet down.
Yet you called me out of the darkness, and I have to hold onto the love
given just by saying your name.
Jesus! As your blood has poured
into life, strength, courage and a hope and peace that no one can really fully
describe.
What happens when
you are the only immersed believer in a family living in the world and going
through it and fighting as the world fights and never allowing the battle in
prayer and faith. For God has already won
the war.
Watching the beauty
in all the stains turn into that canvas beautiful mosaic blended sometimes so
bright the tears makes it shine brighter and others so dark waiting for the big
reveal of what is next.
There is purpose
for all things new, purpose and reasons though I may never get it and I do not
need to. Just show me the way to keep
leading. Someone is always watching
Jesus. For me my blessings as I begged
before knowing you to allow life long enough to see children grow and now begging
to allow them life to see their generations to come.
No matter what I am
with you no matter where I go. Just as
everything I am, everything I have, everything I am connected belongs to you.
Show all of me how
to stay out of the weeds and nourish and feed those seeds that have been
planted.
Yet, when they are
not meant to grow as I think they should be.
Show me the path in this journey what should be.
I know no matter
what its gonna be okay; because I know I needed you then and I need you now and
always. More than memories to be made
and look back. None know what tomorrow
will bring. Be it an 8.2 magnitude
earthquake rocking Alaska or my grandchild sick with covid, my daughter with unknown
chronic illness, my friend’s child overdosing, that relationship that did not hold
true and work, that job that leaves you empty unemployed and not sure when your
next meal will be. Been there done that
is beyond all description yet it just keeps happening no matter what we plan,
what we fight for, what we chase what we spend our every waking moment thinking.
It is only you Jesus,
God the Father that knows all things. You
have got this and all of me. Change is
and always will be. Good will always
battle evil and oh yes, those imposters and sheep in wolves clothing so good at
getting the hooks in and we are left to watch suffering of those we just want
to see live slowly being strangled by the lies and torment of the choices they
could change.
Speak to all I am
connected Jesus as you have breathed the world into existence. Breath life of good and want to grow forward
without condemnation and selfish acts into life with you.
Speak to me for
your promise cannot be broken! Love
pouring all over and out with so many so misconstrued may it be you that
catches the breath of us all even when we need each other may it be you that we
need always and most.
Pieces of me over
time, who would of ever thought that the universe has been given a glimpse of
this mind maze of just one speck of dust blowing in the wind although so
grounded. Full of life, already dead
yet the pains and sorrows of loss, hatred and all that just keeps spinning at
times feels so suffocating. Drowning in
the lies as we love too much, believe, and see too much good and maybe that
spark of light in the souls that have their own agenda’s we are reminded
nothing, no one was created without going through you first. Yet you bless everyone to know you, you have
also released the freedom of will for every soul to choose their destination
and grieve deeply when those that are caught in humanity’s collateral damage
crossfires.
If only we could
turn back time and know what we know now.
Would it make a difference?
May I continue to
be my best self and have the strength to keep growing in and with you when I
face the moments I never was intended for the misconceived notions, and I fall face
down myself.
If it is meant to
be it will be. And if it was not, it is
blessings that are now designated to be taken back. Guard and protect all that I see, all I
speak all that I do. Bless and heal all that I am connected or
will ever cross paths in this journey with.
May one day come
soon for this world in such great need of healing in so many ways.
As I find
devotionals, music, brothers and sisters in Christ, lessons to be learned,
lessons to help lead. Jesus may you
never stop growing me. Allow me the
hunger for you as the first day I came out of the water so long ago. May all I am connected hunger and turn to
you in your will, your teachings, your light and reflect no matter what all that
helps growth and stop allowing negativity to grow. It is so hard, but nothing is impossible
with you Father God. This is proven for
centuries past and centuries to come.
Show us the way!
Meditation
Opportunities Daily Devotion @Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)
“Come to ME continually. I am meant
to be the Center of your consciousness, the Anchor of your soul. Your mind will wander from Me, but the
question is how far you allow it to wander.”
Hebrews 6:19 We have this hope as an anchor or the soul,
firm and secure. It enters in the inner sanctuary behind the curtain
1 John 2:28 And now, dear children, continue in him, so
that he appears we may be confident and unashamed before him at his coming.
Matthew 22:37 Jesus replied:
“Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and
with all your mind.”
No comments:
Post a Comment