Sunday, March 20, 2022

03.20.2022_March (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

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Date: Sunday March 20th


Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

1 Peter 2:2-3 MSG

1-3 So clean house! Make a clean sweep of malice and pretense, envy and hurtful talk. You’ve had a taste of God. Now, like infants at the breast, drink deep of God’s pure kindness. Then you’ll grow up mature and whole in God.

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1 Peter 2:2-3 TLB The Living Bible

2-3 Now that you realize how kind the Lord has been to you, put away all evil, deception, envy, and fraud. Long to grow up into the fullness of your salvation; cry for this as a baby cries for his milk.[a]

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Footnotes

  1. 1 Peter 2:2 An alternative paraphrase of these verses could read: “If you have tasted the Lord’s goodness and kindness, cry for more, as a baby cries for milk. Eat God’s Word—read it, think about it—and grow strong in the Lord and be saved.”

 

 

 Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com

 

New Life Christian Church – Spring Hill Services 3-20-22 https://fb.watch/bTy1W_a6is/

 

Terrian - Stayed On Him (Isaiah 26:3) [Official Music Video]

 

Danny Gokey - We All Need Jesus (feat. Koryn Hawthorne) (Official Music Video)

 

Lauren Daigle - Hold On To Me (Official Music Video)

 

Skillet - Refuge (Official Lyric Video)

 

Zach Williams - Turn It Over (Official Lyric Video)

 

Zach Williams - To the Table (Live from Harding Prison)

 

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Bring it all to the table… He knows what it is, but He cannot carry, take, or even lift some of the burden if you choose to never let go.      Life is not easy, but we are blessed and some of us are blessed far more than others.

Yet in our day to day with our family, our friends, our jobs, our searching, seeking, and trying to fill all the gaps that the world makes us think we will never be or do enough leaving us breathless.

If only we remember, we are created in the image of the same God who came to this world in the form of Man and went to the cross to take on the brokenness we in this world that he allowed to be to live even though we are so adamant to self-destruct.

We want what we want when we want it.   We try to fill the wants of those we love those we promise ourselves to even when it is never enough.    We try yet let ourselves down leaving us in that endless spin hoping for some miracle to just come and give us some sort peace.

Desperately wanting harmony, we numb the unspoken pains, we hide from it in our own addictions trading that which we consume to that what we do.  In the end forgetting the peace we have when we have given it all back to the creator of all things in thanks, repentance, and truth knowing not one ounce of worry will ever add anything positive no matter if Christ shows up clear enough for us to reflect or not.

 

If nothing of this world is working.  Why do we not take it back to the table?  Why when we see the good do, we not stay on Him?   We are all out there chasing that promise land that we envision in our own minds eye.   Doing what we think we can handle, doing what we think will be the performance of the lifetime only to realize it was just a curtain call for another day in sometimes great days but not paradise.

We cannot fight our demons on our own.   Satan is a liar if you think you can hold him at bay without Jesus Christ or even the body of Christ praying you up no matter what it is you need.

No none of us need to go behind the curtain and tell our stories and have man tell us to go say ten hail Mary’s and not do it again yet we find ourselves back there over and over.

Call upon Him to fill you up, guide your steps, give you strength and courage to keep growing on the path to life that he created you for.

There is no doubt we all need Jesus!  Everyone of us are awesome all the while there are days, we really suck being the human being that God imagined when he breathed us into life.

But that does not mean we quit.   In fact, it just means that when we face plant in the room full of life or all alone.  We get up we brush off and say Thank you Jesus for allowing me this lesson show me what it means.   And keep going; keep being your best self.  Love who you are, and no one else can love you for you.  It is their loss.   

In my lifetime I have learned we cannot fix anyone.  We cannot take anyone’s self-destructive behaviors and fix them or make them change.   You can only change who you are, and your change is based on how much you really love yourself and those that have been given to you as a blessing.

That gift may be a lifetime a decade or a moment in time you never forget.

I am no expert but have lived enough to know we all believe in something; and almost everyone believes there is a God just very few in the grand scheme of how vast this universe is believe in the Bible or the same truth that has been unchanged for more than 2000 years.  Or the son of man Jesus Christ.

I am not here to debate what anyone believes in unless they are doubting their own self-worth.  Because there is nothing in this world that God will not forgive or heal you from.  If you call upon him through Jesus Christ.

If you want to live in that rear-view mirror or even if you are just tired and weary and just ready to quit.   Look back and when you do seek out all the times you made it to the other side of the darkness that tried to consume you.

Look back and know with Christ all things are possible.   That nothing about our lives are happenstance.

I have been broken and robbed of precious time.  I should have been dead more times than I can count as a child, as a teen, as a young adult and even a grown adult.   From the hands of others, from the self-prescriptions I would numb all the pain being so lost.   From guns being put to my head, to being thrown from vehicles, to beat downs to just nature and the physical attributes that we sometimes have.    From swallowing a bottle of pills because I just had no purpose all before the age of 16.    All the while so many critics who knew so much but all they really know how to do was criticize  and flap their words in the wind just so they could be heard.  Yet never once really stepping up and stepping in to make a difference.    Yes, coming from a broken home where a mom who was married at 15 was divorced by twenty and so broken, she could never recover intime to raise the children she was given.      

Did I understand even the slightest bits and pieces of life then?   No way… in fact as a kid I was desperate to just be loved and want someone to see me.   But the noise was so loud of all the answers everyone had yet not one ever showed the way.    I had to make choices myself.

 

We are all either part of the problem or part of the process to get better.  Everything we do, everything we say is just the broken pieces of the puzzle waiting to be put together and if it doesn’t feel right, fit right then we need to shake up, mix up and do it again with God as the framer.

 

My thoughts of this mind maze.    As I learned today a beautiful 23-year-old girl trying to have a life.  As she kept talking about her boyfriend.   Love a beautiful thing.    Yet my own judgement came to mind as I wanted to meet him and shake him.    He is still married, and he has kids.   They only get to see each other once a week.   And I just met her so I could not speak what I wanted to shout.       Even if he really is getting divorced do not go there until he is.    This sweet soul looking for love in all the wrong places.  

But what do I know?  WE are all going through something.   Some just want the relationships and fun without blessed commitments.  Some just want the commitment yet who we are with is not on the same path and others well they win the lotto and fight like hell every day together for each other to keep the winnings.

Craziness at its best in my humble memories.  Been there done that.   Nope I just loved them too well and although I learned share in kindergarten.  The only love I will ever share is that which is God’s given blessings.

I never want to feel the feeling of my one and only had been playing me and anything else that would let him.  When I hear young gullible ladies are playing in someone else’s marriage be it a mess or not.   It’s not right. And will never be anything but trouble.

I won’t lie I have been sucked in.    Been in love with the dream with my eyes wide open.   Until God said blink and know there is more to this than throwing all you have come through to lose.

There is never a moment I do not need the God of the universe to continue having mercy and grace on me.   There is never a moment that Jesus Christ could release me and me be okay.

My refuge is the blood that flows through the veins of life that come from Him alone.  Prayers for mercy and understanding in all the gratitude knowing the pain, suffering, wars and just day to day that is taking tolls all over this planet.  That I am still allowed to get back up.  Prayers of forgiveness in every area I fall short when I speak and I should have been silent, or prayers when I should have grabbed that girl and shook Jesus into her.   I cannot fix anything, but God can.

 

If only we love people for who they really are and not what they do, not what they have.

If only the moments, we wait were big neon signs of Jesus calling saying this way follow me to the promise land and everything will be alright.

Even if we know in the end its true.    We must be silent and still to hear and see.   Regroup gaining strength through prayer and petition calling God on the carpet and having him show us.

But when we do that, and he shows up there is no turning back and there is no guarantee we are going to feel warm and fuzzy over any of the changes that will naturally progress.

I won’t stop now though.    He has been so good for this girl for so long even when I never knew it.

The times of learning we all get there in our own time.  The times I am able to look in that rearview and thank him immensely.  The times I need to just be held and some how some way he has me even when I cannot see it.

Thank you, Jesus, for that is who you are.   Be with every single connection you put in my path.  Healing this land and across the universe.    Protect your people Jesus.  May you wash away, stamp out and clear the evil and hard hearted.    Protect those under siege and heal the broken places that on one of this world that no one will ever erase or ever be able to fix.

 

God, I need you in Him, with Him yesterday, today, and whatever my mortal forever turns out to be.  May I and all I ever connect be our authentic self that you created and not what we are trying to be for the world.   May we flicker in the love and light you allow growth forward in and from.

Come Jesus.  Wash this world in your abundance.   Forgive my lack of grammar, lack of sense, lack of anything the world says I must be.     For I as the world is yours.

Show us what to do.  Here, now or across the world stop the evil Father.  Heal the wars that rage within and around us.

Thank you for this day, thank you for this mind maze you allow to pour out.   May all they are reflect a pleasing and useful spirit to allow us to keep getting back up and growing forward.  In Jesus Name. Amen

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