Wednesday, July 21, 2021

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Music pulled from https://www.youtube.com/ and are free for public consumption**** Bible Verses pulled from https://www.biblegateway.com/ unless noted otherwise and are free for public consumption****   (NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TPT-The Passion Translation)


Date: Wednesday July 21, 2021  

Meditation Opportunities - Biblegateway.com Daily Verse

Psalm 119:30 (EXB - EXPANDED BIBLE)

I have chosen the way of ·truth [faithfulness]; I have ·obeyed [placed before me] your ·laws [judgments].

 

(YouTube.Com) New song for me for the day~

Riley Clemmons - Headspace

 

Motivation Movers & Touches to the Soul (YouTube.Com)

HAUSER & Caroline Campbell - Czardas

John Mayer with Keith Urban - Don't Let Me down

Be Alright (LIVE) - Evan Craft, Redimi2, Danny Gokey

In the Light DC TALK

Make Your Move -  Third Day

Lauren Daigle - First

 

 

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (Thinking out loud)

Do you ever just feel that your life could be the theme to that background classical old black and white movie where no one talks but everything is just taking place in front of you and you just don’t know what is coming next.  Then all of a sudden like old princess Disney movie things fall into place.   Maybe even those old cartoons for those who have been around awhile with Tom & Jerry and Tweedy bird.

Something or someone always up to no good on the chase.   

I guess as I come out here each day and turn the music on seeking inspiration and triggers not only to the words that may pour out but just for how my day will start and go as well. 

Music has always taken me away during the good, the bad and the OMG what is that moments.

Yes, I can easily go from some Bob Segar to CCR to Hillsong, to Lauren Daigle to Hauser and round and round.    I think as long as I can understand the words, and it is not leaving something to the imagination and broadcasting foul mouthed garbage or even yes, the artist themselves is not offensive in morality then I listen.

 

Far from perfect and flawed so others can point out in the world full of judgement.   I do my best to not judge although somethings as like when my kids were growing up, I would count to three and remind them if they didn’t get that rap song out of my stereo it would fly out a window.   I did not want them to have it in the first place.   Laughing now they would run as fast as they could while I would be headed for the stereo and grab it and put it up.  Yes, there were times they were not fast enough.   And yes, this was even far before I walked the walk with Jesus Christ.

 

Morality is fleeting for a long time.    No regard for humanity, no regard for our own beings at times.    To shelter our children from the world to a degree is necessary but they have to know how to make the right choices and they have to know how to be accountable when they mess up.

We have to own the good, the bad and the unknown we are stuck in…

We all are walking through a fire, some of us thrive in the drama, the unknown or the turmoil that brings life out of those around us.  Some of us just hope and pray we can make it trough to the other side without many scars; but some quit and go down for the count and no matter how often they cry out to make it better to get back up.  They just do not have faith in themselves  to make it happen and let go.

Thoughts all these thoughts.

How often do we lose ourselves and come unhinged diving into the depths of numbing actions just so we do not feel as we try to sound convincing as we fight to convince ourselves we got this angry at the world and angry shutting those we love down faster than we blink when they try to give direction or assistance.   There is more to life than just wanting temporal happiness.   

 

What we do to believe in those and all they say and do to become fulfilled.  All we do running into the darkness or fighting our way in the light.  

I/we are so in need of a savior each day we are allowed back up.    I cannot do this life on my own without Jesus.  For all that I am, was, will be depends on the very breath he alone has sacrificed so I could just try and exhale one more time.

Prayerfully this world and all that comes to be knows His love, mercy, and grace.

Cursed are those who pretend and play with in the blood of Jesus.  For everything in the dark always comes boldly into the light.

Whatever it is whatever we say or do; we need to fight forward and never let any negative rent negative in our head space.   I know I am so done with so much always piling up.   At that point of so tired hearing just the static of what is not truth yet so loud trying to convince us.  All the while I just want to throw that match over my shoulder and walk away into the new day while it all burns down behind me.

 

Mind, body, spirit on fire.  We all get to choose.  Every single thing we let in to feed any part of us matters.     I cannot eat cupcakes all day and sit on my rear and complain about not being in shape if I am not purposeful  in getting up and move or even watch what I let in.  Be it visually, audibly, or physical consumption.

 

How we make our next move is the freedom of choice and will that the blessings of Jesus Christ gives.   If only we were perfect to make it now in great impact for all that is good all the time.   The closest I can do is make it towards Christ first and foremost and do the best I can with what comes next.   WE ALL are children of God be it we acknowledge him or Christ Jesus or not.   Thing is we cannot ask for help and expectations of gaining any blessing when we only believe during problems.

 

We have to surrender every day to the one is and always will be.  No matter what is or is to come. 

 

I fight you ever step of the way with that spiritual tug of war.  Giving it all to you and pulling it back thinking I have a way to make it sooner, better, right, bigger.   Lord may I surrender all I am in everything to you every moment you allow me up.

Surrender   Third Day

 

    Meditation Opportunities Daily Devotion @Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)      “Trust is a rich word, laden with meaning and direction for your life.”

Psalm 91:1 He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.

Proverbs 3:5 AMP  Lean on, trust in, and be confident in the Lord with all your heart and mind and do not rely on your own insight or understanding. 

Isaiah 30:15 AMP  For thus said the Lord God, the Holy One of Israel:  In returning [to me] and resting [in me] you shall be saved; in quietness and in [trusting] confidence shall be your strength.  But you would not.

Tuesday, July 20, 2021

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Music pulled from https://www.youtube.com/ and are free for public consumption**** Bible Verses pulled from https://www.biblegateway.com/ unless noted otherwise and are free for public consumption****   (NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TPT-The Passion Translation)

Date: Tuesday July 20th , 2021  

Meditation Opportunities - Biblegateway.com Daily Verse

1 John 1:7 (EXB - EXPANDED BIBLE)

But if we ·live [Lwalk] in the light, as ·God [Lhe] is in the light, we ·can share [have] fellowship with each other. Then the blood of Jesus, God’s Son, cleanses us from every sin.

 

 (YouTube.Com) New song for me for the day~

Holy Spirit Fire

Motivation Movers & Touches to the Soul (YouTube.Com)

Do It Again - Elevation Worship

Ryan Stevenson - Through It All (feat. Tasha Layton)

Tasha Layton- Safe Here

Cochren & Co. - Don't Lose Hope

RICHLIN - Love Like Thunder (feat. Ryan Stevenson)

 

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (Thinking out loud)

Lord as long as this heart keeps beating, keep working to change me.   Thank you for this day; although I wish it came up all cherries or roses or even both.   Diving in eating that sweet chocolate all the while we get to breathe in the beauty and sweet aroma of those flower beds.

Instead, it’s a season of thorns all around me and if it ever quiets any time soon, I just pray those going through it are still next to me holding on to you and being changed with a whole lot of heart connection to you and the will and spirit fire that matters.

 

Praying knowing where I have been, not knowing where this journey will end up but with you.  Just praying I can withstand the tests of time and all the layers of the organized chaos life throws at us.   One friend on the mend, a child still very sick in the hospital, a child needing their parents and a very demanding world and all that we must do to reflect that presentation is everything when you carry the weight of everything more than others.

Fill me up Lord and as you have done before do it again and again as these walls have not yet come down as I pass through.     Protect, and guide all that I am from what is not your will.

Change is in the air; I serve, I worship, I serve, and I thrive.   Yet on those days when so much negativity and selfish performance and pride sneaks in all around and I really do not get the time to vibe with you to hear your direction.     I can only say no matter the valley or the mountain you are and always will be what sustains all I can be.

 

Your promise still stands Jesus!!!!   I am and always will be in your hands.  So even when I am challenged you won’t fail me.

Be with all that runs in my bloodline.  Be with all my connections that are more than just acquaintances or some pretentious game some try to play.   It is what it is until it is not.   I have no time for game then, or now.     Move the mountains Jesus; show me the way I am to take.   That those in need that I live and breathe wanting so much of the best for.    Make that way for all of them too.  Family first yes.  Friends and those like family and those yet to come.

I am safe in you Jesus.   Maybe somedays I find it funny how many who talk the talk but don’t walk the walk allow me to be safe in your arms.   While others try to while they do not realize; be I live or die…You are the greatest chess master of all and you will never forsake your children, your chosen.

None of us perfect.

All of us have our judgmental perceptions and ideology.

How many of us will ever really put it use to help bring light and life to your world?

 

As I imagine you are looking at my heart as I am tapping out all the while knowing there are so many broken worldly pieces that need those thorns buffed out and filled with your love and mercy.   Not just mine but how to react to all those you allow me to engage.

 

We can all find some dirt on anyone and everyone.  We can all find better ways, so we think.  But when we plant are leaving the weeds that strangle out all that heals and brings beauty; or are we just going full force and enjoying the ripples we create.

All the while every single soul is going through something, coming out of something or on their way into something that will change them forever.

I so wish I could change so much for me, for those I love dearest.  For life itself.  Imagine the world filled with babies and children’s laughter.   Imagine the beauty and innocence of puppies and kittens.    Imagine every beautiful butterfly just bringing so much color, and the world.   Imagine Gods creation of all the birds singing beautiful harmonies reminding us not to worry for even they are cared for.

 

May we never lose hope.  When we have or we have not really found it in you Jesus.  May we be washed by your spirit and filled brighter and bolder to know even when it hurts, or we will never understand we will still know it will be okay.

I so want that love like your thunder to consume everything and everywhere I go to, through  or with.  No matter if I hurt myself physically on my own doing or just at the hands of others.  No matter what consuming life from me or those I love.   As lightening shows its power and thunder shakes the earth.    Consume everything and let us pour you out through all we are.

 

You know every twisted knotted heart string playing out Lord.   As I know this world and life are so full of tests.   Nothing happens without a reason and maybe we are not here to find what those reasons are so much as we are to learn and grow in the light.   Even if we chase trying to solve and get the answers we want to hear or justify.

 

Jesus my heart, my hands and all that I am is wide open for those you see going through it that belong to you.    Through it all they are yours; may they wake and know you are there.    

 

So many prayers.

Unknown sickness

Emotional, physical imbalance

Vision loss

Aches, pains, and torment from things we cannot explain. 

Traveling mercies, new drivers, accidents, new walks and being detoured and derailed right into harm’s way.

 

Jesus, you love us through it all.  Let every soul I am connected feel your presence as you have allowed me!

 

You have my attention; have your way now and always.   You are God!

 

SongLab - Hero ft. Seph Schlueter

 

    Meditation Opportunities Daily Devotion @Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)      “Seek My face, and you will find all that you have longed for.  The deepest yearnings of your heart are for intimacy with Me.” “Do not be afraid to be different from other people.  The path I have called you to travel is exquisitely right for you.”

Psalm 42:1-2 As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you.  O God.  My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.  When can I go and meet with God?

Psalm 34:5  Those who look to him are radiant; their faces are never covered with shame.

Philippians 2:15  So that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe.


Monday, July 19, 2021

07.19.2021_July(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

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Date: Monday July 19th , 2021  

Meditation Opportunities - Biblegateway.com Daily Verse

Isaiah 41:10 (EXB - EXPANDED BIBLE)

10 So don’t ·worry [fear], because I am with you.
    Don’t be ·afraid [dismayed], because I am your God.
I will ·make you strong [strengthen you] and will help you;

    I will ·support [uphold] you with my ·right hand that saves you [or righteous right hand; Ca symbol of power to save and protect; Ex. 15:6Ps. 63:8].

 (YouTube.Com) New song for me for the day~

Crowder - He Is

Motivation Movers & Touches to the Soul (YouTube.Com)

Pat Barrett, Dante Bowe – Nothing/Something

Gary LeVox - The Distance

Riley Clemmons - I’m Not Alone

 

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (Thinking out loud)

As I am starting this day shuffling memories to locations that others may enjoy, and I open the browser to start my journey of all I muddle through.  Seeing the devastation from the flooding in Europe and feeling the pain and sorrow for so much loss.    Knowing personally everything is temporal in this journey.  Yet, wondering how much great loss has really occurred outside of just materialism that we build up to sustain us.   Gone in a blink of a wind or too much water or even at the choices of mankind.

Jesus is my only hope that with all that spins around the globe or even under the shelter I have been blessed with.   Hope and reason to get back up.   

 

As I wonder when we will become unified and not just in tragedy, not just for personal feelings or selfish ambitions.   To really come together and not just in need but all the time without judgement.       So quick to judge; especially when others are try to be a light in such a dark world.

We are all broken people, all falling short from the glory of God and no we should never look the other way.   But we are to love everyone for who they are not what they have done.   Yes, we are called to bring attention to those faltering off the obedient path especially when they are in danger or a danger to others.

But can we not look around and see we are not long for this world; and instead of finding faults or pointing out all the issues.   Can we not start being part of the resolution and helping the growth for whatever time we have left?

 

I am far from perfect and yes maybe I should not rub elbows with those playing in the sandbox.   But how in the world will we ever be a light to the darkness if we do not get in walk with the least of these.   And by the way who ever gave the right to call anyone less than another?

 

Judgement belongs to God, and we are called to go the distance for all that is good, all that is pure, all that is to grow in the light.    

 

We need healing this nation, this earth is being washed away.   And life as we know it is gone in 60 seconds or less.   Can we wake up and realize just because we do not feel the pain or have not sinned the way someone else has.   We have still had our own broken pieces that have cut someone.    We all have demons we are battling, and skeletons in our closets.

Stop judging in condemnation and stop pointing out the faults of everyone you disagree with.    Start planting seeds of life and share ideas and actions of resolution.

 

Be there all the time not just picking and choosing the right fit for how someone looks, speaks or even may be doing as they are planting their own seeds.

 

I have been through allot in my lifetime and I am sure there is more to come.  But that does not make me any better or worse than the next person.    If something should not be although I may know the person, although I may say something to them.   I personally just remove myself from the equation.     And I pray for the situation and for them. 

I have no time to play with anything I cannot make a different or control.  And being control is an illusion.  I try to just keep moving.

 

Anyway.  Loss for you, for me for everyone around this globe is great and it is only going to continue to grow in numbers.   So why are we so hell bent on what is temporal and what is out to bring attention to all that is wrong; why are we all not coming together and trying to make a difference and make things better, change things to something that is right.    Why are we at least not trying?

 

Be it trying to lead small grow groups in hope and spirit to political agendas.

 

Lord the losses are greater by the moments; but you know this long before we do.

Please stop this madness and show us what it means to be unified in your love, mercy, and grace.

We need healing far beyond a hospital stay or brokenness of our choices.    The only way we will survive is digging deep in faith and holding that rope of hope and for me that means all that Jesus is, was, will be.    I know my role and where I stand, and I am far from perfect but trying my best to just keep growing forward and taking anyone or everyone with me that is trying to grow in his kingdom with me.   

Jesus forgive me, forgive us for what we make it.   May we all come to know you before we meet face to face.  May we all in unity always be ready to lift others up and not add to the storm damage that will eventually impact everyone in this life as we know it.

 

Heal and guide all that I am connected, in spirit, works, deed, or just day-to-day choices.   Give me the will and the means to not go on defense but truly dive in and speak as you would speak and reflect without disregard or furry.  Better yet, Jesus just show up and speak, lead and reflect all you are through me.

 

    Meditation Opportunities Daily Devotion @Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)      “I am nearer than you think, richly present in all your moments.  However, you may sometimes feel alone because your union with Me is invisible.  Ask Me to open your eyes so that you can find Me everywhere”

Psalm 90:14 Satisfy us in the morning with your unfailing love, that we may sing for joy and be glad all our days.

Acts 17:27-28 God did this so that men would seek him and perhaps reach out for him and find him, though he is not far from each one of us.  “For in him we live and move and have our being.”  As some of your own poets have sad, “We ar his offspring.”

Hebrews 11:1 AMP  Now faith is the assurance (the confirmation, the title deed) of the things [we] hope for, being the proof of things [we] do not see and the conviction of their reality [faith perceiving as real fact what is not revealed to the senses]. 

Saturday, July 17, 2021

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 Music pulled from https://www.youtube.com/ and are free for public consumption**** Bible Verses pulled from https://www.biblegateway.com/ unless noted otherwise and are free for public consumption****   (NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TPT-The Passion Translation)


Date: Saturday July 17th , 2021  

Meditation Opportunities - Biblegateway.com Daily Verse

Romans 1:16 (EXB - EXPANDED BIBLE)

16 [LFor] I am not ashamed of the ·Good News [Gospel], because it is the power God uses to save everyone who believes—to save the Jews first, and then to save ·Gentiles [Lthe Greeks; Chere meaning anyone who is not Jewish; contrast v. 14].

 

 (YouTube.Com) New song for me for the day~

Ryan Stevenson - Take Me Back

Motivation Movers & Touches to the Soul (YouTube.Com)

Focus On What You Can Control #Shorts | Steven Furtick

You Never Let Go by Matt Redman

#elevationworship #wontstopnow

 

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (Thinking out loud)

Every friendship, or moment to breathe our dreams so deep that we feel more real than anyone lying next to us. It is a blessing and reflection of hope that as long as we are allowed back up each day. We have opportunity to keep trying and do our best to make life happen for our own and those we connect.

Fall in line as we pretend in the world that has its own relevance of truth has never been my style or mission to do so with an agenda of anything to personally gain.

Forever homeless in your heart never having it filled with loving truth and people to fill it even with broke pieces.  Well, I would rather live homeless in life without shelter then live a lie of not caring and just purposed to take what I can when I can where I can just to take it and fill a room of nothing but collectables over broken spirits, broken souls or even myself ending up lost and spinning in a world because I tried to be like everything in it.

 

Take me back Jesus.

Despite where I am going; each day you allow me to get back up and just breathe life in once more.  Take me back to that feeling when I craved all you are.    That warmth and love that flows through when we know you are right there, and nothing will ever rip the sail of where you are taking me.

Where all the obstacles of this world and all the hurts that every soul including those deep within try to crash and consume us.

 

Never knowing you in the beginning but never letting you go now.     Never let go of me or all your ways that give me life. 

Well, those early morning thoughts before I went and served my commitment made with a kids fun and sun splash day.     Finally, back home after going and checking on my family in the hospital and not doing well emotionally.     But Jesus our God the one who allows me to be any given day has it.   Anything that I am connected anything I have been given is all on loan.

 

When the day comes that blesses us and the next, we are knocked off our feet.   Jesus wants us to trust in him for all things.    To live for the moments right here right now.   The beauty that you can plant and grow forward.

 

You may see nothing but wild weeds and a bunch of insects that cause painful bites out of pieces of your days, but God still has you .

 

No, he does not cause pain or darkness.  And again, no way has he ever stopped what we choose to do from happening even when the collateral damage is babies, and innocence.

 

But if you have a past and you have baggage and are still here.  The Lord promised as long as the skies and heavens are above the earth, we and our ancestors will live in this world a long time.    With that are we not more blessed when there is no drama, no hate, no judgement, no political or selfish ambitions or agendas that leave us so broken.

If God has allowed us up again this day, why are we wasting all the moments on yesterday?

 

Nothing is perfect but the creator himself.  Why are we so caught up in performing and putting on the masks and shows pretending to be or do what we really do not mean?

 

The only road to found is openly acknowledging we are lost and calling upon the author of life for guidance of what way and how to get there.  But to please take that wheel and drive us just like when he carries us.   As long as we believe and build that relationship with Christ Jesus personally.   Not to walk behind a curtain and confess our sins and ask for forgiveness from man when He himself is carrying his own demons and should be face down to change.

Jesus I am not sure what all this is about. A long day playing out in the son; a visit to see someone I love so broken and watching it chip away at those next generations. 

 

What is what can be what will be!  Father God You are and always will be.    Rise up in me and all I am connected how to get past what I have no control.      I have no grip, no spice to really make it stick that it will be okay, and the sun will light us up.

 

Most importantly is not the change but what the change will bring.   When we quit, we are quitting ourselves!!  When we have families that love and adore us, we are showing them how not to fight forward and that it okay not to be okay as long as we do not stay there.    We are teaching them to live in the past and never seek a future were created for. 

All he wants us to do is believe and keep growing forward.    If something is not working learn ways to change it until it does.    To be accountable for our choices and the results that transpire.     And to love, honor and protect the life he gave each one of us and the blessings of life created from our own bodies because of him.

 

Just open the door to your heart, to your mind to your spirit and seek Jesus.   Dive in  all you can study and learn and start living through the hurt, habit, and brokenness up ahead or from yesterday.

 

Only we can choose ourselves.   And not for nothing baptism is the relationship choice that you are confirming that you believe in Jesus Christ and Father God and that you know you are not perfect and that you know you will make mistakes along the way.  But you purpose to wash the old you the doubt the habits the stains away and will do everything you can with what you get to work with to be your best self in obedience in love, in life for and with God’s will in mind and deep in your spirit.

 

None of us will ever be perfect.  None of us will ever get it right.  But we need not want to really know Christ yet hold back because we are afraid, we will be damned if we take the dip but mess up after.

 

God does not love us any less.   He created humanity to live, to love, to learn and show mercy and reflect the grace we have been given.

 

I am no expert but have somethings that I have been blessed to know just enough to be dangerous.   So just like I do.  Dive in and never stop learning.  Do not take things by the cover of the book or shell of a person you are looking at.   Dive in because everyone has a name, everyone has a story, and everyone needs grace even if no one really deserves it.

 

Praying with so much on my heart and mind for so many I know and am close to all the while knowing it is that it is.  

 

So, with that I wish you all a peaceful rested weekend and that through all the flooding, all the fires, all of the evil and darkness and feeling so lost in this vast world that needs God to come now, yesterday and wash this world clean.

 

Until he does hold on!  Don’t let go and call Jesus to the carpet and make him show up in your life.  And be there when he does.   I cannot imagine a world for me if Jesus were not part of my life, mind, spirit.      We are all made and needed for so much more.

 

Chord Overstreet - Hold On

 

    Meditation Opportunities Daily Devotion @Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)      “Bring me all your feelings, even the ones you wish you didn’t have.”

Ephesians 6:16 In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one.

1 John 1:5-7 This is the message we have heard from him and declare to you:  God is light; in him there is no darkness at all.  If we claim  to have fellowship with him yet walk in the darkness, we lie and do not live by the truth.  But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus , his son, purifies us from all sin.

Isaiah 12:2  Surely God is my salvation; I will trust and not be afraid.  The Lord, the Lord, is my 

Sunday 5-11-2025_PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe (AlwaysMeKelly)

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