06-06-2023-JUNE_PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe (AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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 Tuesday June 6^th, 2023

 

Thought Daily Devotions from Biblegateway.com Daily Verse

 

Ephesians 3:17-19 NIV @Biblegateway.com

    In God, whose word I praise—
in God I trust and am not afraid.
    What can mere mortals do to me?

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Psalm 56:4 in all English translations

 

Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com / Facebook, Local Worship, or other public venues.

 Cochren & Co. - Running Home (Official Lyric Video)

 Michael W. Smith - Surrounded (Fight My Battles) [Lyrics]

 Jireh & Worthy | Elevation Worship

 TobyMac: Get Back Up - Official Lyric Video

Unspoken - God Help Me (Official Music Video)

 Brother-Need To Breathe

 Free Bird LYRICS by Lynyrd Skynyrd ♪

  

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

 

First, I am not a runner; if I need to fight, I will fight till the end.   For what I believe, for those I love, and absolutely to maintain my own integrity and blessings from the powers greater than anything on this earth.   So, if I shut down, or disappear it is because I process the broken pieces of this vessel by pouring into other areas that I can contribute positive growth and abundance in for others.

 

Thank you, Jesus, even when I do not understand it you allow me to fight my battles with you.  More like you do all the fighting and you shield me from what really could transpire without you.

 

Yes, many tears have fallen and oh so many will continue to pour out.   Losing beautiful souls in this life that were gifted to be part of your journey suddenly taken back.   Hurts beyond any wave of emotion I can control at times.

 

Not sure I will ever be able to control that all the time.  And I have to remember I cannot be just matter of fact for what was once day to day process to now I have this moment in time of no tolerance.

 

I am beyond undeserving and grateful in this bittersweet life given.   You Jesus are enough and to get back that hunger you give.   Even through the storms of life.  You are enough breathing life into me.

 

I am trying to not reflect the sadness I feel right now but I guess some things just are more prevalent than anything we see ourselves that just seep out of you when you suffer loss.

 

Looking at the loss of pops last year and my brother this year and all that is all around as the day-to-day struggles of those closest are real.

 

Please Jesus just keep getting me back up as you see fit.  There are always scars and they run deep sometimes, never bleeding out.  Yet, we never need to let them bleed onto anyone else.

 

Only God can help me and for this I am blessed.   Even on the worse day when I cannot breathe, and nothing makes sense or has meaning any longer.

 

So many pieces that have been chipped away and broken.  But this last major piece of my blood line my brother, the one from playing superhero and busting my head open to fighting and whacking him with my cast to sitting on the dock fishing with the memory of that little puppy that came running up and got hooked to being roommates or just catching up with our sister and having our last sleep over just to spend time together.    From disappearing and knowing you were marrying a girl that used to stop in and get her coffee every morning to just being the big brother that I haunted and shadowed everywhere.

 

Through the loss of your first wife and best friend to finding love and leaving your second and all of us suddenly.    Never will I forget running up behind you and putting you in a headlock and you standing up and hugging me for the final hug you gave the day before you took your final ride home.

 

I am blessed to have been your little sister and forever blessed to have you etched into this heart and soul.    I will miss you forever brother. 

 

Thank you, Jesus, for allowing us to know the meaning of love and life, watch over the gentle giant that is forever remembered and missed by many.

 

Fly high my brother!    Ready the slip and slides for when we all meet again and come home.

 

Thank you, Jesus for Love and all these broken pieces that someday will make a beautiful mosaic eternal gem in heaven.   For now, please don’t let go of me!