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Tuesday November 29th, 2022
Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse
Psalm 136:1,26 ESV English Standard
Version
His Steadfast Love Endures Forever
136 Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good,
for his steadfast love endures forever.
Psalm 136:1 in all English
translations
Thought Movers, Motivations Touching
to the Soul coming from YouTube.com
Imagine Dragons - Bleeding Out (Lyric Video)
Do It Again (by Elevation Worship) | WorshipMob live with
Cross Worship & Osby Berry
TobyMac (DC Talk)- Space (Lyrics)
Perfectly Loved- Rachael Lampa and TobyMac
Brooke Ligertwood - Honey in the Rock (with Brandon Lake)
[Lyric Video]
Zach Williams - Plan For Me [Official Audio]
All My Hope - Crowder ft. Tauren Wells
Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow
Lord when I said wake me up early if you have something for me to say today. Seriously I did not mean 2am. Yes, in the past I would be up all hours of
the night and the inspiration at just a song or word that someone would say had
free flowing mind dumps all over the place. I did not get up because these past few days
have been challenging. I wish I really
know exactly why, but they are maybe it’s just everything. Loss of loved one’s that are no longer available
to hang out with and just vibe and talk for hours. The weariness of non-stopping and on-going
changes and knowing I can’t do this on my own.
Yet, even with all I raise up I
have a hard time asking for me. Maybe
because after coming out of the desert and feeling the blessing that made me soar
only to be left out on that cliff looking around and really seeing the world is
the same everywhere and so are the people within it. Family, Friends, loved one’s and strangers in
the night. We are all purposing for
something and me yeah; no matter how much I stay until you say move. It does not stop that dreaming wide awake.
That Love and appreciation you hold for people, places, and things and one
day the scales come off and you realize no matter if it is work, people, or all
/ any things. You still no matter how
much you know you are loved and in love.
You find yourself wandering to the human side with hopes of that
satisfaction of only what Jesus allows to come to life. There is not enough fame or fortune that
can fill the voids that only God knows to how to fill.
Unfortunately, when we connect, we realize too late that even those who
speak and preach the gospels in this world today have those human tendencies to
be more human than spirit filled.
When you are in church, and someone openly talks about others. Remember who surrounds you, don’t be the
person that leaves the imprint in a visitor to Gods house hear you being no
different than the world.
Crazy how I can be, so spirit fed yet getting robbed at the same time.
And what about the emotional overload I feel lately with family
sometimes. Wanting the best for their wellbeing and just
being me. Yet somethings I have no
control over just stick with me. Even
when I pray about them and ask for you to take it from me.
Crazy this holiday spirit is here but it feels a billion miles away
sometimes.
You have never failed me yet Jesus!
That is without a doubt; even when I don’t see the change. Your will be done, my sweet soul king
beyond all time and space! I don’t
know if any would ever understand that knowledge of what you fill this soul
with even in the moments.
You are and will forever be enough.
Even when I do not see the purpose in the pain. Still
in your hands, blessed beyond all deserving, all measure even if, even when. Recently being overwhelmed in situations
that took me back to that young girl who felt so unworthy to be on this planet.
It had been years since that had consumed
me. A child trying to find life in a
world so alone. Conversations, and actions with somehow sent me back there waking up in the ER with my stomach being pumped and filled
with IV and just not understanding what my purpose in life then was to be. No, I won’t ever do that again; not on God’s life when he bled out so I could
have mine.
But the lessons in life sometimes come back to remind you just how strong
over time we are really are. I won’t
ever lie. I miss my broken heart
strings that are no longer here. The
fact this world and all of us are on a crash course to what many may never
recover from. The fact so many including
my children may never have that one-on-one relationship with you Jesus. The fact it sucks losing friends, family
and precious moments to things that should have never been in the first place.
This is the first year in a lifetime, so it seems that space is so
empty some days more than others and the love of those we deeply care for are
just being sucked through this vortex as Gods angel army and all his children
here and now are holding on to the door jams and fighting harder than they have
to be.
This too shall pass, just as it written out in history of the Psalms to
looking back on the other side of that riverbank when we never thought we could
make it through the storm of the night; yet here we are with miles of treacherous
grounds covered and fully protected and loved by God himself.
Lord there are so many sufferings, so many that live and breathe all
you call them to be, and those that do not even know you. May they stay strong in you? May they get back up and find the light that
will ignite who you created them to be once again? Will you do the same for me?
Some days I wish I could openly write out that romance novel that some may
spend their entire lives dreaming about.
But let’s face it; you showed me how to ignore that little white picket
fence to start by building my white lattice fence to later want more bold mind-blowing
colors of each day that will never fade.
When you look into someone’s soul and see just how beautiful they are on
any given day is just as beautiful as the impact to those empty souls that send
shivers down your spine and know all you can do is get away as fast as possible
and pray without ceasing.
You Jesus you hear all the unspoken, all the tears, all the screams and
sufferings of the innocence being violated in so many ways of this world. May we stop looking the other way. May we stop being performers and be held
accountable. May we light the path
and trust in all that unseen faith knowing how sweet you are Jesus?
We are awake
There is no doubt that Father God.
Heal this land, heal this craziness.
Bring us back to your gates at the foot of the cross where morals mattered,
and science meant something in line with all you are.
You have a plan for all of us; not just me. Even though I am so too many times lately
going through the motions.
You are and forever will always be.
Here and now and throughout eternity.
Thank you, Jesus, for this journey.
You did not have to allow me any of it.
Be with all of us who sometimes forget the broken pieces are your beautiful
mosaic imprint even if we feel like we got swallowed up by some huge sticky bun
of life and keep grasping tightly when we should just keep our hands and eyes lifted
high. Allowing the jagged edges of life
to cut deeper than we will ever understand.
These moments may come and go, and I may beat the crap out of myself for
what I count as failures. But you are
the lamp to my heart, my soul, and every broken piece of me allowed to
transpire. All my hope is in you
Jesus. For all I am and will be. For all my connections not just those blood
ties I came in the world having.
Your will You got this not me;
yet I pray your favor for all that is good, pure, and everlasting with and
through you.
Lift the heaviness not just from me, but all who call upon your name
Father. May I never reflect what you
are not. Human I may be but the
choices to act, react, speak or stay silent are mine. For this I am grateful to
be allowed to choose each day you get me back up.
Hold me and all I will ever be tight to you. Thank you for this day and any others on the
horizons!
