Tuesday, August 31, 2021

08.31.2021_August(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Date: Tuesday - August 31, 2021

 

Biblegateway.com Daily Verse / Meditation Moments

Psalm 95:6-7 (NLV)   

Come, let us bow down in worship. Let us get down on our knees before the Lord Who made us. For He is our God. And we are the people of His field, and the sheep of His hand. If you hear His voice today,

Psalm 95:6-7  (MSG)   

6-7 So come, let us worship: bow before him,
    on your knees before God, who made us!
Oh yes, he’s our God,
    and we’re the people he pastures, the flock he feeds.

7-11 Drop everything and listen, listen as he speaks:
    “Don’t turn a deaf ear as in the Bitter Uprising,
As on the day of the Wilderness Test,
    when your ancestors turned and put me to the test.
For forty years they watched me at work among them,
    as over and over they tried my patience.
And I was provoked—oh, was I provoked!
    ‘Can’t they keep their minds on God for five minutes?
    Do they simply refuse to walk down my road?’
Exasperated, I exploded,
    ‘They’ll never get where they’re headed,
    never be able to sit down and rest.’

Psalm 95:6-7 (AMP)   

O come, let us worship and bow down,
Let us kneel before the Lord our Maker [in reverent praise and prayer].
For He is our God

And we are the people of His pasture and the sheep of His hand.
Today, if you will hear His voice,

 

 

Motivation Movers & Touches to the Soul (YouTube.Com)

Do You Trust God Is Enough? | Steven Furtick

Jeremy Camp - Steady Me

Jireh (You Are Enough) - Justin Bieber & Chandler Moore

Paul Baloche - Offering

Tasha Layton // Look What You've Done

Ryan Stevenson - Speak Life

 

 

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (Thinking out loud)

Integral steadfast abundance knowing to whom we belong.    Not what we can do, not what we can acquire, not what we look like, dress like, talk that great game like.      Forever enough to be, to achieve, to overcome, to get back up, to shine, to lift others, to be.

From zero to ninety seconds in a flash looking back wondering what happened or what was that.    To never forgetting the journey, you traveled to here today and not worry about what is gone tomorrow.

Control is the illusion of good intentions gone bad when we lock on and think all there is; will be all we will ever have.

Wondering this morning what offering I have to give back for all I have been allowed to come to know in Christ Jesus.   Realizing how often we point out what we or others have done.

Robbing from healing or any potential for your heart to beat in perfect harmony with the blessing of enduring integral morality knowing we are okay even when everything around us is not okay.     Offering me is all I have to give.  Freedoms of choice, freedoms of will forever blessed to all.   So often we choose, and things do not turn out as our expectations planned out and we take a fall.  Falling into what we think was, should of, would of if only I could of.   All the while we mend from the consequential output and hopefully learn to grow up and be strong.

Yet so caught up in the world chasing paper, chasing wind, chasing blindly we miss the opportunity to give thanks or admit if we are ever wrong.

My problems, my issues, my remedies are mine and Gods alone; yet my prayers is when he sees fit, I no longer have to journey on my own.

My judgement my own worse critic yet too tired at points and turns to care.    Looking around knowing I am blessed beyond compare.     There is everything in nothingness, besides when balance is tilted it does not matter what you have to share, if the truth, the way, and Jesus is not in everyone you surround with your still left empty at times or filled with dismay.

 

Look what you have done

By your actions or lack of

By your acceptance or lack of

By your words or lack of

Are you speaking life even if just to you?

What feeds into or off of your mind, body, soul?

 

Where does you hope bubble up from?   Do you demand, expect, get angry when things don’t go as you plan and take it out all around you.   Do you dive in face down and give it all back to God and seek understanding and how or what next?

I wish I could say I myself turned to Jesus ever single time something works out or doesn’t.  In fact, I get on that hamster wheel most days either running for what can be next or running from as fast as I can trying to shake off all that I don’t understand or what hurts like crazy.  All those deep choices that realizing I was blindsided seeing what I wanted to see.   Not even that it gets too hard, the good Lord knows I fight to the end.    But when reality slaps us in the face it slaps hard.   Even then I try to not run to God for wants, needs, when I sometimes cannot even put him in my day even though I try I miss the mark even for thankfulness of allowing me one more moment to just breathe.

Crazy this white river rapid canoe ride of life.   Never will I deny truth when it shows up; praying I can be a whole lot more like the grace like Jesus.     And perhaps I am in ways; I always get accused of allowing my heart to be too big.     Wishing and wanting to just only see the best parts of all I am blessed to connect.   Yet, free falling when the dark rough edges sometimes cut so deep to everything they are and are doing; I find myself bleeding out.

God is, God was, God will forever be.      Thankfully so.   Maybe we are in the beginning of the end.  Maybe we ended and just have not see our beginning.    We are never alone.   One of the most profound abilities I learned was knowing that God is!    He is looking over my shoulder as I am typing, he is looking directly at me, he is watching me as I sleep, he is holding me tight because I would, I am in a billion pieces without Jesus.    He knows this about me, and you.

Even in these dark times that may be the beginning to an end of what was and perhaps our tomorrows end now; or go on a million more minutes plus.    

In all the mud, muck, ashes, and broken pieces prove the world who you are in Christ alone.   If you are blessed to rebuild in the freedom, he gives do it in his glory. Do it for him lighting the way with even basics.   What that looks like for anyone; I can only think being your best self in Christ diving into the Bible and all that allows us to grow in his will and not our own.   How to get there, everyone is different.     Find that song that triggers your heart in love, that speaker with a message so real for you it’s absolutely from above, those teachings and teachers, movies that leave you craving wanting more of all that is beautiful, all that fills you up, all that leaves you aware and loved from the inside out.    Not faultless, blameless or anything above.   But that pure peace soul depth harmony and love.     Where you want that to never end and want to share it with each day to begin straight through to the end.

I will never be enough for the world; although there will be many that find it easy to play out the game trying to take what I have got and not once work for themselves or understand what happens to people who play in Satan’s sandbox and what will happen if they do not stop.  Unfortunately, our choices are a domino effect.    Cursing the generations to come until someone takes a stand to change the path of what was to what is truth and in the end best.

I don’t expect anyone to understand even half anything I write as this maze overflows at times.   I just know I am blessed another day by the great divine and with this wondering about integrity, steadfast what next for me.   Wondering what I can truly do or be that would quantify the gratitude for all the Lord himself has done for me.  

The closest thing that will ever be is never stop believing in Jesus for all the things he has been, has done and even those I will never see.

For this alone knowing where I come from, knowing where I have been, knowing how blessed even in the brokenness to be allowed to continue life and get up over and over again.    

Lord thank you for this day, for this need of you no matter what else ever comes.    Fill all I am connected with your peace, undeserving mercy, and grace.   Heal us Lord showing us where to put all the pieces that are so out of place.


I will never understand but that is not part of your plan for me to do so.   Hear my heart, as you have my soul.     I am right here waiting anticipating your lead for what next and where to go.


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