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consumption**** Bible Verses pulled from https://www.biblegateway.com/ unless noted otherwise and are free for public consumption**** (NIV -New International Version,
NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TPT-The Passion
Translation)
Date: Friday October 22, 2021
Meditation Opportunities
Biblegateway.com Daily Verse
Proverbs 15:23 (NIV) New International Version
23 A person finds
joy in giving an apt reply— and how good is a
timely word!
Proverbs 15:23 (MSG) The Message Bible
23 Congenial
conversation—what a pleasure!
The right word at
the right time—beautiful!
Proverbs 15:23 (AMP) Amplified Bible
23
A man has joy in giving an appropriate answer,
And how good and delightful is a word spoken
at the right moment—how good it is!
Movers Motivations
& Touches to the Soul (YouTube.Com)
#OfficialLive
#TeddySwims #TennesseeWhiskey
Kygo
- Love Me Now ft. Zoe Wees
In
The Name // Lakewood Music Ft. Kim Walker-Smith // New Song Cafe
TobyMac
ft Lecrae - Forgiveness
NEEDTOBREATHE
- "I Am Yours" (Acoustic) [Dark Horse Sessions]
Phil
Wickham - Where I'm Standing Now (Official Music Video) ft. Brandon Lake
Daily Journal/Thoughts/
Prayers (Thinking out loud)
Looking back on time and where I was and where I am now. No doubt life and those in it, those I
engaged, those I believed in, those I fell hard were smooth as Tennessee whiskey
in all the game they were good and may still be of playing.
But one thing is for sure; it is all good. They are who they are, I am who I am and FORGIVNESS
is abundant.
I don’t have to judge even if I need to know and maintain boundaries and
learn from what was, what is and what can still be.
God is my creator, my witness and my judge and jury in the end.
No doubt in my youth I looked for love in all the wrong places and man was
that my theme song. Nope none of those
one night stands just to put a notch or say I did it. Those I eventually let in and connected for
weeks, months even years only to find life was not what I thought it was going
to be.
Man, how music speaks to us and reflects so many people’s realities,
dreams, wants, regrets, hopes or just speaking life.
Talking through last nights group and still never understanding how a
kid doomed by how they were brought into the world and had so much happen long
before they even knew what life was.
Became me and years later blessed and given so many opportunities through
so much suffering personally and all around.
The hardest part even still today watching the news and seeing so much
that did not make it to speak out and try to make a difference today brings me
to tears at times. So not worthy of the
gift of life but despite it all; and all those choices I made to play along or just
do. You Lord allowed me up again!
Thank you.
This huge chess game of life where somedays I feel like the queen and
others playing the huge roll of the ultimate pawn. Yet somehow you allow me to get back up on
that balance beam and even when I do not want to let go you show me how to move
forward.
You Jesus Love Me Now! You
loved me/us then, you will love me even when I fall. Nothing can or will ever change that.
It was you Jesus that set me free as I was choked out, broken beyond
repair and so desperate to not feel, not care.
It is, it was, it will always be you Jesus. I wish at times I understand why or could
blend my human desires with who you want me to be. Yet knowingly for all time will receive,
will be, will do all that you call to be finished even if it is not yet
started.
Be it right here now or 100 more years from now. For this I am grateful to at least have a
glimpse and know you are and always will be.
All the temporal rushing waters flooding this place, surrounding all I
can be, all I want to be, all I am. You
are the life raft as I float at times in the middle of no where even when I am
with and surrounded by everyone.
Thank you for choosing me. I
truly would have been long gone. Even
when I see the world so dark it is and always has been. It is just instant like microwaved popcorn. Leaving
some perfect to be chased and others so undone.
Always and forever yours Jesus… there was no way I could not fall in
love with all you lived, suffered, died, and rose again for. I will never fully understand it all. But one thing I know is you who are mine. To share that with the world and speak even
the smallest words of life. As I am just
a spec waiting to be returned to dust and soul forever with all the love you
allow to come back to you.
Look where I was and where I stand now with you. Imperfectly placed perfectly where you say
my colors will blend and add some sort of beauty even in the grey areas.
Thank you for never giving up on me.
Thank you for this new day.
Thank you for allowing me to let go and give it all back to you.
Thank you for the forgiveness you gave me.
Thank you for allowing me to forgive.
What was, is not what will be!
What is not what the future holds.
May we breathe you in and never stop looking up even if tears stream
through the brokenness and pain that never goes away. May we shine bright in acknowledgement of
who you are and who I/we are in and with you!
May this world feel your healing Christ?
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