Wednesday, May 31, 2023

5.30.2023_5.31.2023-May_PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe (AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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 Tuesday May 30th, 2023

 

Thought Daily Devotions from Biblegateway.com Daily Verse

 

Psalm 56:4 NIV @Biblegateway.com

    In God, whose word I praise—
in God I trust and am not afraid.
    What can mere mortals do to me?

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Psalm 56:4 in all English translations

 

Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com / Facebook, Local Worship, or other public venues.

 Blessing Offor -Rolling

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

 

Sitting here at the airport waiting for my first flight thinking of reality and the impact of you gone brother. And how it feels like I was supposed to be here in the north while everyone else is somewhere else.    Beyond blessed I was able to be with my son while we got the news of your finding your eternal destiny.   Even if it is heart breaking to know you are no longer a call away.    Or that the fact this year was the last year we will meet up laugh and joke and celebrate one more year together.

 

 

We have been blessed and we know it was just a matter of time and well until we meet again, I pray peace for your soul and healing brother.  Even if it was all so sudden.

 

So, while I sit waiting for my flight I will be on and off with thoughts of this day and hopefully keep it together along the way.    For now, I need to do a couple other things.

 

Wednesday May 31st, 2023

 

Thought Daily Devotions from Biblegateway.com Daily Verse

 

16 For the Lord himself will come down from heaven, with a loud command, with the voice of the archangel and with the trumpet call of God, and the dead in Christ will rise first. 17 After that, we who are still alive and are left will be caught up together with them in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air. And so we will be with the Lord forever.

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Thought Movers, Motivations Touching to the Soul coming from YouTube.com / Facebook, Local Worship, or other public venues.

 TobyMac - Heart Of My Beat (Audio)

 Evvie McKinney - Satisfied (Lyric Video) ft. Dante Bowe

 Stronghold Lyrics | Chris Tomlin

 

Thinking Out Loud – Journal Thoughts/Prayers / Mind Maze Overflow

 

Well, I never made it back yesterday, the day at airports traveling was maddening and by the time I got home after getting to my car and having to get jump cause the battery was dead then driving an hour home.   I was beyond spent.   But today I got back up and pushed through.  Not because I must; but because I must.  

 

I am the baby sister of a gentle giant just two years older the me and not that old that suddenly took ill and we lost him.  Every photo I look at every kind word I read I just want to bawl my eyes out.

 

I have learned early on I need to keep pouring out for others to get past my own pain.   Trust me, I melt and barely hold it together when dear souls offer me anything.   I greatly appreciate all my brothers and sisters in this time of sorrow.

 

 

 

And not just by blood but the soul that everyone has a crazy loving story of all he would do for anyone in a heartbeat.

 

I know it’s all in God’s timing and I am grateful he did not suffer.  But this shockwave will have tremors for the rest of my days.

 

Every breath I am allowed is because you give it to me Father of the universe.   It does not matter what anyone else believes in or for.    I know when you say its time to not get back up, we listen.

 

I pray for the remaining days for all who are left behind they know who you are and see the blessings even through the pain.

 

May I always remember to be satisfied and remember if it is not from you, they cannot take it.    May I know the difference as I am dodging and twisting and turning in the shifting hills and valleys we travel.

 

You know all things and I know Karma, Jesus, or whatever anyone wants to label it.  Always comes full cycle.     Father, I am not strong, but I must keep going until you tell me to stop.

 

Please break the strong holds of all I am blessed to connect.   Lead me the way I am supposed to go and if your will is not what I think it should be.    Show me Jesus!

 

It is all your timing.  I cannot force change on anyone good, bad or indifferent.  But you can!

 

All you have allowed to be precious.  Lord, may they know it through you not all the temporal nonsense.

 

I pray everyone loves those they are given and let go of all the little thorns that may prick us along the way of something they say or do that doesn’t fit our mold.

 

Because just like that all we are, all we have, all we are blessed to know can be gone in the blink of an eye and will never be again.

 

I don’t know what tomorrow will be for me; but I know there is a huge, shattered piece of me that is forever lost as I go through these next days.    I know that my brother loved with all he had anyone he let in.   And he will be missed by everyone.     As I think about such a priceless loss; I cannot imagine God what you felt letting the one and only son give all he was for a world that will never fully understand the gravity of sacrifice.

 

Desperately needing you now

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