Sunday, December 4, 2022

12-05-2022 December (PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Sunday, December 4, 2022


Meditation Opportunities coming from Biblegateway.com The Daily Verse

John 8:12  ESV English Standard Version

I Am the Light of the World

12 Again Jesus spoke to them, saying, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will not walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.”

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John 8:12 in all English translations

Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com

 

 

Justin Timberlake - Say Something ft. Chris Stapleton (Lyrics)

 

Light of the World - [Lyric Video] Lauren Daigle

 

Chris Tomlin - Noel (Live) ft. Lauren Daigle

 

O Holy Night (Live) - The McClures | Christmas Morning

 

for KING & COUNTRY - Drummer Boy | The Live Christmas Special

 

Christmas This Year - TobyMac [Feat. Leigh Nash]

 

for KING & COUNTRY - God Only Knows (Lyrics)

 

Lauren Daigle - You Say (Official Music Video)

 

Micah Tyler - Different (Official Music Video)

 

TobyMac - Lights Shine Bright (JT Daly Remix/Audio) ft. Hollyn

 


Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

Can you hear Glory to the light of the world?   Is the static of all that really matters not so loud we cannot not remember we to are created from the same dust that Christ blood poured down that tree into the ground for the dust to breathed to life.   We are one yet so broken allowing the cosmic darkness to intercede and consume what we think we are allowing to be pushed away so we do not have to deal with it.

Does not matter what vessel or gate we are traveling through.   At what point do we realize every little speck matters?

 

At what will you realize where you are in this universe and who created you allowing life each day you are allowed back up?

 

We all have a story

Mine may have many different broken pieces glued back together or just squeezed in at a different angle.    I am fully aware the air I am given in this vessel that carries me comes from the God who shines the stars in abundance.  As he allows his love to give us breath every moment, we are allowed more of the journey that someday will end in the form we know it and continue on either in abundance of Glory that only Jesus can shine through us or in complete darkness where the only awareness is the screams of pain and horror in the torment that will never go away.

We are all broken we need not live in it; we need not deny it.

The Prince of Peace is waiting for you to climb into his lap where your hope, your trust will hold you safely forevermore.

Just because you were someone yesterday; who are you today?   We all change, by our choices, by circumstances of other’s choices.   By what we do  or do not do. By and at the hands of others.   What we say or do next will always matter.

 

When we are running from violence and domestic situations of those within need to be separated.  It does not mean you don’t love that person who hurts you because you must love them through prayer and give it all over to God.   We; men or women are not Gods that we should be trying to change or fix anyone.   And we are not super humans that we can take others verbal, mental or physical abuse because they are broken.     When you get away stay away.

I won’t deny that it is the hardest thing you must ever do to think the love of your life turns into some monster and all you can think of is how you were making plans for eternity yet five minutes within the same wrong could cause you life as you know it.      You leave, you get as far away and never look back physically.    You give it over in prayer and move on and never ever make excuses for anyone’s inability to love themselves much less know the difference of what love is for anyone else.      Love is not control, love is not physical, verbal or any kind of manipulation or abuse ever.   Love is not accepting excuses for others bad behaviors or ability to make good choices.

GOD IS LOVE!

 

There can be allot of things that people you meet will say and do in your lifetime.  However, when you think fondly of them, know why if you are ever asked.     More importantly when you think so fondly of anyone do you acknowledge your own being with the same atonement?  Why or why not?

We must truly know ourselves and love ourselves and know who we are in the image of Jesus Christ’s son of God, Maker of all things.   All the dark, corky, hysterically moments of laughter and tears. 

The day you finally realize who you are and realize that you need no one, but when you choose to be involved it is a want.    How differently things become.    Sure, life goes on and the good, bad and indifferent will come in waves.     But you stop settling and accepting just for the moment.

 

Allot of emotion comes out during the holiday seasons.    The loss of people, places and things sometimes bring us so down we end up sickly ourselves.   Bringing out the agitation and uncalled for emotion of anger trying to hurt others like we carry around for something God took away a long time ago.

Working with littles on Wednesdays one of the things we do before getting outside time.   We all give one prayer or praise on the board and at the end we pray together.   For these children ages 1st through 5th to be praying for their parents or grandparents’ health or needing homes or even that their friends’ parents are getting divorced.   Or that they just have a good visit when they see their mom or dad.   Or those that are a little older who are withdrawn as they adjust to foster care because at 10-years old they are fully aware that their parents are heroin addicts and in prison.     The stories are on and on with the roads of shattered glass up ahead for who long only God will know.    My own family what would once be a son-in-law being beat to death and set on fire all while gangs’ video tapped it and sent it to people that knew him.    In the wrong place at the wrong time doing the wrong things.     Taking life from his family as if the evil performed on him alone was not enough.    To know his children were exposed to something that will never go away even though the evil took place in another country and is now done and over.   Will they ever heal?  Will those who were so dark ever come to justice?   Only God knows!   He knows every second before it even happens. Before the dreams, before the reality, before the laughter or the tears.   He knows it all.

I have seen and heard so much in this lifetime and how I am able to still get up with even the slightest bit of hope.   I am blessed.  Even on those days that I too become a little more vocal about how the world is going.  Or what about even driving down the highway and someone driving a fool on a busy highway.     It is not coincidence my life has me still here, still sometimes challenging my lack of trust and setting myself up for failure or those times when it is beyond believe I have to seek direction the duration from him.  I will as you will always be the owner of the highs and lows that you will need to work through.  That I will work through!    We have to believe in something.   I believe in God the Father; Jesus Christ his son and the Holy Spirit that has and does breathe life into even the most deflated debilitating moments in this thing I call life.

Often reminded the lack of trust I have carried all my life and with just cause.  For all those moments I plunged into thinking I had it all figured out with dreams playing out in this mind of how things would be only to have the screen ripped into and rudely awakened.   There is a different of taking that trust game with people who have your back and just plain lack of fear; compared to reasons and desires to want to live.

 

Along the way if you choose to grow and find who you are.  You learn to grow when the light shines down on you.  And the beauty of light in love is you cling to it and hold on with all you got.  And yes when you have an a light go out because you realize they too are human and struggling with what their journey and you yourself put way too much into what they gave by what they did and forget they too need to live.

 

Yeah,  the riddles of this mine speaking in fragments that have impacts like looking down from the top of that roller coaster ride and the flash of what if this would be bad until the thrill washes through and you are on the other side.    Riding the waves of life is the same way.  Just now so much harder to find that floatation device when you get so exhausted because the darkness and wars are so much closer.

The universe knows how dark it is!  No big surprise.   Sick, twisted spirits robbing innocence and breaking others in droves.    For no apparent reason it seemed but the fact they could at the time they did it.

Is darkness winning.    We need not forget about any of that; but we need to shine brighter through the darkness and not let it consume us.    God is the light, he is the breath, he is all that sustains us.   The one who opened his arms, and the sky was filled with bold beautiful universal stars to light the way.   Why is it so hard to keep shining?

Perhaps because we are clinging to that of this world and not of the one who allows it to be.  I am no expert; far from it.   I am just AlwaysMe!    As each day comes through and I am allowed another I find my tolerance to be limited for hate and the garbage that is temporal for the one spewing especially where you can clearly see it will have a lifetime impact to someone, somewhere.

For all of those who found Everything in nothing. Kudos!!!   For those still struggling and doing whatever it takes to make your mark, find your mark or be the mark others may remember for more than 15 seconds much less 15 minutes of fame.   The only way to found is lost.  You have to go to the maker and the only way to get to God is through Jesus Christ.   Daily, every second of every day you are given.  The journey is yours; you like me just impact all those you been blessed to connect along the way.    Someone is always watching.  Someone is always listening and waiting for their opportunity.    The choices of what you are chasing or allowing to go by are yours.   No matter what direction know only you can drive the change for you.   You cannot change anyone else and if you think they are changing you.  I it is because you are allowing them to do so.   The freedom and will and choice that God gave every one of us.   Need to be maintained just as much as our physical temples we are allowed to travel in.    Get back up, don’t give in to darkness.    Shine bright and know there will always be someone out there looking at misery needing company.   There will always be mean people who suck and always bullies taking and steam rolling over the beauty in your hearts garden.      Give it to God, pray for them, pray for change.      Pray for peace in their souls, even for the forgiveness we need ourselves.    Learn to forgive yourself with and through Jesus.    Let it Go; Let it Hurt; Let it Heal in and with Him!   

As I myself lift all those heartstrings up for healing, to be unknotted, to be straightened out, to be wrapped around and in abundant love, hope and the peace only Jesus can give.  You know all things, Father.   I need not call out names, or situations.   

Thank you for this day, thank you for this moment.   Your will forever be done throughout all I am or connect with.

 

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